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I Want Him So Bad

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    Want You So Bad

    The closer i get, the farther away i feel The more i have, the more i want. I want you, i want you so bad. Your voice, your touch, your smell, I want everything all for myself. I can't help it; i'm a savage for you. Teeth clenched, fists curled, Ready to hate you and expel you...
    yakimochiyaki yakimochiyaki 16-17, F Jul 14, 2012

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    So Bad....

    There are not enough words to describe how much I want this man....OMG.....
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 5, 2010

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    I want him to want me

    as badly as I want him. I think and feel like he does, but I've been wrong.
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    My Brother in Law's best friend radiates a kind

    of hotness that actually makes remaining standing whilst around him very hard work. There are other guys around just as good looking as he is, but he just has a way of making you forget your own name just by looking at you. I have never met such an attractive man. To make...
    Karmicjoy Karmicjoy 22-25, F Mar 2

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    It is hard to express how my life has changed

    since meeting such a man. I am always thinking of him. So surreal and in such a dramatic way. I concentrate on the mere mental image of him during my lonely nights in bed and chaotic days at work. I submerge myself in the fantasy of drowning him in the waves of an unforgettable...
    CosabellaBeauty CosabellaBeauty 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2014

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    My World Shaker

    As if by divine fate, we met...for what I knew wasn't the first time in our many lives. I flew thousands of miles, shaking solidly as the plane touched down. The first touch and kiss melded us together spiritually. For seven days, I was the centre of his soul, we connected in...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2008

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    Only A Dream

    I want him so bad! I want to feel his arms around me and my arms around him. I want to feel his warmth against my body. He's much older than me I love his thick strong arms, his hybrid burly - beer gut belly, and the subtle lines of wisdom that crease his face. I love his...
    lemonyellowpie lemonyellowpie 18-21, F Nov 9, 2011

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    Dear God!

    i want him in the most unromantic way possible. That night cant be the only night. i NEED it to happen again and again and again. the attraction between us is too strong to be wasted- don't let it be wasted. Just admit you want it as badly as i do
    onemorenight27 onemorenight27 18-21 Sep 29, 2012

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    I look at your face, I memorize every detail

    and each line. I remember the curve of your lips, the sweetness of your smile, the strength and the vein pattern of your gentle hands, although it's been a while. I can hear your voice in my head, I can feel your breath upon me as I lay wanting u in my bed...
    BeyondGreenEyes BeyondGreenEyes 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    There'S This Guy....

    He's so attractive. I've been lusting over him for the past three years (that seems like such a long time!) I added him on Facebook when I was in tenth grade and ever since then I always look at his pictures and fantasize about him being my boyfriend. He's so handsome and...
    TiaAutumn TiaAutumn 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2013

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    I haven't seen him since my birthday (feb.

    13) and I miss his touch. His smell. The way he does the things that he does. I just wanna... Well you know. I miss cuddling after and feeling like I have no worries in the world after. I miss that and him
    JuBear424 JuBear424 18-21, F May 26, 2014

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    I want you in my thoughts.

    Consuming me. Making me forget who I am and how I'm supposed to act. I want you to take me away from my normal life and show me the possibilities of something new, something exciting, something I've never had. ***** down my walls and let me become yours. Your toy, your...
    HiddenGems HiddenGems 46-50, F Jun 6

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    ugh I was doing so fine ,

    I didnt even think about how much I cared about him , until someone mentioned our song , and I just don't know . I just feel so sad and I can't stop crying , I feel so sad . I've never been good enough for anyone , but I thought we'd be different . I thought that maybe we'd last...
    saddisaturs saddisaturs 13-15, F Jun 19

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    I Wish...

    He's BEAUTIFUL, both inside and out.  Forbidden, distant and lost before I've even held him in my arms.  Someday the stars may align, the gap may close.  For now though, I just hold on to an unattainable dream.  Being content with a wonderful friendship that...
    DrewBerry DrewBerry 46-50, F 9 Responses Apr 14, 2008

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    I Want the Whole Package!

    not just 'some' of him. Not even going to touch on 'THAT package'( no pun intended! lol )....... because more importantly, I want to feel all that he IS. And feel it, KNOWING its REAL coming from him.  I struggle so often trying to 'figure' him and *us* out.  I cant...
    SweetHoney SweetHoney 46-50 Apr 9, 2008

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    About three months ago I went on a couple dates

    with this guy and eventually I ended up spending the night at his house. I told him that I could not have sex with him unless we both got tested but we did do other things and so this guy has seen me naked. The problem is that I have been crazy about his brother for over a year...
    Tucker2013 Tucker2013 22-25, F Nov 2, 2014

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    Ever wanted someone so bad

    but couldn't be with them for all the wrong reasons?
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 18, 2014

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    Slightly Irrelevant, But So Frustrating...

    His name is Greg*. My best friend (Lizzy*) who I met at University, has been trying to set me up with him for years since he's been single. He's her fiancé's best friend. They believe we would be a perfect match for the following reasons: Greg loves cars, and so do I; Greg is a...
    Rine7012 Rine7012 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    My Writer

    I can't describe how much I want him.  How much I need him.  Just how much I am aching for him and his touch. I am craving him, like a drug.  His hands upon me, his lips on mine, his tongue exploring me.  My tongue exploring him.  His mind is...
    CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten 31-35, F 27 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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    I Need His Touch

    I fel so attracted to him. He's the only guy I truly want. I want him to touch me, kiss me, love me... As if that could happen. ****. I need him
    balletlover13 balletlover13 13-15, F Dec 1, 2012

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    God Yes...

    With every fiber of my being.. I ache and long for his touch.. To feel his breath on my lips, his fingers caressing my skin..  To know what it feels like to be in his arms.. To fall asleep on his chest.. To have him as my lover.. My imagination runs wild and my heart beats...
    CaliGirl3 CaliGirl3 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2009

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    I wanted him to stay in my life.

    Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve never felt this depth of love and attraction for anyone. I’m 27, black (not that it matters, just putting up if anyone reading...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13, 2014

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    I'm In a Lonely Place Without You

    My heart is broken and I want you still. You really love this girl I suppose...and though you have answered most of my questions...can you just answer this one...did you have feelings for me? You say it wouldn't have worked out, yet why is it you can't even take your eyes off of...
    Ardestin Ardestin 22-25, F 1 Response May 9, 2008

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    He lives so far away.

    2,000 miles. How can someone feel a sexual, spiritual, yet, somehow close connection to someone who isn't physically there. I don't even need to be talking to him all the time. I just want him here with his arms around me. Telling me it's okay. I want to kiss him. 6 months with...
    Kryzalo Kryzalo 16-17, F May 27, 2014

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    This is probably the first time I've ever

    wanted to be with someone this bad, the first time I've ever had this feeling where whenever I see or think of him I just smile and feel happy. When I talk to him it feels like all the **** in my life just disappears and nothing matters.
    Tabithaaa Tabithaaa 16-17, F Feb 5, 2014

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    I Like Him, But Does He Like Me?

    So there's this guy...and i really like him and i think he like's me but i'm not sure. i mean anytime i look over at him i see him stairing at me and then he look's away really fast, is that i sign he like's me? he's in my art class and i just want him to make a move! he's soo...
    JayDay JayDay 13-15, F Mar 11, 2012

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