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I Wanna Kill Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 20 People

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    I hate my life as i was in CAS most of it. I met my mom and was happy but all good things come to an end. my life means nothing. Day in day out i just hate myself and i'm worthless i'm no good to any one because I'm always in the way or something. I have tryed to kill myself so...
    lewisbarlow152 lewisbarlow152
    18-21
    2 Responses Dec 8, 2010

    Death Only Opion

    i tried three to ended it but it didnt work out but thats hasnt stopped me from thinking about it or prepering myself again i want help cuz i hate havin these thoughts i mean i live in a house where no one listens they jus talk. so idk what to do im jus confused n lonely.
    jazzyj1 jazzyj1
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 12, 2010

    I Am Feelin To Kill Myself...

    ImĀ 19 years old I been with someone for 1 year and couple months we planned to have a child together I mean being in this relationship had driven me to a depressing stage and state of mind, we had a dis-agreement he cheated on me so I did the same!Pregnant at 3 1/2 months...
    kielygreenaway kielygreenaway
    18-21
    Mar 13, 2012

    My Life

     okay,well i dont event hink this is a reasonable reason but its that 2 years ago my friend **** wanted to be closer to me and shes like my mom never lets e do anything thier so strict. she wasnt allowed to have myspace facebook aim yahoo ANYTHING so it made communication...
    kathrox kathrox
    18-21
    Oct 26, 2009

    Miserable

    Hi, Everyday feel unhappy with my life and I think about killing myself all day long. My problem is I don't think I have the courage. Yes, I miserable.. My life was turn upside down about 2 1/2 years ago with I was diagnosis prostate cancer. I was 52 when I found out. After...
    lifeless81 lifeless81
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

    The First Time I Tried To Kill Myself

    I was feeling weak, pathetic, and hated i basicly felt like a burdon, never realy doing any good, just sitting there taking up space i had been attacked at school on a constant basis (i guess the guys wanted to prove themselves by taking out the giant), and when they could'nt do...
    w5cr3mj0r1 w5cr3mj0r1
    18-21
    1 Response Jun 10, 2010

    That's It

    Hi , I have useless life ,practicing another specialized than I know , married but no kids , I don't have any troubles with my wife but no kids , she always sick and complaining from pain here and there , I cannot leave her but I cannot do any thing to remedy...
    Rahibmonk Rahibmonk
    36-40, M
    Oct 19, 2009

    Dead To Everything

    Every morning is like being a prisoner waking up to await my execution. I really feel that way. Nothing means anything to me anymore. Even today, I felt a bit happy, but I'm never really happy. The things I love the most don't bring me joy anymore. Everyday and every hour of the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 17, 2012

    Brokenheartedmoody ,i Am So Lonely I Feel So Empty Inside I Have Been Through So Much I Don't No Were To Begin My Mom Don't Love Me Infact I Relly Think She Hates Me See She Was Raped & Had Me At Only 15 She Went Onto Get Married & Have My 2 Sis.

    I have been married for 16 years I am 33 . My husband was an abusive alcoholic for 10 of those years we were married and I raised 3 kids by myself  all 3 are back to back on top of that I was not supposed to even get preg. I have a severe heart defect that I was born with...
    brokenheartedmoody brokenheartedmoody
    31-35, F
    Jul 21, 2010

    There Are Two Things That Stop Me

    I have a little cat that depends on me. I love her and she loves me. I can't desert her. And also, I don't know what's on the other side. I could go to hell for that. I'll stick around and just self-medicate if I have to.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 17, 2010

    I Am Going To Kill Myself

    i hate my life. everyday i am forced to put on a happy face and laugh while inside i am in such deep pain. i am hurting so bad and i want it to stop. i am going to kill myself tonight. this is my final messege. so to all i say farwell
    LelouchZero LelouchZero
    18-21, T
    Apr 12, 2010

    Brokenheartedmoody ,i Am So Lonely I Feel So Empty Inside I Have Been Through So Much I Don't No Were To Begin My Mom Don't Love Me Infact I Relly Think She Hates Me See She Was Raped & Had Me At Only 15 She Went Onto Get Married & Have My 2 Sis.

    I have been married for 16 years I am 33 . My husband was an abusive alcoholic for 10 of those years we were married and I raised 3 kids by myself  all 3 are back to back on top of that I was not supposed to even get preg. I have a severe heart defect that I was born with...
    brokenheartedmoody brokenheartedmoody
    31-35, F
    Jul 21, 2010
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