Through a tumultuous year, I finally squeezed time to write a letter to a bff, weaving the part he played in my sanity and insanity of constant mind boggling variables.
Helping it come together was different songs, spanned across time and genre. A line from the song, or the...
I just wanna be alone with you
I don't wanna steal your freedom
I don't wanna change your mind
I don't have to make you love me
I just wanna take your time
And I don't wanna blow your phone up
I just wanna blow your mind
I don't have to take your heart
I just wanna take your...
song because they felt the lyrics were too risqué
"Would You Lay With Me (In A Field Of Stone)"
Would you lay with me in a field of stone?
If my needs were strong, would you lay with me?
Should my lips grow dry, would you wet them dear,
In the midnight hour if my lips...
up when the rest of me is down
You, you enchant me even when you're not around
If there are boundaries, I will try to knock them down
I’m latching on, babe, now I know what I have found
I feel we're close enough
Could I lock in your love?
I feel we’re close enough
the moon sits in the sky in the dark night Shining with the light from the sun And sun doesn't give light to the moon assuming The moon's gonna owe it one
It makes me think of how you act for me You do favors then rapidly You just turn around and start askin' me about Things...
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
long will I love you?
As long as stars are above you
And longer, if I can.
How long will I need you?
As long as the seasons need to
Follow their plan.
How long will I be with you?
As long as the sea is bound to
Wash upon the sand.
How long will I want you?
As long as you want...
I'm just really into having this chase
Kept my eyes open everytime
Falling for you is a crime
We let sparks go off this time
I've been here before not long ago
With someone just as beautiful just as doubtful
I sure don't mind having you this time
I see it in the...
Such a lonely dayAnd it's mineSuch a lonely dayShould be bannedIt's a day that I can't standSuch a lonely dayShouldn't existIt's a day that I'll never missSuch a lonely daySuch a lonely dayAnd it's mineIt's a day that I am glad I survived.
feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid"
Pyramids by Charice (feat. Iyaz)
and it strikes a chord.Sorry..kind of a pun there. As I was driving the other day this song came on the radio. It made my eyes well up a bit. As a parent you often are wishing for the next phase in your children's lives. All of a sudden you realize the train of time is picking...
after our first date
And this crazy love, it?s strong as it ever was
Baby you still got it and I still want it, uh-huh, oh yeah
Just in case you didn?t know it, you got it goin? on, oh yeah
I?m all yours, you?re all mine
Girl you turn me on after all this time...
like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
.....There is just so much god damned weight on my shoulders,all I am doing is trying to live my mother ******* life,supposed to be happy, only getting colderwear a smile on my face, but there is a demon insideOh yo, yo there is a demon insidejust like Jekyll and Hydeall this...
Let me be your hero
Would you dance, if I asked you to dance?
Would you run, and never look back?
Would you cry, if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?
Would you tremble, if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this
Now would you die, for...
but lately something's wearing on me
I've been growing
I've been changing
And seems like you're there barely moving
I love you
You love me
Is it possible we love differently?
You need me but I need to feel strong baby without you
DEERHEART - BREAKDOWN
Not to know what is wrong or what's right,
I've been throwing away,
The efforts I've made to leave this all behind,
Don't feel sorry for me,
I have no excuse, I brought this on myself
I, I felt ashamed, for so long,
You, you are the reason I go on
I don't know, how I got here...
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ‘em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm...
a moment there
I just gave up trying
But now I see
You can let the light in
You can begin again
Ain't it crazy
I lay me down in this sweet perfection
I am a witness to my resurrection
Heal me, lift me
Take me to the waterside
Drop me in, let me swim
Let everyone know
She looked over lazy and gave me a wink. She said there's no sense a-working if it's this dang hot..."
"It feels good" Drake White
... oh, if only.
I take these pills to make me thinI dye my hair, and cut my skinI tried everything, to make them see meBut all they see, is someone that's not meEven when I'm walking on a wireEven when I set myself on fireWhy do I always feel invisible, invisibleEveryday I try to look my...
making friends with shadows on my wall. All night hearing voices telling me, that I should get some sleep, because tomorrow might be good for something. Hold on. Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown and I don't know why. But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell. I know...
Boredom's not a burden
Anyone should bear.
Constant over stimu-lation numbs me
but I would not want you
any other way.
It's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, To feel, to know I'm alive...
and women who put their own lives on hold, lives on the line, leaving family and loved ones behind to bring me and so many others all the comforts of life that we so often take for granted.
Many thanks, love and peace to all of you wonderful brave souls
is I'm complaining,
But life keeps on complicating and I'm debating on leaving this world, this evening.
Even my girls can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it but I can't.
Why do I act like I'm all high and mighty,
when inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help.
the lyrics it means so much to me:
if you remember your friends
Just remember you can call
Just remember that passion fades
Good friendships seldom die
Go ahead have your fun
But don't turn your back on everyone
Though the body needs love
There is more than one kind