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I Want a Different Life

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    A Different Me

    I hope i am an insect or a snake I hope i could shed my skin The skin that never did fit me The pain i feel The uncomfortableness That i learnt to live with Inside I am a different me My body and i Are not one I wanna reveal the real me
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 11, 2011

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    Once again, I don't mean literally other lifetimes. I mean this one. Tonight I was thinking of the past. The night after we got married. I was thinking of how happy we were. Good...
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    I really wish ! Once i've graduate from college i'd take a vacation with a group of people that share same interests + are funny! And go camping ,hiking or discover something new i...
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    I'm so done, I just want all the sh*t I'm dealing with to be over. I don't want to go to therapy, I do t want to see a doctor, I don't want people to force me to eat. I just want...
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    I am looking for someone to fatten me up the point where I cannot move. I'm thin but I've always had a thing for being fat. Any takers?
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    so determined to feel better, been depressed for so many years now it's ridiculous
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    � Let's facial area the more mature you get the greater wellness challenges you experience.� When you find yourself fairly younger is whenever you can lock in favored life...
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    Actually I don't really want to know why you chose me to be part of your circle, but thank you for adding me all the same. I love reading all the different activities of the...
    Lee124 Lee124 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    There are a number of riders at your disposal not mentioned, so make sure when heading over your whole life insurance quote with the agent to debate all that is pertinent.Though...
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    Just to make it a lil easier for me. At some point in life i just stop down to analyze everything. And then make a move & go with the flow. He keeps on asking me if i've fallen in...
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    Just b/c somebody is different for you or wants different things that you do or likes different things than you do or believes differently that you do doesn't give you the right to...
    OpenMan44 OpenMan44 41-45, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    When estimating the amount of life insurance protection you may need, make sure to factor in don't just funeral expenditures, but also property finance loan payments and living...
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    *My Death in Syria* I am on the balcony fetching something, when a missile/bomb shell hits the street below. The street is to my right. For a little second I can see the missile...
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    The time is nearing for me to do this. After passing my seventeenth birthday the adult life and demands are seeping in, and life is becoming even more cruel. I always fight to get...
    maurylight maurylight 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    I'm at a point in my life that I don't need a relationship, nor do I really want one now. I've found a peace unknown to many and on my own I feel at ease. But when the time is...
    FutureVal FutureVal 16-17, F Jan 13

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    I'm in an aimless state right now. Theoretically my life should be pretty good, I have parents who will support just about any life path I choose to take, and they can fund...
    distantlurker distantlurker 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 11

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    My life feels out of control. I can't seem to keep a job. It all seems overwhelming. I have anxiety/depression that is keeping me from enjoying life. I don't know how to feel...
    smile4today smile4today 41-45, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Yup. But no one wants to life me. Because I'm a ugly, sarcastic, hopeless loser.
    junglejimlove junglejimlove 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 1

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    Yesterday I managed to eat: - Breakfast: 1 green apple+coffee - Lunch: 1 Orange+Tea - Snack: Coffee - Dinner: Steak+salad+small piece of bread+orange I feel guilty because I know...
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    3 years ago new life was breathed in me through the birth of my niece. Before that I was so miserable and hurt after a difficult relationship. Life had become so repetitive and...
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    In my room I have a picture on the wall that has provided me joy for many years. This picture shows a beautiful stream with clear water, graceful rushes along the shore and...
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    Every once in a while... At work while everyone is gossiping and buzzing around the office I just stare at the different mood swings and motions of the people I work with...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    Well, basically I decided I need to write. Plain and simple.. So write away I will... I guess some where along the journey I lost sight of the fact that for the longest time I...
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    I know what it is to live in an unhappy family. I grew up thinking men have a lot of power because they are the breadwinners and physically they are also stronger. My father was...
    novembermountain novembermountain 41-45, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I'm new to this site so add me as a friend all is welcome like And I'd love to learn mandarin and Japanese and if you speak a different language try teach me a bit
    markBBBh markBBBh 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    Ive had enough of peeps abusing me just cause Im trying to either be helpful or expressing my opinions I had someone threaten to block me this morning I got in first no wonder I go...
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    I just realized I spend a lot of time arguing with people who are not worth the argument. It causes unnecessary stress, and it wastes my time. From now on i'm picking and choosing...
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    what can i say i want a boyfriend mostly somebody that can make me laugh. I like laugh and just enjoying life but it kinda gets lonely
    JosephAdelso JosephAdelso 13-15, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    And that's why I'm always paranoid. I always want to be in control and I can't stand the things I can't control in life. Screw the world. It's every man for himself :)
    tangledweb94 tangledweb94 18-21, M 11 hrs ago

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    one of those unforgettable bonds... there's nothing better than having someone who knows you better than you know yourself someone you grow close to overtime not out of something...
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    Hello, The year of 2014 is coming to an end. And what makes this year different for me, is that it is the hardest year of our ( My Family ) life. This year has been such a roller...
    jonho10 jonho10 13-15, M Dec 28, 2014

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    I an different in so many ways and thats one of them. I have tow big brothers and they are both doctors and a little brother and sister both of them want to be come doctors. Is...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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