I Want a Change

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 448 People

    lately iv been using tinder

    and Ep to connect with people a lot more then I usually do. maybe a lot more than id like. I don't share pictures here or details apart from my name and my nationality since my life's an open book on Ep and well I could be blackmailed lol or my writing plagiarized lol and on...
    Unmasked Unmasked
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 21

    I just want to feel confident

    and better. I think I'm gonna chop my long hair off into like a bob type cut.. Right now. My mom will probably kill me but it's my hair and I'm sick of just looking in the mirror hating what I see. I don't think it's drastic. It's just hair and mine grows back way quicker than...
    savmcken savmcken
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 22, 2014

    Just Thoughts...

    Recently I've been doing some soul searching not only just to find who i am again but because of one of the biggest decision I've ever had to make in my life and if you read my other story you know it was the choice of having an abortion. Coincedientily it's a very controversial...
    yuuup123 yuuup123
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 8, 2013

    Some Things Never Change.....

    Some things never change..... ....But then again some things do. I'm starting to focus on what I want in life, and I'm also starting to be a lot happier most of the time. No one is gonna ruin my mood, NO ONE! I'm having so much fun knowing everything that's going on, and being...
    moyoyo moyoyo
    26-30, M
    1 Response Oct 29, 2007

    Ep should seriously add a deheart button,

    an unheart? Whatever tf y'all know what I mean.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 12, 2015

    I have been wanting a change in my life.

    And I found it. I found something that is going to change my life and make me financially free. If you want to know about it, message me
    totalhipster143 totalhipster143
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 1, 2014

    Sweden has no clubs,

    nor sports in Highschool, that should change I think.
    PigMonkeyHybrid PigMonkeyHybrid
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 17

    Im tired of how my life is,

    I just cant be happy, I want new friends, new beginning, but I feel so lost
    Mujtaba0 Mujtaba0
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Oct 3, 2014


    All of us experience change in our lives. Change is the one constant in our lives. There are changes that we look forward to and change that we fear. However, one thing is for sure. Things will not stay the same no matter how much we would like them too. When a life change...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus
    51-55, M
    Sep 22, 2010

    Change, But What Kind

    I do want change but not the kind this political season is throwing out. The change I want and hope for is a deep personal change in everyone. The change that makes individual evolve into more caring and compassionate and loving person. Sometimes we show better glimpses of...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    4 Responses Oct 27, 2008

    I've looked at most of my posts

    and thought that they sounded to negotiate and to much like a whiney teenager talking about how much his life sucks. I don't want to be that person, after all the topic is I want a change. Well we were having a discussion at the dinner table about the education of the US and how...
    Captinsammy Captinsammy
    18-21, M
    May 13, 2014

    Change-scary But Needed

    I have always been scared of change....i like things to stay the same because I like it when things are stable. I would be willing to stay in a bad situation to avoid change, but at the same time so desperately want it. I haven't been truly happy for quite some time now. I have...
    SassySexySweetSub SassySexySweetSub
    22-25, F
    Dec 16, 2008

    I Am Sick Of Always Being On Top

    Every time we have sex..... my husband just lies there's... its simply implicated that its my "job" to be on top. Its soooooo boring. As soon as he gets off, sex is over. I want to be thrashed around... have him take control, be on top... Something..... anything...
    bluediamond325 bluediamond325
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 7, 2013

    I Pray For Change

    My work/social situation is a nightmare.  I actually am working a midnight shift to avoid people I work with.  I'm so angry at my co-workers for treating me like sh"" and the worse part is they don't care.  I know that my social situation at work will...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 18, 2009


    More than anything I am afraid to try. My mistakes, because of there nature, has defined me for too long. I want to be better than what I have become... better than what I dream I can be. I want to be the me I started out to be when I decided to be a "me". But, I fear I have...
    Unwyse30 Unwyse30
    31-35, F
    Aug 24, 2013

    Sick And Tired

    I am completely fed up of being the follower, the one who is completely influenced by my friends. I am tired of always being the boring one, the one who is ugly and timid. I am SICK of my boring life, my boring parents, my boring brother. I want a change. What I'd LIKE is to be...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 15, 2010
    sisi19 sisi19
    18-21, F
    Apr 30, 2014

    I'm starting with a small change to my

    appearance by dying my hair red tomorrow.
    fullofhope123 fullofhope123
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 28, 2013

    Tired Of Being Me

    I am tried of being me. I am tired of being depressed all the time. I hate that I want to be happy and enjoy life but that happiness avaids me. I am tied of sleeping all the time b/c there is nothing else for me to do. I want to live in a home where my girls have their own rooms...
    dawneubanks2005 dawneubanks2005
    31-35, F
    Feb 5, 2013

    There's those times you believe it'll never

    change, times when you wish it could've been diffrent, times you wish others knew. You want to tell them, but it's difficult. You want them to understand, but you've kept inside so long. You want to open, live the life you want, live the way it could be. Don't hide yourself...
    Cooper802 Cooper802
    18-21, M
    Mar 8, 2015

    Ihave had many jobs and lived in many states,

    growing up I went to 22 different schools, never staying longer that 6 months anywhere. I began to quit getting close to people, making friends became easy by t futile, being able to change my identity to whatever pleased the friends I was attempting to make. It has warped...
    Audextic Audextic
    22-25, M
    Apr 5, 2015

    Need To Change Yourself , Join Me ( We Are On The Same Page )

    OK here is the deal , i am a good guy shy in nature , lack of smartness and average communication skill . i don't speak up thinking that i might offend someone OR make a joke out of myself . But the thing is when you have a personality like that no one respects you , they just...
    debabratbarman debabratbarman
    Aug 25, 2013

    Waiting Game

    Life has been a big waiting game for me, but finally the time has come! As I wait for my big change~ I am quite anxious, but yet glad to get this day over with. I think things will be different away from the stress of this dark cloud hanging over my neighborhood!
    Neveah Neveah
    16-17, F
    Jun 23, 2008

    No One Knows Because I Hide It. But I'M Afraid Of What'S To Come In My Near Future.

    I'm a strong person, with a good head on my shoulders. My problem? I allowed my roommate to pretty much step on me and get her way in almost every single aspect of our household for the last 2 years and I'm f'ing tired of it. I'm tired of having to hear about how "loud" my door...
    Sickchick26 Sickchick26
    26-30, F
    Oct 15, 2013

    From today I'm gonna work

    for the change...no matter how many times I fail..
    deleted deleted
    Jun 30, 2014

    ... Alot

    I want to change so many things about my lifestyle ...  i dont want a change of area because i love where i live .  i just want to become a better person . ... I want to be comfortable with change ...  im not good at accepting it  if its not something i can...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 14, 2007


    mcafe58 mcafe58
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Dec 16, 2008

    I Need a Change

    For the last 7 months my life has gone down the tubes.  I lost my job and my car within two weeks.  I worked so hard for my car, the thing that provided me with so much independence.  The man I was dating at the time was there for me but circumstances surrounding...
    snobunny826 snobunny826
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jun 25, 2007


    I'm so drunk tonight ! Decided to get high and forget all ******* problems of life.
    soheil4 soheil4
    22-25, M
    Sep 11, 2013

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