like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
me down, don't make a difference at all
Tear me up, don't make a difference.,.
Like a forest burning, time is running out
And the tides keep turning, I am here, I am now
Like a wave thats breaking, I will take you out
Try to destroy me
Try to destroy me...
and women who put their own lives on hold, lives on the line, leaving family and loved ones behind to bring me and so many others all the comforts of life that we so often take for granted.
Many thanks, love and peace to all of you wonderful brave souls
Such a lonely dayAnd it's mineSuch a lonely dayShould be bannedIt's a day that I can't standSuch a lonely dayShouldn't existIt's a day that I'll never missSuch a lonely daySuch a lonely dayAnd it's mineIt's a day that I am glad I survived.
and it strikes a chord.Sorry..kind of a pun there. As I was driving the other day this song came on the radio. It made my eyes well up a bit. As a parent you often are wishing for the next phase in your children's lives. All of a sudden you realize the train of time is picking...
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Miss Ana, there are no words to express how much I cherish our friendship. Whenever I needed great advice, a thoughtful caring word, a strong shoulder to lean on, you have always been here for me. I have witness first hand the warmth and compassion you have for friends. Anytime a...
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I figured out
I have to learn again
I've been trying to get down
To the heart of the matter
But everything changes
And my friends seem to scatter
But I think its about forgiveness, forgiveness
Even if you...
I've been wanting to write a new story....but time, inspiration, and creativity never seem to all hit together at the right time. But as I sit working late tonight and reflect.....I've been fortunate to meet some very wonderful people here. Sometimes when I can't come up with...
song because they felt the lyrics were too risqué
"Would You Lay With Me (In A Field Of Stone)"
Would you lay with me in a field of stone?
If my needs were strong, would you lay with me?
Should my lips grow dry, would you wet them dear,
In the midnight hour if my lips...
deep inside me I can't give up
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
I roll and I roll till I'm out of luck.
I think I'm gonna win this time
Riding on a wind and I won't give up
I think I'm gonna win this time
I roll and I roll till I change my luck.
and so the connection I can make with music is so deep it really explains how I feel. When I have no other words for it i like to share music.
Another Night by Mac Miller is a favorite. Even if you don't like rap, you'll still enjoy this. Some of my friends don't but they agree...
suppose has taken a move
And I, I'm feeling misunderstood
Do you think our heart is made of wood
Even when you say you don't
To prove a point
Even when you play it as you like it
Even though you say you won't
Be staying while around me
Dreams filled with pictures of you...
I turn myself into an angel
I run myself into the ground
I'm on my own I'm sure I'll feel it now
I'm on my own I'm sure I'll know it now
And all the reasons invading
Twist and turn my aching soul
I leave myself behind in pieces
I know you'll need them when I'm gone
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ‘em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm...
feeling wings, though I've never flownGot a mind of my ownI'm flesh and blood to the boneI'm not made of stoneGot a right to be wrongSo just leave me aloneI've got a right to be wrongI've been held down too longGot to finally break freeSo I can finally breatheGot a right to be...
The moon, the stars
Are nothing without you
Deny this emptiness
This hole that I'm inside
They tell their own story
I'm reaching out to you
Can you hear my call?
This hurt that I've been through
I'm missing you, missing you like crazy
its been 2 months since...
.....That I love you; I have loved you all alongAnd I miss you; Been far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never goStop breathing if I don't see you anymore .....I wanted; I wanted you to stay'Cause I needed; I need to hear you sayThat I love...
Will I make it through the night? Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light? Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay, or should I go? I've forgotten how to tell. Did I ever even know? Can I take another step? I've done everything I can. All the people that I see, I...
and spit you out
Over and over again
Believe in yourself
And you will walk
Fear in itself
Will use you up and break you down
Like you were never enough
I used to fall, now I get back up.
I'm up here
I'm looking at the way down there
I'm staring through the I don't care
Through a tumultuous year, I finally squeezed time to write a letter to a bff, weaving the part he played in my sanity and insanity of constant mind boggling variables.
Helping it come together was different songs, spanned across time and genre. A line from the song, or the...
your lies before God
What our eyes have seen, oh, have you forgot?
Where's your values? Were they all thrown away?
Where's the reason you will suffer today?
Hard on the brain
Tear at the walls to find it
Toss it away
Find me another heart
Break the inside
the moon sits in the sky in the dark night Shining with the light from the sun And sun doesn't give light to the moon assuming The moon's gonna owe it one
It makes me think of how you act for me You do favors then rapidly You just turn around and start askin' me about Things...
All of these cuts and bruises that will fade away
I act as if they've made me that much wiser
Another night I sink into my lonely bed
To shut out every sound as I scream inside my head
And like a turning wheel, the time keeps moving on
The pain from yesterday is...
gonna die on my knees.
If there's bigger plans then someone read them out to me.
Has this life been a rehearsal for better things?
Or have you been wasting your time, your time with me?
Get away, get away, get away from me.
I'm moving on, moving on to better things.
And I got...
I got out of bed at all. The morning rain fogs up my window, and I can't see at all. And even if I could, it'd all be grey but your picture on my wall, it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad.
victory I have is met with defeat and when I start to build myself up again it is destroyed and I am now feeling insecure and inadequate again. I want to disappear. Read the songs lyrics if you really want to know. Otherwise look this song and band up anyway they rock
Maybe I'm a dreamer
Maybe I'm misunderstood
Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should
Maybe I'm crazy
(Maybe I'm crazy)
Maybe I'm the only one
(Maybe I'm the only one)
Maybe I'm just out of touch
Maybe I've just had enough
Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all...