Post

I 've Journeyed Into My Dark Past

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 59 People

    It's a Nice Place to Vacation, But I Don't Want to Live There - I, too, in a sense was the child that was sacrificed in my family.    Both my brother and I are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 14, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It Hurts - i have journey back through my dark past, sometimes its really heart sometimes it feels really good but i always learn something
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Apr 1, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel
    To Find Forgiveness - Recently I started a book written by a friend. Part of the title contains the term 'Child Sacrifice" and it deals with family structures in heavily...
    yukon yukon 46-50, M Mar 10, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel
    No Regrets - It is not so much of taking a journey into my past. I'm just one of those people out there who can remember it very well. I have a much better long term memory than a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 3, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I'm watching Star Trek XII aka Star Trek Into Darkness, for the umpteenth time and felt like sharing my thoughts. Star Trek has been around since 1966, covering half a dozen shows...
    orincowboy orincowboy 26-30 Mar 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Sometimes I can feel the beauty of life just for a while but it feels so good! When you constantly live in darkness and somehow you manage to hope again it´s the best feeling ever...
    assia25 assia25 16-17, F 22 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Isn't it good to be lost in the wood Isn't it bad so quiet there, in the wood? Meant even less to me than I thought With a honey plough of yellow prickly seeds Clover honey pots...
    Ashishishe Ashishishe 31-35, M 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I look into his eyes, I see all the beautiful things he is. Staring into his eyes for me is travelling to a distant kingdom where only he and I can play and no one else may...
    ladypirate108 ladypirate108 18-21, F 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    There are sooo many things I regret doing and wish I could change and wonder what my life would be like if they hadn't happened but tree is always that voice in me telling me that...
    FrankieMae FrankieMae 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've had this mask pasted on my face many times, but I've found ways to melt the glue and move on with my life <3
    Boo37 Boo37 13-15, F Apr 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've had these eyes all my life. I never saw their beauty until probably this year of my high school life. Seeing most people around me with bright, colorful eyes made me envious a...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 18-21, F 47 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    In the past this particular vent was adopted as the trading as well as business center to the land since most of the actual adjacent countries make use of this vent involving Lagos...
    bnsshop13 bnsshop13 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I remember the days of summers past when we would steal away into the cool summer night, to discover a dark world lit by a sea of stars of the days when we would lazily lay...
    wearefools wearefools 18-21, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I think I met my husband from a past life. I have always felt that I was somehow able to tell when meeting someone from a past life. I just instantly connect with them...
    marblelapis marblelapis 22-25, F Apr 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hey guys... I figured out how to feel better about myself, and be happier and I'd like to share it with you all. (I am aware this might all sound very hippie like...but I'm just...
    xxersabooxx xxersabooxx 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Lately since I've been in this anxiety episode, I haven't been able to easily sleep in our dark room. My stress sort of projects onto the dark and it makes my brain constantly wake...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Apr 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Im 20 and my dad is a pastor and I love my parents to death, but there is so much I resent about them. Because of their sheltering me from the world, I have always been extremely...
    Nessybabi Nessybabi 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I would say this has been the case for most of my life ..okay when I was a child between the ages of zero to eighteen then its mandatory you need you family that surround of family...
    psychicprayer psychicprayer 36-40 3 Responses Apr 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I went back and re-read some of my old journals I wrote as a kid. It was strange, full of pride, deep in depression, full of arrogance, filled with hate and incredible loneliness...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F Apr 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Do I dare, to look farther, Do I dare, to find hope, Do I dare, to peek at the horrible scene unfolding before me, Being who I am I peek, My curious eyes looking upon the horror I...
    lshidonil lshidonil 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love gore. I don't really know why or what draws me to it. There's just something beautiful about seeing life in its purest form. To see things opened up and showing what makes...
    burrowbunni burrowbunni 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My dark side does not deal with tragic events or abuse. My darkness stems from something I don't quite understand myself. It is a shadow in the back of my mind, gnawing at the very...
    billdenberg billdenberg 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I didn’t think I would post about this one so soon. But I hate having it hanging over my head so I’m just going to do it. I was with my last boyfriend for 5 years and 9 months...
    peachespicnic peachespicnic 22-25, F 16 Responses Mar 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hello. Are you listening to me? Are you talking to me? Are you trying to give me a lesson? Just give me a sign.. I feel silly talking to myself in my head, and crazy when I hear...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was born and raised as a Roman Catholic and I still am but I learned to be more open minded at an early age. I felt so lonely and I knew I wasn't from here because I knew my...
    lapluma808 lapluma808 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I always have a light on. I cannot go to sleep with out one on. I am scared of what can hide in the dark since i know what i can hide in the dark side of me. I am terrified of...
    0neUp 0neUp 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm not sure what I am. I just know there's something dark in me. I hide it. I certainly don't talk about it, but it's there always, this Dark Passenger. And when he's driving, I...
    Ricky2701 Ricky2701 18-21, M Apr 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    First, I want to take a moment to praise and thank God for this day He hath made! This morning I was listening to Rev. Nigel Mumford's CD on healing prayer. He was here on Sunday...
    RhodeIslandLady RhodeIslandLady 56-60, F 2 Responses Apr 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've read somewhere that in order to get Info about your past life you are supposed to relax, almost putting yourself in a hypnotic like stage and imagine going down a hallway and...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My husband is the one that introduced me to the creepy pasta stories. I LOVE reading them, my favorite would be Slenderman; the evidence that is out there that he could possibly be...
    MrsGrisham MrsGrisham 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My head is twisting up dissolving itself in a darkness all around me. The light at the end of the tunnel seems to always blind me. Now why this happens i havent got an idea but it...
    princessxk96 princessxk96 16-17, F 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've had a few,what I believe to be, past life memories. The first one was as a child with my mother living in what I believe was a cave during Jesus Christ times and we were sent...
    Blonde48 Blonde48 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The past is a horrible thing. You dig deeper and deeper into the soil, thinking that if you were to make the grave deep, the past will never be able to come out alive. You throw...
    soultrove soultrove 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have Depersonalization Dissociative disorder. Ive had this other person since i was in the 6th grade, for 13 years, and since then I've dreamed of her in many time periods. She...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have too simple of a dark side. It's almost a cliché. I've liked the antagonists of stories for merely a short time now... But from my point of view... Have I really become a...
    Phantomhummingbird Phantomhummingbird 13-15, F Apr 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Some lyrics I wrote-a fictional love story about a grave robber and a corpse. Because I have a dark sense if humour... A moment of ecstasy You can't wait to uncover the mannequin...
    sinkingwater sinkingwater 31-35, M 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Happy I have let go of some miserable people in my life. Really let go. I am not angry or vengeful. Not anymore anyway. I held onto those feelings for a little too long. I still...
    DarkestTrance DarkestTrance 36-40, F 5 Responses Mar 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I Have a Dark Side Job Interview The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviewing, and testing were done, there were three candidates. For...
    ahyokaatuyastanvusdayvhvsgi ahyokaatuyastanvusdayvhvsgi 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I guess to understand the full depth of my story, it's best to start at the very beginning It all started when I turned 7. Up until that age, I has a great family. My mom and dad...
    heartsofgold22 heartsofgold22 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Pressure- ~Katie~ You stand in front of a full length mirror. Staring, Thinking...
    ThisIsMordor ThisIsMordor 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been a youth pastor's wife for 3 years. (We've been married far longer than that though)I had always believed that this is a role I would one day be in. I also believed that...
    YPWife YPWife 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So here's something ironic. I was back with my ex boyfriend that I almost got engaged to about seven weeks ago and trying to work things out. Well he seemed rather put off about...
    Jockey0321 Jockey0321 22-25, F 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am having a good day then all of a sudden I meet rude/angry people in stores on the street, employees ,customers, black white, Asian, Hispanic,doctors, in person, online I've...
    Goldenchocolate Goldenchocolate 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My old house was haunted a few years back, one night I was in my room playing a card game with my brother, yu GI oh and I heard my cat outside my window hissing and growling I...
    bioshock22 bioshock22 26-30, F Mar 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I think what draws me to people with a dark side is that I myself have a dark side that I feel just eats me up. I still am reluctant to discuss it because I feel that by talking...
    PoeticTorture PoeticTorture 18-21, M Mar 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    warm smiles, tight hugs, endless laughter has all turned into dirty looks, middle fingers in the air, and non stop name calling. where did I fail? what happened? darkness has...
    KatKatastrophy KatKatastrophy 13-15, F Mar 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm a dark indivdual, I express my dark feelings and dark side with the dark clothes and makeup i wear. I'm a real *ss B*th who doesn't hide herself and her emotions and pretend...
    casssss casssss 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been a pw for almost 20 years. My husband surrendered to the ministry late in life, so we are older. We pastor a small church, and it has been a successful pastorate for...
    Smallchurchpw Smallchurchpw 61-65, F Mar 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I can have a dark side too. I can have a dark side, of you want me to. I can develop my brooding potential. If pain's what you want in a man, pain I can do. Yeah, I can have a dark...
    ArguablyLonely ArguablyLonely 18-21, F 4 Responses