for help, something I very rarely do. This person said to do so if I ever needed it.
I was ignored.
Just goes to re-affirm my faithlessness in some human beings. This is why I never let people in.
she once again has forgotten me.
Many unreasonably long hours pass,
And I am still alone,
Not one word heard.
Worn out and blue I feel.
Haven't done much but still exhausted.
My thoughts belonging to her
Have distracted me throughout the day.
But like always,
Why is it that when you people (my friends) need help, you come running to me and when I need help or want a shoulder to cry on you people (my friends) are never there and I am stuck crying on myself. You dumb sh**s!!! WANNA KNOW WHY I WAS DEPRESSED FOR SEVEN FREAKING LONG YEARS...