I Used to Do Lots of Drugs

drugs to realize that they don't work for me anymore.i did heroin every day for the better part of a decade, and then on and off for the past 5 years.a while ago, i got to a place where dope sickness didn't really contrast with how i...

I started snorting meth at age 20 stood clean for a year because I had a beautiful baby girl then relapsed when she turn a year went to smokeing meth od twice once on x and once on meth under icu told was going to die but kept on my...

I started with alcohol I soppose was my first drug. I was only 9 so quite young. It wasn't till I was about 15 that I first tried pot so it was both then. While I was at college I met chemistry students who were manufacturing speed so I...

I did just about everything I could get my hands on before I saw the people around me start to crumble as well as my life. The times were fun but the down times were off the wall crazy.

Drugs are my stress reliever and right now my world is crumbling. I have a hard time dealing. I know they only make things worse in the end, so I will stay clean. But it's really hard. I feel so alone. No one understands. Drugs were my...

I spent the 90's high , mostly smack but I've tried everything .I spent from the age off 11 to 22 off my head , I didn't enjoy my teenage years because of it . I should have been doing the normal things teens do and not living in that...

Drugs are my stress reliever and right now my world is crumbling. I have a hard time dealing. I know they only make things worse in the end, so I will stay clean. But it's really hard. I feel so alone. No one understands. Drugs were my...

Using was a lifestyle for me. Truthfully I loved it but I’m going to share one of my bad experiences.
Ryan (my ex bf) his friends C.K, Trent and myself drove to Chicago for an NFL game. It was a couple of days before game. Trent...

I started stealing my Mom's medicine (pain pills and tranquilizers) when I was probably about 12.
The funny thing is that at the same time I was really into church and God.  Being gay, however, the church made me hate myself so...

I have used and abused drugs all my adult life and I am now paying the cosequences. Ive had speed induced psychosis, nervous breakdowns , the list goes on...     What I want to say to anyone listening is dont...

I don't know how to stop,
One day, It's gunna kill me,

I can't stop,
It's to good.

But, I lose everyone,
even myself.

I'm not me.
Never again will be.

It's a miracle,
I'm still here.

I cried.
I ran-away.

I need an escape.
I will...

I moved away from  a very innocent place in to the upper part of Michigan when I was 14, and I've been up here for a year and so far I've done triple c's, ecstasy,pot, shrooms, acid, and a few others. I dont do that stuff anymore but...

I have been grossed out by needles and ivs all my and can not bring my self to watch it go into my own arm. I am obsessed with them though it is hard to explain. I love watching a intravenous drip in the hospital and i love watching...

Mirror shatters
In formless reflections of matter
Glass hand dissolving
To ice petal flowers revolving
Lady in velvet
Recedes in the nights of goodbye
 
Shall we go, you and I, while we can
Through the transitive nightfall...

Long story short, I dropped all y friends because I wanted something better, even if it meant going it alone. I now am 2 years sober, have my life together, have a little family of my own, baby/fiance, and would just like someone to...

I went to college in the '60s, so as you can imagine, I did a lot of drugs.  At least, I think I did, the whole decade is sort of a blur.

I remember taking every bit of it in, pushing the whole world out, and forgetting, just forgetting. I remember feeling the claws of death slowly raked down my heart while its tongue toyed with the nipples of my ego. I remember looking...

I used to be a junkie. I used to live for the next high. From the time I woke up till the time I went to bed I would be trying to score whatever I could get. There was a time when I would do whatever you put in front of me without care...

I have been a addict for most of my life drugs alcohol and i thought that was good enough for me and that was the only way.  when i was trying to get clean all my so called friends started being stupid with me treating me like shit...