I used to let the darkness pull me in.
I Used to take a bottle of pills, only to feel no effect what so ever.
I used to try to drown myself,
It was only when I cut one too deep that I almost died.
I imagined my little sister walking in the room seeing me,
I was put into a home for troubled girls when I was 17, under 24hr suicide watch. I truly believe it was the best thing that ever happened to me. It gave me the knowledge that I wasn't alone. That was my biggest obstacle at that time, I felt isolated & alone...