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I 've Seen the Darkness

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    Darkness is me iv seen

    and live it we are 1 into the night
    KINGDARKNESS1 KINGDARKNESS1 26-30, M Jul 4, 2014

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    She dragged the knife along her skin

    and she rolled her head back lay down pretty angel for you are now done
    Harryisalliesgurl1234567891 Harryisalliesgurl1234567891 18-21 Feb 25, 2014

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    and the darkness has seen me,

    it seeped into my soul and wont let me go
    maylane maylane 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2014

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    In Many Forms

    The darkness that takes over someone's soul when they let hatred and vindictiveness control their life... Then there is the real darkness - the place from where monsters and demons come. Yes, I have looked into the darkness - sometimes it looks back. If it trys to snuff out...
    VincentValentine VincentValentine 31-35, M 6 Responses Aug 29, 2009

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    What can else expect in this planet?

    But i can see also the creation which is better from darkness always!
    blackweirdcat blackweirdcat 46-50, F Mar 14, 2014

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    I know what it is to be in the dark; to

    experience the dark nights of the soul. To swim in unfamiliar territories, rendering you fearful, restless, weak, helpless, most of all devastated. There is a place called hopelessness. And despair is non-discriminating. One cannot simply medicate it, or shop it away, or just...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F Jan 10

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    Im enveloped in this dark aura.

    I feel nothing. I feel only numbness. I wasn't always like this.. i used to be so happy, full of life, but after all the betrayals, and dealing with people that have only brought me pain... I woke up one day feeling empty, hollow. A part of me is glad i don't get to feel the...
    AntonyRyan AntonyRyan 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 1, 2014

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    Dark Nignt of the Soul When someone goes on a

    journey, this is to overcome one's greatest fear. To experience the dark night of the soul means dealing with stuff from the past or uncertainty of the future. You come to realize foremost, that you are a broken soul. You find yourself in hopeless painful dead end circumstances...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 5 Responses Jan 23

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    The Dark I See

    I envy most people. I envy them for how they view the world, for most people see the light. Most people can find joy every day, whereas I see the dark all the time. No one could guess this upon seeing me, I have the perfect poker face to hide how I feel inside. My mask is...
    Swanfirefly Swanfirefly 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 12, 2013

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    When I'm trying to sleep in my bed

    and I'm alone in my house or the only one awake I feel like the dark is alive and sucking me in or something moves above me
    ASHAPOO ASHAPOO 16-17, F Apr 21, 2014

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    Courageous action happens in spite of doubts

    and insecurities and bewilderment. It happens like the fast-forward blossoming of a flower - breathtaking and unstoppable. It's not until you have the courage to step off the ledge that you'll realize you had wings all along. And on the way down, it's either you keep flying and...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 5

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    Darkness is a friend of mine.

    I accept, I talk to it (Not literally.) Fear clouds some people's view of the darkness, but not mine. "People who fear the darkness have no idea what the light can do." is an amazing quote, yet I don't have any idea what the light can do even though I'm not afraid of the...
    StormianaGraymane14 StormianaGraymane14 16-17, F Nov 2, 2014

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    I almost died once. My life flashed

    before my eyes. It was very dark and quiet. I suddenly heard a leakage coming from my car where I had my accident. I knew I had to get out because something bad was going to happen. I crawled out through the shattered glass window and then my car exploded. My car was on fire...
    jojophomma jojophomma 22-25, F Jun 28, 2014

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    What makes it so dark is the fact no one knows

    about it. Shhh. Keep it quite no one needs to know. It only gets darker. Shhh. He didn't beat us. Shhh. They don't get drunk and fight. Shhh. She didn't cheat. Shhh. He doesn't do drugs. Shhh. He didn't cry in my arms. Shhh. We did't get evicted. Shhh. I did't cut. Shhh. You did...
    halfbroke halfbroke 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2014

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    Every Time I Look In The Mirror

    There it is, scratching at the surface, begging, pleading for release.  But, I stomp it down, smother it until it's quiet and still.I wonder how long will I be able to keep it at bay before it breaks free?How much longer will I have this peace in my life before all hell breaks...
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 29, 2012

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    8tattoos 8tattoos 70+, M Aug 3, 2014

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    It Lives Inside My Mind.

    My mind is a dark, fearful place. I don't like to be there for long periods of time as I find it triggers my own darkness. It feeds off my fears, insecurities, & on the voices from my past. Their words, actions replay inside my head every minute of everyday. I don't get a...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 6 Responses Aug 27, 2009

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    I used to be full of light,

    but darkness seems to consume me. This is the worst I have felt. I have been enveloped in it's empty arms and I'm losing my will to fight it. I am afraid. Afraid that this broken feeling is all I have left. I miss the light. I miss being surrounded by people and not feeling...
    ClaireyLou ClaireyLou 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2014

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    I shaved my soul as the darkness beckoned

    and blatantly strolled. Waving away crescents as I fell into lonely descents. Beautifully consuming, striking my will my fire again fuming.
    SilentBluemoon SilentBluemoon 36-40, F Dec 12, 2013

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    Oh my God, the darkness is coming on

    so strong. So many days coming up that should be special. But they are not. They are days of just the darkness trying to swallow me whole. Its like the noonday sun is just as black as midnight. I call out and no one is there. I stumble and search in the dark, only to find...
    campcrazy campcrazy 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 15, 2013

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    I have seen it, and I enjoy it.

    But that does not make me a bad person...you don't realize the little gift you got when you dabble in it, but when you do...its the most amazing feeling ever.
    MrDark666 MrDark666 22-25, M Feb 21, 2014

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    If what you are doing today does not thrill you,

    if you don't spring out of bed looking forward to what each new day will hold, you owe it to yourself to make changes. Dare yourself to take action toward pursuing what makes you happy and perhaps your purpose. I resigned after 10 years, from my job. Friends said how "brave" I...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 8 Responses Jan 10

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    The Darkness

    I live in a life of fear that my beast will take over me. He is the darkness in my life. everytime I start to go crazy he comes out to play. I try to stop him but he take over me. The only way I can stop him is by starting fires so he can leave me alone.
    BeastWithFire BeastWithFire 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 10, 2009

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    It's always there. Whispering in my head.

    Wrapped around my soul. Clenching my heart. I was alone when it made it's promises. I believed it, and a part of me still does. It makes me think things I don't want to know. It's been comforting me lately. Wrapping it's shadow around me protecting me. When everything else is...
    DarknessWolf DarknessWolf 22-25, M 5 Responses May 20, 2014

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    And It Once Was Within Me

    The Darkness once resided within me. It taunted me, and ate away at my soul. Its inky black shadows swirled throughout me, chilling me to my very core, no amount of sunshine could warm me, for the ice was from the inside. Although It tortured me, created nightmares beyond your...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15, 2011

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    Isn't it good to be lost in the wood Isn't it

    bad so quiet there, in the wood? Meant even less to me than I thought With a honey plough of yellow prickly seeds Clover honey pots and mystic shining feed.
    Ashishishe Ashishishe 31-35, M Apr 12, 2014

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    1kingdarkness 1kingdarkness 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I have seen the true evil

    and darkness that walk this earth and humans this is a warning for you and the warning is that earth is falling apart and the battle between evil and good has already started so humans this is your last chance to worship lord Satan and if you don't worship lord Satan you will be...
    PrinceofEvil666 PrinceofEvil666 18-21, M Sep 14, 2014

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    The Long Dark Tunnel

    Ive walked the darkness - I know how hard it is. I too, have breached the entrance to that tunnel - that long dark tunnel. And yes, its very dark- no light. At all. Pitch. Black. Darkness. But after much assistance, from my councilor, Sue, she lead my mind, body, and soul...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Jan 16, 2013

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    ..And I've Clawed My Way Back From The Abyss...Alone...

    Last night I experienced a strange sense of Deja Vu. I was alone for the evening and my depression over the loss of my latest love relationship reached a new level of despair. I was glad when my house-mate left to take his girlfriend home. Having had all their sappy canoodling I...
    Anonymouself Anonymouself 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 2, 2013

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    Hella's face is both white

    and black. She reigns in the darkness beneath the roots. She longs for the sick and the old to join her in her realm. Never the place for the brave, or for warriors. Yet Baldur lives there and draws from her minions his tribe to survive the darkness of the Ragnarök.
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F Dec 1, 2014

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    Darkness Sanguine.

    I've seen the end before my very eyes. I've seen blood flowing across my temple, blocking out the light, and blinding me. I don't know, or care to know, how I survived that attack. I had resigned myself to what seemed like the inevitable. I was going to die, on a dark street...
    SocialFuckingParasite SocialFuckingParasite 18-21, M Apr 14, 2013

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    We are all about darkness we worship lord Satan

    and if you want to join the sons of Darkness message me. The sons of Darkness is a coven that will help Satanists transform there life into darkness and the sons of darkness do not like traitors so if you join the sons of darkness and if you betray us you are betraying lord...
    PrinceofEvil666 PrinceofEvil666 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 29, 2014

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    I said to the man who stood at the gate of the

    year, "Give me light that I may tread safely into the unknown." And he replied, "Go into the darkness and put your hand into the hand of God. That shall be to you better than light and safer than a known way." The Gate of the Year Minnie Louise Haskins, 1908
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Yes, I've seen the darkness

    and fought to keep it from completely consuming my soul. I've experienced it in my dreams even; I have a recurrent nightmare where I am running and something is chasing me. Sometimes the "something" is disguised as a person, but I know it's not because the face is always a blur...
    ItsInAllofUs ItsInAllofUs 22-25 1 Response Dec 12, 2013

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    "Knowing your own darkness is the best method

    for dealing with the darknesses of other people." C.G. Jung
    StraCat StraCat 31-35, M Jul 4, 2014

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    And It Once Was Within Me

    The Darkness once resided within me. It taunted me, and ate away at my soul. Its inky black shadows swirled throughout me, chilling me to my very core, no amount of sunshine could warm me, for the ice was from the inside. Although It tortured me, created nightmares beyond your...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 15, 2011

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    It Tries To Consume Me

    At some point in my life a switch was flipped and the darkness looked for me. I became its target. It seeks me out and tries to destroy my hope and my soul. I went from a kid spending summers with friends to a kid who spent the whole summer alone in isolation. It never goes...
    campcrazy campcrazy 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    I went to bed at about 9:15 ( <.< .... which is RARE ) and fell asleep and woke up at 5 am. Sooooo, I woke up and got on facebook only to see a sea horse giving birth video...
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness 13-15, M Jan 10

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    I've seen a few actually... I was an "Auxiliary Policeman" in a large city which was kinda cool even though I didn't get paid. We would drive around and go to accidents and direct...
    SRayne SRayne 41-45 1 Response Jan 10

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    I've caught him shaving himself too. He's always naked at home though.
    barelyteenjock13 barelyteenjock13 13-15, M 13 hrs ago

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    It was one of those occasions when my friend had come over to our place with his wife and kids. My wife and I used to sleep naked and as usual we slept the same way. We were drunk...
    gogataurus gogataurus 36-40, M 11 hrs ago

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    Darkness claimed my soul as a child. I tried to fight it, I tried reaching for the Light. But Light eluded me. Darkness was stronger, Darkness was more alluring. It stuck with me...
    SonofSomebody SonofSomebody 22-25, M Jan 4

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    Night comes.... I listen to it Hello darkness My old friend You are my only friend You know my truths My stories My aches My tears My remorse My hopes My dreams My heart My...
    Tristee Tristee 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Hi there! Right now, I'm currently 18 turning 19 in July. I'm also attending my first year of college of right now. I have a perfect family (two parents is what you'd call a...
    musicbox809 musicbox809 18-21 Jan 17

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    I once had a dream that my skin was of darkness and the moon was my soul. I witnessed the death of people before it happened. I walked through this cesspool of hearts, a drainage...
    SunGun SunGun 16-17 1 Response Jan 5

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    I am one wirh the darkness, my mind isn't exaclty the one with the "light". I can be sick minded sometimes. But you know it's who I am and if people don't like it then **** them.
    shur09 shur09 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 5

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    My heart is filled with Despair.My soul is filled with Darkness. The question I really want to know is who am I? People call me a Demon because of the things I do or say. Is that...
    DarknessDespair DarknessDespair 26-30, M Jan 6

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    I am one with darkness ,,,,
    maskmagic maskmagic 70+, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    I know it may sound strange, depressing or scary, but it really isn't. When your element is darkness, it means ur a beautiful truth in this world of lies. And to think of it, I...
    alphawolfiecub alphawolfiecub 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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