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I Understand Myself Perfectly

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    Only 4 people say:  "I understand myself perfectly." No doubt why the World is like that. If nobody else - but 4 persons only - understand themselves.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 Sep 13, 2009

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    This past month has been an emotional rollercoaster. Sometimes I'm really happy, and hyper. I can't quit laughing and everything is so wonderful. But here lately it's like I'm...
    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F Aug 11

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    I'm really disconnected from my emotions...a couple of years ago it was easy to tell if I was sad or happy or in love or anything. Anger is easy to identify for sure, but not...
    jimjammat jimjammat 22-25, F Jul 27

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    Does anyone else bite the skin around there nails? Lol i dont know if its stress or anything i just do it
    personidk personidk 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 10

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    I'm pissed that I'm not as empathetic as I want to be. Sometimes I just truly don't are and think people shouldn't dwell on things so much and should just move on and that's...
    panthrax00 panthrax00 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    I just feel empty all the time, not empty in my stomach like I haven't eaten.. An emptyness in my chest :/ but the problem is is that I don't even know the problem, how the hell...
    Destinyeastwest Destinyeastwest 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Not sure if others find it difficult to understand me coz no one really said this to me. However, I find it difficult to understand myself at times coz I really do not know what I...
    uselessguy uselessguy 36-40, M a week ago

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    I wanna hang out with my emotional bullshit. Like use it to my advantage. Cause I don't make a whole lot of sense in that area. I like to call it "emotionally Ill". So with all...
    Augustinterzone Augustinterzone 18-21, F Jul 20

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    I hate myself for not fitting in with society. I mean what's so hard about going and getting a tattoo and going and getting drunk/high at a party? I don't understand myself I have...
    superabe11 superabe11 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 29

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    Why is it when a woman who was in an abusive relationship gets out and gets with a new guy it's such a struggle. Why has everybody collectively decided I need to go into a nunnery...
    sheloveshim57 sheloveshim57 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    I don't understand the recent generations. Parents and kids alike. For example the new parenting thing is the "attachment parenting" where they pretty much breast feed until...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F a week ago

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    i found some clothes that fit me perfectly last year, and were even big on me. no i can't even get them past my tummy or my thighs or bum. i don't understand why I've gained as...
    LittleBeelzebub LittleBeelzebub 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    .... This could be a little rambly. Lately.... i've been feeling like i'm a different person. I'm not sure if i'm depressed, if i am i think i could be denying it, or if i'm...
    a1uM1nuM448 a1uM1nuM448 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    ... Boys. I just don't understand boys! So, I met his guy. I'm not after a boyfriend or anything, just ... A bit of 'fun' I suppose. Anyway, he seemed well into me. Wanting to...
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart 26-30, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I nearly killed myself today. I even wrote a letter. Guess not. I just want to be normal. I don't want to be a 13 year old called an attention seeker. It was by accident when I was...
    leej15 leej15 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    Broods - mother & father So perfectly describes what I want and how I feel
    9scythe 9scythe 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I love my family i really do, but at times i feel torn and angry. i have a twin sister, she's very funny and has a charismatic personality. but she also has extreme amounts...
    cobrabubbles cobrabubbles 18-21, F Jul 24

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    I need your opinion would this make you understand? You said you didn't know? I'm tired of feeling hurt... I love you but I don't know what to believe at the moment one minute...
    Rachelmarie94 Rachelmarie94 18-21, F Jul 28

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    People don’t understand. That’s what I use to tell myself everyday. Maybe it was true. I fought and cried and yelled and it wasn’t much use in the end. My mother would hold...
    UnusualAngel UnusualAngel 18-21, F Aug 2

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    I understand my self. To my family who thinks they do, you don't. I helped myself getting out of depression, sleeplessness night, headaches that aren't headaches and anxiety...
    IdioticBear IdioticBear 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    By my words Enchanting words flow onto the page, stimulating carnal thoughts. Warm rush of bliss sweeps over me. My need for you overpowering me. Erotic images swirling around...
    Allurance Allurance 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 8

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    -TRIGGER WARNING- People ask me why I cut automatically thinking it's attempted suicide or will lead to it..NO! I don't cut because I want to die, I cut because I'm trying to stay...
    XxbixtchybellaxX XxbixtchybellaxX 13-15, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    just sometimes i have really bad thoughts about myself, not just negative but really violent, horrible ideas about being made to do things or having them done to me. i dont know...
    lamaragymnast lamaragymnast 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I do, I love to be in my own, and in my own company. I always hide myself in my room and stay there all day, and I don't really care what people have to say about it, like my...
    Ml4566 Ml4566 13-15, M 4 hrs ago

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    I frequently get the house to myself. Although that is because I am an only child and my parents go on a lot of business trips.
    SkinnyDipperGirl SkinnyDipperGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I lost 30 lbs about 2 years ago. I was doing excersice and a healthy diet. But before doing that i was, well... Purging. After i lost the weight healthly, i told myself i would...
    Bonnmoqito Bonnmoqito 18-21, F 36 mins ago

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    I have this fetish... I like to see women hanging by their neck and barefoot. I like also to hang myself by my neck and stay there for a while, and when I feel I´m like dizzy, I...
    PepeNador PepeNador 41-45, M 27 mins ago

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    I am really bad due to self punishment and can be really negative on myself! I beat myself up, hate myself when i make a mistake or say something wrong or annoy someone or do...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    Why? Is it so hard? I just want my boyfriend to understand that I do not like to send pictures of myself! And now we're both pissed. I can't control the few drops of tears that...
    MeXYours MeXYours 16-17, F Aug 9

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    I don't understand why nobody can see how ugly the world has become. People judging others based on sex, race, religion, ect. Does nobody else see how wrong that is? We only have...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    Identity is a state of mind in which someone recognizes/identifies their traits that leads to finding out who they are and what they do and not that of someone else. For the first...
    Sanora Sanora 18-21, F Jul 24

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    Most people wouldn't understand and I don't expect you too. No one knows I hurt myself not even my closest friends, I only punch myself in the ribs and punch walls and throw...
    heyapple69 heyapple69 66-70, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    I feel very bored with myself. Lately I feel like I've lost me zeal for live. I have stopped living and started just passing through. Surviving life instead of living. I see others...
    flowerloverxxv flowerloverxxv 22-25, F Jul 26

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    I dont know why i cut myself on purpose...sometime i just feel life is meaningless to me but theres time where i feel so happy and i tell myself cutting is useless so whats the...
    rheahendrew rheahendrew 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    Once again Facebook asking me What's on my mind. Dearest, you know?... I haven't words to tell or explain that mess inside of my head. But... Today I want to try. Try to start talk...
    WhineWolfe WhineWolfe 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I really don't understand. I mean I get good grades, I respect people that respect me, I love helping people, I'm always there for people knowing there not there for me ( but that...
    georgia2001 georgia2001 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 28

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    I love you so much. I want nothing more to keep you. But how do i know that life won't take you like the last love if my life. I've never even felt you or anything in person. I...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    This probably sounds materialistic but putting on makeup, doing my hair and looking nice makes me really happy. Trying really hard at everything is who i am. I am a perfectionist...
    skybaby0 skybaby0 18-21 Aug 6

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    I may not be beautiful on the outside, but I also feel ugly on the inside. I well know that feeling that everyone would be repulsed if they knew the real me. It makes me want to...
    wundayatta wundayatta 56-60, M 4 Responses Aug 6

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    Whenever I'm at in public, I feel like my parents think I'm a disgrace. They've actually told me they're afraid to go out in public with me. All because I'm too loud. I don't...
    DrewbyDoo DrewbyDoo 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I'm not completely sure why I even signed up on this site, yet alone posting a story. At the end of the day, I know that this will not improve nor will it change anything about my...
    LilMsUnknown LilMsUnknown 36-40, F a week ago

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    I was on a journey to find myself. But I was walking in circles. I was looking in all the wrong places. I was looking all for all the wrong people. I was there, with me, the...
    icarus06 icarus06 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    My cousin called me tonight. We are kindred spirits, he and I. We never have time to talk and almost never one on one. It was affirmation after affirmation of the path I have...
    breathtakingyou breathtakingyou 26-30, F Jul 24

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    I distance myself and I don't know why. Me and my stepmom used to be real close but Me and my mom moved hours away. I only visited my dad on Christmas and summers. I don't know...
    SincerelyMYlife SincerelyMYlife 13-15, F Jul 29

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    Where to start, what is it with me and love, I am a good guy, a caring guy, the kind of guy that every woman claims they want, but yet each and every time I get cheated on, lied to...
    joetheknob joetheknob 36-40, M Jul 29

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    I hear people say I'm pretty or hot, but when I look in the mirror I don't understand and I remind myself of the guys who've let me go and think that there must be something wrong...
    flowerchloe48 flowerchloe48 13-15, F Jul 30

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    Usually when I go to the bar that I like to go to because I get free drinks when I go there since it is ladies night there is a guy that I find fairly attractive. However, from the...
    betweenlustandlove betweenlustandlove 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 30