I turn myself into an angel
I run myself into the ground
I'm on my own I'm sure I'll feel it now
I'm on my own I'm sure I'll know it now
And all the reasons invading
Twist and turn my aching soul
I leave myself behind in pieces
I know you'll need them when I'm gone
and spit you out
Over and over again
Believe in yourself
And you will walk
Fear in itself
Will use you up and break you down
Like you were never enough
I used to fall, now I get back up.
I'm up here
I'm looking at the way down there
I'm staring through the I don't care
and we know that suffering is so much better
President Dead - Marilyn Manson
You never gave me a chance to grieve, or even a ******* chance to be me
I am not sorry, I am not sorry, this is what you deserve
King Kill - Marilyn Manson
suppose has taken a move
And I, I'm feeling misunderstood
Do you think our heart is made of wood
Even when you say you don't
To prove a point
Even when you play it as you like it
Even though you say you won't
Be staying while around me
Dreams filled with pictures of you...
Such a lonely dayAnd it's mineSuch a lonely dayShould be bannedIt's a day that I can't standSuch a lonely dayShouldn't existIt's a day that I'll never missSuch a lonely daySuch a lonely dayAnd it's mineIt's a day that I am glad I survived.
Let me be your hero
Would you dance, if I asked you to dance?
Would you run, and never look back?
Would you cry, if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?
Would you tremble, if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this
Now would you die, for...
"Make You Feel My Love"
When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.
When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a...
Baby, baby, are you listening? Wondering where you've been all my life I just started living Oh, baby, are you listening?
When you say you love me Know I love you more And when you say you need me Know I need you more Boy, I adore you, I adore you
Baby, can you hear...
Miss Ana, there are no words to express how much I cherish our friendship. Whenever I needed great advice, a thoughtful caring word, a strong shoulder to lean on, you have always been here for me. I have witness first hand the warmth and compassion you have for friends. Anytime a...
.....That I love you; I have loved you all alongAnd I miss you; Been far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never goStop breathing if I don't see you anymore .....I wanted; I wanted you to stay'Cause I needed; I need to hear you sayThat I love...
your lies before God
What our eyes have seen, oh, have you forgot?
Where's your values? Were they all thrown away?
Where's the reason you will suffer today?
Hard on the brain
Tear at the walls to find it
Toss it away
Find me another heart
Break the inside
feeling wings, though I've never flownGot a mind of my ownI'm flesh and blood to the boneI'm not made of stoneGot a right to be wrongSo just leave me aloneI've got a right to be wrongI've been held down too longGot to finally break freeSo I can finally breatheGot a right to be...
All the pain and suffering, There's beauty in the bleeding, At least you feel something.
I wish I knew what it was like, To care enough to carry on, I wish I knew what it was like, To find a place where I belong, but
I am machine, I never sleep, I keep my eyes wide open, I am...
The moon, the stars
Are nothing without you
Deny this emptiness
This hole that I'm inside
They tell their own story
I'm reaching out to you
Can you hear my call?
This hurt that I've been through
I'm missing you, missing you like crazy
its been 2 months since...
and women who put their own lives on hold, lives on the line, leaving family and loved ones behind to bring me and so many others all the comforts of life that we so often take for granted.
Many thanks, love and peace to all of you wonderful brave souls
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one
You've been so unavailable
Now sadly I know why
Your heart is unobtainable
Even though Lord knows you kept mine"
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I figured out
I have to learn again
I've been trying to get down
To the heart of the matter
But everything changes
And my friends seem to scatter
But I think its about forgiveness, forgiveness
Even if you...
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Through a tumultuous year, I finally squeezed time to write a letter to a bff, weaving the part he played in my sanity and insanity of constant mind boggling variables.
Helping it come together was different songs, spanned across time and genre. A line from the song, or the...
I take these pills to make me thinI dye my hair, and cut my skinI tried everything, to make them see meBut all they see, is someone that's not meEven when I'm walking on a wireEven when I set myself on fireWhy do I always feel invisible, invisibleEveryday I try to look my...
and it strikes a chord.Sorry..kind of a pun there. As I was driving the other day this song came on the radio. It made my eyes well up a bit. As a parent you often are wishing for the next phase in your children's lives. All of a sudden you realize the train of time is picking...
deep inside me I can't give up
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
I roll and I roll till I'm out of luck.
I think I'm gonna win this time
Riding on a wind and I won't give up
I think I'm gonna win this time
I roll and I roll till I change my luck.
like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
song because they felt the lyrics were too risqué
"Would You Lay With Me (In A Field Of Stone)"
Would you lay with me in a field of stone?
If my needs were strong, would you lay with me?
Should my lips grow dry, would you wet them dear,
In the midnight hour if my lips...
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ‘em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm...
I've been wanting to write a new story....but time, inspiration, and creativity never seem to all hit together at the right time. But as I sit working late tonight and reflect.....I've been fortunate to meet some very wonderful people here. Sometimes when I can't come up with...