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I Try 2 Make Myself Beter Everyday

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    When I read something I have posted in the past on Experience Project and or read something from this site I make myself laugh.
    MyDoctorLove MyDoctorLove 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    I am a sight to see though. I honestly get physically sick thinking about myself. I'm not going to go into mass detail. I'm just going to say; the things I like and the things I do...
    XxDorkyBoyxX XxDorkyBoyxX 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 18

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    I have bad hiccups almost every day. When it happens I can't get it to stop. It usually becomes like a combination of hiccups and burps and often I end up hiccupping and burping...
    pukeboy pukeboy 22-25, M Nov 12

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    I feel as if I am trying to climb a waterfall. Every step I take to try and beat my depression, to rebuild myself feels like a step into more and more resistance; like I’m being...
    jphegan jphegan 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 14

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    I will tell myself this everyday so I can make it true
    Mela22 Mela22 22-25, F a week ago

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    My self-esteem is at an all time low. I want to die again. I want to just...stop existing. School is stressing me out, my life is stressing me out, I can't stop comparing myself to...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    I honestly don't know what I'd do if I met myself.. In all honesty I really hate myself sometimes, but I also wouldn't ever want to be someone else. See, that's the confusing part...
    brimc7 brimc7 16-17, F Nov 13

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    I was unpacking some of my things, actually settling in for a change, and I realized that it's been a while since I have. Putting clothes away into a dresser and a closet shouldn't...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 Oct 29

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    I HAVE to feel that I'm in control of everything...if I feel out-of-control...then I have anxiety & depression. Even if I'm not in control of anything...I need to at least feel...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I would like to become more - supportive - of people. It's one of the things I've started to almost 'study' in people's interactions. I grew up in a family that was fine...
    elevating elevating 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    This is the first time i try to ********** myself.I played with myself.I shoved two fingers to my holes.I didn't come,except keep getting wet.After I finished,I feel pain when I...
    jn97 jn97 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have older siblings that have already graduated and as you might think, it's not my parents who tell me I need to do better than them, but rather myself saying I need to be...
    FriendOfARazor FriendOfARazor 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I just dyed my hair red and got it cut into an a line, and I love it!!! I love playing with makeup and my straightener, make myself all pretty for me and my man :) so much fun...
    ranchlife14 ranchlife14 18-21, F Nov 7

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    I can't take a proper selfie without editing it to make myself appear good.
    dancedesire dancedesire 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    I act like I don't care about my appearance, but I also make myself throw up after I eat ice cream.
    SunshineOverClouds SunshineOverClouds 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    So, there is something I've been holding onto for months... Something that happened to me, and I don't really know how to talk about it, not that I really have anyone to talk about...
    TheZEEMan TheZEEMan 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Right now, I'm doing nothing with my life. I don't know what to study, since I've started and abandoned two graduations already. I don't feel like working, cause it involves...
    EXTHER EXTHER 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I need to say everything about why I feel this way. Since last year, when my bestfriend moved, I have not once been asked by someone else to hang out or do something. I always ask...
    GaussOrJacob GaussOrJacob 22-25, M 4 Responses Nov 1

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    Everyday I feel emptier then the last. My mouth is usually sealed shut with a permanent smile. I try not to give in to the urges. But looking closely you'll see small scars. Seeing...
    mangadrawer12321 mangadrawer12321 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I buzzed one side of my head and i let the hair on the other side grow long. I have curly hair. I think of my haircut to be a piece of art. It looks different from different...
    mridulaharihar mridulaharihar 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Nobody is perfect. If somebody screws up, they must own up to it and redeem themselves. I personally don't hold grudges to things so minor. I had a lot of people screw up, I get a...
    4NeonFun 4NeonFun 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    I'm currently dealing with depression for more than 2 years now, and I'm feeling absolutely desperate, terrified, miserable and completely out of hope. My pain and my fear are so...
    LookingForTheSunshine LookingForTheSunshine 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    Okay, I don't want to make this long, but I feel like it will be long. I was born and raised by traditional-old fashioned Muslim parents. I hate it! I have never been ''good enough...
    sstb64 sstb64 18-21, F Nov 1

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    I'm not a writer, sometimes I lack common sense, and other times I make no sense at all. If you still with me for the nect few minutes though I only hope that it gives you some...
    InfinitelyCurious InfinitelyCurious 18-21, F Nov 12

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    I'm not a writer, sometimes I lack common sense, and other times I make no sense at all. If you still with me for the nect few minutes though I only hope that it gives you some...
    InfinitelyCurious InfinitelyCurious 18-21, F Nov 12

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    everyday i make new little discoveries about myself and i like it, i want to explore it more. i want to look in depth about myself and my personality, what makes me who i am.
    SheAlwaysBelieved SheAlwaysBelieved 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    For as long as I can remember I've never been comfortable in my own skin. Most of the little confidence I did have was shattered a few years ago, when the girls at my school...
    Awhiteorchid Awhiteorchid 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My friends and former Co workers said I am still the master at dicing bullies sround You always make your bully work for you you never work for them
    iamsohappy123 iamsohappy123 51-55, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I feel so ugly . . Yet I don't do the things that would possibly make it where people consider me beautiful .. Why can't I roll out of bed and look gorgeous like others can? Why...
    Tayylorr Tayylorr 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    The feeling of blood rushing out of wounds is the best feeling. To know that in any moment you could die. Watching as your surroundings focus in and out. Hoping that death will...
    rainbowpanda12 rainbowpanda12 13-15, M 2 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I get so caught up in trying to act normal and pretend as if everything is alright that I forget how tragically alone I am, and how much the isolation has ****** me up...
    Justjonathan Justjonathan 16-17, M 6 Responses Nov 7

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    'Dance in the rain, because you can't wait for the storm to be over to be productive' Iv heard a million of them, those jingles and cliche mantras that taste sour and slighty...
    yourtheocean yourtheocean 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 3

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    Sometime during the past summer, I started to be consumed by the overwhelming feeling of loneliness. Even though, I hung out with a few of my friends, but it didn't seem like it...
    CrypticIris CrypticIris 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 18

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    Silas T. O'Reilly. My constant companion. Most of the time when I think about writing a story, I dont really think about writing a story. I like to believe that when i write it is...
    QuiteElementary QuiteElementary 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 19

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    I wish I had a best friend and I have friends but I wonder if they're truly my friends. Everyone has their own best friends and I wish I had that one person who considered me their...
    KnightOfDreams KnightOfDreams 22-25, T 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    It does get better For years and years I have suffered from Major Depression, ever since I was a teenager. It really became a problem as a teen, when I went to an all male high...
    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 28

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    I don't even know how to begin this but yesterday I broke down, and i haven't done that in months, but I really thought I could be stronger. since I was in middle school I've been...
    kawina kawina 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 28

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    1. I like Pop music a lot 2. I'm a cinephile 3. I have abandonment issues 4. I like sleeping with my window open 5. I like living in a peaceful serene place 6. I have a southern...
    anonymoussouthernbabe anonymoussouthernbabe 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    My whole life has been one mishap after mishap , and when it all starts to feel unbearable that's usually when I can make everyone smile except myself . People think I'm so strong...
    Nyyjeria Nyyjeria 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    Its like I'm drowning, and no matter what I do I just can't get up to the surface of the water. When people around me try to help, all they say is "just stop drowning". What can be...
    MissJessieGurl MissJessieGurl 18-21, F 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sitting here on a bridge underneath a busy highway... Some pencils, a sharpener and my sketchbook. Just want the pain to go away... I'm trying to distract myself.. But looking over...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 1

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    I just hate the day. AS usual I need to keep myself, my sanity intact. everyday is a challenge that gets harder. need some fresh air to breathe.
    icedwithin17 icedwithin17 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    Everyday I always feel like I'm walking alone looking at everybody else seeing what they doing in their life then comparing to myself seeing if I'm at the same level as them. I do...
    blacklance1217 blacklance1217 16-17, M 7 Responses Nov 13

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    Me too, its a battle that i'm fighting within myself everyday! Some days better than others but people who are truly in this hell will understand this! My heart goes to them also...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 16

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    I let some people in i try to show my feelings they don't know i walk around everyday on the verge of tears. Everyday one of my friends say whats wrong i look like ima cry thats...
    Deathisblack Deathisblack 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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