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I 've Journeyed Into My Dark Past

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    It's a Nice Place to Vacation, But I Don't Want to Live There

    I, too, in a sense was the child that was sacrificed in my family.    Both my brother and I are mentally ill and my parents had their hands full dealing with him.  I was always the strong one, the one that could handle things on my own, so on my own I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 14, 2008

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    To Find Forgiveness

    Recently I started a book written by a friend. Part of the title contains the term 'Child Sacrifice" and it deals with family structures in heavily religious families of the UK and Ireland. It is hard reading as it brings to the forefront difficult aspects of my own family...
    yukon yukon 46-50, M Mar 10, 2008

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    It Hurts

    i have journey back through my dark past, sometimes its really heart sometimes it feels really good but i always learn something
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Apr 1, 2008

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    No Regrets

    It is not so much of taking a journey into my past. I'm just one of those people out there who can remember it very well. I have a much better long term memory than a short term memory. I have learned a lot while growing up. I took chances and made mistakes. I do not regret any...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 3, 2012

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    This was the first group I checked when I signed up. It probably goes for most people that they've had it rough in the past. I'm no exception. I usually wouldn't share this but...
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    I can never focus on what's happening around me. I don't try to focus on my past, but I can't help it. The memories are just so clear, so vivid. They flash through my mind's eye at...
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    So I'm a little nervous about posting this here, but I guess I just felt the need to talk about it. I've had what I believe are some very vivid past life stuff, mainly what I talk...
    acerbuskeeper acerbuskeeper 18-21, T Aug 29

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    Witchcraft is my past. And im not going back to that path. I've been to witchcraft because of injustice. I lost my faith in the justice system, authorities. Because they failed...
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    well i was very clear honest pure man yea very pure with kind heart now i feel dark acquires me get over me i wanna back o be pure again i hate hate evil part inside me bu i cant...
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    When I was 16, my boyfriend beat and raped me. Afterwards, I asked, "Why did you do that?" and he said, "To make you feel dirty so you won't be a **** anymore."I thought I loved...
    InnerGuidance InnerGuidance 26-30, F 14 Responses Sep 7

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    I Am Getting Bored Of Humanity And myself. All of it. I don't want to act. Or to step up to the plate and "become" something. I just want to chill out. And be whatever I am. I feel...
    brushfirefairytales brushfirefairytales 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    This aint true by a long shot its BS ! Some things some people ohhhhhjj! We would have been so better of not knowing they exist my less them part of our lives past or present in...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 4 hrs ago

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    I hate to think this, but sometimes i can't help but not to think it. One night i was walking home from my best friends house it was dark out so i just decided to look up at the...
    delvilel delvilel 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Dark shadows is my favorite show. I started watching after I saw burton!shadows and i fell in love.
    kaiitloaf kaiitloaf 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    I want to begin this by saying that I was once a completely normal girl. I grew up in a house with a yard, two parents who were hard workers and a lazy pet dog. I never got into...
    Naivegirl0963 Naivegirl0963 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 2

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    I struggle in the abyss of ocean holding my breath and fighting against my dark side pulling me down so strongly,that, my jugular veins throbs from fattening, threatening to break...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F Sep 1

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    I’m not dismissing the chance that the Jets will roll about the Raiders and their rookie quarterback, but I’ve been fooled so persistently in the past that the next...
    Ardellaeh Ardellaeh 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    I'm scared of what I've become. It seems life or whatever circumstance has turned me into an emotionless honest cold *******. It's gotten so bad to where there's not a day that...
    Alex6619 Alex6619 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I've been living a good life for some time now. But the darkness inside me keeps coming to the surface, showing it's ugly face. I keep putting it away but the sad feeling inside me...
    Deepess Deepess 18-21, F Sep 1

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    I'm not into drinking alcohol. I never have been for various reasons. The top reason for me not imbibing is because I do not like the possibility of getting drunk. I've been drunk...
    MRH1978 MRH1978 36-40, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    Im gonna fix my F'd up life ! :P :D Hold me to it if you care to. I'll be grateful. Ask me how im doing with the plan. For all of you that are looking for a change, here are 11...
    Stufy Stufy 46-50, F 5 Responses Sep 13

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    (A grinding grief: the days that followed after my husband's burial) My emotions spent, my body exhausted, my mind overwhelmed, but I trudged on. That's what I always did. I had...
    samemay54 samemay54 51-55, F 3 Responses Sep 15

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    I keep going back to the past...It keeps coming back to me...I can't get rid of it...i can't get it out of my mind...I'm losing people because i am so sad all the time...They think...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    Tell me about it and there are a gazillion instants i beg things would have gone differently for the better but nooooooo why wud they why should we be at peace with outselves right...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I hooked up with this nice girl about three times in the past. Outside of my marriage. The first time I screwed her, the second time she gave me a blow job, the third time a hand...
    Cummer38 Cummer38 36-40, M 2 hrs ago

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    Darkness. It consumes the thoughts of many of us. In love, strength, will, life and in our vision. Darkness spreads like a disease like wild fire, infecting the ones who can't...
    TheChosenOne32 TheChosenOne32 22-25, M Sep 10

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    (My Hiding Place) In my darkness, I realized my brokenness beyond my husband's death. Day after day, as I closed my curtains to the world, every morning when I woke up, I would ask...
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    "like a cheshire" her iron words rusted in the rain so we had to sit in the hot afternoon restoring the image she had painted with a sweet turn of phrase dazzled by the sunlight i...
    mudmen mudmen 46-50 Aug 27

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    If I wear Hannibal Lector.... Down in my basement, I'll lock you away. And this is where I'll keep you long past your dying day. Just you and I, in my basement we'll stay. Where...
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    "gremlins of the mind" look upon you with my dark face you would not know me for i am lost from all light i have stepped into the shadows and know not my way home i have come to...
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    (Where was God in my Darkness) I know how it is to be in the dark; to experience the dark nights of the soul. To swim in unfamiliar territories, rendering you fearful, restless...
    samemay54 samemay54 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    To start out, I have been married for 8 years and am going through an EXTREMELY difficult time in my marriage. My husband and I are trying to work through it and I do have hope...
    Aurora1024 Aurora1024 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    When I was a lot younger,I would say 18 or 19yrs old, I was at someones house. All I remember was six of us passing a bottle of Night Train around and watching TV. The next time I...
    NightMagic367 NightMagic367 36-40, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    My younger brother and I had a conversation this evening while walking our dog and he doesn't know it but he saved me from doing something really stupid. First off I do not...
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    I know now what I did not before. I screwed up a lot as a child. I suffered because I was not life everyone else. There was even a time were I thought I was a monster because of...
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    I've tried Past Life Regression hypnosis several times. I've experienced "past lives" twice. Both times I've been a soldier (the same soldier) of a race of people that are related...
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