I Want a Different Life

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    Up until I was 18 or 19,

    I never drank alcohol, I never touched weed, or anything like that. When I was in high school I actually looked down on people who did any of that. Once I left high school and moved onto college, I developed some sort of need to fit in with new friends in whatever way I could, I...
    MattyB0621 MattyB0621
    22-25, M
    Oct 19, 2015

    A Different Me

    I hope i am an insect or a snake I hope i could shed my skin The skin that never did fit me The pain i feel The uncomfortableness That i learnt to live with Inside I am a different me My body and i Are not one I wanna reveal the real me
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench
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