I Utterly Hate Myself And It's Sad

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    Why I Self-hate

    The way I look and the things I say and do disgust me! Yet all I want is too be able to be confident, proud of myself, and to be someone like, yet I can't seem to do that for my self hatred gets in the way in the form of bad habits and addictions.
    gxer11 gxer11
    18-21
    2 Responses Mar 3, 2011

    I don't know were to begin.

    I feel like its an on going thing. Everyday. Every hour. I have to shake my head to let my thoughts go away. I try to ignore them. I realize I was stupid in the past. I know I messed up. But I cant let myself ever forget. I hate everything I've done since forth grade. And my...
    PrincessGobi PrincessGobi
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 17, 2014
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