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I Type Through Tears

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    Tears....

    Tears are falling… my heart is beating so fast I am so unsure of what to say, of what to do, of what to think, so I don’t do any of them. I just sit here, on the bed, with my fingers fidgiting away, and trying not to lose it.  If only someone, anyone would know...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    I Miss You...

    I miss you tonight, and I don't know why. Its not very often, that I think of you and cry anymore, but tonight I do. I miss you, I miss the best friend that I use to have. I miss having that specail conection with someone, who knew me inside and out. You were my best friend...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 24, 2010

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    Lost

    I am lost in my memories this morning and want so desperately to recapture that euphoric feeling. However maybe it wasn't meant to be. My soul is ripped and stained and I don't know if it can be repaired.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses May 3, 2011

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    I Do

    I do type through tears...that is exactlly what I am doing tonight. Maybe the pain will come out by typing it. Maybe typing it all out tonight, all of it, I won't have to have a repeat anytime soon. Maybe the wounds can finally close, maybe i can move on, who knows, all I know is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 12, 2012

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    Yes I Do...

    I type through tears. More than once, I have been on Ep, and either, talking to someone through PMs. Or writing a confession, or story, or blog, and have been tearing up, or crying. Tonight I did just that, I pretty much lost it, earlier, and was crying pretty bad, now, I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 7, 2010

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    Tears

    There is no one that has shed tears in their life, more than I have.......................... Do you know where the best place to cry is ? In the shower ! Your tears blend in with the water and disappear down the drain, so no one can ever see them..................Because you...
    JamieLee1 JamieLee1 51-55, F 8 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    Yeah, Like Last Night

    But to hell with that. You weren't worth it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    Those That Dont Have Depession Dont Understand

    Its not as simple as pulling my self up from my boot straps as ive been told or hearing well you have every thing a woman can ever want and your depressed ive hurd that from my father and my ex , its not as easy as that belive it , its not a choise to be depressed to feel...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 24, 2010

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    Time For Honesty

    There are times I am on EP and no one knows the tears that are falling.  On the boards I'm all smiles and laughs, and inside, I'm dieing. I use to come to confessions to "let it out", but I have quickly learned not to do that anymore.  Anon slams me when I open my...
    ChristineJones ChristineJones 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 20, 2010

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    No Tears In The Writer, No Tears In The Reader.

    The title of my story is my quote. I am a firm believer of that quote. I wrote for a newspaper a story about a dear friend of mine who died. I cried all through writing the story. Normally, I write about others and events. I don't write about things that touch me personally...
    iwritebiographies iwritebiographies 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 2, 2011

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    Big Time.

    Tonight I type through the tears, till my words are unreadable, and no one can understand anymore. I try not to do it, but some nights, the tears just won't stop, and you don't want to be alone, tonight is one of those nights for me.
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 3 Responses May 6, 2010

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    When

    When I suddenly realize that I miss him When I am reminded that I am not the mother I used to be When I see the quality of my life now as compared to then When I feel the emptiness in my bed When I miss the sounds... that used to be.... I cry....... I sit here on...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 19 Responses Mar 23, 2010

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    Ooh, The Part I Hate About This...

    is the spelling and grammar errors. It makes me have to re-read and re-experience it all over. My personal editor would be worth their weight in palladium.
    warmwhisper warmwhisper 46-50, F May 30, 2010

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    I Can't See

    i've been hurtagainand againwhile my tearsfill the rimsof my eyesfilling my eyeswith waterblinding meit just waitingto tip overwhen it doesit rollsit tricklesdown my cheekin a slowsteady paceas othersgo downwith the firstas it finally arrivesto the tip of my chinthe tear drop...
    invisiblegirl904 invisiblegirl904 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2011

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    Drowning

    And they just won't stop. "Make sure you put in a *giggle-giggle* or *blush-blush*."No matter how I position myself. Doesn't matter if I look up, or down, or left, or right. Vertical, horizontal, diagonal - they come. "And don't forget the happy face! =) Backspace, backspace...
    Floydess Floydess 18-21, F Dec 16, 2012

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    I type therefore I remember what I thought, suppose I forget how to think, the writings would then be very nostalgic. Kid in a candy store wonder and awe at the strange shapes...
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    your in my mind in my dreams your all I think about I hate it I just want to curl up in a ball and die all the memories all these ****** memories take them.away I don't want to...
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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
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    Lose yourself in me, let me soothe away your pain. Caress all your breaks and scars until they leave no trace. Search my face for comfort and love, find it in my eyes. Whispering...
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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
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    My mother is emotionally abusive and I’ve only just began to see it. My mother is a sole parent to me and my younger brother. She left my father taking me and my brother with...
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    Personality Characteristics Type A • Presence of mind, serious, patient, calm & cool; • Coherent character, can be relied on & trusted, but stuborn; • Plan everything out...
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    John sat up. Hoping his kness would not fail him. He gazed upon her face. As the tears streamed down her face he limped over. Holding unto the back of the sofa.- He knew words...
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    for the good! but then why does it still hurt so badly! I wish I could forget the year and more hen a half we were together! you said you loved me and I was so stupid to trust you...
    Pudding333 Pudding333 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    The thoughts fall and rise, such as rain hitting a substance and bounce off in disappearance. I feel like a rain drop in the cloud falling down miles With the rest feeling much...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    She fled the house into the torrential rain, tears staining her face and blurring her vision. She needed to run. Truth be told she should have long ago. She glanced back at the...
    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    Your indifference showed me that my feelings did not matter to you. Swaddled in yourself I realized that smiling to you was a way to deny myself to really examine the hurt I felt...
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    moiramoira moiramoira 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    Yeah and then when I'm finally alone I let my tears flow like waterfalls
    IrwinsScars IrwinsScars 16-17, F Apr 13

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    I don't think I ever was, roses can't compare to a night alone with you or a person just sitting with you and talking with you and having deep conversations. diamonds will never...
    awayfromlife awayfromlife 13-15, F Apr 17

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    I've been diagnosed with this mental illness since late 2010, the journey from there till now has taken a toll on my psyche along with bringing in some symptoms along with it. I...
    Confusedoreo Confusedoreo 22-25, F Apr 18

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    So I was born in Arkansas, and apparently the doctors didn't type my blood like they were supposed to, so for about 20 years, no one knew what my blood type was. Finally, I had to...
    AdrienneMorrisa AdrienneMorrisa 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    You Are An ENFP The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority...
    LadyGiselle LadyGiselle 22-25, F Apr 27

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    I am so tired of wearing this mask. Hiding behind it. I long to be happy and be the person I am meant to be. Instead I feel trapped. Trying to keep it all in. Making everyone...
    Trixiesquest4happiness Trixiesquest4happiness 41-45, F Apr 27

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    Just when I think I have experienced every type of love imaginable the Universe throws me a curve ball. My first love of course was for my Parents and extended family, some more...
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    I want a Laid Back, Goofy, **** Talking, Freaky as hell, Play fighting, Money getting, Loyal and No secrets type of realtionship..
    Nobullshyt Nobullshyt 22-25, F Apr 22

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    im a universal donar, O+. this reminds me. I better go donate some. its been a while. I used to always volunteer to give blood when we had blood drives every 6 months or so. I...
    jayciedubb jayciedubb 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 26

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    from now on, if you can't type an entire sentence without using text speak then I can't be bothered to reply.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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