I Try To Avoid My Feelings

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    I Even Run From Myself.

    Most of the time it's as if I'm loaded on opietes, I get totally numb. Sometimes I don't even inted to. I mean, if you say something funny, I'll probably laugh. If you hit on me, I'll get nervous and avoid you. If you try to be my friend, I'll drop from the social scene for a...
    VictemOfSuicide VictemOfSuicide
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 30, 2010

    It Never Works

    I have tried and failed in the past to ignore, run from, even completely avoid all the feelings that run through me all the time. It sucks when there are so many and they constantly change.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 13, 2011

    Feelings Are Too Much Work . . . .

    I actually try to avoid my feelings a lot. The thought of not knowing what kind of reaction that would come after Ive shared a certain feeling with someone does not appeal to me at all. That maybe one of the reasons my I avoid love or liking someone, knowing that someone...
    xPurple xPurple
    18-21
    Mar 31, 2010

    Avoid

    I have learned that trying to avoid our feelings will make it worse.  Those feelings comes to us for a reason and we need experiencing it and dealing with it too.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Aug 15, 2011

    My Crumbling Fortress

      I have caught myself lately trying to avoid love because of my intense fear of rejection and pain.  I continually build walls and you tear them down as quickly as I build them.  How can I build my fortress of solitude when you continually crumble its walls?
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    15 Responses Mar 16, 2010

    Since I was born, I have found

    and used every single possible distraction to escape my own horrible thoughts. I don't know how much longer I can keep up this charade.
    creepn creepn
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 6, 2014
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