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I 've Journeyed Into My Dark Past

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    No Regrets

    It is not so much of taking a journey into my past. I'm just one of those people out there who can remember it very well. I have a much better long term memory than a short term memory. I have learned a lot while growing up. I took chances and made mistakes. I do not regret any...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 3, 2012

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    It's a Nice Place to Vacation, But I Don't Want to Live There

    I, too, in a sense was the child that was sacrificed in my family.    Both my brother and I are mentally ill and my parents had their hands full dealing with him.  I was always the strong one, the one that could handle things on my own, so on my own I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 14, 2008

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    It Hurts

    i have journey back through my dark past, sometimes its really heart sometimes it feels really good but i always learn something
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Apr 1, 2008

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    To Find Forgiveness

    Recently I started a book written by a friend. Part of the title contains the term 'Child Sacrifice" and it deals with family structures in heavily religious families of the UK and Ireland. It is hard reading as it brings to the forefront difficult aspects of my own family...
    yukon yukon 46-50, M Mar 10, 2008

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    KINGDARKNESS1 KINGDARKNESS1 26-30, M Jul 4

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    Every day seems to get a little darker. The emptiness inside my soul is the most lonely place I can be. Lonely and alone are two different things. I want to be alone but am tired...
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    "Knowing your own darkness is the best method for dealing with the darknesses of other people." C.G. Jung
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    Im enveloped in this dark aura. I feel nothing. I feel only numbness. I wasn't always like this.. i used to be so happy, full of life, but after all the betrayals, and dealing...
    AntonyRyan AntonyRyan 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 1

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    My arms, should be your blanket. My whispers, your source of comfort. The devil will come knocking. But he wont get in, Im sure. My fingers your play things, adoring your every...
    hulkgirl hulkgirl 18-21 a week ago

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    Just going to write out a scene between a killer and a victim... Describe a dark fantasy... Victim: (Screaming) what do you want from me?! Why are you- Murderer: (kicked victim...
    DarknessFalls101 DarknessFalls101 13-15, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    The same woman has cut my hair for about twenty years. I've secretly wanted her to cut it super short but she's always stopped short of what I've dreamed of; a super short buzz...
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    My husband recently took a job as a youth pastor. He is excellent at his job, and the middle & high school kids love him. He has received a lot of affirmation from his mentors and...
    MrsMamaLindy MrsMamaLindy 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    I think what draws me to people with a dark side is that I myself have a dark side that I feel just eats me up. I am still reluctant to discuss it because I feel that by talking...
    ForeverInDarkness22 ForeverInDarkness22 22-25, M 2 hrs ago

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    When you're alone. It doesn’t matter if you have a lot to think about or nothing to think about. You can just simply cry and feel pathetic. It's what you feel, not think. Those...
    ciel472 ciel472 16-17 14 hrs ago

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    I'm curious now that I have seen the t.v. shows and read the novels. Is there evidence of an alien civilization on the dark side of the moon? If there is, has any culture from...
    Moca2014 Moca2014 26-30 6 hrs ago

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    This is from my journal today Yesterday, I was inspired to look into past lives and, a day later, I find myself writing about my meditative experiences. I do not think that I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 21

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    I am a ski racer ( downhill ski racing like you have probably seen on the olympics) . I like many ski racers spend their summers at Mt.Hood, Oregon. In 2009 I was a happy and...
    Snowtiger4 Snowtiger4 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I've had a difficult time forgetting about my past its a dark place that haunts and bothers me to this day. I've had many problems with being adopted I would cry for hours on end...
    eliteforces1001 eliteforces1001 16-17, M Jul 15

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    I read the moon was an artificial satellite that was put there for gravitational purposes. It's also hollow. There's glass dome structures all over. There are structures on the...
    TheGr8Pretender TheGr8Pretender 70+, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Honestly I love the dark. It's the things that I see in the dark that I hate. There's a corn field behind my house. It scares me shitless. I can see faces looking at me, things...
    MyNameIsDeath MyNameIsDeath 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Now looking at the child i was and the guy i am. Its hard to believe.. My friends are parting ways. My family ripped apart by economy. The great world has spun too fast.. Its over...
    7ero 7ero 13-15, M 11 hrs ago

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    I don't know my identity, or my name, in my past life, but I believe I remember my death from my past life. I believe I was only 3 years old, and I remember pulling up into a...
    laurennhem laurennhem 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    "haiku's of a madwomans mind" her silent monologue inside the cage of her mind leaves fleeting expressions catapulting across her vacant face like a strange circus act the pasty...
    mudmen mudmen 46-50 5 days ago

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    Become a victualler.A victualler makes food and different provides within the game, that have effects almost like potions. Food ingredients and wood, like alchemic ingredients...
    mmogooglegame mmogooglegame 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I've never been naked and around a bunch of other naked people at the same time. I want to so badly. There, I said it! I am very much looking forward to my first experience.
    biggunsatx biggunsatx 36-40, M 8 hrs ago

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    Yes, i am a freaking square piece that the freaking world wants to slam into the round hole. Get over it people I am me.
    lonesojourner lonesojourner 46-50, M 1 Response 44 mins ago

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    I'm a typical pasty white guy in the US, but have always had a thing for ethnic women, especially those with dark skin and dark eyes. East Indian, Black, Asian, Middle Eastern...
    KittyDaddy KittyDaddy 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    It was my senior year in high school was procrastination MAJORLY. Being the shut in I was (and still am), I decided that none of my friends would be up at one in the morning, so I...
    NickleDollar NickleDollar 18-21, M Jul 15

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    "naked footprints" she lay in darkness listening to some sad song some careless young heart with a version of some sweet old melody she lay wrapped in my arms lay wrapped in her...
    mudmen mudmen 46-50 Jul 9

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    Once upon a time I was . But it happened suddenly that I stopped being scared of the dark , I would stand near a door of a dark room and lose myself there I would think and look...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    Hello you can call me G (parents don't want me sharing my name so I'll use my first initial) and I'm fairly new here. What I mean by having a dark side is that I'm normally very...
    GSquared2 GSquared2 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    The eerie sound is painfully ripping through your very ears, the deafening sound of her voice nears, The Queen of Darkened Heart comes for you with your foolish invite into your...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I surelly allways had a dark side in me. I allways watched horror movies and was fascinated by them. I like haunted old houses, old places...I know im strange but i cant explain...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I'm scared of the dark.. I don't know why... It wasn't a big deal when I was younger, but looking back, I realize that every night when I was going to sleep I always either had my...
    SammieSweetheart687 SammieSweetheart687 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Ever since i was little i wud see spirits & smell them. But For the past 9 years, every single nyt without fail i suffer nightmares. I dream of all sorts but mostly i see "things...
    omlette123 omlette123 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Negative Darkness What's here for me? What's there to do? I'm extremely upset And insanely confused My mind is dangerous My thoughts are dark When will it end if I feel it's the...
    blossomingMe blossomingMe 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I don't know where to begin.... My Mum and Dad were only 19 when they had me. They broke up when I was very young, but they were still civil for my sake. I lived with My Mum but...
    TheUnpredictable9 TheUnpredictable9 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    And I'm too embarrassed to tell my roommate. My whole life I've never slept in the dark, and never been able to sleep in the dark. Not at sleepovers or anything. My roommate, like...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It was the start of my freshman year. Deep into a depression, bipolar episodes, scars up and down my left wrist, suicidal thoughts screaming through my ears, sticking my finger...
    icecoldqueen613 icecoldqueen613 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    In late 2012/early 2013, I had a dream about a guy I'd never seen before. I hope I'm not the only one, and with this hope, I'll share my story. It was like any other school night...
    WaterFae WaterFae 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    She had pale skin that seemed to reflect the hue of a full moon, dark hair.. black to the point it was raven and dazzling emerald eyes. She was somewhat short I recall, around 5'2...
    Kazimeriz Kazimeriz 26-30, M Jul 2

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    Sometimes I will think about really dark or intense things and my parents think I'm really weird that I think about them But I think we all must think about them just some choose...
    JustJess97 JustJess97 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    I also screwed up a lot in the past up to a point where people started talking about me. I was extremely unhappy with my social/professional environment and stepped on everybody's...
    betequeue betequeue 26-30, F Jul 21

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    The Elder Scrolls on-line can build use of natural action skills to create co-op play fun and fascinating. Basically, players are ready to use natural action skills to mix with...
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    It's strange and I've had this since childhood but when the light is off and you can struggle to see its nerve wrecking. I don't know why but I feel like the darkness crawls up my...
    starwarsisthebez starwarsisthebez 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 30

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    I am tired of being empty and dark inside. The aloneness is almost overwhelming. Alone and lonely are different. I want to be alone, but I am tired of being lonely. I do know that...
    Opti1956 Opti1956 56-60, M Jul 4

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