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I Used to Be Depressed and Still Get Depressed Sometimes

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    I'm okay right now (meaning today.

    .. I can never predict how I will be tomorrow), but my friend from school (who I at the time had a thing for) found out of my depression (long story).. so I was hoping that maybe he would take it okay and not be weirded out, because I mean I just thought that maybe he might be...
    fragilegirl6 fragilegirl6 13-15, F Apr 20

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