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I Want Him So Bad

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    Want You So Bad

    The closer i get, the farther away i feel The more i have, the more i want. I want you, i want you so bad. Your voice, your touch, your smell, I want everything all for myself. I can't help it; i'm a savage for you. Teeth clenched, fists curled, Ready to hate you and expel you...
    yakimochiyaki yakimochiyaki 16-17, F Jul 14, 2012

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    I want him to want me

    as badly as I want him. I think and feel like he does, but I've been wrong.
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    I look at your face, I memorize every detail

    and each line. I remember the curve of your lips, the sweetness of your smile, the strength and the vein pattern of your gentle hands, although it's been a while. I can hear your voice in my head, I can feel your breath upon me as I lay wanting u in my bed...
    BeyondGreenEyes BeyondGreenEyes 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    My Brother in Law's best friend radiates a kind

    of hotness that actually makes remaining standing whilst around him very hard work. There are other guys around just as good looking as he is, but he just has a way of making you forget your own name just by looking at you. I have never met such an attractive man. To make...
    Karmicjoy Karmicjoy 22-25, F Mar 2

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    He lives so far away.

    2,000 miles. How can someone feel a sexual, spiritual, yet, somehow close connection to someone who isn't physically there. I don't even need to be talking to him all the time. I just want him here with his arms around me. Telling me it's okay. I want to kiss him. 6 months with...
    Kryzalo Kryzalo 13-15, F May 27, 2014

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    I haven't seen him since my birthday (feb.

    13) and I miss his touch. His smell. The way he does the things that he does. I just wanna... Well you know. I miss cuddling after and feeling like I have no worries in the world after. I miss that and him
    JuBear424 JuBear424 18-21, F May 26, 2014

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    Ever wanted someone so bad

    but couldn't be with them for all the wrong reasons?
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 18, 2014

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    I Like Him, But Does He Like Me?

    So there's this guy...and i really like him and i think he like's me but i'm not sure. i mean anytime i look over at him i see him stairing at me and then he look's away really fast, is that i sign he like's me? he's in my art class and i just want him to make a move! he's soo...
    JayDay JayDay 13-15, F Mar 11, 2012

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    There'S This Guy....

    He's so attractive. I've been lusting over him for the past three years (that seems like such a long time!) I added him on Facebook when I was in tenth grade and ever since then I always look at his pictures and fantasize about him being my boyfriend. He's so handsome and...
    TiaAutumn TiaAutumn 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2013

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    Slightly Irrelevant, But So Frustrating...

    His name is Greg*. My best friend (Lizzy*) who I met at University, has been trying to set me up with him for years since he's been single. He's her fiancé's best friend. They believe we would be a perfect match for the following reasons: Greg loves cars, and so do I; Greg is a...
    Rine7012 Rine7012 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    I wanted him to stay in my life.

    Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve never felt this depth of love and attraction for anyone. I’m 27, black (not that it matters, just putting up if anyone reading...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13, 2014

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    I Wish...

    He's BEAUTIFUL, both inside and out.  Forbidden, distant and lost before I've even held him in my arms.  Someday the stars may align, the gap may close.  For now though, I just hold on to an unattainable dream.  Being content with a wonderful friendship that...
    DrewBerry DrewBerry 46-50, F 9 Responses Apr 14, 2008

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    God Yes...

    With every fiber of my being.. I ache and long for his touch.. To feel his breath on my lips, his fingers caressing my skin..  To know what it feels like to be in his arms.. To fall asleep on his chest.. To have him as my lover.. My imagination runs wild and my heart beats...
    CaliGirl3 CaliGirl3 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2009

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    I Want the Whole Package!

    not just 'some' of him. Not even going to touch on 'THAT package'( no pun intended! lol )....... because more importantly, I want to feel all that he IS. And feel it, KNOWING its REAL coming from him.  I struggle so often trying to 'figure' him and *us* out.  I cant...
    SweetHoney SweetHoney 46-50 Apr 9, 2008

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    My Writer

    I can't describe how much I want him.  How much I need him.  Just how much I am aching for him and his touch. I am craving him, like a drug.  His hands upon me, his lips on mine, his tongue exploring me.  My tongue exploring him.  His mind is...
    CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten 31-35, F 27 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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    Only A Dream

    I want him so bad! I want to feel his arms around me and my arms around him. I want to feel his warmth against my body. He's much older than me I love his thick strong arms, his hybrid burly - beer gut belly, and the subtle lines of wisdom that crease his face. I love his...
    lemonyellowpie lemonyellowpie 18-21, F Nov 9, 2011

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    I Need His Touch

    I fel so attracted to him. He's the only guy I truly want. I want him to touch me, kiss me, love me... As if that could happen. ****. I need him
    balletlover13 balletlover13 13-15, F Dec 1, 2012

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    Dear God!

    i want him in the most unromantic way possible. That night cant be the only night. i NEED it to happen again and again and again. the attraction between us is too strong to be wasted- don't let it be wasted. Just admit you want it as badly as i do
    onemorenight27 onemorenight27 18-21 Sep 29, 2012

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    This is probably the first time I've ever

    wanted to be with someone this bad, the first time I've ever had this feeling where whenever I see or think of him I just smile and feel happy. When I talk to him it feels like all the **** in my life just disappears and nothing matters.
    Tabithaaa Tabithaaa 16-17, F Feb 5, 2014

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    So Bad....

    There are not enough words to describe how much I want this man....OMG.....
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 5, 2010

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    I'm In a Lonely Place Without You

    My heart is broken and I want you still. You really love this girl I suppose...and though you have answered most of my questions...can you just answer this one...did you have feelings for me? You say it wouldn't have worked out, yet why is it you can't even take your eyes off of...
    Ardestin Ardestin 22-25, F 1 Response May 9, 2008

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    My World Shaker

    As if by divine fate, we met...for what I knew wasn't the first time in our many lives. I flew thousands of miles, shaking solidly as the plane touched down. The first touch and kiss melded us together spiritually. For seven days, I was the centre of his soul, we connected in...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2008

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    About three months ago I went on a couple dates

    with this guy and eventually I ended up spending the night at his house. I told him that I could not have sex with him unless we both got tested but we did do other things and so this guy has seen me naked. The problem is that I have been crazy about his brother for over a year...
    Tucker2013 Tucker2013 22-25, F Nov 2, 2014

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    It is hard to express how my life has changed

    since meeting such a man. I am always thinking of him. So surreal and in such a dramatic way. I concentrate on the mere mental image of him during my lonely nights in bed and chaotic days at work. I submerge myself in the fantasy of drowning him in the waves of an unforgettable...
    CosabellaBeauty CosabellaBeauty 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2014

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    Whoever he is out there, I want him to love me. I want to hold hands and kiss in public. I want to watch movies on the couch, I want to bake cookies together, wear matching outfits...
    hiddenjem hiddenjem 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    I have been hanging out with this guy and we have had the best sex ever he's been hurt in the past by his ex wife and he has his guard up now and won't let me in his room mate told...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 24

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    there's this guy who is **** buddies with a girl in my class and I really like him and I think he likes me. the problem is he does flvs, so he isn't in school anymore what do i do...
    kaitda kaitda 13-15, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I'm not sure if these feelings are sincere or if this is just my mid latching and obsessing because he's convenient. But either way right now I feel like I need him more than I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 25

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    two weeks ago, he stopped answering my calls and responding to my FB chat though he's online, he just posted something that he meant for both of us...i chatted him to say to...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    I want them to go away but they keep closing in on me And when I try to fight them they take me down and I cut my self
    jeniffer200 jeniffer200 13-15, F May 14

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    I believe i am genuinely a bad person. Am i proud of it? No but do i have the will to change it? No. I am a pathological liar, ever since i was a little girl. I do not lie to cause...
    neptunemermaids neptunemermaids 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    So I met this guy when we were 18. I kinda liked him, but I was on the fence about it, and in my snobby 18 year old wisdom, decided he wasn't worth another thought when he ditched...
    Supersyncsteph Supersyncsteph 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Ok, so I posted about a month ago about moving out from my husband. Although we are not 'seperated', I, at the moment, have no intention of going back. So for the last month I have...
    BONBEACHER BONBEACHER 26-30, F 1 Response May 10

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    I feel like I'm being unfair to my boyfriend because I'm asking him to not go out and get ****** because we had a huge fight because he did that a week ago and told me he was going...
    shannonjade shannonjade 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    With @willtrying7 so bad I want him in me
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I studied him before he knew who I was. I read everything he wrote and felt as if we were sharing the same lives. I had to get his attention. I wanted to communicate with him...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F Apr 26

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    I cant get out. I want to leave with everything I have. I'm miserable. I hate life. The sun shines but I still can't smile. Everyday is the same ****. I beg for his attention. I...
    lae92713 lae92713 18-21, F 1 Response May 12

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    I would love for an experienced Dom to dominate me. I want him to use me for his pleasure, and bring us both pleasure, I want him to make me feel love, pain, and pleasure like no...
    SubmissiveMaybe27 SubmissiveMaybe27 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    To The Girl Who Replaced Me, Please Take Care Of Him! Dear Replacement, There are a few things I think you should know, as you are now the object of his affection. Don’t let it...
    RedHwaiting RedHwaiting 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    My son moved to the other end of the country w/ a friend when he was in his teens. He is now 32 yrs old & has a 7 yr old boy of his own. I've only seen him 2 times since he moved...
    iamsatin iamsatin 56-60, F 1 Response May 12

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    I want to get married to the love of my life, I want to have kids 2 boys and 2 girls, I want to live in a farm or a big house (not a mansion), I want to have the best job ever, I...
    izzygirl360 izzygirl360 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I still miss this guy that I only dated a short time. I didn't realize that I still missed him until I saw him and all of those feelings came flooding back. I don't think he feels...
    Rae1983 Rae1983 31-35, F Apr 26

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    He cheated on me, and said that the one he loves is me. I love him so much that I dont want him to go. I tried to accept back and tried to be ok that he still keeps in touch with...
    Scarsofheart Scarsofheart 22-25, F 2 Responses May 14

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    I just want someone to hurt him like he hurt me. I want him to feel how lost and alone he made me feel. how worthless and embarrassed. just once I want him to know how it feels to...
    carabella01 carabella01 36-40, F Apr 26

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