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I Want a New Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 241 People

    I feel like I have done everything wrong.

    Didn't go to college. Married the wrong man. And everything since then. I wish I could start over knowing what I know now.
    yearningforhappiness yearningforhappiness 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2014

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    New Start

    I want a new life.... oh, that is and has been on my mind for awhile now.  I'd love to just pack some clean underwear, my laptop, and few other things and just leave and go to a new city.  Just to start over.  That all takes money, that I don't have since I lost my...
    brownbaglady brownbaglady 31-35 4 Responses Sep 17, 2009

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    I'm Clean and Sober... Now What?

    I am bored with life..  I have 3 years clean off of drugs.  I have my kids back.  I should be happy.  I can't stand my husband.  He doesn't have any goals in life.  I have two years of school behind me and a couple of prereqs before I can...
    newtym newtym 26-30, F Aug 27, 2009

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    I Have To Make It Happen!

    You know what? I'm sick and tired of being this lack lustre person! I want a new life, a life that is full of adventure and packed full of excitement. A life where I can't wait to wake up in the morning, and don't want to fall asleep at night. I want to be able to see the world...
    applesncinnamon applesncinnamon 26-30, F 6 Responses Dec 8, 2010

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    2010 Can Only Be Better Than 2009

    2009 can go **** itself.  It was the worst year of my life.  It started with me getting fired in February.  Friday the thirteenth to be exact.  Was out of work for four months and had to break down and take another job in retail.  I was looking for...
    BlueDragon BlueDragon 36-40, M Mar 18, 2010

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    If I Had A New Life......

    If I has a new life....I could stop being so depressed. I would be able to put effort into myself. Get fit, become the woman I know I could be. If only I had a chance to get out of dodge. I'm thinking of just packing up becoming a nanny or a caretaker, something that can get my...
    ashleyforachange ashleyforachange 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2010

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    Want A New Life

    I've always dreamed of someday waking up and being somewhere else, somewhere where I don't spend all my day at home with no friends, somewhere with a guy who will love me and treat me well.somewhere where I can have a job and be working.a place where I wont get yelled at and put...
    Aaliyah15 Aaliyah15 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 5, 2011

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    Just Dissapear

    I want to write a note on facebook telling all the people in my life that im going to dissapear. Just like that, no proper goodbyes, then i'll dissapear to another country and start a new life. Im getting everything together for that... hopefully can do soon.
    skyISfalling skyISfalling 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 2, 2009

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    With Him

    I want a new life. With him. The life I am living is one I am not proud of. I am a single mother of 2. I have not started my paperwork for divorce yet, but I can feel it coming. I just don't have the money for an attorney. The separation papers are free, but I haven't been able...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2008

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    Because Its The Only Thing That Would Fix Everything

    I want to wake up in a new body with a memory that has been wiped clean.Only this time I want some kind of alarm system installed into my brain so that whenever I'm about to do something stupid that could possibly ruin this new life it will blare loudly, dogs will start barking...
    explainit2me explainit2me 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 30, 2010

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    Tired of Me

    I'm just so tired of being lonely.  Of being pushed aside.  Of feeling unwanted. I don't want to be the "friend" anymore.  I don't want to be the fat girl anymore.  I don't want to be taken for granted by my "friends".  I don't want...
    CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten 31-35, F 7 Responses Aug 14, 2008

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    Nobody Knows ~pink~

    Nobody knows Nobody knows but me That I sometimes cry If I could pretend that I'm asleep When my tears start to fall I peek out from behind these walls I think nobody knows Nobody knows no Nobody likes Nobody likes to lose their inner voice The one I used to hear before my life...
    scenegirlz scenegirlz 13-15, F Oct 25, 2012

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    The Plan

    1. pay off judgement 2. save for down-payment 3. get perm (currently I'm seasonal) 4. buy house 5. get away from husband 6. let my hair down.
    VaritySinning VaritySinning 31-35, F May 19, 2009

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    With Her

    With her.  On a ranch.  Raising her kids.  Having a kid of our own.  Riding our horses together every day.  Sleeping together every night.  Not caring about our old families. Just God, her, and me...in perfect bliss...out in the majestic Wild West.
    RopinTexan RopinTexan 22-25, M 8 Responses Sep 22, 2008

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    Life As A Beggar.

    iv drunk right now,.two bottles of wine,which has become my daily habit, no food, just wine. my husband is emotionally abusive. he will say without me you are nothing, you would have no money without me, do you really want to go back to your family! always he is saying these...
    monkshart monkshart 18-21, T 2 Responses Dec 22, 2011

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    A New Life

    A new life,That's what I want,Workin' towards it,Changing my ways,Like never before,I hardly know myself,But sure as eggs,I know,I'm on track.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 24, 2012

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    I Would Love A New Life.

    This may be long so prepare yourself ladies and gents. Well first of im maddie and im going to tell you about my life and why i would love a new one. And yes I know i cant just magically get a new life. So heres my story. My life started going downhill when i was 11... and im...
    ilovecupcakes9165 ilovecupcakes9165 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2011

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    I Wish I Could Just Start Fresh, In Every Sense Of The Word.

    Yes I want to just start over in a new place. With new people. Where nobody knows my name. but more than anything i want to start fresh mentally. Even if i moved id never be able to forget about all the reasons why i wanted to start fresh in the first place. Those reasons would...
    princess904 princess904 22-25, F Apr 10, 2013

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    Starting Over...

     Hi im cuki, a nineteen year old with a pocket full of problems.  Now im not about to bore you with the story of my life but a few things you should know is my upbringing wasnt the greatest and ive been through more stress in my life than any normal nineteen year old...
    Cuki23 Cuki23 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2009

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    Bah Humbug.

    i want a new life.....i need a new life.....   one with no problems, lots of money, and never ending happiness....   i wish that life for anyone who needs it or wants it as well.    
    iveseenitall iveseenitall 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 15, 2008

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    I would love it if I could start a whole new life completely. Just pack everything up and just leave without telling anyone. Go somewhere warm year round, find a job that I...
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 12

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    things have changed now and I have moved in to my new dads house, this is where punishments begin to change me into a better person that I am. because I wasn't punished for my...
    leedavis200 leedavis200 16-17, M Apr 18

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    Budmouth Budmouth 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Hello sometimes I think I have done nothing , is this constant examination of my life when I compare to others how can you avoid thinking like that???
    LWMC LWMC 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I recently watched this. It made me realize that i wanted to love a person that much. To be able to ask myself the question: Why do i love her so much.
    Bladeline Bladeline 22-25, M Apr 14

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    yes please!!! anybody my age and older would be nice :3 (I'm 17, will be 18 in May)
    KaliG15 KaliG15 16-17, T Mar 29

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    But I'm pretty convinced it has been so far.
    MrStardust MrStardust 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 16

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    I Want to Share 100 Things About Me 100 Facts And Opinions 1. When i was born, everybody thought i was a boy because of my size (10 lbs, 4 oz) 2. I hated kisses and affection when...
    giggles225 giggles225 22-25, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    In my mind I saw little hope for what could be... And I think it's pretty obvious now, that the hope that was there has faded. I'm convinced that it will never be. So I guess it's...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 11

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    I lost a boyfriend . Thought I could move on after he died but after a string of badly failed relationships and soul sucking jobs and utter disappointment and making it on my own...
    sayhashahemm sayhashahemm 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    This is a long story that sort of has to do with more than laziness, alone, but does contribute to it, possibly: I started dating a lineman a year ago. (A lineman is a person who...
    Danichal Danichal 36-40, F Apr 14

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    That's right. I want to give up my life and live a new life, in a diffrent way to how I always have been. Now, I'm almost 21, and throughout my life. It has been destroyed, by my...
    OKPunk OKPunk 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am a returning member of experience project. I first joined this community back in 2009 and I was active on it for quite sometime. I used to write down all my feelings because i...
    cloud0connected cloud0connected 26-30, F 6 Responses Apr 10

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    Have you ever experienced something like this? A moment comes when you just realize why you're like this or like that and it fills your soul with such a freeing familiarity. Times...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    The hardest thing in my life is dealing with my alcoholic father. He's been an alcoholic since I was born, but from what I've been told, he was not like this before. Quite the...
    n0stradamus n0stradamus 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    hey, all my life, ive wanted to give new life by means of pregnancy. I just want to start my life already and become a father. I'm game for any type of arrangement, really. Even if...
    lonerforlife667 lonerforlife667 18-21, M Apr 5

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    hey, all my life, ive wanted to give new life by means of pregnancy. I just want to start my life already and become a father. I'm game for any type of arrangement, really. Even if...
    lonerforlife667 lonerforlife667 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    hey, all my life, ive wanted to give new life by means of pregnancy. I just want to start my life already and become a father. I'm game for any type of arrangement, really. Even if...
    lonerforlife667 lonerforlife667 18-21, M Apr 5

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    Does anyone know if I can move to the states from Canada without having social, family, or economic ties? I basically just want to start new and go to school there. Start a new...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Apr 7

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    I was never worried about my weight growing up I was always athletic and fit until I decided to try a different birth control method and gained 40lbs!! Now I'm over 200 lbs and...
    dbry09 dbry09 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I was never worried about my weight growing up I was always athletic and fit until I decided to try a different birth control method and gained 40lbs!! Now I'm over 200 lbs and...
    dbry09 dbry09 22-25, F Apr 1

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    Happy Easter everyone! He is risen and we have new life. Renewed every morning. Enjoy your families and celebrate that life with them. Every day can be a new beginning if we let it...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    the time my friend Freddie became a girl chapter 2 part 9 I kept thinking about what would happen if this were a school week, how would I explain to Suzanne that I don?t go to...
    Jaitheboy Jaitheboy 13-15, T Apr 7

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