I Tried

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    I really did. I waited,

    over a year. I'm 16 and I finally took a chance, let myself like someone. And I instantly regret it. He seemed so nice, he was. He is. But I guess he doesn't like me as much as I thought because he doesn't want a relationship. He doesn't want me, and it's horrible because I...
    Nexhon Nexhon
    16-17, F
    Mar 17

    I've made the effort to make many friends

    but I look at how far have come socially and it's not far. I'm not the most attractive guy and I'm not the tallest. I'm not the funniest and I'm not the fittest but I believe I'm a good person and I have a good heart. Unfortunately while that's good enough for me, no one else...
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39
    22-25, M
    Mar 22, 2015

    Tuesday

    I left work Tuesday with a horrid migraine and in tears. I could hardly speak and MnM suggested I let the teen drive, so I did. I didn't care that I had class, I didn't worry about having left work early, I couldn't think anymore and needed relief. I was desperate and...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    12 Responses Oct 16, 2008

    Over the past week or two those

    who saw my last post know I have immersed myself into masculinity in hopes of removing stress from my wife and convincing myself to be happy manly. I accomplished the first part. Today I was overwhelmed with depression though, so I continue.... I hate being me, I hate my life, I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 23, 2014

    Reflections

    It was a morning with light drizzle. Another turn on the road of life that I believed will take me to a high destination. Yes, it was start of a new journey. Driving on the highway, I observed the locals and the surroundings passing by. The word "Variety" would be right for folks...
    anathematism anathematism
    22-25, M
    Feb 6, 2012

    No body like a looser right!

    so when I tried and was up against impossable odds and failed everyone went to the other team I guess loyalty is a one way street .
    magicrabbit magicrabbit
    51-55
    Aug 19, 2015
    DarkRepulsser DarkRepulsser
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 14

    Platelets

    I had a 9am appointment this morning and was up and ready. First they checked both arms to make sure they could find two good veins. Oh wait, in case you aren't familiar with the procedure "Apheresis", it's when you only donate platelets, blood cells used to control...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    Feb 22, 2009

    A Request From Heart

    To everyone whom i know or not, never make intentional mistake cause even if its minor never is the future known, CAUSE SOME ONE WILL HURT AND YOU WILL FEEL PAIN AND GUILT......To everyone whom i know or not, never commit a crime not only think for yourself but most important to...
    evilkilllingme evilkilllingme
    22-25, F
    Aug 1, 2013

    I tried to be close to you.

    I tried to open myself up to you to once again let you in and become a part of me. But you crushed me. My heart broke at how blatantly you shoved me away and how fast. No regard for how I was feeling or how much I wanted this. Once more you you broke my heart and it only...
    bluediamond325 bluediamond325
    31-35, F
    Jul 30, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Apr 4

    Cutting..

    I tried it..i did it..yesterday night..I had to..I had to find the answer..   Does it help?   No love, it does not..it seems so, but it does not..it will just add to misery each time you see that deep wound on your hand.. I did it..now you dont! Because it does not...
    Floydian Floydian
    22-25, M
    11 Responses Jan 29, 2009

    I Tried. I Really Did. Saved Lives For 10 Years Now Being Spit Out Like Rotten Fish.

    We bought this little house (-900 sq ft) several years ago. The house inspector we had to hire told us of many things, but until we moved in I had never walked thru it with shoes off. Thats when I noticed practically the whole foundation was all cracked up. The sellers had...
    Akaterr Akaterr
    41-45
    Nov 27, 2011

    Honestly, what good does trying do anymore?

    I am always let down in the end.
    MajesticMia MajesticMia
    18-21, F
    Jul 15, 2014

    So You Can't Say I Didn't.

    I wanted you to let me in, I tried being a friend. But, you pretty much brushed me away. So I want to say **** YOU TOO! Worst part is, you'll never know this is about you and I'll never tell. And I'll continue to keep letting you push me away. And I'll never voice to you that it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 3, 2011

    To Donate

    I've been getting ready all week and even left work early today to get there on time. I had an appointment to donate platelets today and thought it would be so easy... NOT! After all the iron pills and forced meals with additional iron to prepare myself NOTHING! I'm still...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jul 28, 2009

    I Showed Up

    I made it on time to the big show of life but everyone has already left and gone home it appears.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 13, 2010

    I Promised Myself

     That I wouldn't get emotional. I promised myself that I would not cry for the whole month. Well, yesterday, after only 9 days, it happened. I was sitting in my english class, and we got an assignment called "who am I?". It's meant to help actors look deeper into...
    thegirlwiththefatcat thegirlwiththefatcat
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 7, 2009

    I Tried

    to get clothing donations online because I want to start my own Thrift Store!  Unfortunately  all I got was a list of places to donate to.  Not at all what I was looking for.Do you know how I can get clothes donated to me?   I want to under sell the  overpriced  Thrift...
    aquarius3 aquarius3
    66-70
    Jun 10, 2012

    I Tried to Make My Parents Understand....

    I met him 2 years ago....we've been together since sep 27 to 4th march. I never met anyone who understood me so well and was so good at handling me, my issues...it was perfect. But ofcourse we both were addicts...we rook two drugs basically cocaine and pot...... my parents...
    jackass jackass
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 9, 2008
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