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I Try 2 Make Myself Beter Everyday

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    Literally and figuratively. Emotionally and mechanically. Compulsively and repeatedly. Not much left of my gastric lining . .
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I love making others laugh and smile, but I can't seem to make myself laugh or smile. When I'm around people I seem to be happy but the second I'm alone I sit there emotionless. I...
    angelicahcah angelicahcah 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    ( Short story: Prologue) My last hope Everything stops. Times stands still. There he lies on the cold ground. Here I’m standing just staring down as death whispers on the end...
    TweDee TweDee 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    idk y but i have always hated being alone. i wish i was more comfortable being alone. its like i wither if im not in the presence of ppl or interacting. i guess another way to look...
    hallowedwillow hallowedwillow 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I'm on here so I can express myself better. Face to face... Forget about it... Here I can post whatever I'm thinking or feeling without fear. To make myself vulnerable without the...
    dacraww dacraww 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    I always say I hate liars and that if you lie to me then I'm done, but I lie all the time. But I only lie so I can try to make myself believe something else. I don't want to...
    agirltoremember agirltoremember 13-15, F Apr 1

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    I'm fat, disgusting, ugly, and worthless and everyone I've ever tried to get help from didn't care about how I feel. Sometimes I shout on the inside and I want to die because I'm a...
    iLoveAsjohn iLoveAsjohn 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Part of my work is talking to people from all walks of life helping build their business over the phone. I say literally the dumbest things just to make myself look comical and it...
    ECarimbadass ECarimbadass 18-21, M Mar 24

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    Ok here we go again with the FWB thing. I have a FWB but its not only about sex.we go out together have dinner go clubbing.hang out with our friends.we go to same university have...
    rubzyy rubzyy 22-25, F Mar 18

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    I shouldn't even be this sad and ****** up. Honestly nothing is really wrong with my life. There are countless people who would love to have my life. I'm not physically abused, I...
    jasonpw jasonpw 16-17, M 54 mins ago

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    April 18. Freedom. Many of us were oppressed and victimized as children. As adults, we may continue to keep ourselves oppressed. Some of us don't recognize that caretaking and...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 12 hrs ago

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    You remove my dark cloud and make me feel alive. The only problem is that you don't even know it. I wish you could see through me and just be there for me. I think I might love you...
    Keppclam Keppclam 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    Everything I do is wrong. I mean, I'm not trying to make anyone feel sorry for me and say motivational things; I feel sorry for myself enough as it is. I really mean it. I'm not a...
    heresthestory heresthestory 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    It was thrown in my face today and i couldnt help but blame myself for having shared it in the first place. Im only human. I did not think this friend of mine would do this to me...
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    It happened, 2 days ago I was on the train coming home and I had no idea which way to go because I've never traveled this far by myself. I saw this really beautiful girl on the...
    Per19 Per19 22-25 1 hr ago

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    Angels on the Moon -- Thriving Ivory Do you dream, that the world will know your name So tell me your name Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all? I wanna...
    AVampireGirl AVampireGirl 13-15, F Apr 6

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    March 30. Experiment. Experiment. Try something new. Try stepping out. We have been held back too long. We have held ourselves back too long. As children, many of us were...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Mar 30

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    I'm useless. I try to make others happy, but I fail at doing that. Instead, I'm just a huge burden to everyone. I'm pretty sure the world would be a better place without me.
    tnetennba tnetennba 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I had an abortion in September and this is the first time i have even mentioned the word abortion since i had the procedure. I cannot talk about it with anyone because i do not...
    Rebajane7 Rebajane7 18-21 1 Response Mar 22

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    I hate how I changed when I met my ex. I became this girl looking back that I'm ashamed of. I hate myself for it. Why did I become her? When I look in the mirror I don't hate how I...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    i love doing makeup on others.I myself dont apply makeup everyday but ocassionaly.I believe makeup is a form of art and its beautiful and if people can enhance their appearance...
    Angelina1992 Angelina1992 18-21, F Mar 30

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    April 3. Acceptance. Surrender to the moment. Ride it out and through, for all it's worth. Throw yourself into it. Stop resisting. So much of our anguish is created when we are...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 3

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    April 14. Perfectionism. Recovery from codependency is an individual process that necessitates making mistakes, struggling through problems, and facing tough issues. Expecting...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't think I had ever really found myself. I remember the day that I lost the thing I held most precious. In that day, I lost everything that I was. November 1, 1998, my...
    SuperGinger41 SuperGinger41 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    I have done a lot for cancer and awareness. I will not feel bad because I will not participate. I am perfectly comfortable without makeup, and those photos can easily be found on...
    sylviaturner sylviaturner 26-30, F Mar 18

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    March 24. Appreciating Ourselves. We are the greatest things that will ever happen to us. Believe it. It makes life much easier. —Codependent No More It is time to stop this...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Mar 24

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    April 2. Facing Our Darker Side. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves. —Step Four of Al-Anon By the time we get to the Fourth of the Twelve Steps, we are...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 2

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    I'm looking to find myself again is it ok that I go places by myself for example bars, movies, restaurants?
    BrittTHart BrittTHart 26-30, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    How could I let myself believe I could be happy? My success means nothing. The only real success I have anyway is a 4.0 for 40 credits. But does anything really matter anymore? My...
    IamMorbid IamMorbid 18-21, M 43 mins ago

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    One day when I was feeling lonely I decided to try and do something about it. I took out my phone list and started phoning people on there, but I got to the end of the list. No...
    innerself000 innerself000 18-21 2 Responses Mar 23

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    March 18. Safety. One of the long-term effects of living in a dysfunctional family - as children or adults - is that we don't feel safe. Much of what we call codependency happens...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Mar 18

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    Today I had yet another deep conversation with my acting professor. He told me how I should just ignore people's judgements and go past that, how I shouldn't be afraid to be myself...
    Realitea Realitea 18-21, F Mar 18

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    Life's headaches! We all make mistakes everyday And learn from yesterday It's just a delay And we pray That they go away We don't need to be reminded. We know what we've...
    QueenB14 QueenB14 18-21, F Mar 18

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    March 21. Considering Commitment. Pay attention to your commitments. While many of us fear committing, it's good to weigh the cost of any commitment we are considering. We need...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Why do you feel this way, you guys are not suppose to, take a look at all the bad things that are happening in the world, god won't give you more than you can Handel. You have life...
    mrij mrij 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Tomorrow makes a month that we have been broke up. We were together for a year and a half. Everyday I wonder what he's doing. Wonder of he's thinking of me. Wonder if he's in...
    NikLee1987 NikLee1987 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I used to socialize a lot and make new friends all the time now I try to avoid every possible way of going out .. I go to school and come home everyday & on weekends I sit in my...
    Hypnoticc Hypnoticc 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    April 11. Financial Goals. Taking responsibility for our financial affairs will improve our self-esteem and lessen anxiety. Each of us, today, has a present set of financial...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F a week ago

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    I thought I knew who I was, energetic, athletic, whimsical, and just enjoyable. That's what I was all about that 3 months ago. Then bam. Depression came. I'm none of those, I'm...
    hopecatcher hopecatcher 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'am going to marry this boy! I cant get enough. My love for him is sooo incredible. But I'm a very stingy ***** too. Dont worry i dont keep track of his every move, i just like...
    stinabobina stinabobina 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Everyday. Every second. Every millisecond. I'll never stop improving myself. I refuse to fall back into an ocean of dark actions. :) I refuse to hurt myself.
    ForgiveForgetLetitGo ForgiveForgetLetitGo 13-15, F Mar 22

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    I can't sit around and do homework and act normal anymore. I am so sick and tired of putting on this stupid mask of happiness. I want to just break down already. I can't stand the...
    mysteryhatcat mysteryhatcat 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Six months ago I overdosed. My mom works late everyday, and she's home at 5-6 o'clock in the afternoon. My mom never checks on me in the morning, so she didn't see that i was...
    NinjaRose NinjaRose 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 26

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    Everyday I wish I could be a different person. Smarter, sexy, a people person. I look at myself in complete disgust it's not even funny. It seemed like when I was born I was cursed...
    TheTimeOfMyLife TheTimeOfMyLife 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    Its amazing that im falking inlove with him everyday it just make me sad because his far away from me
    abbyMarcin abbyMarcin 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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