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I Wake Up With Cuts And Bruises

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    I got spanked today for getting bad grades at school. I got out my report card last week and as soon as I saw it i knew i will be spanked hard, so i decided to hide it from my mom...
    leaklog leaklog 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Every night I tell myself I will wake up early the next day. Whether I sleep early or late, or whether I have a million things to do, there's no way I can get up before 11am!
    BarbieH BarbieH 18-21, F 11 mins ago

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    You can say that if i wasn't a diabetic or not an only child from three other sisters, i would join the army as i never ever cared if i would live or die. I never ever get scared...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Mar 23

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    So, my main problem is that I don't live with my parents. Which is horrible. In few words, my mother died in a car accident one year ago, my father got mentally depressed after it...
    markus1999 markus1999 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I have scars and fresh cuts. I have no friends my family calls me names. I have anxiety and depression cutting is the only thing that helps.
    lilmisssme lilmisssme 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 27

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    ***This is Long, Please be Warned!**** Well, I’m stumped. I have been trying to figure out what is going on inside my head and my heart for the last year now. I still can’t...
    MINWILD MINWILD 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    Ah, there's nothing quite like waking up to the muffled sounds of your own sobbing... I sometimes wake up crying, though it happens less frequently of late. It is not every night...
    Lullacus Lullacus 18-21, F Apr 7

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    I do every time I wake up. It can be quite annoying if I've got to put underwear on, cos its so difficult to get dressed with a stiff one. But the times I'm not in a rush I have...
    1DBarns 1DBarns 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    Everyday in my warm bed I am awaken by a alarm clock. I can stand it and I don't want to get out of my bed. Then things start coming back to me. My alarm clock is here to wake me...
    RedtheEmerald RedtheEmerald 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    First let me say that I am the Man that is married to a wonderful woman and I was just recently initially diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. Reason I am on this post...
    Piercer7132 Piercer7132 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 19

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    A lot of the time, I wish I could sleep and never wake up. I just feel that everything is too much, too overwhelming, and that I can't handle it. I really just want to forget...
    Kay8712 Kay8712 18-21, F Mar 29

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    I have resorted to a clothes- on bath after a messy night at a rock concert I did not want to be at. Since I was, unusually, afraid of seeing what my friend's reactions were to the...
    AdelaideHayashi AdelaideHayashi 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    It is something like this... I go to sleep and i wake up in a different body, in a different country, speaking a different language... I am another person, but i remember...
    RussianSoul RussianSoul 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I have a lot of scars and in the strangest of ways, I think my scars are beautiful because they tell a story. A story that is completely unique in its own way. They show people...
    SwimmingDarkness SwimmingDarkness 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    All they are are thin white lines on my thigh Many people have noticed them Their eyes widen and their lips tighten But nobody says a thing Which is what I prefer They are...
    sugarcoatedchainsaw sugarcoatedchainsaw 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I have scars all over my body, cuts on my hips... I can't stop.
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    When I look at these scars I feel ashamed of myself and I think back to the memorises of why I did it, most of the time it's because I hate the way I look and feel inside and out...
    georgiecrouch georgiecrouch 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I've found myself swallowed by depression, to the point of while my boyfriend pumped gas I cut myself with his switchblade
    Deweybird0016 Deweybird0016 16-17, F Apr 7

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    Girl: *crys out* oww!! daddy I stubbed my toe! Father: Bite your finger until you forget about your toe, Girl: *bites down on her finger* I works! Father: Because, Your distracting...
    TooYoungToFeelOld TooYoungToFeelOld 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    Can someone help me understand what a manic episode can be like? I understand manic episodes can vary widely depending on the person. I have a great friend in high school who I met...
    LovesWarrior LovesWarrior 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I posted a previous experience about liking a girl that had a bf and I listened to you guys and just stayed her friend till they broke up or etc and yesterday they broke up I wasn...
    LoveToSpare LoveToSpare 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    Earlier this morning, I found myself (not that I'm complaining, mind you) reading through some stuff people in this group had posted about being able to contact their OH through...
    EponymousAnonymous EponymousAnonymous 13-15 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    They say a good love is one that sits you down, gives you a drink of water, and pats you on top of the head. But I say a good love is one that casts you into the wind, sets you...
    Qatalyst Qatalyst 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Inside me a demon, slowly takes control, Infecting my mind, and corrupting my soul, I snap on those around me, its they who pay the prices, When I am left with them demon, and to...
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I dont have many scars, but the point is that I do in fact have them. All of them are self inflicted. I am currently nearly done with sophmore year, thank god! Its not that I dont...
    Livefree12 Livefree12 16-17, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I always wanted to wake up at 6:00 AM everyday, so I could enjoy breakfast, morning workout, watching news on TV etc. Even I set alarms at least 20 alarms everyday, but they...
    andywei andywei 26-30, M Mar 19

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    OMG I hate going to bed but I hate to wake up. I love sleep but hate going to sleep!
    Loveallpoeple Loveallpoeple 13-15, T Mar 20

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    I don't ever want to wake up in the morning for school it's to early can't the start school at 10 and end at 5 that would be amazing who agrees with me
    carsen carsen 16-17, M Mar 21

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    I most of the time have bad dreams... I dream of the Tsunami, dream that people don't like me, dream of my guy happily with another girl... I wake up scared cause my reality is...
    LadyMayah LadyMayah 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I wake up 430am , I like to be up before I got to go to work
    uniqeuliv uniqeuliv 31-35, F Mar 25

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    ...I want to be the one in your arms as we fall asleep at night. I wanna be the one who wakes up next to you when the sun rises. I wanna be the one next to you when the flowers...
    TheCunylinguist TheCunylinguist 41-45, F Apr 5

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    I want that feeling of being loved not just how a family or friend loves you but love from a person when I can just wake up next to them and feel that sense of safety and happiness...
    Dreamsarepoison Dreamsarepoison 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I quite often wake up at 2 or 3 or 4 AM crying out, "I want to die" or "I can't live like this anymore". It's not part of a dream. It's like there's another being inside of my...
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz 46-50 Mar 17

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    I quite often wake up at 2 or 3 or 4 AM crying out, "I want to die" or "I can't live like this anymore". It's not part of a dream. It's like there's another being inside of my...
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz 46-50 Mar 17

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    *Note: These stories I'm posting are in the past tense! Falling... I was just living my sophomore school days. I was normal at first. Attending my classes, (not once have I ever...
    Aphradite109 Aphradite109 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I wake up every morning feeling useless and pointless and irrelevant. The only reason I haven't off'd myself yet is because I wouldn't want to make my parents feel like they...
    eMojave eMojave 16-17, M Mar 31

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    Well, I emailed him this morning about my hubby (Elijah) being in the hospital. Here's the conversation. Me: Hey Big Dawg Don't worry, I'm not the one who was in the hospital...
    ducatigirl07 ducatigirl07 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I wake up with light and nature noises, so it is not shocking that I cannot remain asleep if I have my lights on in my house. I wake up maybe one to a few hours later if I fall...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    I have written on here once before, about a comment my husband had made awhile ago about our marriage. Now, within a short week, everything has completely crumbled. First let me...
    mbackman678 mbackman678 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 18

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    Hello, I don't really know where else to turn at this point and I came across this website so here I am. I'm 24 years old and my sibling who is 29 has paranoid schizophrenia. She...
    shannankylei shannankylei 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Every time I bottle it in, I explode. Why do things keep happening to us? Everything was going good. Now it's going downhill.. why? I have so much health issues now that I don't...
    chikoritatard chikoritatard 16-17, F Mar 22

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    I recently moved to a new state and started my freshman year of high school. I tried to tell myself going into the school year that I would no longer put up with abusive...
    reillymac reillymac 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Ever since I was a small child, I have had both positive and negative encounters with the spirit realm. Some of the encounters were through dreams and nightmares, others through...
    Silenthawk Silenthawk 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 24

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    I have a brother with asperger but he was never diagnosed with asperger's. He was with some neurologists through childhood but all the time was the same thing "attention deficit...
    emi92 emi92 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    This is the second episode I have gone through in my life. The first one was when I was 20 and lasted a year and a half. Now I am 37 and have been in this for 7 months with no end...
    Mingus411 Mingus411 36-40, F Mar 25

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    I am obsessed with my boyfriend!!! I eat sleep and breath Kevin. He's everything to me when I wake up I think about why he hasn't texted me. I don't want Togo to work r school...
    Danielle1995195 Danielle1995195 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I can only see clearly literally 3 inches in front of my eyes. I started wearing glasses in grade 2 and I've always needed them to see anything at a distance clearly. But until my...
    GlassesNancy GlassesNancy 31-35, T 1 Response Mar 26

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    i like conversations with no end. fall asleep talking and wake up picking up right where you left off. No hesitant goodbyes or morning hellos.
    InsaneNefelibata InsaneNefelibata 18-21, F Mar 26

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    I meet this girl who I got so close to I began to breath the air she breathed. I wanted to be so close to her all the time and when she went out with her friends I use to get so...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F Mar 27

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    I truly am. I hate the way I look, I hate the way I act and treat people. I hate that I can say one thing, than won't even end up doing it. I hate that I tell all my friends that I...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I finished college and now working as a nurse. I am in love with my teacher/adviser/inspector in college. You know that it is love when you get to think of almost everyday-- from...
    Deanabelle Deanabelle 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Sometimes this really puzzles me. But every morning when I wake up I can't help but think how lucky I am.
    TKD1 TKD1 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 1