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I Understand Myself Perfectly

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    Only 4 people say:  "I understand myself perfectly." No doubt why the World is like that. If nobody else - but 4 persons only - understand themselves.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 Sep 13, 2009

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    I find myself thinking and dreaming of all the things I could do in this world. The problem is, my mind starts to wonder of all the things that could go wrong. How can I want...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    More like most of the times. Idk either im happy or not. Idk why sometimes i cry and get sad with no reasons. Its not like im not being grateful with my life but i really really...
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    When did I go from outgoing and fun loving to an introverted shut in? I just sort of realized that I have systematically become a boring homebody. I used to be a social butterfly...
    Therealabbeyroad Therealabbeyroad 22-25, F Aug 21

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    Making decisions that makes me regret in the end. I don't know!!! >.<
    ElleFrancene ElleFrancene 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    There's this guy. We hung out the other day and he was really nice to me and all. I had tons of fun and he was such a gentleman. But then he tried to kiss me. Being the blonde I am...
    JustAskAnything JustAskAnything 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    I don't just feel like no one understands me, I know that no one understands me. It's so hard being in this family, in this school, in this world. My family invalidates my feelings...
    secretlyfelix secretlyfelix 18-21 53 mins ago

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    I'm a sociopath....and it's hard for me to love others , I don't understand when they cry or why there sad or what I did that hurt them but they all seem to run away....I don't...
    TimelordArceus TimelordArceus 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I just feel empty all the time, not empty in my stomach like I haven't eaten.. An emptyness in my chest :/ but the problem is is that I don't even know the problem, how the hell...
    Destinyeastwest Destinyeastwest 18-21, F Aug 20

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    But do I enjoy this change? Is it the person I have always wanted too become? Sometimes I feel more lost then ever, everyone has there routines, but after awhile I can't stand...
    ThunderBangs ThunderBangs 22-25, F Sep 8

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    I want to start off by saying, I love this group name. It fits my situation perfectly. I used to be such a creative, artistic, expressive person. I had a 600+ page role-play going...
    rollingdoro rollingdoro 22-25, F 10 hrs ago

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    I see my problems and their symptoms like a tree that I have grown from myself. There's the root causes, one or two main ones and they manifest as negative ideas and thoughts...
    Angiethebrave Angiethebrave 31-35, F 11 hrs ago

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    I'm to fat so I don't eat But now I'm too skinny I paint on a new face because they call mine ugly But now I'm just fake I change my clothes cuz they call me a looser Now I'm no...
    HellBoundButterfly HellBoundButterfly 13-15, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    i found some clothes that fit me perfectly last year, and were even big on me. no i can't even get them past my tummy or my thighs or bum. i don't understand why I've gained as...
    LittleBeelzebub LittleBeelzebub 18-21, F Aug 18

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    The lines I wear around my wrist are there to prove that I exist. a broken mirror a bleeding fist a silver blade against a wrist tears falling down to lips unkissed he's not the...
    bakanatsu bakanatsu 16-17, M Sep 6

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    Do I love myself?! I have started wondering do I really love myself? I mean of course I do I'm adorable! At least that's what I always say. But do I really love who I am, am I...
    ariel2891 ariel2891 22-25, F 16 hrs ago

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    There are days when I won't be able to do anything but feel. (I say only "feel" because I can't quite find the words. I feel bad about myself and everything else, but not really...
    TwoWastedCigarettes TwoWastedCigarettes 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    I have accepted myself, not in a way that I know myself therefore I should change everything to fit in the society and #yolo. No not that, but simply I have accepted that, me, who...
    anon152 anon152 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    This is what I don't understand. Homophobia is a phobia, a fear. People don't see a gay, lesbian or bisexual and run away from them like some people would with arachnophobia. No...
    Stillnotbroken Stillnotbroken 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Okay I understand it I just don't get the same call to arms to defend it. Perhaps if I was truly a Christian I would. By any means today I have youth group......and someone pointed...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F 17 hrs ago

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    From my experience only, not saying at all that this always happens to every single men... It's funny how women get the reputation of "gossiping" with others. I never figured out...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Leave me alone for now I'm deep in thought, treacherous territory I know It's what I must do to decompress from a day of scattered thought I never thought I'd get to a stage where...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I feel like I'm living a nightmare Everything isn't going how I saw it Nothing is the same anymore Sleep non-existent Waking hours I feel zombiefied I fight the urge to dig deep...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    It doesn't matter what the outcome is Just the way you reach your end game That's the most important step that can be achieved Don't pay attention to the naysayers that sit by the...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    And hey what am I thinking? There's plenty to like about myself, I'm so many things, a whole lot of awsome and some bad habits too. I'm anything and everything. What do I define...
    Angiethebrave Angiethebrave 31-35, F 12 hrs ago

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    I've been overweight for a good chunk of my life. Currently I'm up to about 290 lbs. I've been trying to lose the weight, and for a while, I was doing pretty well, but now... I...
    CasvalEarth CasvalEarth 22-25, M Sep 3

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    Explains me perfectly haha. I do think negatively about myself at least once everyday. It sucks ):
    NegativePulse NegativePulse 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    A long time ago, when I was very young, I began thinking that I was not likeable. During all phases of my development so far I have had ideas that I am not good enough and...
    Angiethebrave Angiethebrave 31-35, F 13 hrs ago

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    Every day i do the same stupid ****. Cutting of burning myself because its a release. Then i get angry at myself for cutting and then cut more to release that anger. Im stupid...
    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    Broods - mother & father So perfectly describes what I want and how I feel
    Gelezinis Gelezinis 18-21, F Aug 16

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    I look at myself sometimes and wonder why I'm still here. Many moments in my past I could have easily stumbled further than I have. It has become quite a battle to journey through...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    Hi, I'm Elly! 1: I'm 13 2: I have one friend who goes to my school, one friend here (HI SCOTT), and friend from Hawaii, and 2 friends from church and I'm perfectly fine with it. 3...
    Ellyhi Ellyhi 13-15, F Aug 30

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    Alright so If you didn't read my last experience about me catching the guy I liked. Well, then this won't make to much sense...but anyways what I thought was gonna happen after...
    7Bird 7Bird 16-17, F Aug 30

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    I understand my parents have lived longer than I have. But some things I do are just part of who I am. I hate the hypocrisy and lies. So I can't listen to secular music, but you...
    cardigandragon cardigandragon 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    I haven't been the best of friends with myself. I know I've let myself down and that I'm harder on myself than most believe I should be But that's the price you pay when you have a...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My story is that I have a sickness inside that I don't know how to make go away. It's hard to define this sickness other than a pervading poison that is eating me from the inside...
    Shellybelle Shellybelle 41-45, F 4 Responses Aug 26

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    I'm depressed and it's hard. It's gotten bad enough that I started cutting myself for tons of different reasons. Sometimes I feel so numb inside that I cut myself so I can feel...
    benjamintkw benjamintkw 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    When I'm in thought mode or trying to figure a problem out, I usually talk to myself.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    When All You Can See Is My Beauty Mommy said, “Your beautiful, who cares about the rest?” She would fashion me in pretty dresses and bows and proclaim to the world, “Look...
    jfrender jfrender 31-35, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I like to screw up theme songs when I'm bored just to amuse myself.... When there's trouble you know who to call: GHOSTBUSTERS! From their tower they can see it all! GHOSTBUSTERS...
    DestinyEvelyn DestinyEvelyn 18-21, T 8 hrs ago

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    I first cut myself at the age of 16. Few times at age of 17. Then again when i was 20. And the latest was 3 months ago as 21. All to ease the pain in my heart. Trying to stay clean...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Accept Everything As Is . . I don't think that I ever liked myself in the past, but I do. I think I changed a few things in terms of personality. I like everything about me...
    Samaccino Samaccino 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    When happy or sad. Sad is me berating me after them. Happy is helium voice or singing. Did happy just now. Singing song out loud. Song called i talk to myself...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    ive been self harming for a few years now... I told my family that I stopped a few months ago, but its even worse now. I love seeing blood, especially if its my own. the pain helps...
    ashtonx3 ashtonx3 16-17, T 5 hrs ago

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    It's taking me such a long time to accept the person I am. I am making progress and taking baby steps to get there. I need to start realizing that my flaws are apart of who I am...
    Findingmyself84 Findingmyself84 22-25, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    There's so much pain inside me and i just have to cut to get it out. I hate myself for doing it but i still do it. Noone even cares anyway so i'm not hurting anyone else.
    RazorToMySkin RazorToMySkin 16-17, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I want to cut myself so badly right now. I feel so useless and dumb, and pointless. that's all. i don't even feel like elaborating on that, if im honest
    caffeineeforowls caffeineeforowls 16-17, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago