I Tried To Cut Myself Happy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 58 People

    Back To The Blade..

    I guess im just a pessimist. Im loyal and kind at heart but i manage to find fault with most if not all things in my life constantly. I know i have people around me. Friends, good friends. That want to support me. But hell, its so hard. Its all i think about now. Give it to...
    BleedingIsAluxury BleedingIsAluxury
    13-15, F
    Feb 6, 2010

    Lose

    Now i just lost my best freand he feel in love with a chick who hates me so he wont even talk to me and my 1 other freand just died of lung cancer so i now have no one to talk to and that makes the pain so much more it hurts not to cut way more than to.
    xXZXx xXZXx
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 8, 2009

    My Best Friend..

    When ever im sad i run to my Blade cutting away the pains of the day love u bladey 
    xkity123x xkity123x
    18-21, T
    Dec 12, 2010

    It Almost Worked Too

    A broken mirror, A bloody first, I'm shaking as I struggle to stand, While my tears fall, Onto lips unkissed. Grasping the blade, Holding onto it tight, Its the only thing, That doesnt want to leave. I scrap it across my stomach, As if I could bleed, Bleed out the pain, the...
    bigeyesseemore bigeyesseemore
    22-25, F
    Jul 21, 2012

    Can You Really Cut Yourself Happy?

    Every time I would get up set I would go to my room turn the radio on and then I would sit on my bed and cut myself.  My arms are full of lines running in every direction.  My mom found out on Xmas day when I was cleaning the table.  My grandma was sitting next to...
    IRuinEverything IRuinEverything
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Oct 10, 2009

    I cut myself for almost three years to be

    "better" or "happy" and it works for a while
    secretstokeep secretstokeep
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 26, 2013

    Pain

    ok to beggin with i dont have a very hgh self astema and then i have had to put up with to abuseive brothers all my life it is what got me started on cutting myself they would attack me for no reason and they would mess with my mind to the point you can see it in my eyes just how...
    xXZXx xXZXx
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 11, 2009

    Hey~^^ Guys I am cutting from a few months it

    feels really good but like i am a new in this can you give me some advices^^ like with what its better to cut... Like i am cutting with knifes but i don't think the cuts are deep enough^^~ Thanks~!^-^
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 8, 2016

    I wanted to cut myself.

    To make me feel. I wanted to start small. A "paper cut" on my finger. So I found a knife I kept on my desk and ran my finger over it time and time again. It wasn't sharp enough to cut. And now I hate myself for trying. Hate myself for not being able to do it right. Hate myself...
    emotionalapathetic emotionalapathetic
    16-17, F
    Nov 5, 2014

    I tried to cut myself today.

    Or rather someone tried to cut me today. It was my hand holding the knife pushing it into my skin, but it wasn't myself telling me to do it. I realized what I was doing and stopped. Got out of the bath tub and just cried. Why am I doing this? What is going on??
    diannalyon diannalyon
    26-30, F
    Jul 21, 2014

    I've cut for a long time

    and it makes me happy for a little bit but it never really stays
    secretstokeep secretstokeep
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 28, 2013
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