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I Want a Different Life

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    A Different Me

    I hope i am an insect or a snake I hope i could shed my skin The skin that never did fit me The pain i feel The uncomfortableness That i learnt to live with Inside I am a different me My body and i Are not one I wanna reveal the real me
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 11, 2011

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    Up until I was 18 or 19,

    I never drank alcohol, I never touched weed, or anything like that. When I was in high school I actually looked down on people who did any of that. Once I left high school and moved onto college, I developed some sort of need to fit in with new friends in whatever way I could, I...
    MattyB0621 MattyB0621 22-25, M Oct 19, 2015

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    I would like to meet real humans. just as they are...without masks ... without lies ... people not afraid to show their scars ... to cry ... to tell the truth ... I would like to...
    Ariaspark Ariaspark 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I'm so sick of it. I'm so ******* sick and tired of waking up every morning. My life means **** to me. I hate it. I ******* hate that I'm alive. Why I'm still here is beyond me. I...
    Whirlwind5 Whirlwind5 41-45, M 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Never had one, but given the circumstances of my life ..maybe jt wouldn't be so bad...
    AnonymouslyHopeful AnonymouslyHopeful 31-35, M 2 hrs ago

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    Today I keep feeling so freezing cold though the Central Weather Bureau it's 20.9 C at 14:15 the highest temperature and it's 12.4 C at 21:45, probably because I lack social...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself 26-30, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    When you feel so down, upset and stressed out... But you don't know the reason behind it... When you ask yourself so much questions that you wonder where would you find the right...
    dighard59 dighard59 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    To The Girl Who Stole My HeartYou're the first person I think about.In the morning after I eat and go out.When I jump in the shower to wash my body and head.And the last, after...
    theophilusmartins theophilusmartins 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    I love to think about all the different countries I'm going to travel to someday. I would love to travel to the Asian countries mostly, and some European ones too c:
    lilykitten1998 lilykitten1998 16-17, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I'm sorry to say this but all girl friends I have met in life ways took advantage of me they only came to.me when they needed me and they were gone when I needed them. rn I need a...
    Anna1198 Anna1198 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I NEVER KNOW WHAT I WANT BUT I INTIMATE WITH SOME ONE AND HE IS DUMP ME
    MM4R MM4R 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    February 2016 cannot come in your life time again. Because this year, February has 4 Sundays 4 Mondays 4 Tuesdays 4 Wednesdays 4 Thursdays 4 Fridays and 4 Saturdays. This happens...
    Solegne Solegne 41-45, F 6 hrs ago

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    I'm very assuming that my life here isn't easy I just think the way I am and I think someday I'll be out here and never return. so I was like a hard rock in the past I can't feel...
    aereuz2 aereuz2 16-17, M 8 hrs ago

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    There is this girl who came into my life a year ago and I was lonely and confided EVERYTHING to her. I told her who I was mad at, who I wanted to be friends with, who to watch out...
    AMIAROM AMIAROM 31-35, F 9 hrs ago

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    I don't expect others to blindly accept me and not have some of their own personal standards. I like to surround myself with people who realize and enjoy the fact that life is...
    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming 18-21, T 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    You do not need another person to complete you. You need to be happy with who you are, right now. Learn to be alone. Learn to thrive alone. Yes, it is nice to have someone in your...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling 26-30, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I am a cosplayer an expert one but I just wish people would understand. it seems that they would prefer a grow up get a job and do it until you get old to retire then die. but that...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M 17 hrs ago

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    I can feel that rejection from all angles again the feeling it gives me inside its like A knife digging in my heart. This is when I just think it would be best for all that I...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    He loves and appreciates me in a way I've never experienced. Loving everything about me unlike the ex... but it's different for me because I've had my heart broken twice but he is...
    hk567 hk567 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I thought it might be a little narcissistic to do one of these but I love reading them so I figured, why not. Here goes. 1. My name is Spencer 2. I'm a senior in high school 3...
    JerseyBoy16 JerseyBoy16 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION A DYNAMO OF LIFE FOR YOUR BODY Romans 8:11 (NLT) The Spirit of God, who raised Jesus from the dead, lives in you. And just as God raised...
    ganyoji ganyoji 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    This will be my life. No fantasy here. The real women out there know they want this life. They know they want a man that can give them the big fully belly they want anytime he...
    Newground Newground 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    when everybody else i know is thinking of getting a job and spending the rest of their ******* lives serving someone from morning to evening daily to get peanuts at the end of the...
    dollarsigns dollarsigns 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I wonder if it's even possible to have the things I want in a female partner? there are so many things that many would consider a "check list" which is usually not a good thing to...
    DarkKnightRanger DarkKnightRanger 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    1. I do not believe I will finish this. 2. I am 5'2" AND THREE QUARTERS. 3. I really speak out when something feels wrong to me. 4. I'm an 'INFJ' 5. I believe looking at the world...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION GOD'S WORD vs. EXPERIENCES Psalm 119:89 (AMP) Forever, O Lord, Your word is settled in heaven [stands firm as the heavens]. Experience...
    ganyoji ganyoji 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Hello everyone! I have never been to this site before, but I think this is a really cool idea. I don't know if this is relevant to any one else out there, but lately I have been...
    JThomas18 JThomas18 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    "So what next??" I happen to ask this question to myself everyday and the problem is that each time I get a new answer. Yes, I'm unsure about where my life is leading to and so...
    Zoro94 Zoro94 18-21, F a week ago

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    "Family" is supposed to love and care for you, not treat you like **** and act like it's okay or get pissed off when you try and stand up for yourself. I'm so done and can't wait...
    lexxrodriguezz lexxrodriguezz 18-21, F a week ago

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    Why does everything have to progressively get worse? I miss when my life had more meaning. When I could say "I'm OK" without lying. I'm too tired to continue this pointless fight...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Like they always say money makes the world go round and there's nothing like not having enough money to do the things you want in life and to do that it takes some paper to make...
    sakura20201 sakura20201 18-21, F a week ago

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    Our time of existence is feeble, but not because time is, but because our (individual) life is, there's no certainty, that's dealing with life: dealing with uncertainty, because...
    oneiric13 oneiric13 26-30, M Jan 29

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    Here's how to spot it!1. You feel on-edge around this person, but you still want them to like you. You find yourself writing off most of their questionable behavior as accidental...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    I had never really met a person who had made me question everything about myself-my job, the way I view my relationships with my family, the way I view myself, my anxiety, my...
    sweetsexxylexy sweetsexxylexy 22-25, F Jan 28

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    Because what I want is you
    davidschild37 davidschild37 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    God put in my way a guy and now we had to say goodbye. I don't know why I can't seem to find the right one... the universe is playing with my feelings. I just want to be able to...
    American19 American19 18-21, F Jan 27

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    I hate my life here, and maybe if I just up and leave with a random stranger I could figure out what I want in life. I don't know why my profile says i'm over 20, but I'm merely 18...
    Creepyluna Creepyluna 22-25, F Jan 27

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    I found this silly personality test on Rutterman's profile and thought it was kind of interesting...and just fun to do, since I found myself answering the questions for myself...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    I want to be in your presence, I want the simplicity of being with you whether our time is spent in total silence or full of laughter. I want to be able to catch a glimpse of your...
    cmyk323 cmyk323 36-40, F Jan 26

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    Cat ear headphones......... I WANT THEM SO BAD Dx but.... They're to expensive....
    jessijessi1234 jessijessi1234 18-21, F Jan 26

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