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I Use to Be Involved With Gangs

sometimes when we feel alone we turn to gangs and call them family-what made you realize that the gang life wasn't where it was at 48 People

    13th St Blood

    mass rep took a long time to finally let it go hell after all those years im 24 now but it started at 9 became mandatory at 11 i ran my own set at 17 i mean completely dealt in drugs pistols women cars stick-ups you name it i did it praley **** im still trying to correct my...
    soseriouslygrown soseriouslygrown 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 20, 2008

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    People can judge me but they should first know

    that : a) In situations like a lock-down scenario you do what you have to to get by. b) that mentality sticks with you, once grow accustomed to that thought process, it's always there.. c) it's much easier to get into "the game" then it is to get out.
    maezombiie maezombiie 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4, 2014

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    I Was Not Heavily Involved Or Anything Like That

    But my freshman year of high school I went to the roughest school in my city and at the time I lived on the roughest side of town. I went to school and of course tried to do the right things and what not. Tried to be normal. Tried to make friends and what not and of course I made...
    Krie Krie 22-25 2 Responses Feb 13, 2012

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    Dumbest Thing Ive Ever Done

    I think if it was one thing that I did in my life that I wish I wouldn't have done was be apart of a gang. I grew up in a bad area in Detroit and most of my  friends were involved with gangs but that wasnt the reason I joined. It wasn't for safety, peer pressure, or even...
    siggy10 siggy10 31-35, M 5 Responses Jan 11, 2008

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    Once

    A few months ago I went to a worser part of town, thinking it would be fun or some shiet. I realize it was stupid now, but at the time I thought it would be cool and I was bored with my perfect life that kept being called sheltered. I got involved in some of this shiet and never...
    Nic00l Nic00l 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2012

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    My Best Friend, The Gangster

    Okay, this is a long Story, but if your prepared to read it, this is for the parents out there who have suffered watching their kids being bullied, become drug addicts, criminals, or both. This is my personal story, its long, but its your choice if your prepared to read it. Now...
    Psych1996 Psych1996 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    When I Was Young

    When I was younger I was involved with gangs. Crips and GD mostly. That's who I use to run with. and I thought it was the coolest thing ever. Just being around gangs I seen a lot of stuff and went through a lot as well. Always running from the police always getting shot at and...
    mak314 mak314 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 25, 2007

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    Dumbest Shiet Ever

    Dumbest Shiet I've ever done. It wasn't also my fault. They jumped me, but partially, when I was in that gang, I felt a bit of "acceptance". But seeing what they be doin' to people who fawks in their way, just makes me feel disgusted that I was part of it all. And that I had a...
    LawI LawI 16-17, M Nov 11, 2012

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