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I Try 2 Make Myself Beter Everyday

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    **** this **** -.- I'm just a **** up.
    DreamingOfBetterDays DreamingOfBetterDays 13-15, M Mar 29

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    I HATE thinking about stuff because then i start thinking of my past, i hate feeling alone, or insulting my self, or remembering other peoples insults. So i don't think. end of...
    Nikiz Nikiz 22-25 4 days ago

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    its another long tiring day of 14 hours at work.... i stayed extra hours...just to make myself tired enough to sleep when home.... i at timea feel these walls ...roof tells me...
    thinknew84 thinknew84 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Why.Must.I.Be.Here? I can't handle myself. I just can't... I'm so done and over myself.. I sell myself short, I disrespect myself, I intentionally hurt myself... I'm all sorts...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19

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    And today is no different. I am struggling with loneliness but I may have to be alone but I can still be here for others. The only way I can make myself feel like I deserve to live...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    I want to change my life. I've taken already some steps, but I can't stop now or it's all just gonna revert back to where I started from! Changing who I am, how I look at the world...
    Featherwings Featherwings 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    Ive been clean for a year... I completely forgot how it feels, the pain. I guess i just feel empty, and invisible. No one really gives a **** if im around. I have friends, but i...
    TheRebel17 TheRebel17 16-17, F Mar 29

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    In two years I will have my associates degree and I'll be a qualified nursing assistant , and honestly at this point I just want to get my own place and be by myself , get a dog...
    Purpletears17 Purpletears17 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    And I do... for every relationship. I gaze at them. Analyse them and turn into what they want. Problem is that this takes no account of what I want and who I am. Then I get...
    grommit3 grommit3 36-40, F 5 Responses Apr 17

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    It always feels so damn good, I need someone to give me instructions on how to make myself cuuuuuuuuuummmmmmm mmmmmmmmmhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmm im so damn horneeeyyyy right now and oh so...
    Divafiredup Divafiredup 18-21, F 25 Responses Apr 5

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    I do. A lot of the time, I can make myself laugh by thinking of funny things that I have seen or remember.
    ObserverOfLife ObserverOfLife 22-25, M Apr 6

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    Everyday is a pain and I have to go through it alone. No one is there when I need them, but I have to be there for them. People say I can't do suicide, but they continue to...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 1

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    Ever since i was young, I was different somehow. I was smarter, less naive, a deeper thinker. I never believed in Santa Clause. My teachers didn't like me all that much because I...
    MoreThanAWord MoreThanAWord 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I was 16 and a sophomore in high school. My mother isn't what you some would call "mother dearest" (basically she played ridiculous mind games and would take punishment a little...
    millerandm1 millerandm1 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    im jus confused. my mom doesnt trust me. nor my aunt or grandma, they think im gonna end up pregnant at 16 (not judging) &' they pretty much use my past mistakes as weapons on me...
    pizzababyxo pizzababyxo 13-15, F Apr 6

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    Honestly, I don't know what to say about myself. I have friends, yes. I hang out with them.They like me, they enjoy my company. I've gone so far in comparison to last year. Without...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    hi..this is the first time i ever used a blog... i was so lonely..that i google what i was feeling and this website blogger appeared..i m single 30 living im pakistan... i lost my...
    thinknew84 thinknew84 26-30, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    It's been Almost 3 years since I started cutting myself I have been clean for a Month already and the Reason I started is cause people said that I deserved the Pain and Suffering...
    LovelessMind LovelessMind 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    The irony is that I can't even know. And I never will. Whatever it is, it's too big for myself, my small me to know. It feels like a well without sound, disappearing with a falling...
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 2 hrs ago

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    Always always always strive to be a better version of yourself. Evolve, grow, face your demons with your head held high...this is your LIFE and it's not here to stay, so get it...
    NikkiTattooedHeart NikkiTattooedHeart 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 14

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    i feel like i am failed in everything i do. when in high school i go bullied to the point i hope i get sick everyday so i dont need to get in, then later i think my life gonna...
    p4r1s p4r1s 26-30, F 6 Responses Apr 14

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    No matter how much he hurt me I still tend to love him even more. I said I will give all my love for him and I think I did. Because during December 2014, I realized it's been two...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F Apr 17

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    Everyday feels lonely to me. I live with my grandparents since I have remembered. I have parents and a sister a year younger than me. However, she lives with my mother. I live with...
    BIP235 BIP235 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Note to self: The good thing is I fight the depression whole heartedly . its a disease and I don't want it in my mind. slowly one day maybe I want to get rid of this sad feeling. I...
    Baaroque Baaroque 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I think it's good to play with urself everyday it's know to relieve stress so y wouldn't u? Or even better make love with ur lover!
    Amandaatwsw Amandaatwsw 18-21, F 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    Inattentional Blindness I try my best, everyday, to notice things about my environment, people in it (and animals as we have a dog) and other stimuli. I'm not sure if I would...
    MsInvis MsInvis 46-50, F 2 days ago

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    I was home alone today and depressed about life.I heard cutting helps people who are depressed.So I got a new razor and cut my upper arm 5 times.This is when I realized my...
    ironpack ironpack 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I'm currently dealing with the fact that I'm really not ok still. For the last couple of days I've been deluding myself, telling myself I'm ok and acting like nothings up to my...
    NorseWolf94 NorseWolf94 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I don't really know where to begin I remember the darkness that engulfed me well. The feeling that I could no longer carry on that people would be better off if I wasn't here and...
    iampinkpvc iampinkpvc 41-45, M 4 Responses Apr 8

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    Hi, I'm a 21 year old medical student living abroad, I was diagnosed with bipolar nearly 3 years ago, and before that I struggled a lot. I let it get quite far before my family...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    i can imagine what a good life is because i don't know what that is. It sucks being depress and crying for help with no one listining. Being alone is worst when you are super down...
    lolipopolie18 lolipopolie18 22-25, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I'm 17 and a junior in high school. I'm going through a lot of stress and built up frustrations right now. When I was in middle school I went through depression-- I would hurt...
    thatgirldro thatgirldro 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I hate that I bring up the ******* past with him. I hate myself everyday I do that to him. Ugh why can I be a damn normal girlfriend and love him right.
    buggalue00 buggalue00 13-15, F Apr 7

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    I feel so lonely today. I looked through my entire contact list and couldn't fund anyone I could call. how sad is that. I end up distancing myself from all my friends , or maybe...
    Baaroque Baaroque 22-25, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am very unusual for my age, I am a Christian and believe everyone should look their best, I am tired of boys who wear baggy clothes or girls wearing skinny jeans, I wish it was...
    ChristianSociety ChristianSociety 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    The only time I'm happy is when I'm at work. When I'm at work I'm not reminded constantly that I'm not good enough for anybody. When I'm at work I can focus on other people's...
    GirlEnigma GirlEnigma 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    Everyday I plunge deeper into the rabbit hole wondering if I'll ever find a way out. The pain and emptiness I feel inside continues to be ever present. Unfortunately, no one can...
    Dade34 Dade34 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 16

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    My current weight 3 weeks ago: 205 current weight now: 190 been exercising all day and night eating less and less everyday. restricting a lot barley eating STAY STRONG PRO ANA"S
    myproanalifestyle123 myproanalifestyle123 13-15, F Mar 29

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    Nothing in this world can give me happiness anymore. I feel like im about to lose it. I want to just dissappear from everything. I dont care for my well being hoping that one...
    mywow1994 mywow1994 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    1. I am creative. 2. I am sensitive emotionally. 3. I am into details and can express myself really well, some say I am rather eloquent and articulate. 4. I am very friendly... it...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Apr 5

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