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I Wake Up With Cuts And Bruises

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    It's 2 am. I wake purposefully, not because I can not sleep, not because an alarm went off. I wake because the desire for you has consumed me. I know you are asleep in your bed...
    Missjayne1 Missjayne1 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I hate waking up everyday knowing that I'm going to have to deal with people and listen to yet another fight. When I'm upset I can't even depend on my mother to make sure I'm okay...
    speaklikeachild speaklikeachild 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    I have new cuts and old scars they all tell a story of the depression I went through and the sadness that was almost every day . Sometimes I would be weeks, days clean . My...
    Heyitsjalenn Heyitsjalenn 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    I talked about my story with my drama teacher already, how close we are and how much we talk. Well, last night, after theatre rehearsals for Diary of Anne Frank, as I was coming...
    SilencesLullaby SilencesLullaby 13-15, F Dec 3

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    to hide my cuts I do them on my right thigh so nobody would see them
    thedeathmist thedeathmist 16-17, F Dec 7

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    I want to wake up next to someone specific... Not just anyone... I wake up most mornings wanting to immediately text him good morning, but I don't want to wake him up. I'm grateful...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 4

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    I worked in a small company for some months but this week I didn't wake up to go, I didn't wake up for nothing the first day, then just to pee, to eat. I went to the psychiatrist...
    phasmidae phasmidae 22-25 Nov 26

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    It's really remarkable to find so many people who I can relate too. My mother has been emotionally, physically, and verbally abusing me since I was a small child. I don't have any...
    WeOnlyHaveNow WeOnlyHaveNow 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am so upset. I had a friend oh my what a wonderful friend. she hugged me when I feel, laughed at my jokes and helped me stop cutting. when she grew farther apart and got a new...
    thelonelyconfused thelonelyconfused 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 21

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    I am 47 years old, and I had all four wisdom teeth removed last week without sedation. The upper two had erupted normally, but the bottom two were impacted with the bottom left...
    emtgardener emtgardener 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    I really do. I close my eyes at night and fantasize that there would be no homeless, no war, no poverty or any of the other nasty things of life. But then I wake up and have to...
    CrippledAvenger CrippledAvenger 41-45, M Nov 19

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    I have read a lot of articles and blogs online about women who are in love with their abusers, but its often chocked up to Stockholm Syndrome. Meaning, their boyfriends and...
    elleboogie elleboogie 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    Hey, My name's **** (Account name is an Alias for obvious reasons) and I fell in love with my cousin when I was 15... or around 15 years old. Anyway, I'll start from the...
    TobyMccoy1996 TobyMccoy1996 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 24

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    It is fun to wake up naked when I travel to friends or relatives or in a hotel room. My first thought is "Yikes, I'm naked. Where am I and what am doing here and how did I get...
    xxxtop xxxtop 36-40, M 3 Responses Nov 25

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    After night of celebration I love to wake up naked with my partner feeling warm, loved and completely happy.
    xxxtop xxxtop 36-40, M Nov 25

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    These are letters I can't send... Tittle: To You... You know... I hate the feeling of being used... It makes me hate myself... makes me hate you... It's ugly... I don't want...
    SimonFlarerington SimonFlarerington 22-25, M Nov 25

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    Wake up with a thankful heart for all the good things happening in your life, for all the challenges God saw you through and for all the strenght heaven sent you to survive. Wake...
    Moonembracingthesun Moonembracingthesun 18-21, F Nov 25

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    I was disrespectful and had a sharp tongue, I looked at my phone all night to hopefully get a response but to no avail. I didn't want to wake up this morning because my special...
    Hellokittybbgrl Hellokittybbgrl 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    All I want in life!! Is to meet the right guy I can wake up next to everyday spooning me and cuddling me and having morning wood ;) no words just pulling my panties down or to the...
    jerzshorecoll21 jerzshorecoll21 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    Educational/Learning khanacademy.org - video lectures on just about any subject ted.com - lectures by smart people academicearth.org - classroom lectures freerice.com - expand...
    imurfriend imurfriend 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 7

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    I never want to wake up to think I'm hated by everything and for all! I just think about things and maybe but if you were asleep would be much better! ...
    lovingCuteSmartGirl lovingCuteSmartGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Well I'm 14, the age were you know that monsters aren't hiding under your bed or in your closet, but you still feel like something/someone is standing in the doorway listening to...
    ILoveMyKiwiPuppy ILoveMyKiwiPuppy 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 18

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    I unplugged the silly thing because about the last thing I need while I'm trying to sleep is to glance at the clock and see how little sleep I got. When I HAVE to wake up at a...
    gingershuman gingershuman 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    i can do anything i want if i put my mind to it, no one got anywhere saying 'i can't'- thats whats new with me. Everynight when i go to sleep i will think about what i want, what i...
    Amiezz Amiezz 26-30, F Nov 19

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    I am simply bored with my life. I don't even know why. I do fun things I have an interesting life but I'm so bored with it. I'm going to comiccon this weekend and I'm learning...
    imsorrywho imsorrywho 22-25, T 1 Response Nov 21

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    I go completely blind without my glasses so, I always have them on! Most the time while I'm enjoying a documentary or perhaps watching the news I fall a sleep; with of course my...
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX 18-21, M Nov 21

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    Sometimes when I'm on my phone in bed at night, I just fall asleep with them on and wake up to find them on the floor.. or still on my face lol
    ComplexLogic ComplexLogic 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    Used to and then would wake up with the frame print in my face lol.
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F Nov 22

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    We met at a party and it was love at first sight, unfortunately, she has a boyfriend and says she would never be with a girl. I go to her place almost every weekend, we stay in her...
    AmberLeerings AmberLeerings 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 22

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    Because I know I will end up crying all day. This is probably the darkest time in my life, and I don't think I'm going to make it. Once the lid popped off, I realized I had opened...
    TwingleLittleStar TwingleLittleStar 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    A perfect song .. To sit and wake up enjoying a cuppa .. http://youtu.be/w6Qk794BAqg
    mintybear2 mintybear2 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    It would be a nice cozy, rented house along a water front, preferably the ocean, nice long sandy beaches. (Parksville BC Canada) Tucked away from the harsh world, where I can just...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 26

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    Every single day, why?? I can't stand having to wake up earlier to "handle it"
    Binks328 Binks328 26-30, M Nov 29

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    I am extremely depressed. I feel so bad. I just want to die or hurt myself really bad. No one likes to be around me. I'm a burden to my family. I feel like I have an anchor tied to...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    If you can find the time, will you wait for me? You've opened the chest of my life while I watched you, only to find the expression on your face that there was nothing inside...
    JavierHunting JavierHunting 18-21, M Dec 1

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    i just moved to a new state and started ninth grade in august. in elementary & middle school was the worst i had 0 friends from forth grade to eighth not even someone to say hi to...
    khalanijane khalanijane 13-15, F Dec 2

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    cassiecc11 cassiecc11 26-30, F Dec 4

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    Sometimes when my heart palpitates I remember how it would do so when I was being passionate....and I'd give anything to feel that way again... To think of how I'd never give up in...
    acorrales acorrales 26-30, F Dec 4

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    He comes into my room... Insisting that he should be able to sleep in my bed... I tell him no repeatedly and that he needs to go to his own bed.... I wake up enraged as he opens...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 6

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    It's been months since I've seen him, feels like years. Every single day I wake up and remind myself that he's not here, and it kills me. I might see him late next January, but...
    Nightingale73 Nightingale73 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    I am almost 40 years old and have been dealing with horrible headaches for 16 years now. I have tried all kinds of doctors, treatments, medications, even various surgeries...
    JunieMarie JunieMarie 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    My fan keeps me alive in away... It blows air in my face while I sleep. I have sleep apnea and everytime I wake up from naps I feel short of breath, and my heart is pumping. Ugh My...
    PokeCotard PokeCotard 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 8

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    My mom just decided to wake me up at 7 am on my day off (after 2 hours of sleep which she knows) and complained about what I do/have done wrong for 30 minutes even though I was...
    littlemissrainy littlemissrainy 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 9

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    Last night, I was knackered because of the work. So I hit the bed just to relax. The time was 19:30 hours, at that moment, if I am not wrong and the next thing I know is, I was...
    M3MC M3MC 22-25, M 6 days ago

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