I Use Drugs And Alchohol To Ease Pain

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    once again down a self destructive path dark

    liquor,white powder and hash is it wrong ? perhaps but its the only way i can cope smoking diamonds so i wont mope gives me a false sense of hope alcohol for the memories that bring misery drugs for the emotional pain from my history a false sense of salvation while...
    SadanM SadanM
    22-25, M
    Jan 8
    AndreiTarkovsky AndreiTarkovsky
    26-30, M
    1 Response Dec 26, 2014

    I'm never at tired as

    when I'm waking up.
    AndreiTarkovsky AndreiTarkovsky
    26-30, M
    Apr 1, 2014

    Numb. Thats how I like to be anymore.

    Otherwise everything hurts so badly its impossible to keep faking otherwise. Can't let people see me broken because they get frustrated and then make me feel worse about my depression and other issues. Victim blaming?
    SpitesPanties SpitesPanties
    31-35, M
    1 Response Sep 13, 2015

    If you should fray, or fall apart,

    In any where or when - I'll always try, with all my heart, To make you whole again. . But if you choose to fall behind, And break and shake to bits - The day may come where I won't find A single piece that fits.
    EndlessBummerz EndlessBummerz
    26-30, M
    Jan 19

    I really need to stop soon,

    I keep telling myself I won't drink tonight. I'm always wrong. I happen to function quite well drunk most people don't ever notice and at times I feel it makes me move with grace, like my feet are barely touching the ground. Then I wake up feeling sad and helpless because I can...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Sep 12, 2015

    Reliving Pain

    i use drugs to relive pain but only the ones my doctor prescribes, i am on very heavy dose of 4 different pain medication as my back was broke in the 70's and i have been told they can operate on it but as it is broke in 3 places they would have to fuse 5 of the bones together...
    PoppyAnn PoppyAnn
    56-60, T
    2 Responses Jun 29, 2011
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