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I Want a Different Life

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    A Different Me

    I hope i am an insect or a snake I hope i could shed my skin The skin that never did fit me The pain i feel The uncomfortableness That i learnt to live with Inside I am a different me My body and i Are not one I wanna reveal the real me
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 11, 2011

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