I Want a Cigarette

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 220 People

    Jones-in Junkie

    I am quite mad for a smoke.  I have been fighting a fierce craving for 24 hours.  I keep thinking one is lit next to me.  My desire for one is wickedly intense.  If someone was to bust into our home this moment with masks and guns a pointing, I swear I...
    Freestanding Freestanding
    56-60, F
    4 Responses Mar 11, 2008

    I have this urge to just go

    and smoke a whole pack . I quit smoking a while back , almost one and half years ago . But now I really really want one <3
    pink0313 pink0313
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Feb 13, 2014

    Never Going To Quit.

    I've been trying to kick the habit for almost a year now, and I'm just barely 18.. but for me, my cigarette is more than my nicotine addiction. My cigarette is company. It's a friend. when you are stressed out, and you need to get away from somthing, it calms you down. its your...
    laurenlokz laurenlokz
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Jun 14, 2011

    Oh What the Hell...

    I'm just gonna go and buy some...
    psyko psyko
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Aug 11, 2009

    So I Bought a Pack

    The stress overrode my desire to not smoke. It was that or hurt someone......I think I made the right choice.
    cinfullynn cinfullynn
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Jul 18, 2008

    Too Lazy

    i dont feel like putting my clothes back on and going out in the cold to get one and smoke it    i wish i could smoke in my room
    theluckyduck theluckyduck
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Jan 9, 2009


    I just want one so bad right now. I have gone so long without smoking, almost seven months I would say, but a cigarette, would always calm me down, and make things be okay again. I really want one right now!
    deleted deleted
    Jul 28, 2009

    But Don't Have Any

    I stopped smoking April 2007 when I learned I was pregnant.  Had only two in all that time until November 2008 when I got drunk while on holiday.  Since then it's been creeping back into my life with hubby & I only smoking on weekends when drinking...
    psyko psyko
    36-40, F
    10 Responses May 1, 2009


    And I have never even tried a cigarette.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    24 Responses Jul 28, 2009

    I'm trying to quit but getting better.

    It's stress and depression that kicks the urge in the worse
    XxRazorbladeRomancexX XxRazorbladeRomancexX
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 29, 2016

    Tempted As Hell

    I've been smoking since I was 12, and I quit smoking a few weeks ago. But then I had the mother of all fights with my fiance (which ended everything) this past weekend and all I can think about is smoking a cigarette. I don't want to give in to the stress of life and re-start...
    iamrae22 iamrae22
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 17, 2012

    And I'm Not a Smoker

    I quit over 8 years ago.  But, tonight, and every other once in awhile, I want an f'ing cigarette.  I want to stand out in the cold, shivering and smoking with friends.  Laughing and drinking and getting all snockered.   But, then my lungs would hurt and...
    mj915 mj915
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Dec 22, 2007

    Like... I kind of want to see what cigarrettes

    are like and i know it's really bad for you but... i dont know my friends said they tried it and now I really want to, too, but i dont want to get addicted or anything...
    jesusofbatterycity jesusofbatterycity
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Mar 12, 2014

    Really Want To But...

    Well ... I just came home from the doctor. I have got the flu. My throat is all messed up and hurting like hell. But still I feel the need to light a cigarette but on the other hand I want to recover as fast as possible. I actually do not really know what to do now...
    1234udtq 1234udtq
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Feb 13, 2013

    I'm Gonna Pull My Hair Out!

    I quit smoking April a year ago, but here about 4 months ago I got really upset and really stressed out and I bought a pack. I just finished them, so not bad, but I bought another pack. I guess I'm ok as long as they last another 4 months. Sometimes I get to wanting one so bad I...
    crazysoutherngrl74 crazysoutherngrl74
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jun 4, 2008

    Ugh...I Am Craving

    I am not much of a smoker. A pack of 25's will last me a good two months, maybe more? Yes, I know they aren't as fresh but I don't really care. I don't need to smoke everyday or hell every week. However, I have moments where I drink (a lot) and I will smoke more than one, ...or...
    ollifer ollifer
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 6, 2010


    I am not a real smoker. But, having been exposed to cigarettes when I was as young as fourteen, it's been a small weakness all through my teenage years. I can't say I miss smoking when I don't do it. I smoke too little for that. But sometimes, I just want to. There's just...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente
    18-21, F
    Feb 19, 2011

    Getting Wound Up

    not that having a cigarette would fix anything but i find the deep inhalation of the smoke tends to help me calm down a bit.
    psyko psyko
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Jun 29, 2009


    It drives me nuts. Sometimes I just want a bleeping cigarette! Aaaaaaarrrrgggghhhh!
    Eggyegg Eggyegg
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Aug 5, 2011

    Puff, Puff, Hide! I'm a Closet Smoker!

    I "quit" smoking in December 2005. I was so proud! I smelled good, my teeth were whiter, my nails are gorgeous. I smelled good (so good I said it twice!). I have been very stressed lately, true, but still a cop out. I bought a pack the other day and now I smoke about...
    sonyasixx sonyasixx
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Aug 15, 2007


    My first smoking sex, wow , what a turn on. making love to a woman while she is smoking. Turned me on like mad ,whiched shocked me,because i dont smoke.I will be doing that again let me tell you.
    stephenwaghorn stephenwaghorn
    Jun 8, 2011
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