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I Want A Job And A Semi-normal Life

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    Yes, I Know It Can Always Be Worse

    I have been chasing work since June of this year.I am having a really hard time with this not being able to find work business. Yeah Yeah the economy, the economy...**** the economy when people around me are getting jobs with waaaay less work experience then I have. Right about...
    shair1tu shair1tu 36-40, F Oct 17, 2009

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    Goal Complete

    To get a job was a goal of mine and I'm proud to say that I finally got one :) im a check out chick hehe. so now i study full time and work casual. im pretty happy with myself!!
    staytrue2urself staytrue2urself 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2011

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