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I Try 2 Make Myself Beter Everyday

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    I get bullied at school and have done ever since I started secondary school 3 years ago. It has always been because of the way I look so I decided to do something about it. For...
    annonymususer15 annonymususer15 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    My story is that I have a sickness inside that I don't know how to make go away. It's hard to define this sickness other than a pervading poison that is eating me from the inside...
    Shellybelle Shellybelle 41-45, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Sometimes, when I can't sleep, I think of really sad scenarios that hurt me so much emotionally that I cry, because I want to prepare myself for the worse and so I will be able to...
    solisluna solisluna 16-17, F Aug 3

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    Having EDNOS is a struggle especially when you try your hardest to quit but every little thing triggered you and causes you to relapse. I've gone 2 weeks without purging or...
    XSimplyXSuicideX XSimplyXSuicideX 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    It all started about 4 years ago in junior high. I started growing up, going through hormonal changes, and some adjustments in life. And in the process I started dating (Late I...
    kittybabe100 kittybabe100 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    I think we both know I'm a mess So very lost, so very clueless. I dwell upon the past. I dwell upon the tiniest of things Searching for faults For reasons that you will leave I...
    NeverForgeIt NeverForgeIt 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    At times I tell myself I can handle what Im feeling for that girl. I tell myself I can be friends with her and that its just only friendly love. I try to make myself believe all...
    realandtrue realandtrue 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    what i have for myself is beyond hate. i hate everything about myself. i hate my own existence. i hate my parents for having me. i hate god for creating such a weak helpless being...
    SlaveToMyBullshit SlaveToMyBullshit 18-21 1 Response Aug 1

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    The way I torture myself is when I'm really horny, I don't do anything but make myself even hornier. I love not doing anything when I'm horny, to me it's hot torturing myself like...
    SilverXJzargo SilverXJzargo 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Burned enough times I wait for the other shoe Say again that we are identical I already know I'll miss you Genius and brilliance eternal burn The fun is never the same Alway new...
    Accebere Accebere 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 3

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    I do. I'm really quite amazing. The things I come up with, the way I make myself laugh. Not in a arrogant way because I'm not better than anyone but there should be 2 of me.
    LikeAPrayer LikeAPrayer 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I reached my peek. Most people don't understand that everyone has only a certain amount of bad things they can take. I honestly don't care where I end up, or how I feel now. The...
    OutOfTheOrdinary OutOfTheOrdinary 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I'm learning go to be alone. Tonight I took myself to a 50s diner in a new city by myself. I ate choc chip pancakes with eggs and an Oreo Shake. It was so delicious. I enjoyed the...
    missykaiyay missykaiyay 22-25, F 5 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    it is hard to break or defeat me because i love myself and true love can conquer anything.i take this life as the greatest gift bestowed upon me by the almighty.gosh!this is great...
    mspristine mspristine 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Gonna try to make this quick. I just wanna write this out cause I'm trying something new that i hope will help me. Im 15 years old male and I hate myself. I look in the mirror...
    Dann7 Dann7 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Partly by myself.. Havent done it active-active.. But active/passively or call it passively-active. I sort of have the belief, that when everyone is gone. Just by myself. Then I...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend calls me debbie downer, because he always says i mope and rarely smile so he tries alot to make me . i cant completly explain to anyone why im like this but i have...
    rainbowless1 rainbowless1 41-45, F 4 Responses Aug 16

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    I knew from the onset it wasn't meant to last forever. This was supposed to be a rebound fling...cut 1 year later and i'm engaged and have an amazing baby boy.. sounds like a...
    confusedtired confusedtired 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    It took a long time for me to realize this but the first person who will help you live a full and happy life is in the mirror. Until I sought this person out and learned to love...
    subbbw subbbw 46-50, F 10 hrs ago

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    I have been blessed with a happy body image. When I see myself in photographs I do realize all that is wrong with me as per the contemporary concept of beauty. But when I see...
    greycells greycells 36-40, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Well , friendships are made . Online or offline , they are made. Credible or non credible? Understandably I give , I don't dare to state I know about all life's challenges . I know...
    heavenlyflower123 heavenlyflower123 36-40, F 10 hrs ago

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    I don't like dresses or skirts Love jogging bottoms and short hair cuts Not big on sex don't know what the big deal is Learning keyboard at moment imagine john Lennon and if I...
    aromantic2012 aromantic2012 31-35 9 hrs ago

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    When I go grocery shopping, I buy the same things. Once in a great while, I'll venture out and buy one or two new things. But for the most part, I eat and drink the same things...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Everyday, when I get home from school, I write my thoughts in my journal. From little things- what I thought about that fly that wouldn't stop annoying me. To important things. I...
    Morzy Morzy 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    Wow, so i am a straight A-B in school, Good in sports, manner-able, respectable religious girl. But i have done something bad on Omegle, Shamefully i ******** for 3 guys on Omegle...
    UnkemptGirl000 UnkemptGirl000 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    So this is my first post. I feel awkward for even telling anyone this but, ... I hate myself. It's hard to explain the feeling you have when you can blatantly say what you've truly...
    Halloween482 Halloween482 18-21, M Aug 18

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    Hi. I need your help. I know only people from this website can understand me. I have half-siblings who were my father's. I do not like the fact that they exist, because their...
    someonewhoneedshelp101 someonewhoneedshelp101 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    We all get to a point in life, when we realize that life is not fair at all, most people realize that when they are teenagers, but that's not my case. I was born in a really...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 5

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    I'm not completely sure why I even signed up on this site, yet alone posting a story. At the end of the day, I know that this will not improve nor will it change anything about my...
    LilMsUnknown LilMsUnknown 36-40, F Aug 13

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    I haven't posted on here in a long time. It hasn't even been a year since I was put in the mental hospital. Ever since then it has been a real struggle to try and feel at least the...
    MalevolentWonderland MalevolentWonderland 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    I am 17 turning 18, and i suffer depression, anxiety, loneliness and hypochondria for awhile now, its been on and off. I think what triggered it was the fact i am overweight for my...
    LaylaKissa LaylaKissa 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I often join random chats like Chatroulette or Omegle just to try and make some sort of conversation with another human being. Failing that, I'll talk to myself and start to...
    Mizuha21 Mizuha21 22-25, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    It feels good to have a little chat with my dad again. It has been years that we haven't talked normally with each other because of some personal issues and misunderstanding. I...
    sayangeiram sayangeiram 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    I think i am just afraid that i am growing up. But suddenly everyone is following their own path. Since i have left home to study abroad i lost nearly all contacts with my friends...
    Ralphael Ralphael 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 4

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    everyday i examine myself and think about what i need to improve on and how i can do it. i know to make a world a better place you have to first work on yourself and that is what i...
    luvabl3 luvabl3 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    Everyday I go through life hiding my inner thoughts and sometimes I isolate for days and I isolate because I have hurt people and it kills me to see them in pain. Everyday I hide...
    Superacota Superacota 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I stand beneath the many stars, the moon it shimmers, so near yet far..a rope lays loosely around a tree, swinging down waiting for me. I sit there as hours go bye, I know I should...
    Ameliaaaa Ameliaaaa 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 8

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    I wish I could just be happy with what I am and what I can accomplish...when I don't feel the love from anyone...like really feel the love...I then get down on myself thinking it...
    saturnsdaughter saturnsdaughter 26-30, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I hate it that I don't know the difference anymore between beautify and lust, so I hate myself for that.
    jack3683 jack3683 16-17, M 2 Responses 31 mins ago

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    Do I need to see a doctor? Or Am I okay? I'm 17 and lately I've felt not myself. One minute I'm so happy and the next minute I'm dying inside because I'm so upset. Its not just...
    TheShyGurl TheShyGurl 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 3

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    I don't have anyone in my life who cares about me. No friends who even care that I'm here, and I rarely go out and have "fun." I'm unhappy. I just want a friend who will love me...
    iErayDursun iErayDursun 13-15, M 8 Responses Aug 3

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    For 3 years I've been struggling with depression and self harm. It started off with a few cuts on my arm because I felt alone and friendless. Now, I'm cutting and crying every...
    Anon156 Anon156 22-25 3 Responses Aug 4

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    So I struggle with friends. I mean its hard for me to keep them. Cause like I try really hard to impress people enough into wanting to be around me and it works. Really well. But...
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 8

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    For about a week now, I have been feeling like I'm dragging my self around and just not being able to handle anything. For the past month, the littlest things would make me start...
    stef17 stef17 16-17, F Aug 15

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    I don't want pity or anyone trying to "talk me out of it" because it won't happen. I contemplate a different way to die every day. I think of anything between quick and painless...
    Braecridhe Braecridhe 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    I had an abortion about four months ago and am feeling guilty about it whenever pregnancies are announced among my circle of friends. It seems like everyone around me is finding...
    vogagirl vogagirl 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    About 80% of the time I act and feel like someone else(more often than not when I'm alone). Its normally a celebrity or a character in a tv show, film, book etc. I find a few...
    moondancee moondancee 13-15, F Aug 16