I've been wanting to write a new story....but time, inspiration, and creativity never seem to all hit together at the right time. But as I sit working late tonight and reflect.....I've been fortunate to meet some very wonderful people here. Sometimes when I can't come up with...
All the pain and suffering, There's beauty in the bleeding, At least you feel something.
I wish I knew what it was like, To care enough to carry on, I wish I knew what it was like, To find a place where I belong, but
I am machine, I never sleep, I keep my eyes wide open, I am...
like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
and we know that suffering is so much better
President Dead - Marilyn Manson
You never gave me a chance to grieve, or even a ******* chance to be me
I am not sorry, I am not sorry, this is what you deserve
King Kill - Marilyn Manson
suit to the pint better)
In the beginning...so new...so happy...so unknowing
I hated you for the sacrifices you made for me
I hated you for every time you bled for me
I hated you for the way you smiled when you looked at me
I hated you for not taking control of me...
-Momma Sed by Pucsifer-
Wake up son of mine
Momma got something to tell you
Life will have its way
With your pride son
Take it like a man
Hang on son of mine
A storm is blowing up your horizon
Keep your dignity
Take the high road
The moon, the stars
Are nothing without you
Deny this emptiness
This hole that I'm inside
They tell their own story
I'm reaching out to you
Can you hear my call?
This hurt that I've been through
I'm missing you, missing you like crazy
its been 2 months since...
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I will be coming home, just to be really alone
'cause I know your really not there
and I know you really don't care deep down
some days I can hardly wait to get away from this place
no matter how hard I used to try
you were never satisfied
been altered by me to fit a little better)
I hold my breath as life takes it's toll, time to pay that price
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
but oh god I feel I have been lied to
lost in all faith in things that I have achieved
I have awaken to find...
I grew up with Tina Arena. She started on a variety show here in Australia called Young Talent Time when she was very young. We are the same age and I used to be compared to her, not only in relation to looks but because we both enjoyed the stage. She never did find success in...
Such a lonely dayAnd it's mineSuch a lonely dayShould be bannedIt's a day that I can't standSuch a lonely dayShouldn't existIt's a day that I'll never missSuch a lonely daySuch a lonely dayAnd it's mineIt's a day that I am glad I survived.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ‘em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm...
( I have changed around some of lyrics to suit my meaning)
Perfect by nature, Icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that never was and never will be
Don't you "see" me? have you ever seen "me"?
she screams trapped behind a glass wall...
Baby, baby, are you listening? Wondering where you've been all my life I just started living Oh, baby, are you listening?
When you say you love me Know I love you more And when you say you need me Know I need you more Boy, I adore you, I adore you
Baby, can you hear...
and women who put their own lives on hold, lives on the line, leaving family and loved ones behind to bring me and so many others all the comforts of life that we so often take for granted.
Many thanks, love and peace to all of you wonderful brave souls
Miss Ana, there are no words to express how much I cherish our friendship. Whenever I needed great advice, a thoughtful caring word, a strong shoulder to lean on, you have always been here for me. I have witness first hand the warmth and compassion you have for friends. Anytime a...
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As she thought she was in the presence of an Angel of light
she was in company of an Angel of the dark, as she spoke to her.....
"Hold onto me my lost love, you know you cannot stay
All I ever wanted to say before this day...
(I altered a few of the lyrics to suit better)
Serve your twisted enemy
you just may earn forgiveness
keep doing your dirty little secrets
you know your world is waiting
so why can you not speak?
I feel it coming over me
I am a slave to these nightmares
gonna die on my knees.
If there's bigger plans then someone read them out to me.
Has this life been a rehearsal for better things?
Or have you been wasting your time, your time with me?
Get away, get away, get away from me.
I'm moving on, moving on to better things.
And I got...
.....That I love you; I have loved you all alongAnd I miss you; Been far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never goStop breathing if I don't see you anymore .....I wanted; I wanted you to stay'Cause I needed; I need to hear you sayThat I love...
Through a tumultuous year, I finally squeezed time to write a letter to a bff, weaving the part he played in my sanity and insanity of constant mind boggling variables.
Helping it come together was different songs, spanned across time and genre. A line from the song, or the...
and it strikes a chord.Sorry..kind of a pun there. As I was driving the other day this song came on the radio. It made my eyes well up a bit. As a parent you often are wishing for the next phase in your children's lives. All of a sudden you realize the train of time is picking...
song because they felt the lyrics were too risqué
"Would You Lay With Me (In A Field Of Stone)"
Would you lay with me in a field of stone?
If my needs were strong, would you lay with me?
Should my lips grow dry, would you wet them dear,
In the midnight hour if my lips...
around a little by me to fit a little better)Bound at every limb by shackles of darknesssealed with lies through so many unseen tearslost within, pursuing the endI fight for a chance to be lied to againAlways told from childhood to adulthood......."You will never be strong...
words to suit me a little differently)
You hold those answers deep within your mind
consciously you have forgotten it
but you cannot escape the subconscious
that's the way the human mind works
when ever something is too unpleasant
too shameful, too painful for us
(I altered some of lyrics for different meanings)
I've been looking into the mirror for so long
that I have come to believe my soul standing on the other side
the little pieces falling, shatter shards of me
too small to matter, but big enough to cut me
into so many...
Maybe I'm a dreamer
Maybe I'm misunderstood
Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should
Maybe I'm crazy
(Maybe I'm crazy)
Maybe I'm the only one
(Maybe I'm the only one)
Maybe I'm just out of touch
Maybe I've just had enough
Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all...
Let me be your hero
Would you dance, if I asked you to dance?
Would you run, and never look back?
Would you cry, if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?
Would you tremble, if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this
Now would you die, for...
the moon sits in the sky in the dark night Shining with the light from the sun And sun doesn't give light to the moon assuming The moon's gonna owe it one
It makes me think of how you act for me You do favors then rapidly You just turn around and start askin' me about Things...
always been a dreamer
Spent my life running round
And it's so hard to change
Can't seem to settle down
But the dreams I've seen lately
Keep on turning out and burning out
And turning out the same
You can spend all your time making money
You can spend all your love making time...