I Want Everything To Be Ok For Once

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    So...

    So there is or was this guy I almost felt good about he wasn't my boyfriend but it kinda felt like i was kinda meant to be with him not forever but just won of those people I was to learn a lesson from. I wanted him & I often don't want people but he was different. He wanted me...
    Novalina Novalina
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 1, 2012

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