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I Used to Do Lots of Drugs

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    Drugs were my friend in high school,

    I used to smoke weed and do lines of coke in the bathrooms. Some of my fondest experiences have been while high on E and there aren't many drugs I haven't tried.
    ScarlettDarkness ScarlettDarkness 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    My Brother Did Drugs

    When hard times came we said, we give up, we said **** it, and let our demons set shop inside of us. We looked in the mirror but we didnt see who we were anymore, just someone empty, the shaking, the sweating, the sick but who could we blame but ourselves? With no one to turn to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 16, 2008

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    Intravenous Line And Needles. Obsessed?

    I have been grossed out by needles and ivs all my and can not bring my self to watch it go into my own arm. I am obsessed with them though it is hard to explain. I love watching a intravenous drip in the hospital and i love watching needles go into other peoples arms. I...
    Synapsethroughspace Synapsethroughspace 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 22, 2012

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    Druggie

    I don't know how to stop, One day, It's gunna kill me, I can't stop, It's to good. But, I lose everyone, even myself. I'm not me. Never again will be. It's a miracle, I'm still here. I cried. I ran-away. I need an escape. I will never go back... This was my escape. No one...
    Faceandhersweetlife Faceandhersweetlife 13-15, F Jun 9, 2012

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    Cunning Baffleing Powerfull

    I started with alcohol I soppose was my first drug. I was only 9 so quite young. It wasn't till I was about 15 that I first tried pot so it was both then. While I was at college I met chemistry students who were manufacturing speed so I started into that. After that it was acic...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 26, 2008

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    Wish I Was Doing Theem Now

    Drugs are my stress reliever and right now my world is crumbling. I have a hard time dealing. I know they only make things worse in the end, so I will stay clean. But it's really hard. I feel so alone. No one understands. Drugs were my outlet for a long time. I just have to keep...
    moonrose81 moonrose81 31-35, F Oct 20, 2011

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    Drugs Were My Life

    i started useing drugs at 13 it was meth i did meth for 5yrs till i ended up in the hospital when i was 20 my dad died 2yrs later i lost my mother we knew she had cancer for a month befor she died from it i had my daughter a month later it was to much and i didnt want to feel...
    laretta laretta 26-30 2 Responses Jan 21, 2009

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    They Ruined My Life.

    I moved to Maine last year for my first year of school and started doing drugs. Extacy, Acid, Shrooms, Heroin, and i also did a few research chemicals. I lost all of my friends from back home, and made a whole bunch of new druggy friends. I wouldn't say i was addicted, but i was...
    cperc cperc 18-21 1 Response Oct 14, 2010

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    Me Too

    Got pissed before I'd even started nursery and went from there. Smoked weed daily from being about ten or eleven, was on codiene posphate and other opiate based painkillers, valium, tamazipam, oxymapam and whatever tranquiliser i could get or family members gave me throughout...
    LickingStamps LickingStamps 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2009

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    I Tried To Tell Him I Burn

    Tonight I tried to tell my dad that I burn myself. My dad I'd very judgemental and stubborn so I told him the classic line my friend dose it. He told me she's CRAZY and that what I need to tell her is heres a can of gass go do it. I tried hard not to cry because even know I know...
    Carrieann24 Carrieann24 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 16, 2011

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    Sex, Drugs, Rock & Roll

    I went to college in the '60s, so as you can imagine, I did a lot of drugs.  At least, I think I did, the whole decade is sort of a blur.
    ElLagarto ElLagarto 56-60, M 9 Responses Jul 17, 2007

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    I Still Do,but I Used To,too..

    i like that joke..i have been using drugs in some way shape or form since i was 12.i'm 36 now,and i do quit from time to time,but i dont want to stay sober.i like gettting high.Ive pretty much done anything you could name..its sad really.
    Dweeds Dweeds 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 2, 2011

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    From a Young Age

    I started stealing my Mom's medicine (pain pills and tranquilizers) when I was probably about 12. The funny thing is that at the same time I was really into church and God.  Being gay, however, the church made me hate myself so much that I tried to deaden the pain. I...
    life101 life101 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2007

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    KEEP It Real

    I have used and abused drugs all my adult life and I am now paying the cosequences. Ive had speed induced psychosis, nervous breakdowns , the list goes on...     What I want to say to anyone listening is dont trade in everything you care passionately...
    madeofstone madeofstone 36-40, M 4 Responses Oct 8, 2007

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    drugs were my everything.

    everything started back when i was 12 started smoking pot and that was not good enough started trying other **** in high school did herion a few times and for about 3 months blew cocaine everysingle day, not a day went by without it before school, would skip school and do it all...
    manbearpig manbearpig 16-18, M Dec 14, 2007

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    Maybe...again?

    Ok, so here is my dillema... i used massive amounts of drugs from ages 17 - 23ish...i'm 32 now. i used lots of meth and lsd mostly. i quit cold turkey when i realized that i was probably gonna die and ended up getting my bachelors degree in criminal justice. needless to say...
    MarleyMomma MarleyMomma 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    I Lost A Dacade To Drugs .

    I spent the 90's high , mostly smack but I've tried everything .I spent from the age off 11 to 22 off my head , I didn't enjoy my teenage years because of it . I should have been doing the normal things teens do and not living in that disgusting filthy drug world , seeing things...
    certifiable certifiable 70+, F 4 Responses Jun 11, 2011

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    Crying For Help

    I told my dad I've been burning for about a year he made me show him the scars that's Probly the hardest thing I had to do He was very jugemental I walked off from it and he sat down an talked to me an he said he would help :) I hope this works
    Carrieann24 Carrieann24 16-17, F Sep 25, 2011

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    Need Friends In Los Angeles

    Long story short, I dropped all y friends because I wanted something better, even if it meant going it alone. I now am 2 years sober, have my life together, have a little family of my own, baby/fiance, and would just like someone to have some drinks and dance with on the weekends...
    Jesshil2003 Jesshil2003 18-21, F Sep 1, 2012

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    I Did Enough

    drugs to realize that they don't work for me anymore.i did heroin every day for the better part of a decade, and then on and off for the past 5 years.a while ago, i got to a place where dope sickness didn't really contrast with how i was feeling when i was or wasn't using, so i...
    irisexit irisexit 31-35, T Jan 14, 2012

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    One Bad Experiance

    Using was a lifestyle for me. Truthfully I loved it but I’m going to share one of my bad experiences. Ryan (my ex bf) his friends C.K, Trent and myself drove to Chicago for an NFL game. It was a couple of days before game. Trent brought some magic mushroom but he wasn...
    AkA007 AkA007 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 1, 2009

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    Back In the Day

    I did just about everything I could get my hands on before I saw the people around me start to crumble as well as my life. The times were fun but the down times were off the wall crazy.
    Xeno Xeno 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 12, 2007

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    Peace, Pot and Microdot!

    Those were the days my friend, i thought they'd n e   v  r    n  .
    wonderbred wonderbred 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 16, 2009

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    All These Haters

    I have been a addict for most of my life drugs alcohol and i thought that was good enough for me and that was the only way.  when i was trying to get clean all my so called friends started being stupid with me treating me like **** so i was over it and made it clear.  Some...
    UnexpectedSuspect UnexpectedSuspect 26-30 Nov 17, 2011

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    So It Goes

    Mirror shatters In formless reflections of matter Glass hand dissolving To ice petal flowers revolving Lady in velvet Recedes in the nights of goodbye   Shall we go, you and I, while we can Through the transitive nightfall of diamonds
    wonderbred wonderbred 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    15

    I moved away from  a very innocent place in to the upper part of Michigan when I was 14, and I've been up here for a year and so far I've done triple c's, ecstasy,pot, shrooms, acid, and a few others. I dont do that stuff anymore but I still get the urge to, everyone else does...
    kannibalkatie kannibalkatie 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 22, 2012

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    I Did

    extasie, coke, heroin, acid, canabis, actually still do the last one lol. but oh well. its a case of the lesser evil lol
    jossiemarie jossiemarie 22-25, F Apr 30, 2008

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    A Little of This...a Lot of That

    I am SO thankful that I am not an addict, mostly... I grew up around people who drank, smoked a lot of pot (my dad's bong was in a kitchen cabinet), and a lot of other drugs. I first got drunk when I was 12.  Shots of Jack Daniel's at a friends sleepover birthday...
    Gem1970 Gem1970 36-40, F Dec 27, 2008

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    If You Had It I Wanted It

    I used to do any drug I could get my hands on.  When I was 14 I started smoking pot.  I thought it was the coolest thing ever.  From pot and alcohol i started popping pills everyday, over the counter pill like Corecidin were my favorite. My friends and I ...
    Locogirrl Locogirrl 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 7, 2009

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    In my freshmen year I met this ultra pretty girl

    who became my best friend, we were together all the time and we partied like crazy. We did a LOT of cocaine, when we started we did it like every day, in the freeway in her car in college in the bathroom. we were so high the whole day that we barely sleept by the night. The day...
    kikidemont kikidemont 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2013

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    Junkie

    I used to be a junkie. I used to live for the next high. From the time I woke up till the time I went to bed I would be trying to score whatever I could get. There was a time when I would do whatever you put in front of me without care or fear of consequences. Is there someone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Sep 21, 2012

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    Was a Druggy

    I used to be a really big druggy... I still drink though...  But not as much... At the age of 14 I had my first alcoholic drink and that was my gateway to everything else... at first it was little pot and a pretty good amount of drinking... It moved from lots of...
    ShallowDreamers ShallowDreamers 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 2, 2008

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    Lostlife

    I started snorting meth at age 20 stood clean for a year because I had a beautiful baby girl then relapsed when she turn a year went to smokeing meth od twice once on x and once on meth under icu told was going to die but kept on my addiction lost my daughter my boyfriend my...
    losteverybody losteverybody 26-30 1 Response Mar 2, 2013

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    Didn't We All?

    In the 70's & 80's everyone I knew took massive amounts of drugs. It was more of a given than an option. Now it's 2010 and those days are long gone. Goodbye, don't miss ya!
    neonshades neonshades 51-55, M 2 Responses Feb 27, 2010

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    Wish I Was Doing Theem Now

    Drugs are my stress reliever and right now my world is crumbling. I have a hard time dealing. I know they only make things worse in the end, so I will stay clean. But it's really hard. I feel so alone. No one understands. Drugs were my outlet for a long time. I just have to keep...
    moonrose81 moonrose81 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2011

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    Drugs and the Future.

    I'm not gonna lie, ive done my fair share of drugs. My mom has always told me that she has never done any drugs in her life. I'[m some what suspicious of that though. In her day it was the hippies smoking weed. And when I was introduced to drugs it was extacy. I'm clean now. I...
    missashshalee missashshalee 18-21, F May 4, 2008

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    Old Memories

    I remember taking every bit of it in, pushing the whole world out, and forgetting, just forgetting. I remember feeling the claws of death slowly raked down my heart while its tongue toyed with the nipples of my ego. I remember looking everywhere for an answer to the persistent...
    CopperCoil CopperCoil 36-40, M 5 Responses Mar 28, 2008

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    Too Many

    I spent about five yrs  off and on of drugs .  I mainly smoked pot and drank  but i took alot of dif pills , perkesets , vicodin ,  Caffeine pills and these  blood  pressure cold pills that were like an acid trip , and acid  i tried coke twice...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    My Life Of Drug Addiction By: An Addict named brad In the beginning, I shot myself in the head. Three times. With a nail gun. As I remember, it didn’t really hurt all that...
    sober4life sober4life 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    I used to take meth. It started out as an experiment, to enhance sex. I took it for a period of 10 months. I wasn't a heavy user, buying a gram that could last me 2 weeks, but it...
    alifeofpoz alifeofpoz 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    There are so many things I could say about this that it's difficult to organize my thoughts, but I'll do my best.First of all, before we even talk about the common sense reasons...
    greatgig91 greatgig91 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    I used snort cocaine, snort crystal meth and smoke marijuana. It got so bad that I used to help run drugs and I caught with two ounces of cocaine and another time I was caught with...
    badgirl03 badgirl03 18-21, F Mar 22

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    Around my early time as a 16 year old I lost my best friend. I met him when I was 15 during summer camp and we bonded ever since. He didn't die though, my parents thought that he...
    HeyRainbow HeyRainbow 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Mr Pill - There is no such thing as a good drug of any kind, especially recreational drugs. Drugs are specifically there to use you and manipulate you and drive you to do...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Apr 2

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    the bong was pretty, it was clear, but black on the bottom. he called it Sanja, it's his favorite name in the world, he thinks it's beautiful. I was confused, nervous...
    maggieee5086 maggieee5086 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I did meth and tried other drugs and have been clean now 3 years. I only did it to lose weight, I lost 72 pounds in 6 weeks I was happy and very energetic. Doing that kept me awake...
    denaellis575 denaellis575 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I've been battling a meth addiction for awhile now I don't know what it is maybe it's the way it lifts me up makes me confident I don't even know anymore I started using 2 and a...
    nnawata nnawata 16-17, F Mar 22

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    Let me be clear about this. I ABSOLUTELY despise any sort of drug. Especially weed because everyone seems to think it's not bad, it won't affect you. It does. No one ever reads the...
    Kitzami Kitzami 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 21

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    Hey! I'm new here at EP and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F Mar 27

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    Don't judge but I own my **** and can say I use illicit and Rx drugs recreationally like Xanax and Crystal Meth and my life is amazing, drugs or not. I like the rush and feel that...
    JRyanNYC JRyanNYC 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    A challenge for you... If you have a group of friends and your connection is doing drugs together. Try abstaining from drugs for a bit. Don't tell them you hate drugs don't tell...
    Dracena Dracena 22-25, F Apr 1

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    Mr Pill is NOT for me - Allow me to elaborate, I never have done nor will I ever will use drugs. Recreational or not, nothing good can come from using drugs unless it's for...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Apr 2

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    I used to be awesome. That was when I lived in Oregon. I lived with friends, worked at the adult shop, partied, lots of sex, weighed less, had more energy, my back hurt less and I...
    FIeener FIeener 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    There are some people who come in your life, and then pass right through, like water through smooth river stones, leaving just cool mist of what they were, until even that dries...
    Loveisalive Loveisalive 18-21, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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