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I 've Journeyed Into My Dark Past

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 71 People

    It Hurts

    i have journey back through my dark past, sometimes its really heart sometimes it feels really good but i always learn something
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Apr 1, 2008

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    No Regrets

    It is not so much of taking a journey into my past. I'm just one of those people out there who can remember it very well. I have a much better long term memory than a short term memory. I have learned a lot while growing up. I took chances and made mistakes. I do not regret any...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 3, 2012

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    To Find Forgiveness

    Recently I started a book written by a friend. Part of the title contains the term 'Child Sacrifice" and it deals with family structures in heavily religious families of the UK and Ireland. It is hard reading as it brings to the forefront difficult aspects of my own family...
    yukon yukon 46-50, M Mar 10, 2008

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    It's a Nice Place to Vacation, But I Don't Want to Live There

    I, too, in a sense was the child that was sacrificed in my family.    Both my brother and I are mentally ill and my parents had their hands full dealing with him.  I was always the strong one, the one that could handle things on my own, so on my own I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 14, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    I've never met someone with such a light side and a strong dark side. I'm a very comforting person but my past is so dark it's hard for people to understand. especially since my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 12

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    Oh I hate my past it is going to Haunt me forever
    lonely6999 lonely6999 16-17, M Apr 23

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    True story and quiet scary. Not once nor twice but three times I've had in dream a out of body experience of what Hells like and it's real! There is nothing more darker than that...
    babyglp babyglp 46-50, M 1 Response May 1

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    Chaos sets me free from Myself.. How many of u have similar experience..?
    AanandM AanandM 26-30, M Apr 30

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    It hurts so much to be the one that no one really cares about. When the things you say are not heard; your thoughts or actions ignored or disregarded; When you find yourself...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I hate how people always refer to light as good and dark as bad. I believe (you may consider me weird but) that when we are depressed, lonely, almost like we can't see anyone by...
    Maaren Maaren 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Who Am I? Hi, I’m Thomas McDonald… well, I used to be. A few weeks ago my mom called me into her bedroom, she had something to tell me. When I walked in, I saw two things; a...
    L1TLL3MY5T3RY L1TLL3MY5T3RY 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I am a duality of peoples; cold and passionate; smart and stupid; light and dark. I have failed so completely to climb aboard a unified picture of myself that I simply present a...
    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M Apr 29

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    The dark side of the moon. It is desolate and turbulent. Inhabited by those standing in the raging rain till their souls are ******** to skin and bones. Stained by what was done to...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 6 Responses May 12

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    I remember the first time I saw your it was 1991. Your black hair, dark eyes and tan skin made me melt. I couldn't believe a guy like u was interested in me. We shared so much...
    BeyondGreenEyes BeyondGreenEyes 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    I have been coming across a lot videos about a prophecy that many people are putting about an earthquake and then three days of darkness. They say that the Lord has told then to...
    Jessica7777 Jessica7777 41-45, T 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    "My past is ****** up Locked up Inside the dark side of my mind I try to escape But it leaves bait Luring me in to it's dark abyss" -Me
    GreenDayIsBae GreenDayIsBae 16-17, M 1 Response May 4

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    Swimming downwards Facing the depth of darkness There is no light in my heart There is no radiance above me So I dive, deeper into the sea Where your eyes, are awaiting...
    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M May 10

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    Drifting through space and endless time, Thoughts constantly passing through my restless mind, Looking for something to help me unwind, To find a lasting connection which is so...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 24

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    This topic is so dense I don't know where to begin, but I am two faced. The part of me that's out in the open is kind-hearted, empathetic, yet quiet. The part of me in the...
    winglessdove winglessdove 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    I'm 20 years old and I'm still scared of the dark! It's kinda embarrassing to admit to people. I sleep with a light on outside my room. I can't sleep in darkness if I'm on my own...
    tvdlover1865 tvdlover1865 18-21, F Apr 29

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    I don't know which time to talk about... well I guess I can tell you about the first time someone else made intent... The year was 1997 on a dark night around 8:30 PM. I was...
    tornsin tornsin 31-35, M 2 Responses May 12

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    the past was my yeasterday , i can't remember things , nor these things are important to me . when ever some one asks me " what's your story ?" i stay for a while searching for a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 days ago

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    I'll admit I used to be scared of the dark but as I've got older I've realized how beautiful the dark is . Its so peaceful. There is nothing there to bother me . No one to fuel my...
    devilgirl123zombie devilgirl123zombie 16-17, F May 7

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    Loners drift forever aimlessly confused and forever abound, They enjoy the quiet, always turning down the loudness of the sound, Complex thoughts consume their racing and...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 1 Response May 12

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    what do you do with somebody you still like but doesn't realize that you've moved on and have feelings for other people like crazy and just want your friendship with them back even...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 3 Responses May 13

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    Darkness falls like a weight Clouding my vision Making me see things that only live in imaginations Hungry for my soul They scream my name Wanting blood Looking to make me bleed...
    Onthebus Onthebus 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I start my day with a lovely breakfast. Then I do work like a crazy being. Perhaps, I'd love to sketch. I'd rather not reveal the other side of me. I live a double life. A life...
    altasiandera altasiandera 36-40, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wish I could take back all the things I've done, but I can't. I could've made a thousand excuses of why I did the things I did and pity myself. I decided not to and changed who I...
    samipee samipee 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    A gateway left ajar by fate, A wisp of smoke passing through the narrow passage, Breathing life into what should slumber for eternity, Allegiance to the shadow world a desire...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    The corridor of time spans in front of me..doors of time doors slightly ajar on either side.. A light shines in the distance...the flame of the future.. The whispering silence...
    MistyGoddess MistyGoddess 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    Out of Time... A Time Long Past In my memory. .. l was there... l saw ... l felt The deeper l go... ancient times... through the soul's eyes... the tears Falling raindrops...for...
    MistyGoddess MistyGoddess 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 27

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    Title:Woods of the Lost The world ripped asunder, darkened days drenched daily. Society’s chaos, its own apocalyptic undoing. For the highly functioning monsters, who hunt alone...
    Sarode Sarode 22-25, M 2 Responses May 1

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    I think the objective of EP is to share our personal experiences in life so that others may gleen what they will.  I don't think any of my friends are oblivious to the darker...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 3 Responses May 9

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    I'm in love with two men.. well I'm really only in love with one... but one is good for me.. but I can't make myself fall in love with him.. The other has hurt me.. and is a...
    alienmom82 alienmom82 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I've been brought up going to church! All I have ever known is to be a PK! I love Church and have a relationship with Jesus! I try and be the best Christian!! I struggle with...
    Ca789 Ca789 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Title:Death Watching Death. Death will find you, encroached in the most sinister of dreams. Clawed, bloody chest marks. Mutilated baby dolls, Screaming…..Screaming….Screaming...
    Sarode Sarode 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    Gosh where to begin...I was raised in a house horrors...sexual anuse, physical and emotiona abuse...I grow up promising myself not to repeat the cycle. I marry a man who turned...
    deroH deroH 46-50, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    Darkness falls on another day And the light just seems so far away Am I here all alone? 'Cause it just feels so cold, oh so cold Is there more than what meets the eye...
    Achillybreeze Achillybreeze 18-21 4 Responses Apr 27

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    There is one entity that just has it out for me. I don't know anything about it except that it is very old and very powerful. It scares me more than anything in my life. It has a...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 28

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    There was a dark entity who came into my apartment. He's been there for about a week or so. I know he was feeding off my own depression. Thankfully dad got rid of him. It was a bit...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I was once a 14 year old with the sex drive of a young adult male touching a.s.s.e.s of girls much younger than myself and pretty much fantasing about anything that walked. I look...
    PorkythePig PorkythePig 18-21, M May 9

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    Well when I read this first it reminds me of a Double personality one is kind and caring and the other is abusive and dangerous and it reminds me of a song with this theme which is...