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I 've Journeyed Into My Dark Past

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 66 People

    No Regrets

    It is not so much of taking a journey into my past. I'm just one of those people out there who can remember it very well. I have a much better long term memory than a short term memory. I have learned a lot while growing up. I took chances and made mistakes. I do not regret any...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 3, 2012

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    It Hurts

    i have journey back through my dark past, sometimes its really heart sometimes it feels really good but i always learn something
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Apr 1, 2008

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    It's a Nice Place to Vacation, But I Don't Want to Live There

    I, too, in a sense was the child that was sacrificed in my family.    Both my brother and I are mentally ill and my parents had their hands full dealing with him.  I was always the strong one, the one that could handle things on my own, so on my own I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 14, 2008

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    To Find Forgiveness

    Recently I started a book written by a friend. Part of the title contains the term 'Child Sacrifice" and it deals with family structures in heavily religious families of the UK and Ireland. It is hard reading as it brings to the forefront difficult aspects of my own family...
    yukon yukon 46-50, M Mar 10, 2008

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    You know, everyone has their stories to tell. Mine just so happen to be... not the best stories in the world. I'm sure that many people have had it way harder than I did. But, it...
    Protonyx Protonyx 16-17, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    my past is to much for me to handle anymore....
    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Dark side is fun side! Only illegal if you get caught after all right? (Cue internet warriors coming out of the woodwork to call me a bad person :P) Seriously though, dark past...
    Miansk Miansk 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 20

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    If you sit down for a moment and think of all the beautiful moments you've had for the past time, you'll come to the conclusion that these were almost all caused by a random act of...
    Rhyno01 Rhyno01 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    All the things that I chase after, all the things that I've done in the past..just by thinking that it could bring me happiness even for a short moment..even if it will damage me...
    shioshishio shioshishio 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 23

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    Don't honestly think there will be much disagreement with this idea!! My favorite, the one I'm usually amazed the most by, are those we thought were there for one thing......and...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Im so bored right now anyone into what im into? check out my profile
    Eroticwriter34 Eroticwriter34 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I tried writing this experience once but it shut down in the middle, so I'm a little frustrated but I'll try again. I was saying that I find myself doing things just for the sole...
    Shamandora Shamandora 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    Theres no harm in being grateful and appreciating your past. I let the places I've been to get under my skin and I keep them with me. I know I can never return to the places I...
    TheLampLighter TheLampLighter 31-35, M 12 hrs ago

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    I'll admit I have a fear of the dark, but I try to remember it's all in my head. but remember, something will get you in the dark.
    DarcytheProxy DarcytheProxy 16-17, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    [ ] Smoked A Cigarette [ ] Smoked A Cigar [ ] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Are / Been In Love [X] Dumped someone [ ] Been Fired [ ] Been In A Fist Fight [X] Had A Crush On...
    RedThatDescribesMe RedThatDescribesMe 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    The Federation has been assimilated by the Borg . Captain Kirk as acting President of what was the United Federation of planets has ordered star fleet to regroup at deep space nine...
    Homejames Homejames 51-55, M 6 hrs ago

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    I have a list of rules. These rule are, for the most part, a guide to life. The 40's are different. These are special rules. I sat tonight, on my phone, in a field, with a noose...
    YitzchakWinternitz YitzchakWinternitz 16-17, M 18 mins ago

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    I have been in a weird kind of mood the past few weeks. I met someone here in February last year, and we just clicked. We exchanged a crazy number of messages over the course of...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 37 Responses 4 days ago

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    So, yesterday I was driving home from dance class and I swerved to miss the “small horse” dog and ran into the ditch. I didn’t think it was that bad, so I just parked my car...
    Hindercat Hindercat 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    You Live in the Present! You take things one day at a time. And it turns out, that's a pretty great way to live. You aren't consumed by the past, and you're aren't obsessed with...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    Okay, well... I don't know how to start this... Okay........... I... uh I have a past. A bad, bad past. It all started when my Mum died of Cancer...... everything changed once she...
    akfrancheska akfrancheska 16-17, F Feb 20

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    Because every painful thing every un happy or hurt moment followed by every single tear has helped me to grow into the women I am today and brought me to where i stand this second...
    califaangel califaangel 31-35, F 5 hrs ago

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    These past 2 months I've been trying to find myself. At the end of Jan I went down to Ga to see my boyfriend which he turned out to be great! and I've also found myself being down...
    BekkaGrimm BekkaGrimm 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    I would tell my past self, "that wasn't beef"
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I think myself into bad thoughts and horrible things that happened in the past. Very bad habit. But I manage to think myself out of it..... then back into it..
    soulasoul soulasoul 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    darkness surrounds the fears of my past Death lurks around every corner ..no boast Could this be the very end I just may think so my sweetest friend Darkness takes over Look over...
    NatCat84 NatCat84 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    JoLawrence JoLawrence 46-50, F 5 days ago

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    My co-worker, sitting at the workstation next to me has been relentlessly tapping her foot for the last five hours. One might venture to wonder if she was politely asked to stop...
    DarkestDespair DarkestDespair 36-40, M 4 Responses Feb 4

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    I've met a couple on here by chance and one has helped me through my real bad dark times. Star thank you. I belive or would like to hope I'll meet more people like her. I've had...
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M Feb 10

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    Death has a sting that only lasts Circling around a memory past Death swoops in and takes a soul Floods unravel.. if truth be told Death is dark and grabs you quick Sorrow filled...
    NatCat84 NatCat84 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    It sounds weird. I've remembered this my whole life. Some details have faded and I don't remember everything, but it's still there. I was a seven - eight year old girl. I...
    Nomnomk Nomnomk 18-21, F Feb 18

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    The wickedness came slowly but with perseverance, It slid into the cracks of the hearts, minds and souls, It promised great protection and safety, It spoke softly and with a...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 19

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    Darkness wraps it's arms around the light Darkness casts it's shadow across my mind Darkness readies for a fight How much longer can I stand Before I fall into the sand
    Onthebus Onthebus 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 23

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    Something just struck a tone with me i just had spoken to a girl on here that experienced the same traumatic breakup I have experienced years ago and I've learned that I was a...
    Bella70 Bella70 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    Last July I started to break up with this guy, and in his twisted mind he thought raping me would bring me back. I got through it and months later I thought I could completely...
    Anon787 Anon787 22-25, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    There is not much that surprises me... I've seen it all.. I've heard all the excuses... I've heard all the lies... But by all means go ahead amuse me.......
    AwesomeAlert AwesomeAlert 46-50, M 1 hr ago

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    It flew by... soaring past me, but it has become increasingly difficult to forget, moving foward has always been the target goal but it becomes increasingly overwhelming when there...
    SummerMacabre SummerMacabre 18-21, M Feb 4

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    I went over to my mums with my son to bake some cakes with my sister Vicky. My sister alison had a sour face and was being verbally aggressive the minute we got through the door...
    Whinny00 Whinny00 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I'm always on my happy side but when i'm pushed to far my dark side takes over. with my dark side i experience extreme anger lots of energy and display animal behavior. i call i...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    I have currently been making horrible financial decisions and feel awful as well as completely out of control. every time I withdrawal cash out of the credit card account I am in...
    jaxpdx jaxpdx 41-45, F 17 hrs ago

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    People come into your life to show you your worth. How to value yourself. Your friends show you love and how being there for each other means so much. Your enemies show you how...
    Tears4fears15 Tears4fears15 22-25, F 4 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I've walked away from the woman I loved with such passion I didn't want to see the next day. I've buried my closest friend when I was 24 and wished I'd gone with her. I've made...
    notext notext 46-50, M 4 Responses Feb 10

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