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and I've always been a Lydia fan. There is just something about the girls voice at 2:48 in, it makes me tear up every ******* time. I've always been a sucker for girls that can sing. It's so ******* beautiful. God dammit, I hate being pathetic. /sigh
Till my soul's soothed by the music that the herb could not suffice.
My sanctuary, my prison, my haven, and my cell.
Forever in my chambers, is this heaven or is it hell?
Waking in the morrow not quite longed for yet by me.
To bed I I think ill fall now sinking deep in...
depressing and suicidal so normally it is suppose to make you feel worse but listening to elliot smith makes me happy when it should make me sad. Having relatable music means that they feel the same way, and soothing calm music can actually calm me from an anxiety attack...
but don't have love
I waste my breath with every song
I bring an empty voice, a hollow noise
If I speak with a silver tongue
Convince a crowd but don't have love
I leave a bitter taste with every word I say
So let my life be the proof,
The proof of Your love
Let my love look...
for my soul too. I suffered from severe depression and paranoia for 20 years until I started piano performance and composition lessons and also started doing mild stretching exercises on a regular basis each week. I feel that it is the music and the exercise that is...
high school, and parts of college, my mind was chaotic. My thoughts were filled with frustration, fear, hate, and the like to point of drowning out almost everything else. However, there were a couple things I could do to temporarily push back these horrible thoughts.
If you were to take note of the callouses on my left hand, you could probably track my moods fairly well. When I have things on my mind - good, bad or ambiguous...my fingers start itching for my guitar.Through the years, I have expressed my emotion through various art forms, but...
for music. My mother tells me that at 6 months old I was singing. Every night she played a record to fall asleep by. It was a Disney album. Sleeping Beauty. I don't remember of course. Momma says that when she held me up, standing on my wobbly legs, I would sway and sing...
for me than re-visiting music I listened to when I was younger. Right now I'm re-visiting a J-pop group called PUFFY AmiYumi that I listened to when I was 9 years old, and after listening to some of their new material I found that their style hasn't changed much. Music and...
as an outlet for control
I make music to feel
I make music to abandon this place, this difficult place inside of myself, and be a different element.
Out of my element.
Think about it, think about the music. No one will judge you there.
No one will call you out on your madness...
Hold me close under the covers
Kiss me boy and drive me crazy
Be my, be my, be my
Be my, be my baby
Be my, be my, be my
Baby, and drive me crazy
If you know how to treat me
You know how to touch me
Baby then you’ll get the chance
The chance to love...
Turned on some acoustic breaking Benjamin and sang at the top of my lungs along with him. Riding this high of true elation that can only be achieved from moments like this. So thankful, so incredibly thankful for the music in my life, the talent for singing that I have and the...
albums consecutively for weeks now. Learned a lot of his songs , saw him in concert...I think I'm obsessed. Hits me where it hurts and i can relate to each and every one of the songs. Sad? Maybe. Therapeutic? Definitely.
for the soul by expressing music through movement. I'm a dancer and nothing helps me identify better with music than how it makes me feel and move. Dance is amazing to watch too when it is placed along with a song you like. Watching the dancer can really bring the music to life...
mentally is the fact that I can feel and connect with the melodies of songs in ways I never could before. I've always loved Anthony Green, and recently got back into him lately. Him, and Circa Survive as a whole...the melodies alone just capture me. I put on my headphones, dry...
Sometimes it keeps me from coming out of my room or being able to get out of a car if I see that the store or mall is busy. I very much dislike that this happens but it is normal for some people with Aspergers. But I can be calmed by certain opera music like the arias...
I love happy songs man... They just make me so damn giddy inside. You ever heard the song Monday, Monday, by the mamas and the papas, the beginning of that song just makes me wanna run in a field of ****** Daisies in slow motion man... I think I may have just had one of the...