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I Try to Be the Best Person I'm Capable of Being

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    "i Try To Be The Best Person I'm Capable Of Being"

    since i was a child, it's my nature to easily give something to people who don't even ask. perhaps, it's because of my naivete, the desire to help and trying to make a difference in a person's life. my seatmates in class would copy my answers to the usual tests or exams. there...
    junsy junsy 46-50, M Oct 28, 2009

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    Try To Be The Best Me

    but you know, I find myself thinking that maybe I am not trying hard enough. Good is one level, great is another and a whole new set of energies. I wish I had the energy to be great.
    DeepForest DeepForest 46-50 Nov 1, 2010

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    I Am Trying

        i am trying to be the best person i can be . to my future wife , to my co workers to myself .
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 27, 2009

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    Trying To Feel Worth It

    For my whole childhood, I have grown up with the idea that I had to prove my worth. I had to impress people- that was my job.  I worked so hard at that my whole life, that I have forgotten (or never learned) how to be me.  Now that I'm discovering for the first time how to be...
    ANewCreation4Him ANewCreation4Him 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 8, 2012

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    I Can Change

    For years I struggled with depression, apathy with life, feeling "not-normal" or awkward, and I was closed to the world. Since August last year, I have grown so much that *I* even notice the difference in me.  Recently I've been hearing this song on the radio, and each time I...
    ANewCreation4Him ANewCreation4Him 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 12, 2013

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    I Try ..... Always...

    I have a life saying .. "if I can do it ... I will If I can't ... Then I won't" It applies to everything I do ... When I say "if I can't....", I don't mean I don't try, i mean if I havent got time .... If someone wants something from me, a chore that needs doing, or a favor...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Jun 27, 2013

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    Every Day

    and thats all i can be.and if some don`t like it,that`s there problem.
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 May 30, 2009

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