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I 've Journeyed Into My Dark Past

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    No Regrets

    It is not so much of taking a journey into my past. I'm just one of those people out there who can remember it very well. I have a much better long term memory than a short term memory. I have learned a lot while growing up. I took chances and made mistakes. I do not regret any...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 3, 2012

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    It's a Nice Place to Vacation, But I Don't Want to Live There

    I, too, in a sense was the child that was sacrificed in my family.    Both my brother and I are mentally ill and my parents had their hands full dealing with him.  I was always the strong one, the one that could handle things on my own, so on my own I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 14, 2008

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    To Find Forgiveness

    Recently I started a book written by a friend. Part of the title contains the term 'Child Sacrifice" and it deals with family structures in heavily religious families of the UK and Ireland. It is hard reading as it brings to the forefront difficult aspects of my own family...
    yukon yukon 46-50, M Mar 10, 2008

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    It Hurts

    i have journey back through my dark past, sometimes its really heart sometimes it feels really good but i always learn something
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Apr 1, 2008

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    I've allowed myself to be sucked into something I didn't agree to, now I'm paying the price. Live and learn. And time heals all wounds. I'll get over it. No responses needed.
    MsInvis MsInvis 46-50, F 20 mins ago

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    I am scared of being alone in the dark. There are times when I'm about to sleep in my room and I just can't shrug off that weird feeling, I turn on all the lights (not just the...
    irmacoll irmacoll 22-25, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    My mind has been a dark place since my senior year of high school. It's never changed and never will. It's rainy,cold and damp. It's a place you don't want to be stuck in
    xxemogirlxx xxemogirlxx 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    My sister's marriage is on the brink of divorce. She told me yesterday that she simply doesn't feel anything anymore for her husband. And I was so angry at her...I know it may...
    aloysia aloysia 26-30, F 5 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I had a cruel past. Everytime I take a nap, series of fear will awaken me. 2 years ago, I was bullied. It started when I was 6 until I turned 17. I was bullied for 11 years. They...
    lavendermist07 lavendermist07 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I just saw the movie "Cleveland Abduction" and I was blown away by something Michelle Knight said (I think she calls herself Lynn Knight now). She said that she would never do...
    IntuitiveOne IntuitiveOne 41-45, F 11 hrs ago

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    So much has happened that I truly regret and if I could I would go right now and change my past. I've done so many stupid things that I wish I hadnt done. It just isn't fair
    Stevestonite Stevestonite 13-15, F 17 hrs ago

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    Just to see if anyone's up to this~ The sky was set a blaze with lights crashing and lashing, thunderous sounds shaking the earthy crust with every beating hit, rain threatening to...
    Xirberis Xirberis 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I feel like a puppet. A puppet that was once freed with no strings attached. Until HE came. I thought he was welcoming and so I brought him into my life. He made me so happy to see...
    Raven9854 Raven9854 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I can't be alone in the dark. I'm scared of what might be in the dark, then seeing something or hearing something I'm not supposed to. It's most commonly said that the fear of the...
    Roshiela Roshiela 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I've made so many mistakes in my life, and more and more the past week that my life is filled with a lot of mistakes. I know that everyone makes mistakes, and maybe just maybe, I...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    last sunday my OH told me hed decided to spend a few nights back at his folks, as he wasnt sleeping properly, i was completely fine with this as he does need his sleep and for some...
    Ffirebrand Ffirebrand 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I've long thought/believed that People Come Into Your Life For A Reason... I've just not always been clear on what the reason Is, y'know? To learn & grow, of course. To share...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's been 9 months since I've come home from school for medical leave and i would love to say it's been worth it (from a medical view) but it hasn't. It's been worth it at the end...
    gottakeepyourheadup gottakeepyourheadup 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I Believe People Come Into Your Life For a Reason I believe this whole heartedly. A man came into my life this past January. I didn't know then that talking to him would change...
    Elpis11 Elpis11 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Hey, I'm new here, I don't even know if I can create this topic correctly, so please excuse me if I don't. So, I've made lots of mistakes, lots of bad decisions which all led me to...
    pjosh343 pjosh343 16-17, M 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    Emily's forty-year-old husband had wrapped a rope around his neck, and jumped from the barn's rafters. She studied his dead body swaying stiff and pale. One small tear bubbled in...
    jaymepopejoy jaymepopejoy 56-60, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Hi, I personally cannot see into other dimensions, but I see them though the eyes of one of my past selves, J.D.K whom had this neat ability to traverse these dimensions, and he...
    JDKay JDKay 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    https://youtu.be/n1Te-3gZFLI great song for anyone who had ever felt angry, lost, betrayed, broken, anything negative. this song is for you helped me in my darkest hours. WARNING...
    pandaangel pandaangel 26-30, F a week ago

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    I really like this picture, mainly because it's true .-.
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have clinical depression, so there is my reason, I am always in the dark trying to find the way to the light
    personalldemon personalldemon 13-15, F Jun 25

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    I remain in the corner of my mind, darkness all around me feeling the chains slowly regain their hold on me.i hear her laugh in the nothingness, repeating "you are mine".the chains...
    pandaangel pandaangel 26-30, F Jun 25

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    I can not change who I am any more than I can change my past nor do I want to. I am who I am because of everything that has happened. As I grow into a better person I know that...
    dacamt dacamt 36-40, M Jun 24

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    I was a good man, a father and provider, I had my fun when younger. but did the right things till i had an experience with a young person that drew me into a web of dark delights
    SatyrService SatyrService 46-50, M Jun 24

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    i'm so scared. i can feel it. i can feel the darkness wrapping around me, holding me closely. i can feel it tinting everything in my life. all of the good things in my life...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F Jun 24

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    Dark Angels, fallen from the light... Often plumb the depths of pain, to finally set things right. It isn't They're no longer good, nor that They've lost the fight... It's just...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I have made many mistakes in my life. but the past year has been the worst year of my life. im an addict and a mother. i used drugs and then got clean after i had my 1st child. i...
    completlyalone2387 completlyalone2387 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    I have made many mistakes in my life. but the past year has been the worst year of my life. im an addict and a mother. i used drugs and then got clean after i had my 1st child. i...
    completlyalone2387 completlyalone2387 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    It's been storming these past few days here, I hope it doesn't stop for awhile. I enjoy the gloominess the storm clouds bring. It soothes me tbh.
    oHDaily oHDaily 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    At night, i go upstairs during the hot nights, and sit down, in an open corner with a view, in the dark, under the night sky, and i relax. Nothing else, nowhere else can i lower my...
    PureBlueLight PureBlueLight 26-30, M Jun 21

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    I love wearing my dark business suits because I can confidently **** into the pants and nobody will notice. Wetting my pants really gets me hard mmmm
    drenchedpants drenchedpants 31-35, M Jun 21

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    *Have a few events* Blackpool, England (November 2013) 12 years old. So, I went for a weekend away with my mum and a few family friends of ours. It was quite dark considering it...
    Notification Notification 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    The bridesmaid dresses have a large impact on the overall style and color palette of the wedding. While bright or dramatic colors can be wonderful, there is something very elegant...
    flywishes flywishes 26-30, F Jun 19

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    I have such a dark past that lingers in the back of my mind and sometimes it darkens my bright future and my amazing now that I'm living in
    Spfxartist13 Spfxartist13 16-17, F Jun 19

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    Its all around me , my heart is sore or bleeding perhaps there are no answers burden of responsibilities increases each day and so does darkness ..... The inner darkness that looks...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F Jun 16

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    I would tell my past self to not worry about what others opinion. Girls are haters so don't take what they say into consideration. Your beauty over shine their negativity. Bullying...
    URSTRULYAngelina URSTRULYAngelina 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I've recovered from 4 disorders in the past 2 years, without any help at all. I'm surprised I'm not dead yet, tbh, but hey.. I'm here now, I guess that's all that matters.
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 1 Response