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I Understand Myself Perfectly

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    Only 4 people say:  "I understand myself perfectly." No doubt why the World is like that. If nobody else - but 4 persons only - understand themselves.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 Sep 13, 2009

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    As I'm sitting this house wondering what going to happen in my later life. As right now I do not understand myself because there so much stuff that I wanted to do. Well I can't do...
    colonaileen colonaileen 26-30, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I guess you could say it's a defense mechanism... My mind repressed everytime my ex fought with me and emotionally abused me. So it's only fair to think my brain would repress my...
    AlysonBlack AlysonBlack 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I haven't slept well for the past 3 days. I'm moody, depressed and exhausted. telling myself to hang on.. forcing my body to adapt the new changes. I even struggle to express...
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When I was younger meeting people and getting to know them was so much easier because it was fun. Now I'm getting older and I feel like I have a sign on my face that says, "Don't...
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M Nov 19

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    I know I haven't been on here lately and it has been a good time in the world as of late. I'm with this girl right now at her house and I just wanna be a giant teddy bear and it...
    grimhim grimhim 18-21, M Nov 22

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    Why am I looking for happiness in the same place I lost it? (scratches head)
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 4 Responses Nov 22

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    I had such a ****** day today so i decided to swim. i was lucky i didnt head right to the beach but i chose pool instead. I was swimming back and forth continuously for 45mins lap...
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 25

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    Texting is hard sometimes. words are hard. you pulled everything you have to make an effort, to say something, but.... texting is just hard. hmmmm.. I know my expression could say...
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Parents just fought again. Some days I enjoy their fighting and other days like today I just wish they would stop. I'm not sure why I enjoy their fighting. I think part of it may...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I have 3 moods 1. Helpful and Loving to others 2. Quiet and isolated from everyone 3. Pissed off at everyone who leads normal lives whereas I don't
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't really understand myself. I don't really feel like there is much motivation for me being here, but at the same time I know I'll never off myself. I'm just super confused...
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 3

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    Every time I make any kind of mistake- even just getting a bad grade on a test or saying something stupid- I feel like I deserve to be punished for it by hurting myself. I cut my...
    kaleidoscopic21 kaleidoscopic21 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm falling apart. I had a bad childhood which I got through. I thought I was strong. I told myself I'd never do.. it. I'm doing it... I'm so disappointed but I'm numb. I bottled...
    WeCouldBeDead WeCouldBeDead 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Silas T. O'Reilly. My constant companion. Most of the time when I think about writing a story, I dont really think about writing a story. I like to believe that when i write it is...
    QuiteElementary QuiteElementary 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 19

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    I see the fire, it consumes me with intensity and fear. Each imperfection perfectly placed with the intention of drawing you near. Inhale the intoxicating perfume of heat and ash...
    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    I'm so pissed at my boyfriend... he works out of town. We live together and I haven't seen him for two weeks and he hasn't called me on his own in three days...he responds to my...
    lostinthoughtss lostinthoughtss 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    Music is the only way I feel like I can breathe. If I didn't have music, I have no clue who I would be. I don't even breathe oxygen. Music is my only escape from all the other...
    BeYou321 BeYou321 13-15, F a week ago

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    25 random things about me you might not have known, and probably didn't want to: 1. I had these two English professors that taught me the best two pieces of advice that gave me an...
    secretme1970 secretme1970 41-45, F 3 days ago

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    I am about to open my heart completely in here. Today I am living one of the worst days of my life and yes. It's depression, this ghost that has been haunting my life for a long...
    Allaloneandpoisoned Allaloneandpoisoned 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    I won't kill myself. I will get through this. I've dealt with too much to give up. No, I don't want this life anymore. It's already been ruined. But I think this is our punishment...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 4 Responses Dec 4

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    What you fail to understand is the complexity of the human mind. We are not all one way. No one is, however we have been conditioned to act a certain way that's parallel with what...
    AndrogynousBeauty AndrogynousBeauty 22-25 Nov 26

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    I have hated myself for as long as I can rememeber it may appeared that I was in love with myself. But that was all part of my act. I loathe myself for a lot of different reasons...
    xdarkangelx666 xdarkangelx666 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 20

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    I think if i would speak loudly about myself ...still no one will listen to me or truly understands me n my motives...this thought just killing me inside...why oh God why...?why...
    happyhuman1 happyhuman1 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    Life give you two paths - being ruthless, not caring, focused on your well being, Do not try to understand other, get out the best that you can from someone or a situation, don't...
    Offoff Offoff 26-30, M Nov 24

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    Explaining yourself. Don't understand why the hell is it required in first place? Why anyone needs to explain anyone about anything. Your action speak louder than your words. So...
    thesnug thesnug 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    It's not what this post is about...this post is about getting my feelings out there... My life is so awful, my past was so horrific...I feel so emotionally fcked. You have no idea...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 7

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    I hate myself. I know people don't like me. I hate my gender and my skin colour. I hate that I have issues understanding words when others speak to me. I can't finish projects...
    zvezdnyy zvezdnyy 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I have battled with depression for years, it all stems from a pretty rough upbringing, but then I suppose in getting off topic. I have been in a relationship with my partner for...
    marishkah marishkah 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    I am disgusting in every way possible... I'm too fat, too ugly. I am extremely slow, and fast at the wrong times. I'm a cold girl, most of the times I do not care about anyone...
    Dementxa Dementxa 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 21

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    Love doesn't hurt. When someone tells you, " I miss you so bad, it hurts", don't ever hesitate to come and feel the pain, together.  Being in love IS the greatest vulnerable...
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 21

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    I waited almost an entire month to contact him. I finally send him a positive message, asking if we could talk, and he read it on the app we talked on that night. I waited 6 days...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    I do not understand why everyone sees my existence as some kind of offense. I mean really, what exactly am I doing wrong. Here is my only crime, living the life I want to live...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M Nov 23

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    It's so easy to create a list of everything I hate about myself. I filled up a page in minutes. It's a lot more difficult to make a list of good things. Especially since many if...
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F 4 Responses Nov 29

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    my history is dark and gruesome where I thou I could protect those I loved where I didn't have to hide but those days are long since gone I still remember the pain of the past I...
    ronchetto ronchetto 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    A letter- by A.Leek I decided that it's about time to just focus on me. To love myself unconditionally. I've not only neglected but I have been so abusive to myself. I have put...
    alxvii alxvii 18-21, F Dec 1

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    When people call me beautiful I used to say no I'm not. They don't understand that I'm not fishing for compliments I'm genuinely saying how I feel. I don't like people telling me I...
    alicepulkin alicepulkin 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    I'm craving for the blade to go across my skin, I'm craving for the taste of a cigarette on my lips. What's wrong with me >.< please help me. I'm falling apart so fast and...
    pleasedontrunaway pleasedontrunaway 16-17, F Dec 4

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    I hate my self sooooo much and a lot of people don't understand that because I also don't care what anyone thinks of me. I just critic myself so badly and I'll never be good enough...
    123me321 123me321 13-15, F Dec 5

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    im Christians, and dont believe gays go to hell seriously, I have don't understand people anymore, how ignorant and stupid they can be. I myself am bi, and I dont believe paul...
    HandyMannyWanny HandyMannyWanny 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    I more often now I talk to myself full conversations & answer my own questions & laff ...so much do i forget people are around me & they think im talking to them haha .. I say i...
    missyluvsmissy4me missyluvsmissy4me 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    I believe.... That I am a combination of light and dark and as much as I try to let the light win out the dark sometimes prevails. My dark isn't necessarily my weakness though. We...
    Indigolesbian70 Indigolesbian70 41-45, F Nov 21

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