I have quite a few antisocial tendencies but the one that confuses me the most is my relationship with the phone. Often am I wondering why nobody calls or texts me. (My phone does ring on occasion but not often enough for me to feel loved) but when my phone does ring, I ignore...
Ive had a life to this point. I achieved a dream of having a wife and children in a nice home.
Now however its different, that realised dream has become a memory.
I want to say more however i dont have the words.
but I'm **** at social media eg Facebook, Instagram I think me life is too boring and I don't take enough pictures to keep up with everyone
Everyone has there party photos and random selfies but when I try taking pictures It comes out **** and I end up with nothing lol
When i go out with a purpose. Like having an appointment somewhere or groceries to buy. It feels good like I'm a functioning member of society.
But going out with no purpose attached to it is souless and lost.
How can i have lived here so long and not have anyone to call on...
Some people may call me anti social because I chose not to engage in certain things. I don't have many friends, and I have a "past" that kind of haunts me, so it's hard to be social in the small town where I'm from. Here in Atlanta, it's not as hard because the population is so...