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I Try 2 Make Myself Beter Everyday

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    Literally and figuratively. Emotionally and mechanically. Compulsively and repeatedly. Not much left of my gastric lining . .
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    That's always been the reason I join EP and wish to do so in a responsible way that doesn't make myself look immature and foolish. I have strong feelings about many things and...
    KawaiiBoy KawaiiBoy 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    I love making others laugh and smile, but I can't seem to make myself laugh or smile. When I'm around people I seem to be happy but the second I'm alone I sit there emotionless. I...
    angelicahcah angelicahcah 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    I'm on here so I can express myself better. Face to face... Forget about it... Here I can post whatever I'm thinking or feeling without fear. To make myself vulnerable without the...
    dacraww dacraww 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    I always say I hate liars and that if you lie to me then I'm done, but I lie all the time. But I only lie so I can try to make myself believe something else. I don't want to...
    agirltoremember agirltoremember 13-15, F Apr 1

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    I'm fat, disgusting, ugly, and worthless and everyone I've ever tried to get help from didn't care about how I feel. Sometimes I shout on the inside and I want to die because I'm a...
    iLoveAsjohn iLoveAsjohn 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Part of my work is talking to people from all walks of life helping build their business over the phone. I say literally the dumbest things just to make myself look comical and it...
    ECarimbadass ECarimbadass 18-21, M Mar 24

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    April 23. Opening Ourselves to Love. Allowing ourselves to receive love is one of the greatest challenges we face in recovery. Many of us have blocked ourselves from receiving...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I work. Get home. 23. Live with my mother. Not sure what to do with my life. No College. No Car. No Motivation for life. I am not sure why. It could be my addiction to video games...
    SuohSin SuohSin 22-25, M 10 hrs ago

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    It's gotten so bad that I hate waking up because everyday is just the same boring routine. I'm not looking forward to the Summer holidays; I don't think I can take three months of...
    kerena kerena 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    You know whats insane I could die tomorrow, and nothing would change, I have that little significance in life, or peoples lives that if boom! I got hit by a bus tomorrow, nothing...
    barnest2 barnest2 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    The writer in meI know I'm a writer. I express myself solely of how I feel about a certain life experiences.Sometimes, I write as an observer - I love to observe people, maybe it s...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 51-55, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    I truly hate myself from being little to now but I love life. now I hate everything cause it seems like no matter what the ham I do I cant get it right. I make friends and then...
    mizzcola17 mizzcola17 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I often sit and think about how imperfect and disgusting of a human being i am. I believe im extremely unattractive i have dandruff and pimples only on my chest and back. I have...
    KIRa53 KIRa53 13-15, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Angels on the Moon -- Thriving Ivory Do you dream, that the world will know your name So tell me your name Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all? I wanna...
    ForeverFable13 ForeverFable13 13-15, F Apr 6

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    Seeing what some others in this group have posted has made me realise that I've, thus far, been unable to aptly articulate precisely how I feel about my OH, and this is probably...
    EponymousAnonymous EponymousAnonymous 13-15 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    March 30. Experiment. Experiment. Try something new. Try stepping out. We have been held back too long. We have held ourselves back too long. As children, many of us were...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Mar 30

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    I hate how I changed when I met my ex. I became this girl looking back that I'm ashamed of. I hate myself for it. Why did I become her? When I look in the mirror I don't hate how I...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    i love doing makeup on others.I myself dont apply makeup everyday but ocassionaly.I believe makeup is a form of art and its beautiful and if people can enhance their appearance...
    Angelina1992 Angelina1992 18-21, F Mar 30

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    April 3. Acceptance. Surrender to the moment. Ride it out and through, for all it's worth. Throw yourself into it. Stop resisting. So much of our anguish is created when we are...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 3

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    April 14. Perfectionism. Recovery from codependency is an individual process that necessitates making mistakes, struggling through problems, and facing tough issues. Expecting...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    When I was younger we moved to Europe and I went to a school where I was the outcast I kept so much to myself. I'm not sure why probably because I'm quiet and I was shy and maybe I...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    March 24. Appreciating Ourselves. We are the greatest things that will ever happen to us. Believe it. It makes life much easier. —Codependent No More It is time to stop this...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Mar 24

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    April 2. Facing Our Darker Side. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves. —Step Four of Al-Anon By the time we get to the Fourth of the Twelve Steps, we are...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 2

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    I shouldn't even be this sad and ****** up. Honestly nothing is really wrong with my life. There are countless people who would love to have my life. I'm not physically abused, I...
    jasonpw jasonpw 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I would love to play with myself in front of my friends sometime. If any of you young ladies would like to watch me I'm here for you. Last night I played with myself for over an...
    nudeuncle nudeuncle 61-65, M 7 hrs ago

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    I don't feel that I need to justify myself and I also would like to give those who don't understand people like myself a little insight into who I'm. To be honest I'm really not...
    KawaiiBoy KawaiiBoy 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    One day when I was feeling lonely I decided to try and do something about it. I took out my phone list and started phoning people on there, but I got to the end of the list. No...
    innerself000 innerself000 18-21 3 Responses Mar 23

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    Why do you feel this way, you guys are not suppose to, take a look at all the bad things that are happening in the world, god won't give you more than you can Handel. You have life...
    mrij mrij 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Tomorrow makes a month that we have been broke up. We were together for a year and a half. Everyday I wonder what he's doing. Wonder of he's thinking of me. Wonder if he's in...
    NikLee1987 NikLee1987 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I used to socialize a lot and make new friends all the time now I try to avoid every possible way of going out .. I go to school and come home everyday & on weekends I sit in my...
    Hypnoticc Hypnoticc 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    April 11. Financial Goals. Taking responsibility for our financial affairs will improve our self-esteem and lessen anxiety. Each of us, today, has a present set of financial...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 11

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    I thought I knew who I was, energetic, athletic, whimsical, and just enjoyable. That's what I was all about that 3 months ago. Then bam. Depression came. I'm none of those, I'm...
    hopecatcher hopecatcher 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    April 20. Deadlines. "I don't know whether I want in or out of this relationship. I've been struggling with it for months now. It's not appropriate to let it hang indefinitely. I...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I can't sit around and do homework and act normal anymore. I am so sick and tired of putting on this stupid mask of happiness. I want to just break down already. I can't stand the...
    mysteryhatcat mysteryhatcat 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Six months ago I overdosed. My mom works late everyday, and she's home at 5-6 o'clock in the afternoon. My mom never checks on me in the morning, so she didn't see that i was...
    NinjaRose NinjaRose 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 26

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    Everyday I wish I could be a different person. Smarter, sexy, a people person. I look at myself in complete disgust it's not even funny. It seemed like when I was born I was cursed...
    TheTimeOfMyLife TheTimeOfMyLife 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    Its amazing that im falking inlove with him everyday it just make me sad because his far away from me
    abbyMarcin abbyMarcin 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Have you ever wonder what would it feels like to miss someone today and everyday? Like this time it's not just today you will miss him/her. It's going to be everyday from now...
    Mininyaa Mininyaa 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I just want to express how I feel about myself and some other things without turning it into something dirty and use vulgarity, which some men enjoy doing. Some people will never...
    KawaiiBoy KawaiiBoy 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    I'm horny right now and i want to play with myself! Girls i need your help!
    cm98 cm98 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    Not really by myself but since I love in Los Angeles. I am getting tired of the everyday scenery and gangs and all this hype about life here. I want to move to Washington. Because...
    Ermacz Ermacz 18-21, M Mar 24

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    Everyday I gain more confidence and become more accepting of the way God has made me. I am learning to embrace my flaws and accept my mistakes. I am grasping a deeper understanding...
    TryingToLoveLifeNow TryingToLoveLifeNow 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    March 26. Gifts, Not Burdens. "Children are gifts, if we accept them." —Kathleen Turner Crilly Children are gifts. Our children, if we have children, are a gift to us. We, as...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Mar 26

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    i could know a person for 2 days and fall in love with them when they give me more attention ( and they will usually like me back ) but it fades pretty fast too when they start...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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