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I Used To Have An Eating Disorder

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    Can you ask me stuff on ask.

    fm my username is skinnydream_123. The link is http://ask.fm/skinnydream_123 thankyou. Preferably eating disorder related questions
    oliviiaxo oliviiaxo 16-17, F Sep 7

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    When I think back on it,

    my eating wasn't normal even as a child. I was an emotional eater, like my mom. When I was 14 my life in general was pretty crappy and I took a turn for the worst and became anorexic. Eventually it got to the point where I knew that I either had to let my ED go or I was going...
    FreedomtoFly FreedomtoFly 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    I'm 19, 4'11 ft tall

    and 104.5 pounds it ranges from 108.7-103.4 at times. I don't know how to keep dropping weight. I don't even know what to do anymore at this point. I restrict what I eat and try to make sure that I eat. On a good day I'll have two meals. I try my hardest to even keep my food...
    kristinaloo kristinaloo 18-21, F Apr 2

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    I can now honestly say I'm fully recovered from

    anorexia, bulimia and selfharm. I have had these problems since I was in P6 at school so around 10 years old. I'm now 17, the last 7 years have been tough. In and out of hospitals, suicide attempts, scars that will be there forever. I set up my Instagram and twitter last summer...
    oliviiaxo oliviiaxo 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Aneorexia Nervosa

    I had aneorexia to the point that i weighed 7st at 6'tall and was emaciated, extremely physically ill, but much worse i was trapped in a calorie counting, self loathing hateful world of misery, and paranoia, truly walking alone in the depths of suffering and mental torture. this...
    trev23 trev23 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 27, 2012

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    The urges are coming back stronger than ever and I'm going back to what I was doing before. I have 3 types of eating disorders, B.E.D (binge eating disorder) Anorexia, and bulimia...
    XxBadXVibesxX XxBadXVibesxX 13-15, F Sep 13

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    I've had an eating disorder in the past (November 2013 till June 2014) and just as I started to think I could just have a normal life again, the voices came back and everything...
    liana10 liana10 13-15, F Sep 2

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    I think i might have an eating disorder. I puke up my food. I cry after I eat. And I starve myself. I'm too afraid to admit the truth to myself.
    sydthekid15 sydthekid15 13-15, F Sep 11

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    I secretly suffer from bulimia, i am not skinny or average weight I am over weight and I'm not stupid, I know that having an eating disorder is horrible. I know that I should...
    falloutsarah falloutsarah 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    i used to be really skinny, but now im so fat and cant stop eating im so depressed
    alm2511 alm2511 16-17 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So for the past couple of years, (2011-now) i would go to school and just push through without eating, and by my last year in school I wasn't eating everyday, I could go the day...
    TaylaT21 TaylaT21 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    Ugh I don't know. Before you read this I'm just letting you know that I really hate the word "trigger" it's very misused and it makes me angry. So when I use this word, I am being...
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 5

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    I think it's time for me to come out and admit this. I was diagnosed at 17 with Schizoaffective Disorder. I don't like to talk about it much because it's very personal and it tends...
    Shinook26 Shinook26 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I don't know exactly what kind of disorder I have. Or if you can even call it that. Sometimes I have it and other times I can block it all out. But it always comes crawling back. I...
    candellightloveletters candellightloveletters 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I have all 3:/ and I stopped myself from starving, binging, and purging about two months ago and I was doing well and my body image was getting better..until tonight. I was eating...
    XxBadXVibesxX XxBadXVibesxX 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have decided to choose the Pro Ana lifestyle. I will finally be happy.
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    Hey x just kinda felt that i needed to post this too kinda get it of my head ! i'm going to see my therapist tomorrow and kinda need advise !! Basically i see her as i have been...
    ZannaHuth98 ZannaHuth98 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    i ******* hate how i cant eat whatever i want cause ana controls me every damn time and sometimes im sick of it. but i still have lose a **** ton of weight. fml.
    skeletora skeletora 13-15, F Sep 12

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    I have to starve myself. But everytime I try to at school my friends force me to eat. And I cat throw up at school without someone finding out. What do I do I need to starve. I...
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 16

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    Down another 5 pounds...don't have much more loose
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F a week ago

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    I'm so sorry. I was gaining and loving it for about 6 days I think I gained about 4 pounds, and I was already loosing muscle but then my dad, starts verbally abusing me about it...
    Fatteristheshit Fatteristheshit 18-21, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I suffer from anxiety disorder from my teens and the doctors told me that i had anxiety depression years and years i was taking drugs for depression in the end my brain analyse...
    blackweirdcat blackweirdcat 46-50, F Sep 10

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    I decided to say my story about my Depersonalization Disorder. I began to be really depressed when i moved away from my family and really good friends. I got into this horrible...
    A0927T A0927T 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    I wish I had a sex drive. I have somehow recovered from depersonalization/ derealization disorder and feel really good, except I still don't seem to have a sex drive. I want to...
    reenab29 reenab29 18-21, F Sep 2

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    Um hi. So. I actually haven't been diagnosed with this (because I won't see my therapist and yeah) but I have talked about it before to my doctor and therapist and they told me I...
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I'm honestly so tired of feeling this way. When I try to explain to people how being depersonalized feels I often use the phrase " Almost like you're high but not" and I usually...
    faithinmyself faithinmyself 16-17, F Sep 9

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    I had another one again today over some homework right before class. I just completely broke down. It was terrible. Although I haven't, well, exactly, cried in front of them, I...
    Sourminds Sourminds 18-21, F Sep 10

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    I might suffer all of this but since you all are strangers I don't see reason why I should go into detail about the depth of it all. I think that what I'm sharing with you about...
    Sourminds Sourminds 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    Attention to anyone with DPD/DRD that wants their sex drive back! I started taking an herbal supplement from GNC called steel libido and it totally helps. I was hesitant at first...
    reenab29 reenab29 18-21, F Sep 21

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    Or just one. Poorly diagnosed. My grandmother was misdiagnosed. So fear fills me. And heart attacks made research painful. Cigs may have caused them. Or seroquel...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 2 Responses Sep 24

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    how do you guys cope the pain and the depression i cry inside for my mom i think cause i needed her and she wasnt available mayve my mask is coming out i feel so alone im just...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 4 days ago

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    I was told by my neurologist that I have CD about a year and a half ago because they couldn't find anything on my MRI. I think this is bullshit because this has been going on for...
    classAteam classAteam 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    People call me fat but when I don't eat they criticize me. Wtf. It's my body, my choice, I can to whatever I want with it!
    XxBadXVibesxX XxBadXVibesxX 13-15, F Sep 14

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    Yea... I eat too damn much! Lol.
    Teeze22 Teeze22 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    **** my life seriously fat Kerrie
    redheadxx redheadxx 22-25, F Sep 5

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    If you are currently recovering, I just want to let you know that you are so brave and so strong for concurring this, it might take time but you are doing so so well right now, don...
    AIiviah AIiviah 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    Just looking for others who understand how consuming this can be and are looking for someone who would like to be one another's support system along this road of recovery.
    LenaMarie13 LenaMarie13 22-25, F Sep 7

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    I'm 5/10 and I'm 148 pounds, I know that is a bad thing but I just don't get hungry, what should i do
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 3 Responses Sep 7

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    I want a friend that understands what I'm going through. Someone that shares the same experience as me as sad as it sounds.
    KyleeNichole94 KyleeNichole94 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    I had anorexia for two years. I'm afraid I might be slowly slipping back into it.
    Madis9957 Madis9957 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    Any pro ana tips. Could really help.
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    I'm trying so hard to get better...not jut for me, but those around me as well. The only problem is that every time I eat an actual meal...I feel like I'm going to be sick. I just...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F Sep 12

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    My problem is I just love food too much..but I also want to lose weight, I just don't know how to do it properly and I keep coming back to this.
    GreenLeaf1025 GreenLeaf1025 13-15, F Sep 13

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    I feel so gross I just had dinner and I'm really ******* mad at myself
    emgg emgg 13-15, F Sep 13

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    Anyone want to do the abc diet with me?I'm starting tomorrow
    Maria134747 Maria134747 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I don't want to starve, purge, eat compulsively, or to make things easier, I don't want to eat anymore! I don't want to do anything anymore! I just want to sit in my room, lights...
    XxBadXVibesxX XxBadXVibesxX 13-15, F Sep 14

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    I either don't eat for weeks or I eat so much and throw it up. I've tried to break the habit dozens if times and I give up. I don't know what to do anymore. And honestly I don't...
    Justanothergirl2000 Justanothergirl2000 13-15, F Sep 15

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