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I Type Through Tears

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    Yeah, Like Last Night

    But to hell with that. You weren't worth it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    Tears....

    Tears are falling… my heart is beating so fast I am so unsure of what to say, of what to do, of what to think, so I don’t do any of them. I just sit here, on the bed, with my fingers fidgiting away, and trying not to lose it.  If only someone, anyone would know...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    Drowning

    And they just won't stop. "Make sure you put in a *giggle-giggle* or *blush-blush*."No matter how I position myself. Doesn't matter if I look up, or down, or left, or right. Vertical, horizontal, diagonal - they come. "And don't forget the happy face! =) Backspace, backspace...
    Floydess Floydess 18-21, F Dec 16, 2012

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    When

    When I suddenly realize that I miss him When I am reminded that I am not the mother I used to be When I see the quality of my life now as compared to then When I feel the emptiness in my bed When I miss the sounds... that used to be.... I cry....... I sit here on...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 19 Responses Mar 23, 2010

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    I Can't See

    i've been hurtagainand againwhile my tearsfill the rimsof my eyesfilling my eyeswith waterblinding meit just waitingto tip overwhen it doesit rollsit tricklesdown my cheekin a slowsteady paceas othersgo downwith the firstas it finally arrivesto the tip of my chinthe tear drop...
    invisiblegirl904 invisiblegirl904 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2011

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    I Miss You...

    I miss you tonight, and I don't know why. Its not very often, that I think of you and cry anymore, but tonight I do. I miss you, I miss the best friend that I use to have. I miss having that specail conection with someone, who knew me inside and out. You were my best friend...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 24, 2010

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    Time For Honesty

    There are times I am on EP and no one knows the tears that are falling.  On the boards I'm all smiles and laughs, and inside, I'm dieing. I use to come to confessions to "let it out", but I have quickly learned not to do that anymore.  Anon slams me when I open my...
    ChristineJones ChristineJones 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 20, 2010

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    Yes I Do...

    I type through tears. More than once, I have been on Ep, and either, talking to someone through PMs. Or writing a confession, or story, or blog, and have been tearing up, or crying. Tonight I did just that, I pretty much lost it, earlier, and was crying pretty bad, now, I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 7, 2010

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    Ooh, The Part I Hate About This...

    is the spelling and grammar errors. It makes me have to re-read and re-experience it all over. My personal editor would be worth their weight in palladium.
    warmwhisper warmwhisper 46-50, F May 30, 2010

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    Big Time.

    Tonight I type through the tears, till my words are unreadable, and no one can understand anymore. I try not to do it, but some nights, the tears just won't stop, and you don't want to be alone, tonight is one of those nights for me.
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 3 Responses May 6, 2010

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    Lost

    I am lost in my memories this morning and want so desperately to recapture that euphoric feeling. However maybe it wasn't meant to be. My soul is ripped and stained and I don't know if it can be repaired.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses May 3, 2011

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    Those That Dont Have Depession Dont Understand

    Its not as simple as pulling my self up from my boot straps as ive been told or hearing well you have every thing a woman can ever want and your depressed ive hurd that from my father and my ex , its not as easy as that belive it , its not a choise to be depressed to feel...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 24, 2010

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    Tears

    There is no one that has shed tears in their life, more than I have.......................... Do you know where the best place to cry is ? In the shower ! Your tears blend in with the water and disappear down the drain, so no one can ever see them..................Because you...
    JamieLee1 JamieLee1 51-55, F 8 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    I Do

    I do type through tears...that is exactlly what I am doing tonight. Maybe the pain will come out by typing it. Maybe typing it all out tonight, all of it, I won't have to have a repeat anytime soon. Maybe the wounds can finally close, maybe i can move on, who knows, all I know is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 12, 2012

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    No Tears In The Writer, No Tears In The Reader.

    The title of my story is my quote. I am a firm believer of that quote. I wrote for a newspaper a story about a dear friend of mine who died. I cried all through writing the story. Normally, I write about others and events. I don't write about things that touch me personally...
    iwritebiographies iwritebiographies 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 2, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I don't! Nothing's confirmed.. I just need a little help/advice/ insight into this... I've searched everywhere online, and I'm just more confused and scared than I was hours ago...
    NooffenseIsuck NooffenseIsuck 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    If you have to use social media to announce a distant relatives death for attention, you have issues and are not only phony but insincere and seeking sympathy for yourself through...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 46 mins ago

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    I don't! Nothing's confirmed.. I just need a little help/advice/ insight into this So... a while back I was told by more than a few people that I had all the symptoms of this...
    NooffenseIsuck NooffenseIsuck 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I overheard familiarity. His voice has carried happy giggly notes of a happy music he sang to her. I didn't mean to listen. I didn't mean to look at him. I turned my whole life...
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 2 Responses May 20

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    If you're planning on reading this, be warned, I plan to take a long time to get to the point. I believe that we are all born pure and innocent and perfect (more or less), clean...
    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I got INTJ, which accounts for 2% of the entire population, 3% of males, and 1% of females. •Quick, Imaginative and Strategic Mind – INTJs pride themselves on their minds...
    dontyouunderstand dontyouunderstand 18-21 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    This is my go-to song when I am down or things just get to be too much: LADY ANTEBELLUM One Day You Will Lyrics You feel like you're falling backwards Like you're slippin...
    SoConflicted233 SoConflicted233 46-50, F 12 hrs ago

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    When I was younger, I stuttered so bad I could not communicate with anyone. I found I could express my feelings through the written word.
    Solitaireman Solitaireman 51-55, M 6 hrs ago

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    I was with nathan for almost 2 years. i was the happiest i had ever been. then we both started getting into drugs. we started smoking weed every day. after a few months of...
    CasperIsHungry CasperIsHungry 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    My muse for writing is sometimes a man. The one that I love. The one that meets my needs, Without holding my hand. I think of him and passionately write. Considering the ideas...
    BackedByNeeds BackedByNeeds 36-40, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I recently broke up with my boyfriend that I was dating for almost 4 1/2 years. You would expect that I would be in tears and just extremely sad. I was at first but now I'm...
    Psychlover16 Psychlover16 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I'm going through the worst breakup of my entire 29 years of living. After almost 5 years, being engaged and being through so much together she ended it. I am so lost and...
    JustWantItToWork JustWantItToWork 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    My mother is emotionally abusive and I’ve only just began to see it. My mother is a sole parent to me and my younger brother. She left my father taking me and my brother with...
    throwawaybro throwawaybro 22-25, M May 5

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    It starts as a dull ache and soon spreads through your chest like a raging inferno of sorrow and grief. The pain intensifies until your breath stops for a second, caught between a...
    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F 3 Responses May 19

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    Just a couple days back from my trip to Vermont, and I'm eager to plan my next adventure. I've discovered as I'm getting older, my kids are growing up that I feel the need to...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    The brain is an amazing organ. The capabilities it holds are almost limitless. It holds the power to touch, feel and sense that which the body cannot. I have met the most amazing...
    kayakgirl08 kayakgirl08 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    On my way to work, I couldn't bear the inequity of our relationship any longer and with all of my previous attempts of an honest conversation ending in being belittled, I knew I...
    Deeismee Deeismee 31-35, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    INFJ PERSONALITY (“THE ADVOCATE”) The INFJ personality type is very rare, making up less than one percent of the population, but they nonetheless leave their mark on the world...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Somehow, I dare to say, even your child, mine, or hers didn't make it to live with us; I do think that we still deserve the title. There is something, no one talks and knows about...
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 1 Response May 6

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    To all those who judge me from what you "heard"..walk in my shoes for a day..i guarantee you would fall then scream your lungs out with tears pouring down your face then run home...
    NjJ7 NjJ7 18-21, M 2 Responses May 9

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    Silence falls like the deafening screams of the broken, filling all the spaces around me so that all I feel is the crushing weight of the loneliness it brings. Silence is fearful...
    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F 3 Responses May 17

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    The tears begin to roll, But the feelings are no longer there. They know when it's time to come, But my hurting soul can't muster, Any of the feeling, That it used to have...
    musicAndAnimeAreLove musicAndAnimeAreLove 13-15, F 2 Responses May 18

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    They would laugh and laugh. Especially if they could hear the music that plays in the background. They would think, damn, this guy is amazing. This guy has his own world and lives...
    thatbobguy thatbobguy 56-60, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Dark lonely times and sadness a part of everyone's story, time has given them to us all. Your eyes have no light in it there are damp for no reason and sometimes you can´t stop...
    tomanyfeeling28 tomanyfeeling28 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    "I was just thinking does the shop double for me working at the ato? Because then I feel like I cant get away from it?" Do you have any idea how bizarre and irrational that...
    DEFANDSCARED64 DEFANDSCARED64 51-55, M May 12

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    ESFP! The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others. A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. You love to laugh...
    Denzebarrrn Denzebarrrn 18-21, M 1 Response May 15

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    The most painful tears are not The ones that fall from your eyes And cover your face. It's the ones that fall from your Heart and cover your soul.
    RedHwaiting RedHwaiting 18-21, F 2 Responses May 10

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    I find often other blood type Bs are fast/short tempered i am pretty impatient. I like to get things done quite fast. I am into reading I find most of my friends are blood type Os...
    F00dbarevaporating F00dbarevaporating 16-17, F 3 days ago