I 've Seen the Darkness

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    Chaos sets me free from Myself.

    . How many of u have similar experience..?
    AanandM AanandM
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 30, 2015

    The Darkness

    I live in a life of fear that my beast will take over me. He is the darkness in my life. everytime I start to go crazy he comes out to play. I try to stop him but he take over me. The only way I can stop him is by starting fires so he can leave me alone.
    BeastWithFire BeastWithFire
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 10, 2009

    Oh my God, the darkness is coming on

    so strong. So many days coming up that should be special. But they are not. They are days of just the darkness trying to swallow me whole. Its like the noonday sun is just as black as midnight. I call out and no one is there. I stumble and search in the dark, only to find...
    campcrazy campcrazy
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Dec 15, 2013
    hidden0ne hidden0ne
    31-35, M
    Jan 20
    8tattoos 8tattoos
    70+, M
    1 Response Aug 3, 2014

    Darkness Is My Strength

    Hate leads me to better that which I hate, this world as it is now, too much unnecessary suffering. Knowledge leads me to create solutions. True darkness will lead the way through blinding light. The balance will prevail! "True darkness is that which you can look through to...
    ProeliatorOrdo ProeliatorOrdo
    16-17
    1 Response Dec 13, 2012

    It's always there. Whispering in my head.

    Wrapped around my soul. Clenching my heart. I was alone when it made it's promises. I believed it, and a part of me still does. It makes me think things I don't want to know. It's been comforting me lately. Wrapping it's shadow around me protecting me. When everything else is...
    DarknessWolf DarknessWolf
    26-30, M
    4 Responses May 20, 2014

    I almost died once. My life flashed

    before my eyes. It was very dark and quiet. I suddenly heard a leakage coming from my car where I had my accident. I knew I had to get out because something bad was going to happen. I crawled out through the shattered glass window and then my car exploded. My car was on fire...
    jojophomma jojophomma
    22-25, F
    Jun 28, 2014

    It Tries To Consume Me

    At some point in my life a switch was flipped and the darkness looked for me. I became its target. It seeks me out and tries to destroy my hope and my soul. I went from a kid spending summers with friends to a kid who spent the whole summer alone in isolation. It never goes...
    campcrazy campcrazy
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Dec 1, 2013

    Yes, I've seen the darkness

    and fought to keep it from completely consuming my soul. I've experienced it in my dreams even; I have a recurrent nightmare where I am running and something is chasing me. Sometimes the "something" is disguised as a person, but I know it's not because the face is always a blur...
    ItsInAllofUs ItsInAllofUs
    22-25
    2 Responses Dec 12, 2013

    The Long Dark Tunnel

    Ive walked the darkness - I know how hard it is. I too, have breached the entrance to that tunnel - that long dark tunnel. And yes, its very dark- no light. At all. Pitch. Black. Darkness. But after much assistance, from my councilor, Sue, she lead my mind, body, and soul...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie
    46-50
    1 Response Jan 16, 2013

    Darkness is me iv seen

    and live it we are 1 into the night
    KINGDARKNESS1 KINGDARKNESS1
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jul 4, 2014

    Isn't it good to be lost in the wood Isn't it

    bad so quiet there, in the wood? Meant even less to me than I thought With a honey plough of yellow prickly seeds Clover honey pots and mystic shining feed.
    Ashishishe Ashishishe
    70+, M
    Apr 12, 2014

    Inside Me Is Where It Lives.....

    The darkness lives inside me, breathes death into me. Death of the light that is me. Some days I can pretend it doesn't, but I can feel it winning the battle. Wanting me to give in & end it all. The pain, the fear, the horror of reliving past events as if they're happening...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jul 25, 2009

    Every Time I Look In The Mirror

    There it is, scratching at the surface, begging, pleading for release.  But, I stomp it down, smother it until it's quiet and still.I wonder how long will I be able to keep it at bay before it breaks free?How much longer will I have this peace in my life before all hell breaks...
    ImNotGood ImNotGood
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 29, 2012

    What Sleeps There...

    I suppose the 'Darkness' could be thought of as several things. It's open to interpretation. But i'm guessing on this site it means the metaphorical emotional darkness. And the darkness surrounding humanity... The darkness that coats the most bitter souls and that lingers in the...
    LunaWolff LunaWolff
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 3, 2011

    In Many Forms

    The darkness that takes over someone's soul when they let hatred and vindictiveness control their life... Then there is the real darkness - the place from where monsters and demons come. Yes, I have looked into the darkness - sometimes it looks back. If it trys to snuff out...
    VincentValentine VincentValentine
    31-35, M
    6 Responses Aug 29, 2009

    I have seen it, and I enjoy it.

    But that does not make me a bad person...you don't realize the little gift you got when you dabble in it, but when you do...its the most amazing feeling ever.
    MrDark666 MrDark666
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 21, 2014

    ..And I've Clawed My Way Back From The Abyss...Alone...

    Last night I experienced a strange sense of Deja Vu. I was alone for the evening and my depression over the loss of my latest love relationship reached a new level of despair. I was glad when my house-mate left to take his girlfriend home. Having had all their sappy canoodling I...
    Anonymouself Anonymouself
    41-45, M
    1 Response Dec 2, 2013

    When I'm trying to sleep in my bed

    and I'm alone in my house or the only one awake I feel like the dark is alive and sucking me in or something moves above me
    ASHAPOO ASHAPOO
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 21, 2014

    It Lives Inside My Mind.

    My mind is a dark, fearful place. I don't like to be there for long periods of time as I find it triggers my own darkness. It feeds off my fears, insecurities, & on the voices from my past. Their words, actions replay inside my head every minute of everyday. I don't get a...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Aug 27, 2009

    I used to be full of light,

    but darkness seems to consume me. This is the worst I have felt. I have been enveloped in it's empty arms and I'm losing my will to fight it. I am afraid. Afraid that this broken feeling is all I have left. I miss the light. I miss being surrounded by people and not feeling...
    ClaireyLou ClaireyLou
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 28, 2014

    Darkness Sanguine.

    I've seen the end before my very eyes. I've seen blood flowing across my temple, blocking out the light, and blinding me. I don't know, or care to know, how I survived that attack. I had resigned myself to what seemed like the inevitable. I was going to die, on a dark street...
    SocialFuckingParasite SocialFuckingParasite
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 14, 2013

    Hella's face is both white

    and black. She reigns in the darkness beneath the roots. She longs for the sick and the old to join her in her realm. Never the place for the brave, or for warriors. Yet Baldur lives there and draws from her minions his tribe to survive the darkness of the Ragnarök.
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad
    22-25, F
    Dec 1, 2014

    What makes it so dark is the fact no one knows

    about it. Shhh. Keep it quite no one needs to know. It only gets darker. Shhh. He didn't beat us. Shhh. They don't get drunk and fight. Shhh. She didn't cheat. Shhh. He doesn't do drugs. Shhh. He didn't cry in my arms. Shhh. We did't get evicted. Shhh. I did't cut. Shhh. You did...
    halfbroke halfbroke
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 2, 2014
    1kingdarkness 1kingdarkness
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

    And It Once Was Within Me

    The Darkness once resided within me. It taunted me, and ate away at my soul. Its inky black shadows swirled throughout me, chilling me to my very core, no amount of sunshine could warm me, for the ice was from the inside. Although It tortured me, created nightmares beyond your...
    Veronica4 Veronica4
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 15, 2011

    Darkness is a friend of mine.

    I accept, I talk to it (Not literally.) Fear clouds some people's view of the darkness, but not mine. "People who fear the darkness have no idea what the light can do." is an amazing quote, yet I don't have any idea what the light can do even though I'm not afraid of the...
    StormianaGraymane14 StormianaGraymane14
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 2, 2014

    "Knowing your own darkness is the best method

    for dealing with the darknesses of other people." C.G. Jung
    StraCat StraCat
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jul 4, 2014

    And It Once Was Within Me

    The Darkness once resided within me. It taunted me, and ate away at my soul. Its inky black shadows swirled throughout me, chilling me to my very core, no amount of sunshine could warm me, for the ice was from the inside. Although It tortured me, created nightmares beyond your...
    Veronica4 Veronica4
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 15, 2011

    She dragged the knife along her skin

    and she rolled her head back lay down pretty angel for you are now done
    Harryisalliesgurl1234567891 Harryisalliesgurl1234567891
    18-21
    1 Response Feb 25, 2014

    True story and quiet scary.

    Not once nor twice but three times I've had in dream a out of body experience of what Hells like and it's real! There is nothing more darker than that horrible hot smelly sulfuric place. It scared me then and even now it still does. Babyglp.
    babyglp babyglp
    51-55, M
    2 Responses May 1, 2015

    It hurts so much to be the one

    that no one really cares about. When the things you say are not heard; your thoughts or actions ignored or disregarded; When you find yourself shivering, cold and alone - crying. And though others know you are hurting, they turn off their phone, shrug their shoulder, roll over...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine
    31-35, F
    5 Responses May 18, 2015

    The Dark I See

    I envy most people. I envy them for how they view the world, for most people see the light. Most people can find joy every day, whereas I see the dark all the time. No one could guess this upon seeing me, I have the perfect poker face to hide how I feel inside. My mask is...
    Swanfirefly Swanfirefly
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 12, 2013

    Darkness sets in... I'm not sure

    where to go... Am I dead or alive? I don't really know... I feel as if I'm being slowly pulled away... My conscience tells me I cannot stay... Everything is cold... Cold like death.. And as my fear goes away... I breathe my last breath
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 25, 2015
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