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I Used to Be

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    Happy

    I don't know why I've changed,now all I want to be,is at peace.
    Xavieran Xavieran 18-21 2 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    Unsure

    I used to be sure of what I had to do. I had this role and it was hard sometimes but at least I knew what to do and who I was in some sense. Now I don't know, and I'm struggling to be that sure and happy.
    thatsamo thatsamo 18-21, F Oct 5, 2013

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    Whole. I used to be whole.

    It was something like a cup filled up to the brim, and running over with life and things of good. Yea, I used to be a full cup, a quilt strong enough to fight off the polar ice caps, a radiance of warmth. Now I'm holding on for dear life to my loose and tattered strings...
    SleepyHead2123 SleepyHead2123 18-21 1 Response Feb 1, 2014

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    I Use To Be..

    i use to be proud .. Now , its all gone.
    Nesju16 Nesju16 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    Friendly

    I used to be friendly. I had a lot of friends. But now I've lost it all. I was depressed and I pushed them away from myself. And now I regret it. All of them away from me now and I miss them a lot. Different cities and I'm no longer seeing any of them. Now I understand the...
    HoneySakura HoneySakura 18-21, F Oct 3, 2013

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    Happy

    Feb 19, '12 was the last day I remember being truly happy........I don't remember what that feels like anymore. Some days I feel sad, maybe a twinge of anger when certain things come to mind.....but most days I just feel nothing. Recently my nightly panic attacks & anxiety...
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 36-40, F 5 Responses Apr 26, 2013

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    A Mouse...........

    Quiet, Introverted, Shy, & Above All Else............Agreeable. I just assumed that was what made me a good girl. It was what kept people loving me & it would keep people from leaving me or hating me or learning the dark truth about me............That I was truly a bad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 8, 2009

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    Confused

    I never understood where all my emotions and feelings came from, until somebody turned on the light. After that I became a completely different person. I love the new me :)
    Quibbler Quibbler 18-21, F 1 Response May 5, 2013

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    An easy catch. Taken

    for granted. Pushed around - not anymore. My intuition is so much stronger that I can already tell who my friends are, and who's not. I can easily recognize real from fake. I'm not perfect, but I'm well on my way to becoming a better person.
    DiamondPrincess89 DiamondPrincess89 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    Sure

    I used to be so sure about things. I thought I had the greatest friends and everything was going my way. I did well in school and performed in athletics. Most people liked me. I was sure that that was happiness and all I would ever need. But then things changed. My boyfriend...
    turbur turbur 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2013

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    Open

     A lot more open and a little less troubled by the world outside.
    luka309 luka309 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 6, 2009

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    My name is patrick stella,

    I have been through hell and pain,looking for a good and real spell caster who can help me get my husband back.I have been scammed so many times,by some who claimed to be real spell casters.until i found the real and great spell caster (DR.cuba) who helped me,and solved all my...
    spellcasterejoe spellcasterejoe 22-25 Feb 24, 2014

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    Happy

    I used to be happy. I used to care, I used to smile. I had faith, I had hope.Now all of my hope is gone. I no longer smile. I see the world in a different light. Infact, I see the world in all of it's darkness and tragedy.For me, there is no light. Rarely do I appreciate warmth...
    TheSimpsons8 TheSimpsons8 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 25, 2012

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    Depressed

    And now I'm not. Somehow one day I just woke up and it was like a cloud lifted and I could finally see my feelings. Like all that time they were buried or cast away with a spell of some sort. And I could feel again. Anything, everything but pain, which was my reality for more...
    elenaki elenaki 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2013

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    I have thousands of people underneath my skin,

    How did they get there? Where to begin, I suppose as a child, a long time ago, I was told I was different, I knew it was so, I had SO much energy, and my mind would race, I could reason with clarity, I could think with grace, I asked so many questions, I always asked why, I...
    AeonClock AeonClock 26-30, M 1 Response May 30, 2014

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    Those Were The Days.

    I used to be a super hero ballerina. =(I could fling my tu tu at bad guys and sever their heads.Those were the days.
    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 31, 2011

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    Straight

    Well, I guess I was never really straight, but I used to date men.  Hell, I slept with them and had lots of pretty wild and satisfying sex, too.  But I was never really happy.  I see now that I was trying to convince the world, and mostly myself, that I was...
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 7 Responses Apr 8, 2009

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    My List.

    a child innocent a virgin fearless a criminal idealistic a soldier optimistic a student in shape a musician idealistic a dreamer
    CopperCoil CopperCoil 36-40, M Apr 20, 2011

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    Mean

    and hatefulbut then Jesus healed my heart and filled me up with so much love that it just spills out to everyone else around me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :Dso no more am i hateful and bitter towards ppl who abused me and stuff bcuz God is love and he's inside of me so i can't...
    ursomeoneworthdying4 ursomeoneworthdying4 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2011

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    Many Things

    I used to be outgoing, but now I'm a mouse. I used to consider myself beautiful, but now when I look in the mirror all I see is ugly. I used to feel safe, but now I live in fear. I used to be happy, but now I feel sad. I used to be trusting, but now I trust no one. I used to be...
    Katryan Katryan 22-25, F Mar 11, 2013

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    Confident

    I used to be confident. I used to feel good about myself, and when flashes of this past come back to me, it always surprises me. I always think about what has changed the person I was. One of my many memories includes a friend I once had. We were always stuck to the hip. We...
    CreamPanda CreamPanda 16-17, T Jun 8, 2013

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    I used to look towards the future and was excited for what may come. That's the thing about the future...anything is possible and nothing is written in stone. The future is about...
    SunshineMel SunshineMel 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    I have a story about a time I went to school with my bra stuffed back in 8th grade. What I used to stuff was kind of a bad choice. If one were to go for socks, they would usually...
    moneycakes moneycakes 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I used to use this website under another username because I felt so lonely and out of place. My depression got the best of me, but currently I'm so much better. I used drugs...
    nostalgiaa nostalgiaa 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I used to cut myself all over with razors.. I haven't done it in two years :) (yay??)
    mandycandy0123 mandycandy0123 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 22

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    I am a size 18 curvy wife. I am selling my used panties to guys who prefer bigger girls. Message me for details or requests. Jane
    janesusedpanties janesusedpanties 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    We were on vacation last week. I mentioned to my wife that i needed a book to read in the evenings. My wife picked up her phone and after a few seconds told me there was a used...
    marriedup marriedup 56-60, M Jul 22

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    I really want to share my story but I am afraid. It is hard to talk about and already has token away from me friends and family and my dignity. I should have used my head and...
    onlyhuman1 onlyhuman1 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I used to play guitar for about 2-3 years when I was younger. I really liked playing it but from issues that had occurred to me.. I couldn't play no more... Now my guitar is away...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 22

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    usedpantiesseller usedpantiesseller 18-21, F Jul 21

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    usedpantiesseller usedpantiesseller 18-21, F Jul 21

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    usedpantiesforsale usedpantiesforsale 18-21, F Jul 20

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    Narrated the poems and stories in the book Falling Up... Even used different voices for the characters. Probably the funniest thing of the night.
    redheadedmelly redheadedmelly 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I am WAY better now! I never used to act this kool, I articulate my perspicacity with style, I have better fashion sense, I look better and have a much better body. I don't care...
    LowercaseN LowercaseN 41-45, M Jul 20

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    wh0r3 wh0r3 18-21, F Jul 20

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    Found out tonight that this guy I used to have a thing with slept with my friend too. He slept with me shortly after her and I know I shouldn't care now because I'm married and...
    SunnyRaye SunnyRaye 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I used cut myself. I had a really tough time in my life when i was super duper depressed. It was horrible. I did a lot of things that i regret but the one thing I regret most was...
    dorksarecute dorksarecute 16-17, F Jul 19

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    usedclothes usedclothes 18-21, F Jul 18

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    I've been hurt so much from people that said they loved me. they have hurt me emotionally and physically. I feel nothing for these people anymore as I have moved on. with all this...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    When i was in my teen ages, i used to go out without wearing it (cause i was skinny then) but now pokies are too prominent. :(
    idoubtthat idoubtthat 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    Now is the time of the day when some thoughts come back to me and I just feel like sharing to people, needing some advice. This feeling started a year ago and I can't go through a...
    Pickingusername Pickingusername 18-21, F Jul 13

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    I'm not used to people listening when you talk.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 12

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    I have made loads of mistakes in my life... When i was a small kid i used to make troubles a lot for example one time me and my aunt (who is the same age as me) had an idea to...
    fallenindarkness fallenindarkness 13-15, F Jul 6

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    before the state started funding my work. i used to be payed $1 a day for 8 hours of hard laborer, farm work, 7 days a week. I got scammed big time. that equals to $60 a week...
    bigben7240 bigben7240 16-17, M Jul 5