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I Type Through Tears

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    I Do

    I do type through tears...that is exactlly what I am doing tonight. Maybe the pain will come out by typing it. Maybe typing it all out tonight, all of it, I won't have to have a repeat anytime soon. Maybe the wounds can finally close, maybe i can move on, who knows, all I know is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 12, 2012

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    Tears....

    Tears are falling… my heart is beating so fast I am so unsure of what to say, of what to do, of what to think, so I don’t do any of them. I just sit here, on the bed, with my fingers fidgiting away, and trying not to lose it.  If only someone, anyone would know...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    Tears

    There is no one that has shed tears in their life, more than I have.......................... Do you know where the best place to cry is ? In the shower ! Your tears blend in with the water and disappear down the drain, so no one can ever see them..................Because you...
    JamieLee1 JamieLee1 51-55, F 8 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    Big Time.

    Tonight I type through the tears, till my words are unreadable, and no one can understand anymore. I try not to do it, but some nights, the tears just won't stop, and you don't want to be alone, tonight is one of those nights for me.
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 3 Responses May 6, 2010

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    Drowning

    And they just won't stop. "Make sure you put in a *giggle-giggle* or *blush-blush*."No matter how I position myself. Doesn't matter if I look up, or down, or left, or right. Vertical, horizontal, diagonal - they come. "And don't forget the happy face! =) Backspace, backspace...
    Floydess Floydess 18-21, F Dec 16, 2012

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    Ooh, The Part I Hate About This...

    is the spelling and grammar errors. It makes me have to re-read and re-experience it all over. My personal editor would be worth their weight in palladium.
    warmwhisper warmwhisper 46-50, F May 30, 2010

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    No Tears In The Writer, No Tears In The Reader.

    The title of my story is my quote. I am a firm believer of that quote. I wrote for a newspaper a story about a dear friend of mine who died. I cried all through writing the story. Normally, I write about others and events. I don't write about things that touch me personally...
    iwritebiographies iwritebiographies 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 2, 2011

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    Yes I Do...

    I type through tears. More than once, I have been on Ep, and either, talking to someone through PMs. Or writing a confession, or story, or blog, and have been tearing up, or crying. Tonight I did just that, I pretty much lost it, earlier, and was crying pretty bad, now, I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 7, 2010

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    Time For Honesty

    There are times I am on EP and no one knows the tears that are falling.  On the boards I'm all smiles and laughs, and inside, I'm dieing. I use to come to confessions to "let it out", but I have quickly learned not to do that anymore.  Anon slams me when I open my...
    ChristineJones ChristineJones 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 20, 2010

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    Those That Dont Have Depession Dont Understand

    Its not as simple as pulling my self up from my boot straps as ive been told or hearing well you have every thing a woman can ever want and your depressed ive hurd that from my father and my ex , its not as easy as that belive it , its not a choise to be depressed to feel...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 24, 2010

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    I Can't See

    i've been hurtagainand againwhile my tearsfill the rimsof my eyesfilling my eyeswith waterblinding meit just waitingto tip overwhen it doesit rollsit tricklesdown my cheekin a slowsteady paceas othersgo downwith the firstas it finally arrivesto the tip of my chinthe tear drop...
    invisiblegirl904 invisiblegirl904 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2011

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    Yeah, Like Last Night

    But to hell with that. You weren't worth it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    Lost

    I am lost in my memories this morning and want so desperately to recapture that euphoric feeling. However maybe it wasn't meant to be. My soul is ripped and stained and I don't know if it can be repaired.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses May 3, 2011

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    I Miss You...

    I miss you tonight, and I don't know why. Its not very often, that I think of you and cry anymore, but tonight I do. I miss you, I miss the best friend that I use to have. I miss having that specail conection with someone, who knew me inside and out. You were my best friend...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 24, 2010

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    When

    When I suddenly realize that I miss him When I am reminded that I am not the mother I used to be When I see the quality of my life now as compared to then When I feel the emptiness in my bed When I miss the sounds... that used to be.... I cry....... I sit here on...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 19 Responses Mar 23, 2010

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