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I Used to Do Crystal Meth

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    Dont Wanna Think About Meth Nomore

    I havent smoked meth in almost a year but I still think about it everyday and have weird cravings for it.. Its like I cant get over the fact that I just want to ******* do it! I mean I dont want to because I have more important things in my life then going back to that but...
    Bree93 Bree93 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 9, 2013

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    Not Anymore

    I was hooked on meth for 5 years!I was 90 lbs and not mentally well.I took some bad ****,and i ended up crazy in a mental hospital for 30 days!That was enough for me.I was done!I got help,went to NA ect.I have been clean since 12/28/96:)That **** is poison,it WILL kill u,I'm so...
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 31-35, F 16 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    Recovering Seems To Be The Hardest Part

    I never thought that i would end up in this position. Going through these withdrawals. I didn't understand before how people and family and friends I knew could get so hooked and lose the things they wanted and cared for the most, I didn't understand until it happened to me. I...
    Littlekai Littlekai 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    What I Always Wanted...2

    So I should back up and say that I've been clean now since September 2012. During that year and a half my kids moved in with my parents, I lost my house, my job and my respect. I lived from friends house to friends house. Well so called friends anyway. We were always looking for...
    bluetnt27 bluetnt27 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 29, 2013

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    Skeletons

    I did alot of stupid things when I was young, dumb, and full of....yeah I think ya get the picture. I don't exactly remember how old I was when I first got started on this addiction or most of the things that happened while I was on it, I mainly go by stories that friends and...
    AresBushido AresBushido 21-25, M 2 Responses Jul 7, 2008

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    I'm A Recovering Meth Addict

    I've been clean and sober two months, since May 16th of this year. And most days I can't stand it, you know? The thought of living the rest of my life without ever feeling that rush again when I bang it or take a hit or do a line is ******* awful. I'm hanging in there for now...
    WorthlessWhore WorthlessWhore 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 17, 2011

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    Living In Hell

    I started smoking dope 5 months ago. I was staying in a hotel and was moving in with a friend and her dad the next day. I had gotten the room for an extra night hoping my boyfriend would stay the night. My friend was there helping me pack up my stuff and we waited on him to show...
    ocbaby92 ocbaby92 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 25, 2013

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    Depressing..

    meth really dug me into a hole. its hard, lonely, depressing for me now at this point. sober 2weeks. i regularly was using meth at age 14 to this point. where does one begin in life, with nothing.
    jjennwil jjennwil 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 9, 2013

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    I Tried Meth At 14, I Took A Rather Shameful Path At That.

    Being 14 was difficult for me, I didn't understand much, and was often directed by how people thought of me. This all started when I met a burger king employee(who was 18) and became closer friends with him. During breaks we would talk and eventually I found out that he smoked...
    Purato Purato 13-15, M 6 Responses Sep 8, 2011

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    19 Months Free From Crystal Meth

      I tried to get help from the police but they've always just told me to move. Ever since then, I've been suffering with tingling and burning skin sensations whenever I'm at home. The hairs on my body get singed and burnrd and I break out into blisters that never heal...
    FREENICKnet FREENICKnet 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 13, 2009

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    Now What...

    Some days Im good, some not so good. before meth I think I felt more satisfied in my life. Its sorta like before you've ever had sex. You think nothing has changed about you but the longer you go without it the more you see you will never go back to being the person you were...
    bluetnt27 bluetnt27 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    Struggling

    I can remember the first time, like it was yesterday. Haha. It practically was, compared to how long many people stay on it. It was about 7 months ago now actually. Neighbor boy moves in, gets reall chummy with me and my brother. They called me on the phone one night, "Oh, H...
    HnM44 HnM44 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    Husband Confessed To Use Crystall Meth

    I am so confused right now and hopefully someone experienced can give me some answers. My husband was acting very strangely for the last 3 months, going to bed 3-4 am, feeling irritated and sexually he couldn't really have a full erection. My first thought was that he had someone...
    Volvicjm Volvicjm 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 13, 2013

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    Once upon a moment in reversed time,

    Rayanna decided to write a rhyme. Cruisin, boozin, smoking dimes and severing all the ties. Shady *** surrey pokers with bug eyes buzzin like flies soaring sky high. All we ever receive in return of being kind are dirty tall tale lies made to hide and disguise. Try and rewind...
    Avalina20 Avalina20 22-25, F Feb 25

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    That And...

    WeedEcstasyCokeAnd sometimes I would combine some of these. So I would be all F*cked up!I didn't want to think or feel anything. My life was one big party! But when I was sober I was miserable. I tried to stay messed up most of the time. But then I got tired of it all.  Out of...
    surrealreality surrealreality 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 12, 2013

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    My Life Of Drug Addiction By: An Addict named

    brad In the beginning, I shot myself in the head. Three times. With a nail gun. As I remember, it didn’t really hurt all that much. Maybe that’s because I was already hurting so badly, all over. The end . . . really happened when I was introduced to alcohol at age 11. It...
    sober4life sober4life 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    Im A Meth Baby

    Im not sure if anyone can help but ive gone through several weird past experiences things are a hell of alot better now but i am a child born with meth and the addictive trait in my blood...id love to talk to a recovering meth addict who could maby help me understand whyyy my mom...
    mimimouse mimimouse 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2013

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    I As Constantly Rolling.

    So this is about my buddy swim (lol) used to fricking love rolling, infact if an ex or a buddy showed up tonight holding I would have no hesitations getting behind the wheel. For some reason I have never really given a crap about my own health. Who knows I would probably be a...
    dikead dikead 26-30 5 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    A Slave

    I was 13, living in a new city (from a smaller town) and in junior high ready for high school. I met a group of "ravers" as they called themselves and I was instantly accepted among their crowd where as in most other cliques, I was looked down apart for my shy nature and quick...
    jcquarious jcquarious 22-25 2 Responses Dec 16, 2010

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    I Use To But Now Im Clean

    I started doing Meth when I was 18 years old, my daughter was only two months old and her daddy practically made me do it, he like to hit me so I just did what he wanted and tried it. Big big mistake I started doing it all the time. So I blamed him for my new addiction and when...
    mlp24 mlp24 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 27, 2013

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    Glad To Be A Ex-meth Addict

    I haven't done meth for about 4 years now.I'm so much better off but live is still hard. The thing I miss the most are friends. I'm 43 now and the people that I used to know, that I grew up with, I can't hang out with them. I also don't fit in with people I grew up with that didn...
    sinbad666 sinbad666 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 2, 2012

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    My Battle With Amphetamine--i Won!

    Hi everyone. Id just like to share my story. I started using 'speed' as we called it back then when I was 14, we used to snort it, it was quite low quality but there was a seemingly never ending supply because a friend of ours father was a dealer and he used to steal it off his...
    mrstatic mrstatic 26-30 4 Responses Jun 7, 2009

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    And I Do It Now, Too.

    And I am happier, more productive, engaged with life, compassionate, generous, effective, and competent than I have ever been. Everyone who knows me would agree with this, too. Not all illegal drugs are bad for everyone and many are badly hurt by their illegality. I lost 25...
    Scofflaw Scofflaw 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    I Want It Back

    i'm going to get a big sack of tweak for myself to use. i'm sober and have ben for a little bit but i don't know what i'm doing anymore. getting this sack makes me feel like i know what i'm doing for the first time. it's so natural and easy. i do know what to do and that's to use...
    Spilled Spilled 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2013

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    All Over South Texas

    man, if this is a place to find support, forgive me, because i like my stories to be detailed, for real, some may call it a "war story", I say, war story it out, eff it. I have done the stuff before yeah, i can remember so many times when i would be stuck in my house because i...
    BabsBunnyTinyToons24 BabsBunnyTinyToons24 22-25, F Mar 3, 2013

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    Hawaii

    I'm moving to Hawaii by the end of the year, and i'm 7days sober off meth now. and i know it will be good for me but i'm scared because meth is really big there, i don't have very much will power. i'm thinking of going to NA meetings when i get there but i haven't made the full...
    Spilled Spilled 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2013

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    I WAS On Day 7

    i relapsed on my 7th day of being sober off meth. it was a mistake i know, but i just couldn't help myself. my mind is scattered from it now. i'm not thinking clearly and leaving things behind. only a couple people know but i'm actually trying to get around telling them. i feel...
    Spilled Spilled 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 15, 2013

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    I've been using meth

    since June last year. Really heavy since October. In November around thanksgiving I went to detox. Come out few days later and starting using again. Come New Year's Day gonna really quit. 2 weeks later I'm using again. Just can't let go of the pipe. Gonna try again to stop after...
    silverfox54 silverfox54 56-60, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    3 Months Shy Of 4 Years ;-(

    I'm 28 years old. I had been using meth since my freshman year in high school. Life had become shear hell by the time I had made it to 23. I didn't see anyway out of the abusive relationship I had found myself in. I went to my mom's house for my little brother's 21st birthday...
    TypicalLibra TypicalLibra 26-30, F 3 Responses May 21, 2013

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    I used to be a tweeker big time.

    I just celebrated 6 years without meth on December 15. Never thought I could do it
    fufishiswaz fufishiswaz 41-45, M 6 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    What Life Came To..

    I was 16 years old, at a party when I first seen it I was scared to take a hit my friends were all doing it and kept telling me it'll be fine and ****.. That night I went and got more and more. The next morning as I went home I still was doing it after being up all night. For...
    eshapesha eshapesha 22-25, F 2 Responses May 14, 2013

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    kejul kejul 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    I was like really into it like two months ago

    but the high wears off lol u have to step it up to get the effect sometimes
    Cole11 Cole11 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 31, 2013

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    FML

    Sitting on a bed in the place I relapse at all the time. I can't help but think I'm doing something wrong, my morals are cracked but I kind of am holding my ground... Wish me luck in my experience, I will update once I'm home and out of this binge...
    Spilled Spilled 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    Friday Will Mark 2 Months Off It! How To Reward Myself?

    I'm thinking a massage would be a good reward to myself...
    sunnygirls2 sunnygirls2 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 11, 2013

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    The Monster Known As Meth

    One year clean from methamphetamine I still struggle in my recovery. This journey is unforgiving. The struggle great. At times, too much. I'm looking for friends, those who know of what I am going through or those going through a struggle of there own. Feeling lonely now that...
    glass1ncision glass1ncision 26-30, F 7 Responses Dec 15, 2012

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    Long Road To Staying Clean..

    Hi. I am a 24 year old recovering from my addiction to crystal meth. I have been clean since April 2009. Everyday is a battle and i dont want to lose. I dont want to ruin my life.. I was only an addict for 3 years and i got out before it did any real damage to my life.. but i...
    Sandra530 Sandra530 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 9, 2010

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    And It Didn't Ruin My Life.

    I've always been very open to experiences. Drugs are no exception. I'm a very curious individual. I'm no stranger to drug experimentation. I've pretty much tried it all. I enjoy drugs. I enjoy being outside of my usual mind. But I wouldn't want to live everyday under the...
    queenxbee queenxbee 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    Starting Over

    I was an addict for almost 3 yrs. my first time i was given ice by a friend. a week later i began taking adderol. didnt like that feeling so i found myself smoking meth. i began using a couple times a month then it turned into a weekend thing..then before i knew it a daily...
    lilbit27 lilbit27 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    So I first tried ice

    when I was 18 in the summer of 09. It was the worst thing that I have ever done and I stopped after a month of doing it day and night. I was paranoid and food tasted disgusting.. Anyways that's not the point. I stopped for 2 years, and then in 2012 before Valentines day I did it...
    txblank91 txblank91 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    Related Experiences

    I first tried it when I was 16 ( I am now 17) I fell inlove with the way it made me feel after my first burn. I've had near death exspirence's psychotic episodes and It still isn't...
    neckd33p neckd33p 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    A good friend of mine gave me meth last year and I now smoke it on a very regular basis, I fell for a drug dealer who in the end used me for all I had. I've just gone from friend...
    skindeeep skindeeep 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Uhm is this strictly about quiting I fucken love it for now n in n off I've lived through many points.... Haha no pun intended. All so know is my life is normal now and I still do...
    Goaskher Goaskher 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I seriously need rehab but don't know how to tell my family
    AldoPalaciosAH AldoPalaciosAH 26-30 a week ago

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    I used snort cocaine, snort crystal meth and smoke marijuana. It got so bad that I used to help run drugs and I caught with two ounces of cocaine and another time I was caught with...
    badgirl03 badgirl03 18-21, F Mar 22

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    I tried several times to quit using on my own. I could pull together a few months at best and would always return to the pipe. Near the end I got myself arrested. I had been...
    bigmike888 bigmike888 41-45, M Mar 19

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    I used to take meth. It started out as an experiment, to enhance sex. I took it for a period of 10 months. I wasn't a heavy user, buying a gram that could last me 2 weeks, but it...
    alifeofpoz alifeofpoz 31-35, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I did meth and tried other drugs and have been clean now 3 years. I only did it to lose weight, I lost 72 pounds in 6 weeks I was happy and very energetic. Doing that kept me awake...
    denaellis575 denaellis575 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I was seeing this guy and he kept meeting up with him and having sex then I realised that he was using me, he only used to message me when he wanted to meet up and have sex now his...
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    I'm not even sure how to put into words how I'm feeling at the moment. I have been with Ryan for 6 years and have been friends with him for 10 years. He injects meth multiple times...
    AudieM13 AudieM13 22-25, F Mar 21

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