I Used to Be Beaten When I Was Young

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 535 People

    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Oct 25, 2010

    "you Destroyed My Life"

    My mother would scream that over and over while she was beating me with various objects on my head and body while I screamed and tried to protect myself from the blows. Over and over. Even to this day I cannot stand people repeating themselves. "You destroyed my life" she...
    VinterSol VinterSol
    41-45, M
    1 Response Oct 20, 2012

    By My Dad

    My dad used to beat me for no reason. But sometimes he did have his reasons, I remember one time he kick me down the stiars because I forgot to take out the trash. I wish he wouldn't of beat me but he did he was a drunk. I do hate my dad because of what he did to me.
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX
    22-25, F
    Oct 15, 2009

    Who Deserves This?

    I used to be beaten when I was a child, not as badly as a lot of other folks--probably because I was a girl--and the thing that hurt the most was one of those ping-pong paddles with the rubber covering that has all those little bumps in it. If my sister and I were kids today, we...
    sugarfooties sugarfooties
    66-70
    3 Responses Nov 3, 2009
    JadenLangVageta JadenLangVageta
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Jul 6, 2014

    I Was Raised In a Military Family and Was Beaten Severely.

    I remember one time on the playground in Incirlik Turkey, I was in 3rd grade, I took my shirt off because I was on the "shirtless" team for kickball.  When I did that, I turned around and everyone just stood there looking at me.  I had already forgotten about...
    Run2Me Run2Me
    46-50, M
    27 Responses Jan 16, 2009

    My Dad Use To Beat Me....

    My Dad use to beat me all the time, when he wanted to ht my brother, I get in front of him, just so he wouldn't get beat. I rather my dad beat on me, than to hurt my lil brother. I Loved him too much for that....I didn't want him to have to go through that, so I did wahtever...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Aug 15, 2010

    Funny Way To Show Love

    I'd have to say the saddest memory I had of my mum's beating was when I was 5. It was over a small thing she chased me down, I hid under the sink counter. I waited for her to leave the room but she found me and dragged me out. She whipped me with a rattan cane, hard. As she...
    CaliDACT CaliDACT
    16-17
    2 Responses Oct 22, 2012

    Was Beaten As A Child

    I was beaten when I was a child. back in the 80's it was call disapline. I called it painful. It was either a slap in the face, or multiple butt spankings. There were days I could not sit. But that was called tough love. Or so I am told.
    jerseygirl87 jerseygirl87
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2009

    I Lay There Wondering Why.

    When I was younger, my mom and dad would beat me. Mostly mom, though. She'd do it whenever I made little mistakes, completely normal mistakes, or if she'd had a bad day. For some reason she took it out on me. Most of the time, I didn't even understand why my parents hit...
    peanlo peanlo
    18-21, F
    22 Responses May 21, 2010

    Alcoholic Father

    My dad was an alcoholic an used to beat me and my mum all time. When I was 8 my mum died and the abuse got worse for me. It became more aggressive and I got ever form of abuse including sexual. Then he eventually remarried and my stepmom was just as abusive. It was hell so I...
    soulalchemist28 soulalchemist28
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 23, 2013

    My Mom And Dad.

     they would get worked up and then they would take all there stress out of me and my brother.it would go from them being nice to you getting beaten.it was the worst when my dad got home from a bar.he would kick ,hit and verbally abuse everyone in sight.it has defanently ...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    36-40
    2 Responses Nov 2, 2009

    One night I wasn't in front of our house

    when my father called me...I was on the next street, when I came home 10 minutes later he ******** me naked and beat me with his belt It felt like it lasted forever, my grandmother who lived upstairs came down and pulled him off. I remember still sobbing the following morning...
    Gayle5 Gayle5
    56-60, F
    1 Response Jun 10, 2014

    One Of My Worst Spanking

    my dad started to spank me since 5 years old.i remembered when i was young as that age,my dad whipping me for around 3 swats.and at the age of 20 i used to get at most nearly 200 whipping.once i remember my dad teach me mathematics and ask me to do problem sum.when im wrong my...
    munan munan
    26-30, F
    21 Responses Feb 20, 2012

    My mother was physically aggressive towards me

    as a child until social services put a stop to it. At the time I was glad it stopped but as I have grown older I have wanted to be spanked, dominated treated like a child more and more
    lilboyuk lilboyuk
    31-35, M
    2 Responses May 9, 2015

    What Has Happened To Gentleness

    I GUESS FROM BEING SPIT ON, PINCHED TILL I BLED ON THE CHEST, BEING SPANKED TILL I BLED.HAVING MY FINGERS BENT BACK, BEING BEAT ABOUT THE HEAD AND EARS,LIED ON, LIED TO, BEING HIT WITH A WHIP,BEING BEAT WITH A BELT TILL I WAS COVERED HEAD TO TOE WITH WELTS,BEING SLAPPED BY NUNS...
    thelambsink thelambsink
    41-45, M
    1 Response Oct 11, 2010

    My Older Brother

    I never talk about it, a few people know, only my closest friends. It's not something I like to talk about, I dont want people to feel sorry for me, or to think I'm making it up. Because no one believed me when I was younger its a fear that no one would believe me now. My...
    ahcrap ahcrap
    22-25, F
    21 Responses Sep 23, 2009

    The Memories That Stuck.

    My first memory of being beaten, I can't remember how old I was but my father came home drunk and felt like thumping something so he dropped my pants threw me over his knee and went at it. I know this must have happened before because my mother recorded it. Telling me later that...
    BeteNoire BeteNoire
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2011

    My Parents Beat Me

    My parents have always beat me since when i turned five if i did something wrong i was beaten not with a belt they would beat me with whatever they could over small things they tell me they hate me and love my brothers i dont get why they do this its cruel but if i say anything i...
    simplyhidden simplyhidden
    13-15, M
    5 Responses Sep 16, 2012

    It Was My Mission to Never have dad hurt the

    others when I was younger. There are 5 in my family, 3 girls (all born first, I'm 2nd oldest), and 2 boys. We weren't an overly strict family, not really any different from other families. For some reason I was picked on the most. I had a smart mouth, yeah it's true. But...
    maqeurious maqeurious
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2014

    Question

    I am new to the group I am a single mom who was beaten when I was a child, I would like to know if anybody from the group uses spanking on their own kids today. I due
    hollymom123 hollymom123
    41-45, F
    11 Responses Jun 10, 2012

    Share the Rod Spoil the Child

    I know you have all heard that one..It was my very religious fathers most favorite lines..His rod of choice was a hard plastic baseball bat..He made very sure the rod was not spared at my house. My dad liked to accuse my siblings and myself of doing all kinds of things..If it...
    turkstragal turkstragal
    41-45
    2 Responses Aug 3, 2009

    Oh Yeah I Was

    When you live with the product of a corrupt government who sends little boys off to do their bidding in wars they want to hide under, by using the guise of a police action, like Korea, or any other conflict for that matter, then you too just might get your azz beat on a daily...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 10, 2010

    my abuse story

    I was from 5-6, he was 8-9, my elder step brother would always take out his aggression on me. he has tried to hang me, he failed but just barely if my mother didn't walk in the room when she did, from hearing me gag i wouldn't be here today. my elder brother also burned my chest...
    arikdumont arikdumont
    18-21, M
    9 Responses Aug 13, 2011

    Apparently...

    Apparently that's how you teach a child to behave. How to have morals. Values. You beat the **** out of them until they obey. Fully. To your every word. Yeah, that **** didn't work for me, if anything, it made me afraid. It hurt. Physically. Emotionally. It gave me PTSD. I hated...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    4 Responses Jan 17, 2012

    I Used To Get Beaten By My Dad And My Mom

    Since i had memory, my dad has always beaten my mom, no surprise he did it with me, i was very little, from a broken home, the only thing i knew was violence, in school I'd get in fights and was always thrown out of school for it, obviously my dad used to beat me every time i got...
    ladylucky7 ladylucky7
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jun 18, 2012

    Growing Up.. Not So Simple...

    I read ahcrap's story about her brother on here, its one of the older ones and it caused me to reflect.It kinda reminded me of growing up with my sister, I used to pick on her and stuff quite a lot, but not to the extend of her brother in her story. I think at times i may have...
    mrmizzle mrmizzle
    22-25, M
    Nov 3, 2011

    It Was My Mission to Never

    have dad hurt the others when I was younger.  There are 5 in my family, 3 girls (all born first, I'm 2nd oldest), and 2 boys.  We weren't an overly strict family, not really any different from other families.  For some reason I was picked on the most.  I had...
    Maqi Maqi
    26-30, F
    11 Responses May 7, 2009

    It Still Hurts.

    My dad was in the military. Everything had to be perfect. He drank alot, (still does) by the time i was old enough to pour a drink he had me mixing his. he would scream and rant and rave if the smallest thing was slightly out of place. If my clothes weren't folded perfectly...
    SurrenderedAngel SurrenderedAngel
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 27, 2012

    Scar

    My parents are divorced,When i was a young girl i was beaten up by my dad. I Still had a scar on my Back.But now things have change. I've grew up to be a strong and independant person.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 20, 2013

    My parents weren´t beating me often

    but still. They beat me when i was in elementary school. when i did something wrong they would yell and punch me. they apologized afterwards but i stopped listening to those. I never told anyone because i used to think it was normal. and i still can see how them beating me is...
    juliaaprongs juliaaprongs
    13-15, F
    Dec 22, 2015

    . . . . Wished To Be Someone Else.

    To this day I have no clue as to why my parents wanted children. They should not have been allowed dogs much less children. As I’m looking back I remember them being nice to the dogs, my oversight. I can still hear my Grandfather yelling at my mother, “He’s going to kill...
    spideytoes spideytoes
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Feb 19, 2011

    Seriously?

    i remember peeing under my bed at night beacause in order to get to the bathroom i would have to pass the bedroom of my father. i did it one night and got it with a wicked 1960-70's hairbrush. that thing was meant for african american hair i think. i got it from the bottoms of my...
    ryannsgrammie ryannsgrammie
    41-45
    3 Responses Jun 2, 2009

    I remember every time my parents hit me every

    time except this one. I guess I either blocked it out or it was because I was too young,I remember other beatings from this time in my life but not this one. it wasnt really a beating just a smack but every one in my family laughs about it and jokes, I don't think it's funny. I...
    Kitty1997 Kitty1997
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 11

    ...Along With...

    ...verbal and emotional abuse, and my brother received the same when he was three and i was four from the time my father and stepmother had their own baby onward for the next thirteen years. That's when the beatings stopped but the other abuse never did.
    eleanorssong eleanorssong
    56-60, F
    Oct 4, 2012

    Foster Child

    Ever since I was young, I jumped from foster family to foster family. To this day, I have been in twelve foster homes. Nine of those twelve had adults that would beat me for some bizarre That I still do not understand to this day. Two others just ignored me, and saw me as a...
    dearveronica dearveronica
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 3, 2012

    Scars

    The whip of the leather Seething into my bloodied wounds Nothing but pain My back is on fire Please, some water So I may put it out My eyes say it all See that film on them? So I beg, please I single kind deed To a young one so weak Too weak to stand Too weak to keep on breathing...
    MaiaTheBroken MaiaTheBroken
    18-21, F
    Jun 3, 2012

    Living In Hell

    When i was just a baby my mum left my dad,for some reason she left me with him.He didn't know what to do with a kid so he took me to my grandma's place.She hated her son because he turned out to be an alcoholic and  took out all her frustrations on me.I was physically and...
    ufutaa ufutaa
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Mar 19, 2012

    My Step Dad was like a Nazi once.

    He blamed me for everything. The littlest things pissed him off, and he always blamed me for it. I was always beaten for it.
    VinceOfOhio VinceOfOhio
    18-21
    2 Responses Nov 23, 2014

    My Dad :(

    my Dad use to beat me all the time, when he wanted to ht my brother, I get in front of him, just so he wouldn't get beat. I rather my dad beat on me, than to hurt my lil brother. I Loved him too much for that....I didn't want him to have to go through that, so I did wahtever...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 10, 2010

    And This Is Life??..........

    Me and my mom had an ok relationship when I was younger. I remember my dad used to hit my mom. They separated by the time I hit kindergarten. Everything was off and on meaning I would really get it every so often until my preteen years. When I got into the 7th grade that's when...
    droop91977 droop91977
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Apr 10, 2010

    Well, he died and we bury him in two days,

    the man who beat me "to within an inch" of my life...over and over. He died in my arms... He didn't leave me anything but his widow, my mother, who sat and listened, watched, and instigated the beatings. Now she is completely lost and needs me to help her with everything...
    Run2Me Run2Me
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Aug 8, 2015

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