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I 've Journeyed Into My Dark Past

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    It's a Nice Place to Vacation, But I Don't Want to Live There

    I, too, in a sense was the child that was sacrificed in my family.    Both my brother and I are mentally ill and my parents had their hands full dealing with him.  I was always the strong one, the one that could handle things on my own, so on my own I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 14, 2008

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    No Regrets

    It is not so much of taking a journey into my past. I'm just one of those people out there who can remember it very well. I have a much better long term memory than a short term memory. I have learned a lot while growing up. I took chances and made mistakes. I do not regret any...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 3, 2012

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    To Find Forgiveness

    Recently I started a book written by a friend. Part of the title contains the term 'Child Sacrifice" and it deals with family structures in heavily religious families of the UK and Ireland. It is hard reading as it brings to the forefront difficult aspects of my own family...
    yukon yukon 46-50, M Mar 10, 2008

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    It Hurts

    i have journey back through my dark past, sometimes its really heart sometimes it feels really good but i always learn something
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Apr 1, 2008

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    EP much like real life has it's a~~holes, perverts, and idiots but I have managed to wallow through some of that and discover a few genuine people. Before I discovered this...
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    Hello, I'm a Dominant that's interested in many different D/s lifestyles. I've dated mostly babygirl types, some submissives and slaves and a couple of pets. I'm currently looking...
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    I had moved into my first apartment. I was opining boxes and came across the ones with all my girl clothes and then the box with my bondage gear. I thought to my self its time to...
    misstinabondage3 misstinabondage3 18-21, T 11 hrs ago

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    At my party I talked to my brother in law's older bro about school. He told me that he didn't graduate with a BA til he was 26 and that I'm way ahead of the game. That I'm on the...
    XxLionHeartxX XxLionHeartxX 18-21 20 hrs ago

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    You do not have the right to judge me until you've walked in my steps and I garentee you'd fall the first step
    emily224 emily224 22-25, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I don't know if I do suffer from depression or if I just don't handle emotions well. My BF just said he wasn't napping for the past two hours he was on the phone to one of his...
    Skin0Man1 Skin0Man1 18-21, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I remember just merely fragments, but it seemed so real. I remember having a dream about WW2 I saw Hitler Jugend (Youth) I was among them we were set upon tens of thousands of boys...
    PixelChibi PixelChibi 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    we children of darkness need to reshape this world.... save those who can't be saved..... so they won't be like us who were cast into the darkness. we should group up and start a...
    blankslayer blankslayer 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I have a constant struggle in me between good and evil and i believe in god but ive seen and had allot of bad experiences wich is times i despite humans and my dark Side wins im...
    Sinner113 Sinner113 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    This is pain, The way you shadowed my existence with your desires This is hopelessness Why would you allow this to pass On the ground where wickedry is found The hurt in this...
    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    My dad and I connected through music since the day I was born. I knew how to bang my head listening to Ozzy Osbourne and Led Zeppelin before I could spell my first word. Once, I...
    Sorfarina Sorfarina 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    There's been a darkness in me since I was born. For awhile I tried to stop it, destroy and remove it, but now I leave it be. It is apart of me and can be used to me advantage at...
    JadeKnight JadeKnight 26-30, T 4 days ago

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    this is going to seem long but i figured this was a good place to vent. lol anyways! about a year ago i started talking to people online, basically out of boredom. thats when i...
    queenb3a queenb3a 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    We all have dark sides. Anyone pretending they don't is in need of therapy. Some of us manage our dark sides better than others; some of us are mostly dark side. It varies from...
    DaveCthulhu DaveCthulhu 41-45, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    This statement ever rings true. For years I'd carried the weight of the past with all it's regrets, pain, and consequences. Fairly recently I came to the realization that I couldn...
    prettywomanNautumn prettywomanNautumn 51-55, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I found out along time ago that I had a dark side... Kinda my alter ego and she is something fierce. Some anger management and therapy helped but her back in that box. However, I...
    TooUnbearable TooUnbearable 36-40, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    He's my pastor, and a good one but he's also out of the closet, was married and has kids. We can talk about everything facing a gay ex-married man...........and I do mean...
    steverick steverick 56-60, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I was on here before, made friends, and got hurt. It was quite a few years. When I first came on this site it was just another place to write. I soon learned there were some very...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 27

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    There are lots of things I've done in my past that I am not happy about. I refuse to continue punishing myself for those things any further. I've punished myself enough, which may...
    Poet1callyDr1ven Poet1callyDr1ven 41-45, F Jul 25

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    I've changed a lot since I was Badlybroken. So much so that I wonder if I ought to change the name? I'll leave the stories because I was that person. A person who thought it was...
    badlybroken24 badlybroken24 36-40, F Jul 24

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    Breathe... Inhale the violent fervour of my ravenous desire, Breathe... Exhale the flames of your lust into me, A drop spiraling into oceans of wanton craving, Quenching a thirst...
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99 36-40, M Jul 24

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    Sometimes when I feel powerful in someone else's life and could make a positive impact, I feel some resistance to act. Not sure if it's leftover behavior from how I was raised...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 5 Responses Jul 24

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    I have been through thick and thin from boy to boy trying to find the perfect one that is easy going and cool not the ones they show a six pack the ask for sex or a picture or your...
    amarristarr amarristarr 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I was with this guy for 5 years (I am 24, he is 28)I had known him for 7. We started out as best friends. We met on Valentine's Day, had the same birthdays, lived in the same...
    NatashandAres NatashandAres 22-25, F Jul 23

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    This advice is to myself at any age and every stage of my life, past, present, and future.....The relationship you have with God is your most valuable relationship you will have in...
    mypossibledream mypossibledream 51-55, M Jul 21

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    I do knot fear the darkness i thrive in it i have dark twisted mind and a dark heart and sole i have lived in the dark for so long it a part off me evil be thy name
    CandiceAllcoxx CandiceAllcoxx 26-30, T Jul 21

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    Cannot stand the dark. I sleep with the hall light on every night. Every night. My husband is a very patient man, he allows this even though I can tell it bothers him. I think...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 20

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    SO, Feel free to judge me if you must. You may also judge the dust of my forgotten bones when I have ascended past your stuck small mindedness.
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 70+, F Jul 20

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    To the point where I was beginning to think there was something horribly wrong with me. I've had 8 girlfriends before my current one. Each and everyone without exception has...
    LastTrueGentleman LastTrueGentleman 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I have a dark side I mostly keep hidden. Most of my friends on here know of this side of me but they don't know the full extent. No one from outside of EP knows the full extent...
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I'm so sorry I have a dark side that would earn me the death penalty. If you bother to go through my experiences, it's listed. I'm not going to apologise for having this side of me...
    Kay06 Kay06 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I live in the confines of my own mind of which the past replays itself continuously. Everything is a grim reminder of a life I once cherished, a love I thought unbreakable and the...
    determinedlife determinedlife 22-25, M Jul 18

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    I can win this game, life. My fiance has fallen into depression. The same depression that ate me. When your bosses don't value you, when someone sits across from you, less...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    "Violence is never the answer" is the dumbest quote I've ever heard and I really hate it. The person who made that quote most not live on the same planet as me. History and life...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 5 Responses Jul 18

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    I have always been uncomfortable in water, an intuitive told me I drowned in a past life. I liked running in the rain, green tea and liked persimmons, which my mother had told me...
    cLight87 cLight87 22-25 Jul 17

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    My light side is me being weird, singing random songs in other people's faces and moving around because sitting still is too much for me. My dark side is me crying every night...
    SnowSpirites SnowSpirites 16-17, F Jul 17

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    I have been so weird as of late, mixed feelings have come on my way and I feel so blinded. I don't understand who I am anymore and what I have to feel inside hurts and pleases me...