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I Try to Be the Best Person I'm Capable of Being

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    and thats all i can be.and if some don`t like it,that`s there problem.
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 May 30, 2009

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    Trying To Feel Worth It

    For my whole childhood, I have grown up with the idea that I had to prove my worth. I had to impress people- that was my job.  I worked so hard at that my whole life, that I have forgotten (or never learned) how to be me.  Now that I'm discovering for the first time how to be...
    ANewCreation4Him ANewCreation4Him 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 8, 2012

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    Try To Be The Best Me

    but you know, I find myself thinking that maybe I am not trying hard enough. Good is one level, great is another and a whole new set of energies. I wish I had the energy to be great.
    DeepForest DeepForest 46-50 Nov 1, 2010

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    I Try ..... Always...

    I have a life saying .. "if I can do it ... I will If I can't ... Then I won't" It applies to everything I do ... When I say "if I can't....", I don't mean I don't try, i mean if I havent got time .... If someone wants something from me, a chore that needs doing, or a favor...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Jun 27, 2013

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    I Am Trying

        i am trying to be the best person i can be . to my future wife , to my co workers to myself .
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 27, 2009

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    "i Try To Be The Best Person I'm Capable Of Being"

    since i was a child, it's my nature to easily give something to people who don't even ask. perhaps, it's because of my naivete, the desire to help and trying to make a difference in a person's life. my seatmates in class would copy my answers to the usual tests or exams. there...
    junsy junsy 46-50, M Oct 28, 2009

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    I Can Change

    For years I struggled with depression, apathy with life, feeling "not-normal" or awkward, and I was closed to the world. Since August last year, I have grown so much that *I* even notice the difference in me.  Recently I've been hearing this song on the radio, and each time I...
    ANewCreation4Him ANewCreation4Him 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 12, 2013

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    My best friend and I recently got in a really big fight and now I have no one to talk to. Anyone wanna talk?
    LifeIsMeantToBeLived LifeIsMeantToBeLived 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I don't know what she wants anymore. A week ago she told me I am the only bestfriend she ever had. Its been a week now and no text messages or calls from her. I did persist but I...
    Joey6661 Joey6661 26-30, M Apr 11

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    ughhhhhhhh. If he expects me to be loyal to just him surely I should get some attention?? or to see him?
    thatlittleminx thatlittleminx 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I once was a simple minded young woman who just wanted love children and her dreams to come true) NOW I am everything I'm a mother a lover a hater a worker I'm a best friend I'm a...
    sometimeslost01 sometimeslost01 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I really hope I become the person I see myself being in the future! I have so many dreams and plans for myself!
    tsg96 tsg96 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I just asked a friend if we were still friends. Her response was that she feels like we are more like acquaintances. Makes sense. She just knows a lot about my life and past, I...
    theginger89 theginger89 22-25, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I'm haunted by the past, dissapointed with the present, and afraid of the future. Day in, and day out, I have vivid flashbacks of my youth, of the fun I had, memories I relish...
    Eclipse993 Eclipse993 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 27

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    i think im done here. I met some interesting people on here that make me smile all the time. (you guys know who you are). im gonna miss all you guys. and yes, even you EpAllie. I...
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 12 Responses Apr 5

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    I'm past the point of being okay with pretending. I want to finally be able to say that I'm okay & mean it. I don't want to think about cutting anymore; nor do I want to have these...
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 4 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I'm sorry. But it's okay because I know nobody will be hurt when I leave. The only person hurting will be me.
    DieForYou DieForYou 16-17, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I'm in my 30s and never had a girlfriend. I'm going to die without ever experiencing being on a real date. I think our higher power doesn't want some people to experience love...
    dude2278 dude2278 31-35, M 23 mins ago

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    "Just Yet" I wanted to say "I am not the person I want to be." EP offered me up this group instead. And after the typical feelings of "Why doesn't EP ever have what I'm looking...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I love laying on girls' laps. I dig hugs and kisses. Kisses only if I know the person. I like holding hands, holding a girl, cuddling, playing with her hair, her laying on me. I'm...
    Princey88 Princey88 26-30, M 12 hrs ago

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    It's been 16 years. Are we roommates? I think we are. It's not that he's a bad person. He's a really good guy. He's my best friend, has been for a while. Except for the parts...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Mar 28

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    I feel lonely.... everytime someone needs my help I do my best to help that person, maybe I'm not the best at something but I trie. In days like today I really need help and...
    StudLish StudLish 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Just today I realized something--I may be fatter than I've ever been, I may only work part-time, have a disabled husband who never has sex with me, and have to share an apartment...
    jennytressler jennytressler 41-45 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Perhaps I should explain my depression in finer detail. Aside from all 4 of my girlfriends screwing me over for some other guy for no valid reason, I have no one to talk to or...
    MegaManZero97 MegaManZero97 16-17, M 5 Responses Apr 1

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    I come on here and read so many things, I am trying to get more involved with writing as well, but part of me feels I shouldn't reach out and offer friendship, because I am a bit...
    MrPerditus MrPerditus 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    Have not been around and I owe my friends explanatories. In January I got the virus. On day six woke up and could not breathe. long story short, I have copd. I remove myself from...
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 9 Responses Mar 26

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    You see that girl? she looks so happy right? telling jokes, smiling, having a great time... and dying inside. she's hurt and tired. Tired of all the drama, tired of not being good...
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    And I'm so glad that I'm a different person! The reason being, I have been redeemed! Jesus Christ has set me free! I once was lost, but now am found! I gave my life to Christ and I...
    Imnothomeyet Imnothomeyet 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Mar 27

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    Fed up of not being able to talk to someone and saying I'm fine when I do. I'm always caught up in the middle of everything and its not fair......
    philex2014 philex2014 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    As a teenager I had friends, good ones, I loved wearing makeup, going to the gym, reading, History, art, music, I was interested in having friends and knowing more about everything...
    Commononesense Commononesense 18-21, F 8 Responses a week ago

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    So my best friend and I met on Xbox last summer playing GTA V... We have now both experienced our first year of college together and seriously talked everyday. We always talk about...
    maiap maiap 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Hi all Why ?because I be no family or friends. I'm In a relationship. Married for 10 yrs to a Hispanic. I have no other family and the thought of us breaking up terrifies me. I'm...
    jrtfox jrtfox 51-55, F 5 days ago

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    Lol so its been 5months exactly since I broke away from one of the most influential friendships in my life... during this time, this person in particular has made no attempt to...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I think as human beings we all evolve over time. We take stock of what works, what doesn't, and then we adjust. Right now I'm in a serious adjustment stage. I am releasing so many...
    justliss justliss 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    Seriously? Like what part of this experience "I am comfortable being anonymous, Let me be" do you not understand???? Because idiots don't read my experiences before trying to add...
    JustaSillyfairy JustaSillyfairy 70+, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    a lot of the time, I can forget the reasons why. I'm depressed, sure, whatever. I ignore it, force my way past it, don't look at it, don't examine it. But then something happens...
    anata1 anata1 22-25, F Apr 4

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    No one ever wants talk to me and no one ever cares about me or how I'm feeling. I'm always pre-judged by people I don't know, or judged by people I DO know, and it's always some...
    MegaManZero97 MegaManZero97 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 17

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    For a while now, I've thought that there was something seriously wrong with me. People have always seen me as a very shy and highly sensitive person. But aside from being shy and...
    alexa021 alexa021 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    So I'm one week into quitting drinking, because I have over many years been in denial that I have a drinking problem. In order to get my life on track, save relationships with my...
    TrustxxIssues TrustxxIssues 31-35, F Apr 5

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    I feel like I'm not who I once was. I miss being happy and feeling myself. I wonder when I will feel me again. 😔
    jazzy55 jazzy55 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago