I Used to Be

And now I'm not. Somehow one day I just woke up and it was like a cloud lifted and I could finally see my feelings. Like all that time they were buried or cast away with a spell of some sort. And I could feel again. Anything, everything...

I never understood where all my emotions and feelings came from, until somebody turned on the light. After that I became a completely different person.
I love the new me :)

I used to be a super hero ballerina. =(I could fling my tu tu at bad guys and sever their heads.Those were the days.

A lot more open and a little less troubled by the world outside.

Quiet, Introverted, Shy, & Above All Else............Agreeable.
I just assumed that was what made me a good girl. It was what kept people loving me & it would keep people from leaving me or hating me or learning the dark truth...

Feb 19, '12 was the last day I remember being truly happy........I don't remember what that feels like anymore. Some days I feel sad, maybe a twinge of anger when certain things come to mind.....but most days I just feel nothing...

Well, I guess I was never really straight, but I used to date men.  Hell, I slept with them and had lots of pretty wild and satisfying sex, too.  But I was never really happy.  I see now that I was trying to convince...

and hatefulbut then Jesus healed my heart and filled me up with so much love that it just spills out to everyone else around me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :Dso no more am i hateful and bitter towards ppl who abused me and stuff bcuz...

I used to be happy. I used to care, I used to smile. I had faith, I had hope.Now all of my hope is gone. I no longer smile. I see the world in a different light. Infact, I see the world in all of it's darkness and tragedy.For me, there...

i use to be proud .. Now , its all gone.

a child
innocent
a virgin
fearless
a criminal
idealistic
a soldier
optimistic
a student
in shape
a musician
idealistic
a dreamer