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I Try 2 Make Myself Beter Everyday

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    My story is that I have a sickness inside that I don't know how to make go away. It's hard to define this sickness other than a pervading poison that is eating me from the inside...
    Shellybelle Shellybelle 41-45, F 4 Responses Aug 26

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    I have accepted myself, not in a way that I know myself therefore I should change everything to fit in the society and #yolo. No not that, but simply I have accepted that, me, who...
    anon152 anon152 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    I love things but I make myself believe I don't love them. I hate things and I try to love them. I know how am I yet I try to change! I know that I want to be intersting yet I try...
    Idonotcareanymore Idonotcareanymore 18-21 3 days ago

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    Just looking for someone to talk to and lean on once in a while. Someone who will call me out and tell me how they see it. My life is pretty messed up. I am trying to rekindle my...
    fishin4eyes fishin4eyes 31-35, M 4 Responses Sep 3

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    I reached my peek. Most people don't understand that everyone has only a certain amount of bad things they can take. I honestly don't care where I end up, or how I feel now. The...
    OutOfTheOrdinary OutOfTheOrdinary 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    My work is stressful but ever since I started wearing a bra to work I feel more relaxed. Now I wear a bra to work everyday and feel I'm missing an big part of myself if I don't...
    lukeskywalker89 lukeskywalker89 22-25, M 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Do I love myself?! I have started wondering do I really love myself? I mean of course I do I'm adorable! At least that's what I always say. But do I really love who I am, am I...
    ariel2891 ariel2891 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    There are days when I won't be able to do anything but feel. (I say only "feel" because I can't quite find the words. I feel bad about myself and everything else, but not really...
    TwoWastedCigarettes TwoWastedCigarettes 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    Ahead: Stupid rant My freshman year of high school, I met one girl and pretty much stuck to her side until I made my own friends, which were basically everyone she was friends...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I don't even know how to start this out seeing as this is the first time i am ever going to write about this. Unlike many others out there who have far worse experiences then me...
    Alwaysfor Alwaysfor 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Those who make compassion an essential part of their lives find the joy of life. Kindness deepens the spirit and produces rewards that cannot be completely explained in words. It...
    coolsmile coolsmile 31-35, M 9 hrs ago

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    A long time ago, when I was very young, I began thinking that I was not likeable. During all phases of my development so far I have had ideas that I am not good enough and...
    Angiethebrave Angiethebrave 31-35, F 8 hrs ago

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    I dont have depression but loneliness is what I go through everyday,every year .At times I wish I could just simply share how my day went with someone I care.
    cluemisa cluemisa 18-21, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I never thought i would be telling this kind of story, but i just can't take it anymore... It might all have started when i was in middle school, i was bullied a lot and that...
    Nokuteshi Nokuteshi 22-25, M Sep 7

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    I never thought i would be telling this kind of story, but i just can't take it anymore... It might all have started when i was in middle school, i was bullied a lot and that...
    Nokuteshi Nokuteshi 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 7

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    it is hard to break or defeat me because i love myself and true love can conquer anything.i take this life as the greatest gift bestowed upon me by the almighty.gosh!this is great...
    mspristine mspristine 16-17, F Aug 24

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    Hi. My I like to go by Snow. Well I'll keep the story shorter than what it truly is. Well I currently do no live with my mother, she lives in another town nearby with my grandma...
    SnowKittyRosa SnowKittyRosa 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My boyfriend calls me debbie downer, because he always says i mope and rarely smile so he tries alot to make me . i cant completly explain to anyone why im like this but i have...
    rainbowless1 rainbowless1 41-45, F 4 Responses Aug 16

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    You know you’ve come to a low point in your life where you’d wish, practically begged, that your mother should have swallowed you, or aborted you when she had the chance. A...
    EatingSheep EatingSheep 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    so since i was in first grade i had self image problems. i was too skinny and too tall got made fun of for it so much. and because of this i had bdd. i dont know how the bdd...
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am taking note of the precariousness of my mental well-being. Someone mentioned being in the grip of a depression that sounds much easier to cope with than that which seems to...
    Visola Visola 22-25, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wish I had real friends. People I can be myself around and just talk about anything i want with them.
    StallionCA StallionCA 18-21, M 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    So this is my first post. I feel awkward for even telling anyone this but, ... I hate myself. It's hard to explain the feeling you have when you can blatantly say what you've truly...
    Halloween482 Halloween482 18-21, M Aug 18

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    Hi. I need your help. I know only people from this website can understand me. I have half-siblings who were my father's. I do not like the fact that they exist, because their...
    someonewhoneedshelp101 someonewhoneedshelp101 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 22

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    I think i am alone. Although I am married and my husband loves me I think he does not have my back. I feel everyday is an uphill battle trying to make his see things the way I do...
    BaShGo BaShGo 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    And hey what am I thinking? There's plenty to like about myself, I'm so many things, a whole lot of awsome and some bad habits too. I'm anything and everything. What do I define...
    Angiethebrave Angiethebrave 31-35, F 7 hrs ago

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    I am 17 turning 18, and i suffer depression, anxiety, loneliness and hypochondria for awhile now, its been on and off. I think what triggered it was the fact i am overweight for my...
    LaylaKissa LaylaKissa 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I often join random chats like Chatroulette or Omegle just to try and make some sort of conversation with another human being. Failing that, I'll talk to myself and start to...
    Mizuha21 Mizuha21 22-25, M 5 Responses Aug 22

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    I am so alone. Each day, I feel like instead of a few feet separating me and others there are lifetimes. I always find myself watching in silence and everyone else goes around...
    FlyingToHell FlyingToHell 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    Doctors have always told me I had slim to no chance of ever getting pregnant, but as I have recently realized doctors are not always right. In April-May of 2013 I had an extreme...
    hhgarfeildd hhgarfeildd 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    everyday i examine myself and think about what i need to improve on and how i can do it. i know to make a world a better place you have to first work on yourself and that is what i...
    luvabl3 luvabl3 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    Everyday I go through life hiding my inner thoughts and sometimes I isolate for days and I isolate because I have hurt people and it kills me to see them in pain. Everyday I hide...
    Superacota Superacota 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 27

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    Life feels too much at times and I don't know how I'm expected to continue feeling so small and so insignificant. The only people that keep me company are dead writers. Otherwise...
    effingtheineffable effingtheineffable 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 31

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    I struggle with moderate acne and I used to cover it up wearing skin makeup everyday. I used to pick at my skin leaving bad acne scars so i felt like i needed makeup to be pretty...
    LovedByASoldier LovedByASoldier 18-21, F a week ago

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    I ******* hate my self so much. I hate everything about me nothing I ever do is good enough or how I look is horrid all the ******* time. I always look gross and ugly everyday. I...
    mymindsalivingnightmare mymindsalivingnightmare 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Every day i do the same stupid ****. Cutting of burning myself because its a release. Then i get angry at myself for cutting and then cut more to release that anger. Im stupid...
    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin 16-17, M 16 mins ago

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    I think of you everyday...I think of you while I am teaching and remembering how you used to like watching me teach and how you gave me the confidence to be a better teacher...I...
    Godsmack23 Godsmack23 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    I don't get much sleep anymore. Never been so restless before especially not when I have a million and one things to do. I've pretty much said **** my responsibilities today. I...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    It's getting worse everyday, I feel like I'm starting to go insane. I don't want to kill myself because I'm afraid of the pain. I just want to not wake up one day. I'm so done...
    laurapeniuk laurapeniuk 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 28

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    First off let me preface this by saying I am a single mom, my 2 kids have different dads (let the judging commence!) and neither of them help me with ANYTHING. They don't babysit...
    ComplexNotComplicated1 ComplexNotComplicated1 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I'm 24. He's 38. A wife. Two kids. One is two. The other a year almost. He's my co-worker. We share an office together. The first time i saw him, time slowed. His marriage was in...
    lostemt lostemt 22-25, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    for the first time ever i managed to find a beauty salon where i live that agreed to do my makeup the same way as if they were doing a women and after the makeup was applied i got...
    girlsrule2015 girlsrule2015 26-30, M 6 hrs ago

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    I don't want pity or anyone trying to "talk me out of it" because it won't happen. I contemplate a different way to die every day. I think of anything between quick and painless...
    Braecridhe Braecridhe 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    I had an abortion about four months ago and am feeling guilty about it whenever pregnancies are announced among my circle of friends. It seems like everyone around me is finding...
    vogagirl vogagirl 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    About 80% of the time I act and feel like someone else(more often than not when I'm alone). Its normally a celebrity or a character in a tv show, film, book etc. I find a few...
    moondancee moondancee 13-15, F Aug 16

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    At least I think that's what it is. For a while my outlook on life, people, anything really gets darker and darker. Hard to get up in the mornings, and I question what's the point...
    aliosa27 aliosa27 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    Hi, I'm new and I've found myself hovering in various posts on this site, reading and exploring but never joining in until now.. I suppose for a long time I have found comfort in...
    r00bear r00bear 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 23