I Used to Do Crystal Meth

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 259 People


    meth really dug me into a hole. its hard, lonely, depressing for me now at this point. sober 2weeks. i regularly was using meth at age 14 to this point. where does one begin in life, with nothing.
    jjennwil jjennwil
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 9, 2013

    I always said no to offers

    for years. It wasn't until I became obsessed with my weight when I said what's the worst that can happen, so I tried it. I found myself calling this friend more and more often.At first, the rush was immense 3 or 4 good hits will do (I loved smoking it). I noticed me doing it...
    Alesmind Alesmind
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Sep 5, 2015

    Recovering Seems To Be The Hardest Part

    I never thought that i would end up in this position. Going through these withdrawals. I didn't understand before how people and family and friends I knew could get so hooked and lose the things they wanted and cared for the most, I didn't understand until it happened to me. I...
    Littlekai Littlekai
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jan 30, 2013

    its weird after I quit I still have dreams

    where I havent quit yet..its been so many years and lastnight I had a dream I was snorting lines of jibb with my friend who died a long time ago, when I wake up I want to go back so I can enjoy the trip some more,and hang out with her,is that wrong? I dont want to do any in real...
    Maszea Maszea
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 19, 2015

    I went through a drug addiction during my

    'sophomore becoming a junior in high school' summer. It first started when a this older guy I knew from SF introduced me into meth the beginning of summer. He knew I was a stoner and that I loved to turn up because he knew I never went to school not high. Smoking weed totally...
    nuggetschicken8961 nuggetschicken8961
    18-21, M
    Dec 6, 2014

    I Tried Meth At 14, I Took A Rather Shameful Path At That.

    Being 14 was difficult for me, I didn't understand much, and was often directed by how people thought of me. This all started when I met a burger king employee(who was 18) and became closer friends with him. During breaks we would talk and eventually I found out that he smoked...
    Purato Purato
    13-15, M
    7 Responses Sep 8, 2011

    I've been using meth

    since June last year. Really heavy since October. In November around thanksgiving I went to detox. Come out few days later and starting using again. Come New Year's Day gonna really quit. 2 weeks later I'm using again. Just can't let go of the pipe. Gonna try again to stop after...
    deleted deleted
    7 Responses Jan 21, 2014

    Once upon a moment in reversed time,

    Rayanna decided to write a rhyme. Cruisin, boozin, smoking dimes and severing all the ties. Shady *** surrey pokers with bug eyes buzzin like flies soaring sky high. All we ever receive in return of being kind are dirty tall tale lies made to hide and disguise. Try and rewind...
    Avalina20 Avalina20
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 25, 2014

    I am six months clean from crystal.

    I STILL think about.. almost daily. Before the crystal I was strung out on Adderall. My mother ratted me to my Dr. and the pharmacy, told them I'm addicted and to stop giving me adderral. you can imagine how I felt - pissed! My poor mom didn't know I had an alternative in...
    craqueline craqueline
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Dec 16, 2014

    my aunt whos a major methhead is wanting to come

    and stay with me Im wondering if it will compromise my sobriety I miss her tho a lot and id feel less lonely ohh well theres no use knowing her she probably wont even come out here
    happymess21 happymess21
    26-30, F
    Sep 6, 2015

    Ahhhh! I'm looking on here

    for some support and keep running into posts of people wanting to or talking about how amazing it is... I fell off the wagon several months back. After going to work in the oilfield I signed on with a crew that used daily and almost went back to the deep end I had JUST dug...
    MastaFluff MastaFluff
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 20, 2014

    I am happy I am smart enough not to use meth

    unlike some people I know. And for those blind people meth does NOT cure cancer
    bisexuwhale bisexuwhale
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Oct 15, 2014

    my childhood was done

    when I was 7 . I was around drugs n gangs n all the bad thing and things a child should never see or experience ever in their life as I was growing up. n one day there was some crystal I didn't know what it would do to me . I thought crystal was the same as coke . I told my...
    youngadult14 youngadult14
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 19, 2014
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    Sep 4, 2015
    kejul kejul
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 31, 2014

    3 Months Shy Of 4 Years ;-(

    I'm 28 years old. I had been using meth since my freshman year in high school. Life had become shear hell by the time I had made it to 23. I didn't see anyway out of the abusive relationship I had found myself in. I went to my mom's house for my little brother's 21st birthday...
    TypicalLibra TypicalLibra
    31-35, F
    5 Responses May 21, 2013

    A Slave

    I was 13, living in a new city (from a smaller town) and in junior high ready for high school. I met a group of "ravers" as they called themselves and I was instantly accepted among their crowd where as in most other cliques, I was looked down apart for my shy nature and quick...
    jcquarious jcquarious
    2 Responses Dec 16, 2010

    been clean since February

    and I still have thoughts of using and going back to my old lifestyle bt I have an amazing bby girl on the way and wanna be there for her 100 %%%% in my rite senses. I never realized how long this recovery process would be but ive made it this far and can continue making it one...
    happymess21 happymess21
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Aug 4, 2015

    really want a bump tonight.

    just a small one lol. that's how I justify it at least. Luckily I'm no where near where I know to get it.
    MastaFluff MastaFluff
    22-25, M
    Aug 4, 2015

    Rough Day Today.

    So I'm really wanting to use today.. it's been a couple months and finally was gettin to where i didn't think about it... but today i drank coffee the first time in forever. been all jittery and hyper active all day thinking how great it would be to use.... im not going to but...
    MastaFluff MastaFluff
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 9, 2013


    I did alot of stupid things when I was young, dumb, and full of....yeah I think ya get the picture. I don't exactly remember how old I was when I first got started on this addiction or most of the things that happened while I was on it, I mainly go by stories that friends and...
    AresBushido AresBushido
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2008

    I've been off of it for over a decade,

    with the exception of a night here or there where I was on something else and lost my ability to care if I picked the pipe back up or not. so, I suppose, you could classify me as a randomly, recreational user. this is one of those random times and, my god, I miss the way it just...
    kk1874 kk1874
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 12, 2016

    Big reminder to all the people glorifying the

    drug and fantasizing about doing it again im there with u but then I snap my *** back to reality when I started thinking about the nasty comedowns and how lonnnnnggg it would take jus to feel even a little bit like yourself again I remember all the good ppl I lost all the jobs I...
    happymess21 happymess21
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 4, 2015

    I WAS On Day 7

    i relapsed on my 7th day of being sober off meth. it was a mistake i know, but i just couldn't help myself. my mind is scattered from it now. i'm not thinking clearly and leaving things behind. only a couple people know but i'm actually trying to get around telling them. i feel...
    Spilled Spilled
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Mar 15, 2013


    I can remember the first time, like it was yesterday. Haha. It practically was, compared to how long many people stay on it. It was about 7 months ago now actually. Neighbor boy moves in, gets reall chummy with me and my brother. They called me on the phone one night, "Oh, H...
    HnM44 HnM44
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 19, 2013

    And It Didn't Ruin My Life.

    I've always been very open to experiences. Drugs are no exception. I'm a very curious individual. I'm no stranger to drug experimentation. I've pretty much tried it all. I enjoy drugs. I enjoy being outside of my usual mind. But I wouldn't want to live everyday under the...
    queenxbee queenxbee
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 19, 2013

    My Life Of Drug Addiction By: An Addict named

    brad In the beginning, I shot myself in the head. Three times. With a nail gun. As I remember, it didn’t really hurt all that much. Maybe that’s because I was already hurting so badly, all over. The end . . . really happened when I was introduced to alcohol at age 11. It...
    sober4life sober4life
    41-45, M
    Apr 16, 2014

    Friday Will Mark 2 Months Off It! How To Reward Myself?

    I'm thinking a massage would be a good reward to myself...
    sunnygirls2 sunnygirls2
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Feb 11, 2013

    Thought out my childhood,

    being surrounded by drugs was a norm. But where I'm from Cocaine is the favorite. My dad's ex girlfriend got me to try that candy when I was only eleven. I was experiencing some traumatic events and I wanted something to help me and I was hooked. On cocaine I could function, but...
    Godheals0328 Godheals0328
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 19, 2016

    I have not touched the glass pipe

    since July and July was my last ever binge in my life, I also had some slow because I used to like mixing them both together but doing that took its toll on my health a real big way and it has the potential to be life threatening, if I still had that mind frame back then I...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 5, 2015

    For 7 years i was doing between an eight ball

    and a quarter ounce a week.i have been clean for the last 12 years except for 1 time when i found a small amount on the ground. I went home and snorted it and about an hour later i knew why i quit and have been clean ever since. I didn't have to go through rehab,I just...
    joanne969 joanne969
    66-70, M
    1 Response Feb 7, 2016

    The Monster Known As Meth

    One year clean from methamphetamine I still struggle in my recovery. This journey is unforgiving. The struggle great. At times, too much. I'm looking for friends, those who know of what I am going through or those going through a struggle of there own. Feeling lonely now that...
    glass1ncision glass1ncision
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Dec 15, 2012

    from age 17-30 is how long my crystal meth

    doing lasted..it wasnt till I had a baby in my tummy that I started to realize I should quit. i used to do it because after I would leave an afterhours party I could still hear music in my ears..and then eventually I psychosised a bit and started hearing conversations of people...
    Maszea Maszea
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 24, 2015

    I used to be a tweeker big time.

    I just celebrated 6 years without meth on December 15. Never thought I could do it
    fufishiswaz fufishiswaz
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Dec 16, 2013

    I Use To But Now Im Clean

    I started doing Meth when I was 18 years old, my daughter was only two months old and her daddy practically made me do it, he like to hit me so I just did what he wanted and tried it. Big big mistake I started doing it all the time. So I blamed him for my new addiction and when...
    mlp24 mlp24
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Sep 27, 2013

    Tired Of Tina

    Finally comin down, my mind and body are exhausted, my immune system is so weak, It blows my mind that i still want to get high even though i see how meth is/has running my mind, body, and life in general. I first used at 17, stayed clean for 2 years, went on a three month binge...
    Lexilovely Lexilovely
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 2, 2013

    I tried it about 20 times.

    I didn't like it. It Just made me cry. Its a the nastiest **** ever.
    Ang012685 Ang012685
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 5, 2015

    I was high on jib, for the better part of 5

    years. With one relapse and some pretty nifty, fiend dreams. I wasn't your typical, scabby addict, though. I took care of myself. It was a bonus that it made me horny, cuz I'd shower a lot. Brush my teeth and never pick at my flesh. I was a carpet picker, though. I analyzed all...
    ThisIsNormal ThisIsNormal
    31-35, M
    1 Response May 5, 2014

    I was like really into it like two months ago

    but the high wears off lol u have to step it up to get the effect sometimes
    Cole11 Cole11
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2013

    And I Do It Now, Too.

    And I am happier, more productive, engaged with life, compassionate, generous, effective, and competent than I have ever been. Everyone who knows me would agree with this, too. Not all illegal drugs are bad for everyone and many are badly hurt by their illegality. I lost 25...
    Scofflaw Scofflaw
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Nov 7, 2013
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