After a good workout a hot shower was much needed.
I don't think I'm addicted to self harm because I can go weeks and some times months without doing it, but when i get urges to do it I just give into that urge because I know that...
I feel relaxed. Sometimes it's nice to spend time with friends, but I enjoy relaxing by myself. It's peaceful.
It's like sadness and empowerment intertwined together..
But I do miss being able to speak fluent Aramaic. 😢
The moment the water touches my hair and skin, the feel of freshness, makes me feel getting rid of all the stress and frustration of my day out. It's beautiful.
I wrap the towel...
After playing Lacrosse, I always run home then go straight to the shower cuz I feel icky and dirty... Well I am dirty cause I run 😂
I'm very stressed. It's a bit of a long story but here goes...
So I met someone on here who was great to talk to we got along great and I wish I could still talk to her but I can...
Right I'm wearing white with red poka dots(:
I've had a huge crush on my coworker who is a few years older than me. When I first started working at my job we didn't but eventually we warmed up. We flirted here and there. He...
I love reading posts of people who love showering. I can't think of anything more relaxing.
When I use to do things for people it was because i use to feel sorry for them, but when most of them took my kindness as a weakness, I stopped and realize I never cared I just...
I can't say if it's a sad feeling or not, because honestly I'm beyond used to feeling depressed. It's exactly what the word above reads: "Empty"
It's as if there's nothing there...
I have to take my shower, 3-4 times a day. Even if I just went out for couple of hours, I'll still will take a shower once I'm back before resuming other duties.
I always feel better after having taken a hot shower. In fact I can't function in the morning until I have had one. It's one of those simple pleasures that I look forward to.
The more cute the better , loads of girly pinks and pretty bows
when I overstress loud music seem to help calm me bit by bit. And make me think clearly and take better decision... just listen to loud music 'till you can't hear anything... just...
I used to be so patient with you... I used to listen to everything you said so closely. I used to wonder, how your wife could take you for granted. I used to admire you for dealing...
It's amazing what two extra hours of sleep can do for you. I feel normal again... Well for today atleast.
I felt like absolute CRAP this morning/most of the day. Just struggled to take a nice long hot shower and thankfully I feel a lot better. Another plus, it's thundering outside so...
I took a foot spa, warm vibrating water
With added essential oil drops
It was soothing, relaxing, refreshing
Especially if you are not a lazy person you deserve it to treat...
a shower no matter what mood I'm in or how I'm feeling it never fails to disappoint. I also often tend to sing in the shower too. I'm not much of a singer but who cares.
Day 54. September 22nd, 9:20 PM:
Well here i am again, venting to myself because.. *sigh* yeah..
Things went good for...
I love people who often shower and I lover showering in the morning when everyone is sleeping. It makes me feel human.
I've been really bummed out lately. More than usual I should say. I found a really good friend (the only friend i have) and she's been giving me a lot of support. But the more i...
when i am in a certain mood. i tend to listen to a certain type of music.
Rock Bottom. It's more of a home to me now than ever before. I come and go from this place. I never leave it permanently. I end up messing things up all the time anyhow. I don't...
my school exam is around the corner I don't feel that good so I prefer to listen to the musics and I will play them as loud as they can haha it really makes me feel sooooo much...
I don't know why but it just helps me keep calm.
I listen to loud music because for me, it means that I can escape reality and just relax and forget about all my problems
if you can still hear your thoughts, it means your music isn.t loud enough
I listen to it for various reasons. My major reason lately is to drown out people that I don't want to associate with because I don't see the reason to talk to them.
Open your eyes
To the beauty around you,,
Open your mind
To the wonders of life,,
Open your heart
To those who loves you,,
Be true to yourself.
Literally spend all my money on clothes or other stuff I just don't need and it's just bad.