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I Want Him So Bad

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    I Need His Touch

    I fel so attracted to him. He's the only guy I truly want. I want him to touch me, kiss me, love me... As if that could happen. ****. I need him
    balletlover13 balletlover13 13-15, F Dec 1, 2012

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    I Wish...

    He's BEAUTIFUL, both inside and out.  Forbidden, distant and lost before I've even held him in my arms.  Someday the stars may align, the gap may close.  For now though, I just hold on to an unattainable dream.  Being content with a wonderful friendship that...
    DrewBerry DrewBerry 46-50, F 9 Responses Apr 14, 2008

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    His strong chest, how tall he is,

    his deep blue eyes, and his gorgeous dark hair. He's everything I could possibly want in a man but he's taken and it will never happen. I wonder if he knows how hot I am for him. I wonder if he's flattered... I wish I could touch him.
    angelique422 angelique422 26-30, F Sep 6, 2015

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    Dear God!

    i want him in the most unromantic way possible. That night cant be the only night. i NEED it to happen again and again and again. the attraction between us is too strong to be wasted- don't let it be wasted. Just admit you want it as badly as i do
    onemorenight27 onemorenight27 18-21 Sep 29, 2012

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    I'm In a Lonely Place Without You

    My heart is broken and I want you still. You really love this girl I suppose...and though you have answered most of my questions...can you just answer this one...did you have feelings for me? You say it wouldn't have worked out, yet why is it you can't even take your eyes off of...
    Ardestin Ardestin 22-25, F 1 Response May 9, 2008

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    Only A Dream

    I want him so bad! I want to feel his arms around me and my arms around him. I want to feel his warmth against my body. He's much older than me I love his thick strong arms, his hybrid burly - beer gut belly, and the subtle lines of wisdom that crease his face. I love his...
    lemonyellowpie lemonyellowpie 18-21, F Nov 9, 2011

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    I look at your face, I memorize every detail

    and each line. I remember the curve of your lips, the sweetness of your smile, the strength and the vein pattern of your gentle hands, although it's been a while. I can hear your voice in my head, I can feel your breath upon me as I lay wanting u in my bed...
    BeyondGreenEyes BeyondGreenEyes 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 3, 2015

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    I haven't seen him since my birthday (feb.

    13) and I miss his touch. His smell. The way he does the things that he does. I just wanna... Well you know. I miss cuddling after and feeling like I have no worries in the world after. I miss that and him
    JuBear424 JuBear424 18-21, F May 26, 2014

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    I Want the Whole Package!

    not just 'some' of him. Not even going to touch on 'THAT package'( no pun intended! lol )....... because more importantly, I want to feel all that he IS. And feel it, KNOWING its REAL coming from him.  I struggle so often trying to 'figure' him and *us* out.  I cant...
    SweetHoney SweetHoney 46-50 Apr 9, 2008

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    About three months ago I went on a couple dates

    with this guy and eventually I ended up spending the night at his house. I told him that I could not have sex with him unless we both got tested but we did do other things and so this guy has seen me naked. The problem is that I have been crazy about his brother for over a year...
    Tucker2013 Tucker2013 22-25, F Nov 2, 2014

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    Slightly Irrelevant, But So Frustrating...

    His name is Greg*. My best friend (Lizzy*) who I met at University, has been trying to set me up with him for years since he's been single. He's her fiancé's best friend. They believe we would be a perfect match for the following reasons: Greg loves cars, and so do I; Greg is a...
    Rine7012 Rine7012 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    Want You So Bad

    The closer i get, the farther away i feel The more i have, the more i want. I want you, i want you so bad. Your voice, your touch, your smell, I want everything all for myself. I can't help it; i'm a savage for you. Teeth clenched, fists curled, Ready to hate you and expel you...
    yakimochiyaki yakimochiyaki 16-17, F Jul 14, 2012

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    He lives so far away.

    2,000 miles. How can someone feel a sexual, spiritual, yet, somehow close connection to someone who isn't physically there. I don't even need to be talking to him all the time. I just want him here with his arms around me. Telling me it's okay. I want to kiss him. 6 months with...
    Kryzalo Kryzalo 16-17, F May 27, 2014

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    Why does he have to live in freaking ENGLAND!

    !!! I can't stand it! I've never been in a relationship, EVER. The one time I find someone I'm willing to experience new things has to live thousands of miles away from me. I feel like someone is playing a cruel joke on me and the universe is just cracking up at my misery...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 15, 2015

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    met this guy nye . joked n ended up sucking his

    fingers ? like what ? .. then was hoping he was gona stay over . but he didnt . didnt get his number . dont even rember his name .. lusting for him though .. tsk
    cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle 36-40, M Jan 2

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    I Like Him, But Does He Like Me?

    So there's this guy...and i really like him and i think he like's me but i'm not sure. i mean anytime i look over at him i see him stairing at me and then he look's away really fast, is that i sign he like's me? he's in my art class and i just want him to make a move! he's soo...
    JayDay JayDay 13-15, F Mar 11, 2012

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    I want him to want me

    as badly as I want him. I think and feel like he does, but I've been wrong.
    SeanaO SeanaO 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    ugh I was doing so fine ,

    I didnt even think about how much I cared about him , until someone mentioned our song , and I just don't know . I just feel so sad and I can't stop crying , I feel so sad . I've never been good enough for anyone , but I thought we'd be different . I thought that maybe we'd last...
    saddisaturs saddisaturs 13-15, F Jun 19, 2015

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    God Yes...

    With every fiber of my being.. I ache and long for his touch.. To feel his breath on my lips, his fingers caressing my skin..  To know what it feels like to be in his arms.. To fall asleep on his chest.. To have him as my lover.. My imagination runs wild and my heart beats...
    CaliGirl3 CaliGirl3 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2009

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    I miss him so much. I just want him back.

    I feel like everything in the world would be ok if he came back to me. He is the only thing I can think about right now. I don't know what happened to make him leave. I don't want anyone else..I just want things to be ok again..
    starfire3800 starfire3800 18-21, F Jan 7

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    He has someone else..

    . Someone better than me Someone he'd rather have than me A girl who I hope makes him smile A girl who I hope holds him close A girl who I hope tells him how amazing he is A girl that treats him like he deserves He has someone else. I can't have him.
    HaloTheNevermind HaloTheNevermind 13-15, F Jan 1

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    Ever wanted someone so bad

    but couldn't be with them for all the wrong reasons?
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2014

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    I want you in my thoughts.

    Consuming me. Making me forget who I am and how I'm supposed to act. I want you to take me away from my normal life and show me the possibilities of something new, something exciting, something I've never had. ***** down my walls and let me become yours. Your toy, your...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 6, 2015

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    Although i feel that he has a life

    and me not, i still want him. It really scares me. But i will not ruin it. I know that he could love me but ...but....maybe he will feel my love telepathically and will think of me too.
    Sappheire Sappheire 31-35, F Nov 13, 2015

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    I wanted him to stay in my life.

    Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve never felt this depth of love and attraction for anyone. I’m 27, black (not that it matters, just putting up if anyone reading...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13, 2014

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    It is hard to express how my life has changed

    since meeting such a man. I am always thinking of him. So surreal and in such a dramatic way. I concentrate on the mere mental image of him during my lonely nights in bed and chaotic days at work. I submerge myself in the fantasy of drowning him in the waves of an unforgettable...
    CosabellaBeauty CosabellaBeauty 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2014

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    why? why? whyyyyy????

    ?? does he have to live in texas?
    Rain0069 Rain0069 26-30, F Oct 8, 2015

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    So Bad....

    There are not enough words to describe how much I want this man....OMG.....
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 5, 2010

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    My Writer

    I can't describe how much I want him.  How much I need him.  Just how much I am aching for him and his touch. I am craving him, like a drug.  His hands upon me, his lips on mine, his tongue exploring me.  My tongue exploring him.  His mind is...
    CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten 31-35, F 27 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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    This is probably the first time I've ever

    wanted to be with someone this bad, the first time I've ever had this feeling where whenever I see or think of him I just smile and feel happy. When I talk to him it feels like all the **** in my life just disappears and nothing matters.
    Tabithaaa Tabithaaa 16-17, F Feb 5, 2014

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    Him, wanting Him to be next to me kissing my

    neck, breathing his naughtiness inside my ear while his hands slightly touch my chest. HIM! he who I crave who I desire who I would give it all to, but in the end it will be always a wanting
    howlergirl18 howlergirl18 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    My World Shaker

    As if by divine fate, we met...for what I knew wasn't the first time in our many lives. I flew thousands of miles, shaking solidly as the plane touched down. The first touch and kiss melded us together spiritually. For seven days, I was the centre of his soul, we connected in...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2008

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    There'S This Guy....

    He's so attractive. I've been lusting over him for the past three years (that seems like such a long time!) I added him on Facebook when I was in tenth grade and ever since then I always look at his pictures and fantasize about him being my boyfriend. He's so handsome and...
    TiaAutumn TiaAutumn 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2013

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