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I Try 2 Make Myself Beter Everyday

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    My life is a blessing and a curse. I am most happy when I am loving others. There's nothing that makes me happier than putting a smile on someone's face or letting someone know how...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F Oct 8

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    Good thing i kept my old jeans. I was scared 2 weeks ago to try it coz i was thinking it still wont. Yesterday tried to fit it, yeyer! It did! Then im up to my next goal which is...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F Oct 10

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    I don't know what it is lately I am constantly sad when I get home and I will randomly burst into years at times
    JenKnibs JenKnibs 16-17, F Oct 12

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    Any tips on how to start loving myself? I'm tired of the way I look but don't know how to make myself see that I should really love myself no matter what and not care. Any tips at...
    LexiK88 LexiK88 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 11

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    I feel like im useless, like no one can look at me and say wow she has done something extraordinary with her life. My parents are always disappointed in me and I feel like i have...
    sherr15 sherr15 16-17, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I've felt so down for the past couple of weeks and have no motivation to do anything, no one really likes me, I am probably going to die alone without ever having any kind of...
    Fred363 Fred363 16-17, M 4 Responses Oct 10

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    I have GOT to get this out... I cant keep it bottled in any longer. I may only be rambling to myself here, but I dont care, at least it will be out of my system. ( I'm going to...
    ashuriiNikooru ashuriiNikooru 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 26

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    First of all, i'm just so ugly ... I hate when first exchanging glances with someone, or when entering a room full of people where everybody stares at me ... They always have that...
    DeadAsYesterday DeadAsYesterday 22-25, M 6 Responses Oct 9

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    It's true a lot of people are stuck in the struggle and it seems like there is no help or hope for the future, a lot of that blame is pointed out towards the ones trying to better...
    aJason23 aJason23 18-21, M Sep 23

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    I'm 27 Female, I fight Depression and Loneliness everyday from past 5 years.. I married a guy who I thought he loved me but he not only abused me for 8 years but aswel used me for...
    Kaurgeous Kaurgeous 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 8

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    My life is becoming more messed up and confusing as the days go by. I seem to not to be able to find out exactly who i am nor what i want to do. My life is filled with lies...
    chaoshead chaoshead 13-15, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hmmm lets see.... 1. I can listen to anything but choose not to, I mostly veer towards Hard Rock and Metal. 2. Favorite color is green, for obvious reasons. 3. I have been...
    Novemberman Novemberman 22-25, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Gahhh I want an amplifier for my com!! Makes music and gaming sound more refined. But they cost T_T
    Kendles Kendles 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    My twin brother gave his life for me to live. My father told my mother not to have an abortion. My elder sister said she loves me the most. My old friends, teacher and also...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Never have I thought of killing myself or try hurting myself in ways that would end my life easily. I started to beat myself a few days ago and it felt good. I feel like I deserve...
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    I just wanna know if you think I have a social anxiety disorder/phoebia or I'm just insecure and have low self esteem amd self confidence? I feel uncomfortable interracting with...
    justalittlehuman justalittlehuman 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 27

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    I want to die so ******* badly that I'm numbed to the world. I feel like I don't really exist, like this is a nightmare or a coma. I have nightmares every night, and then wake up...
    Keylimee Keylimee 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 3

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    Hi everyone, Like many of you, I have been fighting with depression for many years now. This is the first time I make a public attempt to reach out to people and get help... I've...
    GeekyN GeekyN 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 6

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    This is quite hard to admit to but i realise now that all this time I was avoiding fessing up to the fact that what I'm feeling every day is just not normal its not necessary...
    M19943 M19943 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 26

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    I am 24 and I'm quite a handsome guy. But being handsome will only take you so far. Trust me. I have learned that you are NOTHING in life if you can't communicate socially. I...
    theAnonMouse theAnonMouse 22-25, M 7 Responses Sep 30

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    I was raised in a very dysfunctional family. Everyday was another fight and more drama, the thing is my family is very violent so all I heard growing up was screaming, all I saw...
    jen202022 jen202022 16-17, F Oct 2

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    Everyday, I struggle with trying to continue to push forward. Everyday, I want to commit suicide, literally. But everyday, I manage not to over dose on pills for whatever small...
    BIackyChan BIackyChan 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 6

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    It's kind of strange really. I would never really admit i'm depressed and lonely. Many people would say i'm in the denial stage i guess. Im not an emotional guy. I don't want to...
    chaoshead chaoshead 13-15, M 3 Responses Oct 12

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    I am with the best person I could ever wish for. But I still feel lonely, its not a neglectful loneliness its a feeling of being isolated and its because I keep people away, even...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Everyone calls me gay and thinks I look like a girl. A fly could kick my ***. I hate myself. I'm so pathetic. The bruises on my face? Not even done by a dude. I'm so worthless...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I wonder at times why i am so unsure of myself. I KNOW i look alright, i KNOW i am very smart and i learn quickly and that i can be wonderful conversation. Yet, i still doubt...
    Qwert143 Qwert143 22-25 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    My body seems to find a new disaster every week, so why should this instance be any different. I just know it’s going to be one of those days. I’m weak. I’m tired. I’m...
    Nudg3 Nudg3 18-21, F Sep 29

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    I don't cherish life everyday, some days I hate life. But I am trying to change that. Sometimes it takes something awful to happen for you to realize what you do cherish. It has...
    Isntitironic Isntitironic 31-35, F Sep 30

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    Hello. I suffered from anxiety for the la 3 years. It started with my breakup, i loved her too much because i like to love and take care or people but she really didn't give a damn...
    BogdanBolinski BogdanBolinski 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 28

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    Some observations from my first weekend of my vacation.... Even on the rainiest of days, there's nothing better than spending the day in the Adirondacks with an old friend. The...
    Indigolesbian70 Indigolesbian70 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    I try to think back to a time where my life was different. A time where I was completely content with myself. And you know what? I can't recall a time where I was ever content with...
    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 14

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    I am so tired of waking up everyday and being restrained. It took me six whole years to finally find... me. Now I'm just ready to spread my wings and fly. But I can't. Because I am...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 10 Responses 6 days ago

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    ~For the first time I was actually scared of myself and what I was capable of doing~ I recently started taking an antidepressant. Last night I had to plans to go out, but I couldn...
    dandylyne44 dandylyne44 26-30, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think things are starting to make sense. My life is miserable because of me. The circles under my eyes are so dark, they look like I have been doing drugs for years everyday. My...
    DifferentOutsider DifferentOutsider 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 27

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    Everyday I'm reminded that the world doesn't want me here. I'd leave if I could. If I could change my race and gender, I would. The last thing I want to do is make anyone miserable...
    RougePlanet RougePlanet 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 30

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    The one person I hate more than anyone else is myself. I feel like a freak because of who I am. I wake up everyday as a freak, and feel like a disgrace all day long until I fall...
    griffinlynn1 griffinlynn1 13-15, T 1 Response Oct 1

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    So, of course I don't wanna go even deeper into the perilous but surprisingly shallow labyrinth of self-loathing... But it's so, so difficult at times. The problem...the problem...
    Ewoo Ewoo 18-21 2 Responses Oct 2

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    Something I wrote to him, although I didn't send it. Thank you. I have a lot of things to thank you for. Thank you for showing me how to love and supposedly be "loved". Thank...
    weightingforhappiness weightingforhappiness 18-21, F Oct 2

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    I remember feeling down, feeling like I was selfish and wasn't good enough. But doing good deeds makes me feel happier and so much better about myself. I don't do it to get...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I just finished my appointment with my psychiatrist... And told him that I had suicidal thoughts... I told him that I cut... And I feel like he cares but all he did was add...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 6 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I am hurting myself indirectly without wanting to..stop it dammit
    Darlinghton Darlinghton 18-21, M 13 hrs ago

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    I don't need a freaking guy to take care of me or love me, i can take care of myself and love? God is there for it ;)
    LovelyBitch1 LovelyBitch1 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    I am not perfect but I try my best to apply the right in my life. I did my mistakes and I regret some of them more than others but that's how i learnt. Now on I will forgive...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 31-35, F 8 hrs ago

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    I can't put in words how much I hate myself today....
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 7 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    "These people are all ******* crazy" I just found myself mumbling
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 30 mins ago

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    I almost killed myself today. The sad thing is that it wasn’t because some major traumatic event happened it was because I feel like I can’t escape from the sadness and I feel...
    SomebodyAnybodyEverybody SomebodyAnybodyEverybody 16-17, F 15 Responses Sep 26

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    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M Oct 1