Through a tumultuous year, I finally squeezed time to write a letter to a bff, weaving the part he played in my sanity and insanity of constant mind boggling variables.
Helping it come together was different songs, spanned across time and genre. A line from the song, or the...
-Momma Sed by Pucsifer-
Wake up son of mine
Momma got something to tell you
Life will have its way
With your pride son
Take it like a man
Hang on son of mine
A storm is blowing up your horizon
Keep your dignity
Take the high road
think one day we'd tell the story of us,
How we met and the sparks flew instantly,
and people would say, "They're the lucky ones."
I used to know my place was the spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on...
as it always is. I don't give these places fake my name explaining this and the wrists of my mind have the bleeding lines that remind me of all the times I have committed. Dirty, dirty crimes that are perfectly form-fitted to what I've done and what I'm doing. I'm brewing and...
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ‘em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm...
you my heart, the story ends. No happy ever after, now we're friends." - - - - - - All of my heart by ABC. - - - - - Story of my life really. I have 3 friends who all have a piece of my heart. I just hope they cherish it and in some way are glad they have it.
I've been wanting to write a new story....but time, inspiration, and creativity never seem to all hit together at the right time. But as I sit working late tonight and reflect.....I've been fortunate to meet some very wonderful people here. Sometimes when I can't come up with...
like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one
You've been so unavailable
Now sadly I know why
Your heart is unobtainable
Even though Lord knows you kept mine"
the moon sits in the sky in the dark night Shining with the light from the sun And sun doesn't give light to the moon assuming The moon's gonna owe it one
It makes me think of how you act for me You do favors then rapidly You just turn around and start askin' me about Things...
All I want is to find an easy way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart, my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside...
song because they felt the lyrics were too risqué
"Would You Lay With Me (In A Field Of Stone)"
Would you lay with me in a field of stone?
If my needs were strong, would you lay with me?
Should my lips grow dry, would you wet them dear,
In the midnight hour if my lips...
so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a ***** feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is...
And make you whole
But it was never enough
I must go
Who is gonna save you
When I'm gone?
Who'll watch over you
When I'm gone?
You say you care for me
But hide it well
How can you love someone
And not yourself?
And when I'm gone
Who will break your fall
Who will you blame...
altered to suit me better)
I will be coming home, just to be really alone
'cause I know your really not there
and I know you really don't care deep down
some days I can hardly wait to get away from this place
no matter how hard I used to try
you were never satisfied
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
I just wanna be alone with you
I don't wanna steal your freedom
I don't wanna change your mind
I don't have to make you love me
I just wanna take your time
And I don't wanna blow your phone up
I just wanna blow your mind
I don't have to take your heart
I just wanna take your...
I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal
For the life I...
girl, how can you love without ever losing it all
Don't put your faith in this when you won't believe it
Where did you go
How will you find yourself when your hand to hold is letting go
Where did you go
How will you tell yourself you're losing hope
Is it just me or...
I take these pills to make me thinI dye my hair, and cut my skinI tried everything, to make them see meBut all they see, is someone that's not meEven when I'm walking on a wireEven when I set myself on fireWhy do I always feel invisible, invisibleEveryday I try to look my...
Such a lonely dayAnd it's mineSuch a lonely dayShould be bannedIt's a day that I can't standSuch a lonely dayShouldn't existIt's a day that I'll never missSuch a lonely daySuch a lonely dayAnd it's mineIt's a day that I am glad I survived.
I grew up with Tina Arena. She started on a variety show here in Australia called Young Talent Time when she was very young. We are the same age and I used to be compared to her, not only in relation to looks but because we both enjoyed the stage. She never did find success in...
and women who put their own lives on hold, lives on the line, leaving family and loved ones behind to bring me and so many others all the comforts of life that we so often take for granted.
Many thanks, love and peace to all of you wonderful brave souls
but lately something's wearing on me
I've been growing
I've been changing
And seems like you're there barely moving
I love you
You love me
Is it possible we love differently?
You need me but I need to feel strong baby without you
DEERHEART - BREAKDOWN
gonna die on my knees.
If there's bigger plans then someone read them out to me.
Has this life been a rehearsal for better things?
Or have you been wasting your time, your time with me?
Get away, get away, get away from me.
I'm moving on, moving on to better things.
And I got...
and it strikes a chord.Sorry..kind of a pun there. As I was driving the other day this song came on the radio. It made my eyes well up a bit. As a parent you often are wishing for the next phase in your children's lives. All of a sudden you realize the train of time is picking...
a moment there
I just gave up trying
But now I see
You can let the light in
You can begin again
Ain't it crazy
I lay me down in this sweet perfection
I am a witness to my resurrection
Heal me, lift me
Take me to the waterside
Drop me in, let me swim
Let everyone know
is I'm complaining,
But life keeps on complicating and I'm debating on leaving this world, this evening.
Even my girls can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it but I can't.
Why do I act like I'm all high and mighty,
when inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help.