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I Want Everything To Be Ok For Once

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    Yeah it would be nice.

    .........Oh well I suppose I just gotta keep getting up and trying and with any luck it will all work out in the end. *fingers crossed*
    brokenupinsideforeva brokenupinsideforeva 31-35, F Nov 9, 2014

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    So there is or was this guy I almost felt good about he wasn't my boyfriend but it kinda felt like i was kinda meant to be with him not forever but just won of those people I was to learn a lesson from. I wanted him & I often don't want people but he was different. He wanted me...
    Novalina Novalina 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2012

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