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I Type Through Tears

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    Those That Dont Have Depession Dont Understand

    Its not as simple as pulling my self up from my boot straps as ive been told or hearing well you have every thing a woman can ever want and your depressed ive hurd that from my father and my ex , its not as easy as that belive it , its not a choise to be depressed to feel...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 24, 2010

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    Tears....

    Tears are falling… my heart is beating so fast I am so unsure of what to say, of what to do, of what to think, so I don’t do any of them. I just sit here, on the bed, with my fingers fidgiting away, and trying not to lose it.  If only someone, anyone would know...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    Big Time.

    Tonight I type through the tears, till my words are unreadable, and no one can understand anymore. I try not to do it, but some nights, the tears just won't stop, and you don't want to be alone, tonight is one of those nights for me.
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 3 Responses May 6, 2010

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    Yes I Do...

    I type through tears. More than once, I have been on Ep, and either, talking to someone through PMs. Or writing a confession, or story, or blog, and have been tearing up, or crying. Tonight I did just that, I pretty much lost it, earlier, and was crying pretty bad, now, I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 7, 2010

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    Time For Honesty

    There are times I am on EP and no one knows the tears that are falling.  On the boards I'm all smiles and laughs, and inside, I'm dieing. I use to come to confessions to "let it out", but I have quickly learned not to do that anymore.  Anon slams me when I open my...
    ChristineJones ChristineJones 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 20, 2010

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    Yeah, Like Last Night

    But to hell with that. You weren't worth it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    I Do

    I do type through tears...that is exactlly what I am doing tonight. Maybe the pain will come out by typing it. Maybe typing it all out tonight, all of it, I won't have to have a repeat anytime soon. Maybe the wounds can finally close, maybe i can move on, who knows, all I know is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 12, 2012

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    Lost

    I am lost in my memories this morning and want so desperately to recapture that euphoric feeling. However maybe it wasn't meant to be. My soul is ripped and stained and I don't know if it can be repaired.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses May 3, 2011

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    Tears

    There is no one that has shed tears in their life, more than I have.......................... Do you know where the best place to cry is ? In the shower ! Your tears blend in with the water and disappear down the drain, so no one can ever see them..................Because you...
    JamieLee1 JamieLee1 51-55, F 8 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    I Miss You...

    I miss you tonight, and I don't know why. Its not very often, that I think of you and cry anymore, but tonight I do. I miss you, I miss the best friend that I use to have. I miss having that specail conection with someone, who knew me inside and out. You were my best friend...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 24, 2010

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    No Tears In The Writer, No Tears In The Reader.

    The title of my story is my quote. I am a firm believer of that quote. I wrote for a newspaper a story about a dear friend of mine who died. I cried all through writing the story. Normally, I write about others and events. I don't write about things that touch me personally...
    iwritebiographies iwritebiographies 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 2, 2011

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    Ooh, The Part I Hate About This...

    is the spelling and grammar errors. It makes me have to re-read and re-experience it all over. My personal editor would be worth their weight in palladium.
    warmwhisper warmwhisper 46-50, F May 30, 2010

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    I Can't See

    i've been hurtagainand againwhile my tearsfill the rimsof my eyesfilling my eyeswith waterblinding meit just waitingto tip overwhen it doesit rollsit tricklesdown my cheekin a slowsteady paceas othersgo downwith the firstas it finally arrivesto the tip of my chinthe tear drop...
    invisiblegirl904 invisiblegirl904 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2011

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    Drowning

    And they just won't stop. "Make sure you put in a *giggle-giggle* or *blush-blush*."No matter how I position myself. Doesn't matter if I look up, or down, or left, or right. Vertical, horizontal, diagonal - they come. "And don't forget the happy face! =) Backspace, backspace...
    Floydess Floydess 18-21, F Dec 16, 2012

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    When

    When I suddenly realize that I miss him When I am reminded that I am not the mother I used to be When I see the quality of my life now as compared to then When I feel the emptiness in my bed When I miss the sounds... that used to be.... I cry....... I sit here on...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 19 Responses Mar 23, 2010

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    Do you ever feel like jumping off of a cliff, just to see where it takes you? Just to see if the wind would carry your weight? Are you too full of bravado to admit your mistakes...
    Lifesuckssmusichelps Lifesuckssmusichelps 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    Lord above only knows what's going on. I'm so confused, i can't believe that after all what we have been through, from the least futilities to the summit of joy or sorrow...
    carelesswhisper00 carelesswhisper00 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    On Thriving and Surviving Surviving is to continue to live or exist, especially in spite of danger or hardship. I have been surviving all of my life. To survive is to tap into a...
    jfrender jfrender 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    I don't know when I was younger I used to be into them. Now I cant stand them. The phases people go through hm? I'm more into laid back type guys now. I mean I always have been...
    sandra233 sandra233 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    Type II (that Ii in the title just bugs me) Yeah so I don't get crazy manic very often, just hypomanic from time to time, but when I do depression, oh I do it well. Deep deep...
    ThePeach ThePeach 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I was off and on with this guy for 4 yrs today all the memories and cute dates ended because we ended .. I didn't know a heart break could hurt this bad I literally feel like my...
    princess658 princess658 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    Cries when a sad film starts because just the music gets me started... Adores marriages and weddings and day dreams habitually about her special day... The type of girl who wears...
    MissLorii MissLorii 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    I don't remember what blood type I have but my parents have always told me it's rare. I think it's actually super cool and I love it but if I ever got cancer or needed blood I...
    katieerika katieerika 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    39% of Canadians share my blood type. O Positive donations are always in high demand because: It is the most common blood type in Canada It can be given to all patients with ANY...
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    A short poem I originally wrote in my diary that I decided to share with you all. Body and mind trapped in illusions, days of despair and woe. Tears stained my pillow, and a...
    ChortlesOfDoom ChortlesOfDoom 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    My story is extremely complicated, but quite interesting if you erase all the negatives....I am from a mixed heritage and was born to a catholic mother and Jewish father. When I...
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    Modern society may be a pluralistic modern culture which happens to be promoting aesthetic together with beauty. And as such, ındividuals are extremely cool objective serious...
    jennyjilian jennyjilian 22-25, F Jun 24

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    We all have personal demons & insecurities prisoner's of our thoughts & mine's is never feeling good enough. I suppose it started from childhood I've come to realize my father to...
    livelymind livelymind 18-21, F Jun 29

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    On Tuesday there were six people in my hostel, and after a big lunch we all felt sleepy. The next thing we know is warden is here and is trying to explain to us that it isn't...
    kumarawijeet kumarawijeet 18-21, M Jul 3

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    I'm lashawnda . February 2012 My belly was hurting really bad when I was getting really for school I told my mom and she hurry and took me to my doctor . They said it was a lot...
    shiney015 shiney015 13-15, F Jul 3

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    I think every girl feels this way. :) I love communicating with other people, studying their facial expressions & reactions to various things. idk I'm weird. :p I'm not the type of...
    ForeverAlisssa ForeverAlisssa 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 9

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    I hate when people pretend to be all badass and tough. Just to impress their friends and people around them. Just be yourself and if people don't accept you for you. Then maybe...
    XFallingAngelX XFallingAngelX 16-17, F a week ago

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    Like i can type so many words in a short amount of time but i make so many typos and i can really only type super fast when I'm sad or mad or just really tired and I have to be...
    KatIsAMermaid KatIsAMermaid 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    “Tears shed for another person are not a sign of weakness. They are a sign of a pure heart.” ― José N. Harris, MI VIDA: A Story of Faith, Hope and Love
    lovingRIZA lovingRIZA 51-55, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    It is so odd to be able to smile thru the tears....maybe its because I am in a better position now than the last time I did cry like this.....I am in a better position to control...
    purplerose2014 purplerose2014 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I hold back my tears to be strong for the ones i love, but it breaks me,hurts me,destroys me.... All i wanted was to make someone feel safe and for them to do the same for me...
    Nichalas Nichalas 22-25, M Jul 11

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    I always go over to my dads every week for vistiting hours. I always tell him how lovely he looks in orange. well, today he had a bad day, and I asked him.. why?... he said he was...
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F Jun 24

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    I am that type of girl who goes for the geeks, I think they're kinda interesting. I have more fun with them than the pop kids
    cathygramaticu cathygramaticu 13-15, F Jun 24

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    It says I fall for the "Sensitive and Romantic" Type: "You are a bit of an idealist when it comes to love, and you want to be with a partner who appreciates romance as much as you...
    Wooddragonfan Wooddragonfan 46-50, M Jun 24

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    It says I fall for the "Sensitive and Romantic" Type: "You are a bit of an idealist when it comes to love, and you want to be with a partner who appreciates romance as much as you...
    Wooddragonfan Wooddragonfan 46-50, M Jun 24

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    It says I fall for the "Sensitive and Romantic" Type: "You are a bit of an idealist when it comes to love, and you want to be with a partner who appreciates romance as much as you...
    Wooddragonfan Wooddragonfan 46-50, M Jun 24

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    It says I fall for the "Sensitive and Romantic" Type: "You are a bit of an idealist when it comes to love, and you want to be with a partner who appreciates romance as much as you...
    Wooddragonfan Wooddragonfan 46-50, M Jun 24

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    It says I fall for the "Sensitive and Romantic" Type: "You are a bit of an idealist when it comes to love, and you want to be with a partner who appreciates romance as much as you...
    Wooddragonfan Wooddragonfan 46-50, M Jun 24

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    It says I fall for the "Sensitive and Romantic" Type: "You are a bit of an idealist when it comes to love, and you want to be with a partner who appreciates romance as much as you...
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    It says I fall for the "Sensitive and Romantic" Type: "You are a bit of an idealist when it comes to love, and you want to be with a partner who appreciates romance as much as you...
    Wooddragonfan Wooddragonfan 46-50, M Jun 24

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