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I Try 2 Make Myself Beter Everyday

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    I'd been feeling so sick all day that I decided to make myself vomit. I went to the toilet and started trying to burp up the vomit but it didn't work so I had to finger my throat...
    pukeboy pukeboy 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    If people paid attention they'd know how funny I am. But Billy's in his iPhone and Margaret is thinking about Billy and I'm over here like Comedy Central on mute.
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Of all the things that I've lost to my eating disorder I think the biggest thing I've lost is time. I look back on the last 5 years and all I can recollect is the purging...
    TheWhimsicalHeart TheWhimsicalHeart 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 18

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    If you play with fire, you're going to get burnt.... Why did I let this happen? Someone is going to get hurt... And I hope it me and not the people involved... I've ****** up...
    catho catho 18-21, F Feb 10

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    Today I forced myself to puke again. I was out with some friends and we were hanging out at the skate park. After a couple of hours of skating I wanted to do something else. So I...
    pukeboy pukeboy 22-25, M Feb 6

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    Confessions of A Depressionist. If you know me then you would say I'm always happy or always so hopeful and cheerful. By to me it's always been a fight to make myself happy...
    Lugelogistics93 Lugelogistics93 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It's not that I think you don't love me. It's the fact that I don't love myself and I make myself think that no one can love me by making impossible connections possible in my mind...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Hey guys :) I need your precious advice.A year ago I,along with my family moved to another city and started a new life there.It was a drastic change as I missed all my friends...
    veiledsorrows veiledsorrows 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Hey guys :) I need your precious advice.A year ago I,along with my family moved to another city and started a new life there.It was a drastic change as I missed all my friends...
    veiledsorrows veiledsorrows 13-15, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    S'group describes me. People always ask for my help, and I help them. I ask myself for help, I try to go through the same steps as I do other people. I split myself into two that...
    C9Poke C9Poke 16-17, M 5 hrs ago

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    everyday, i make up stories, talk about things that stress me out, talk about and think about the outcomes of almost everything that happens to me. i can talk to myself for hours...
    andylovesyou23 andylovesyou23 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 7

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    Just once could I be happy? Not beat down and told everything that he doesn't feel is right. I'm here at his mercy. I do all he needs at the house, if he asks for something I make...
    Txwoman123 Txwoman123 41-45, F Feb 22

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    I think I'm starting to slip back into depression again. I met the love of my life, and he's all that keeps me going. This has been a tough year. I had to overcome getting raped...
    An0nym0usAgain An0nym0usAgain 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Everyday your there for me. Everyday you have made me laugh, you have made me laugh when ive been at my lowest! Everyday you call me beautiful and everyday you tell me you love me...
    myownbox myownbox 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have been reading about others making good friends on here and it makes me want to also, any one wanna be friends with me?I have been reading about others making good friends on...
    james00012 james00012 31-35, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    It helps me to think of depression as a sort of addiction: I am addicted to thinking/feeling poorly. Takes the pressure of being defective off. My mother thinks we're defective...
    SimplyPerson SimplyPerson 26-30 2 Responses Feb 9

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    I really have no where else to turn to anymore.. I am a broken soul with a battered heart. I live a rather plain life. I have a mother and father and two brothers. On the outside...
    Lambyy Lambyy 26-30, F Feb 19

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    When I was a kid, I always thought a life would be so amazing. But then, it started to change for me with so much pressure with bullying , judgments, and not being liked or wanted...
    favi4et favi4et 18-21, M Feb 6

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    Everyday is a struggle. Everyday I have to fight the feeling that I'm worthless. Everyday I have to hide the fact that I can easily break down and start crying, from my friends...
    BrokenCorpse BrokenCorpse 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    My girlfriend of over a year and a half broke up because I realized I am super insecure and rely on her to accomplish my goals and be who I want to be. I've been single now for a...
    ManyRegrets ManyRegrets 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 15

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    You only live once? False. You live everyday. You only die once. Don't let your fear of what could happen make nothing happen.
    mostdaysaregood mostdaysaregood 46-50, F 7 Responses Feb 22

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    If there is something I do exceptionally well, it is totally neglecting my health in every way. It's abuse, and at that, I am a bit of a humdinger. I don't take care of myself. I...
    Dreambrother Dreambrother 18-21, F Feb 11

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    Yesterday I had a mental breakdown and was seriously thinking about killing myself again or cutting myself to the point where I have to go to the hospital. I decided to call my dad...
    Allieyo Allieyo 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 13

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    1) I could eat pizza everyday. 2) But I won't because I'm overly concerned with being overweight. 3) I try to get 30 minutes of exercise a day. 4) But I don't because I'm overly...
    WeeOoWeeOo WeeOoWeeOo 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I haven't been on here for so long, I used to be here everyday every moment almost. I had nothing, I had broken into so many pieces that I had nothing left to break. I had no hope...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 6

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    I hate my life so much, I really have been compensating whether or not I should kill myself, but I can never bring myself to it, like it's just thoughts; but seriously Life's...
    Krchan2 Krchan2 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    I can tell that my friends are getting exasperated with my constant self loathing. I try to tone it down, but I guess it keeps slipping out. All the "I'm a complete piece of...
    biggestwasteofspace biggestwasteofspace 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 15

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    I loved her and at one point she loved me. But over time we stopped speaking and she fell for someone else. I was such an idiot that when she dumped her bf and told me she loved me...
    SgtDeZz SgtDeZz 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    I used to cut myself everyday for two years. When my mom finally caught on she said I either stop or she sends me to a psychiatric facility. Thanks mom you were really there when I...
    Anomaly228 Anomaly228 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I wanted to share my story in hopes that it will help someone. I was born in Detroit Michigan to two wonderful parents. Moving North when I was a year old. When I was 7yrs old my...
    Alli6372 Alli6372 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 25

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    it just gets worse and worse,i used to be able to hide it but i don't even have the energy to hide it anymore or pretend i'm anything else then depressed.. everytime i wake up i...
    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    But I'm still working on a better version of myself everyday.
    CascadingCoquette CascadingCoquette 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I was bullied for a long time and had one friend for about a year until he betrayed me and I had no friends for about two. This is a few years ago in middle school but ever since...
    idonthavetimeforthisshit idonthavetimeforthisshit 16-17, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I really do not understand this duality of human society. Men, throughout history, have always acted compulsorily in search of conquests, valuing possessions, money, industrial...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 12 hrs ago

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    I have friends and groups that chat with me everyday but its usually not directly to me. Either they have something to direct to someone else or they just want to ask me something...
    appetanc3 appetanc3 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 19

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    Ever since I was younger, I've been depressed. It used to be "typical teen depression," but after my parents got divorced, I felt a million times worse. My depression and anxiety...
    3lli 3lli 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 7

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    I just lost all the hope I had left for myself. Im just not worth it.
    Mhaydon Mhaydon 18-21 1 Response Feb 11

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    So the love of my life wants to be friends just friends and she has been saying she loves me for so long...and it's on valentines day I hate my life...I might kill myself.
    Logic22 Logic22 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    Hey this one is just to tell you guys to not underestimate naps. Everybody who feel unhealthy , who have headache for example, or feel a constant need of energy because their body...
    Bigdadyy Bigdadyy 22-25, M Feb 15

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    Am i anorexic? i eat less than 400 calories a day. the past 4 days ive ate around 300 cals. i eat once a day, dinner or lunch. i dont eat anything i dont know the calories from...
    roselain roselain 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I feel like playing with yourself is healthy you should do it everyday. I do!
    LoveBi77 LoveBi77 18-21, F 12 Responses Feb 18

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