Ive had a life to this point. I achieved a dream of having a wife and children in a nice home.
Now however its different, that realised dream has become a memory.
I want to say more however i dont have the words.
I have quite a few antisocial tendencies but the one that confuses me the most is my relationship with the phone. Often am I wondering why nobody calls or texts me. (My phone does ring on occasion but not often enough for me to feel loved) but when my phone does ring, I ignore...
Some people may call me anti social because I chose not to engage in certain things. I don't have many friends, and I have a "past" that kind of haunts me, so it's hard to be social in the small town where I'm from. Here in Atlanta, it's not as hard because the population is so...
but I'm **** at social media eg Facebook, Instagram I think me life is too boring and I don't take enough pictures to keep up with everyone
Everyone has there party photos and random selfies but when I try taking pictures It comes out **** and I end up with nothing lol
When i go out with a purpose. Like having an appointment somewhere or groceries to buy. It feels good like I'm a functioning member of society.
But going out with no purpose attached to it is souless and lost.
How can i have lived here so long and not have anyone to call on...