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I Wanna Learn to Be Happy With My Self

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 186 People

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    It really sucks feeling lonely...but i know im not.   then someone comes around who makes me feel alive, but i know he is no good for me.  he understands me better than the one who knows me most, but the relationship is almost pointless...it makes me happy, but...
    babydollrn babydollrn 22-25, F Nov 13, 2009

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    Really Must

    I want to enjoy life! Im sick of hating myself for things i can't change. Even the things that i can change... its not worth it.   Its a slow process but i am trying!
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2008

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    Low Self Esteem

    i have low self esteem, i always have idk why, i wanna be happy with my self ...........i am gonna work on it and take it one day at a time,
    kissmeimamy88 kissmeimamy88 19-21 1 Response Feb 26, 2008

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    Hatred

    I hate myself. Why cant i do anything right. Goodbye.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 27, 2013

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    Absent, But For The Better Good

    I've been absent from EP for some time, but for the better. After much reflection and self analysis, a lot of reading, and a few therapy sessions I'm doing so much better.  I still have issues expressing my true self in public, afraid of rejection or ridicule, but it's a...
    RecycledDaily RecycledDaily 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 12, 2010

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    I'm Trying

    I'm trying to learn to be happy with myself and my life. I'm miserable with my life and try to blame it on outside forces. Be it people, the weather, some guilt I'm holding onto or some form of Karma that's conspiring to get me. I've just started reading Dr Wayne Dyer's Your...
    DietIcedTea DietIcedTea 36-40, F 4 Responses May 18, 2009

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    Is It Me Or Him!!

    I’m wondering if anyone can help me or offer advice! I have being married 16 months and met my husband about 5 years ago. He has pretty much never really worked or even made a genuine attempt to achieve his goals in life. When I first met him he was doing...
    z5i7hkq4rl z5i7hkq4rl 36-40 3 Responses May 24, 2010

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    It's our First anniversary today! And it's her birthday too! :P less dates to remember aha :P I just wanna say happy anniversary and happy birthday to my baby Carissa. I love you...
    Kwilkwar9 Kwilkwar9 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I can't remember the last time I looked in the mirror and thought I looked good. In fact, I don't look in the mirror full stop as I'm scared it will crack. I am so self conscious...
    HollowHeart17 HollowHeart17 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    i am happy with my life but curious about everything.. how other people doing and why exactly are they here..
    wandererdreamer wandererdreamer 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 10

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    I WANT TO LEARN LATIN! It would be fun to speak a dead man's language. You never know when you need it. ;)
    Artz4Life Artz4Life 16-17, F Sep 5

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    So, today is the day. The day that make all other days seem worthless. The day that's so special that everyone wishes this day could be everyday. Um, I don't know what I'm talking...
    Duckix3 Duckix3 16-17 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Because #yoloI haven't known you for that long, it's really only been two years, yet I feel like I know you better than anyone else. And I know that you know me better than anyone...
    Duckix3 Duckix3 16-17 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wish I had a different mindset, maybe stuff wouldn't bother me so much, I wouldn't love like I do, I wouldn't care like I do, I would be happy.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F Sep 22

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    The Prejudice Racist Self-Hating Half-Black Half-Romanian Bastard Love Child- Now let me explain. As I have said before I was born to an already married Black woman and her...
    AlphahatesOmega AlphahatesOmega 18-21, M 9 hrs ago

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    I really feel like my life has turn out for the better after that disastrous last semester. Flashback of last semester: Met a guy - have lots of fun - texting a lot with him...
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    Even though we don't have a label on our relationship, I still want to have sex with him and kiss him and hug him and cuddle . I like the way he feels inside of me . I don't know...
    neuroticgal neuroticgal 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 14

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    I've been feeling so damn ******* happy about life ever since last night like I'm so lucky to have the family I have....
    BrutallyHonest316 BrutallyHonest316 22-25, F Sep 23

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    and I'm starting to feel okay with that pretty quickly. There's nothing as freeing as accepting who you are and finding yourself happy. But, when I say gain weight I just mean a...
    ktchubbybelly ktchubbybelly 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Recovery... Realising your worth it. Experiencing true happiness. Caring about yourself. Over coming your own demons. Validating your worth it. Eating with no regret. Relapse, its...
    TheGirlFullOfSecrets TheGirlFullOfSecrets 13-15, F Sep 6

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    I got some new scare to go with the old ones
    wisdomgirl wisdomgirl 16-17, F Sep 13

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    The talk with my boyfriend went very well about some of the fantasies I have. Feels good that I can open up with him without the fear of judgement.
    Callipygian99 Callipygian99 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    I'm gonna say I'm in a pretty good place with my life, finally. Got a wonderful husband to be who I love with every bit of my heart. Got 2 wonderful step sons in my life who look...
    mrsmitchell15 mrsmitchell15 22-25, F Sep 11

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    I swear, this has been the most pathetic run of dates... I meet these men, spend lots of time creating a relationship of just friends even.. and then when it is time to get...
    WendyBlabs WendyBlabs 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    She too cool for you guys that's for sure!
    QuietFreedom QuietFreedom 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Every ******* day.............
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 7

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    I been trying to stop cutting myself for little over a week now but this morning I cut
    wisdomgirl wisdomgirl 16-17, F Sep 8

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    I been holding it all in for so long and today now I can't do it I just want to cut again
    wisdomgirl wisdomgirl 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    I never thought I'd be this girl.
    thalassinia thalassinia 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    Today my parents found out... iv been put on anti-depressants and have to be referred to a childs mental health clinic because im only 14...
    TheGirlFullOfSecrets TheGirlFullOfSecrets 13-15, F Sep 18

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    I just get can't get out of this, I've always hated myself and the way I look, I just wish I could change or at least stop thinking like that. Plus, it's not just the way I look...
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    But how, I'm so insanely depressed right now.. The only thing I know to do it turn to drugs and alcohol.
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 3

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    I am so glad this experience is on here. There should be more posts! Hellz yeahz!
    piprimate piprimate 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    I've never felt better. Healthy paleo diet no alcohol or drugs. People who use don't understand how much joy and happiness you get from being alive in a heathy way.
    WaterOx WaterOx 41-45, M 3 Responses Sep 11

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    I have hooded eyelids. This makes it seem like I'm half-asleep all the time even when I'm awake. It sucks, especially when I'm trying to take a good picture.
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T Sep 13

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    once somebody asked me, what did i want and i told him that i want everything..... the issue is, that we are always thinking about what we dont hae and never pay attention to what...
    mrnut mrnut 36-40, M Sep 16

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    I believe it says it all... Not much to add on this... You know who you are... <3
    EnchantingDream EnchantingDream 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    there is no specific reason but i never be happy since i was child even hat fake smiles not happy wanna be happy even for one sec i wanna know how happy look like wanna feel that...
    Outsider92 Outsider92 22-25, M Sep 23

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    i would learn anything. that is apart from school subjects (math, english, science, history...) i wanna learn about things that are fun and useful later on!
    ninjadentistinspace ninjadentistinspace 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I've never tried it but it seems like something I wanna learn!
    ProprTaco ProprTaco 16-17, F Sep 2

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    I'm a lesbian. One of the things that bug me is when people say that I'm too young to know or just the blatant 'no your not'. When I was in nursery I had a 'puppy crush' on my...
    EmeraldOdinelle EmeraldOdinelle 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I wanna learn French so badly but I find it hard
    xsparklyclarax xsparklyclarax 13-15, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Devon1739q Devon1739q 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    There was a small time in my life that my confidence started to bloom. I modeled for a few photographers, I was happy with the way I looked minus a few things if course. I...
    MarKri MarKri 22-25, F Sep 7

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    i dont want to get out of bed. i dont want to turn on the lights. i dont want to face the people at school. if i do i shake like crazy and get nauseous. i dont want to eat, but i...
    piercethevictoria piercethevictoria 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It's really not how I planned it, but I think I wouldn't have wanted it any other way... It's not what I was looking for, but it still happened and I guess, that's the magic that...
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