I Want Him So Bad

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 230 People

    I'm In a Lonely Place Without You

    My heart is broken and I want you still. You really love this girl I suppose...and though you have answered most of my questions...can you just answer this one...did you have feelings for me? You say it wouldn't have worked out, yet why is it you can't even take your eyes off of...
    Ardestin Ardestin
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 9, 2008

    why? why? whyyyyy????

    ?? does he have to live in texas?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 8, 2015

    Why does he have to live in freaking ENGLAND!

    !!! I can't stand it! I've never been in a relationship, EVER. The one time I find someone I'm willing to experience new things has to live thousands of miles away from me. I feel like someone is playing a cruel joke on me and the universe is just cracking up at my misery...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 15, 2015

    I haven't seen him since my birthday (feb.

    13) and I miss his touch. His smell. The way he does the things that he does. I just wanna... Well you know. I miss cuddling after and feeling like I have no worries in the world after. I miss that and him
    JuBear424 JuBear424
    18-21, F
    May 26, 2014

    So Bad....

    There are not enough words to describe how much I want this man....OMG.....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 5, 2010

    Slightly Irrelevant, But So Frustrating...

    His name is Greg*. My best friend (Lizzy*) who I met at University, has been trying to set me up with him for years since he's been single. He's her fiancé's best friend. They believe we would be a perfect match for the following reasons: Greg loves cars, and so do I; Greg is a...
    Rine7012 Rine7012
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 19, 2012

    He lives so far away.

    2,000 miles. How can someone feel a sexual, spiritual, yet, somehow close connection to someone who isn't physically there. I don't even need to be talking to him all the time. I just want him here with his arms around me. Telling me it's okay. I want to kiss him. 6 months with...
    Kryzalo Kryzalo
    16-17, F
    May 27, 2014

    There'S This Guy....

    He's so attractive. I've been lusting over him for the past three years (that seems like such a long time!) I added him on Facebook when I was in tenth grade and ever since then I always look at his pictures and fantasize about him being my boyfriend. He's so handsome and...
    TiaAutumn TiaAutumn
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2013

    About three months ago I went on a couple dates

    with this guy and eventually I ended up spending the night at his house. I told him that I could not have sex with him unless we both got tested but we did do other things and so this guy has seen me naked. The problem is that I have been crazy about his brother for over a year...
    Tucker2013 Tucker2013
    22-25, F
    Nov 2, 2014

    Dear God!

    i want him in the most unromantic way possible. That night cant be the only night. i NEED it to happen again and again and again. the attraction between us is too strong to be wasted- don't let it be wasted. Just admit you want it as badly as i do
    onemorenight27 onemorenight27
    18-21
    Sep 29, 2012

    Ever wanted someone so bad

    but couldn't be with them for all the wrong reasons?
    Ennevi Ennevi
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 18, 2014

    met this guy nye . joked n ended up sucking his

    fingers ? like what ? .. then was hoping he was gona stay over . but he didnt . didnt get his number . dont even rember his name .. lusting for him though .. tsk
    cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle
    36-40, T
    Jan 2

    Want You So Bad

    The closer i get, the farther away i feel The more i have, the more i want. I want you, i want you so bad. Your voice, your touch, your smell, I want everything all for myself. I can't help it; i'm a savage for you. Teeth clenched, fists curled, Ready to hate you and expel you...
    yakimochiyaki yakimochiyaki
    16-17, F
    Jul 14, 2012

    I wanted him to stay in my life.

    Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve never felt this depth of love and attraction for anyone. I’m 27, black (not that it matters, just putting up if anyone reading...
    Roshunn Roshunn
    26-30, F
    Oct 13, 2014

    I Wish...

    He's BEAUTIFUL, both inside and out.  Forbidden, distant and lost before I've even held him in my arms.  Someday the stars may align, the gap may close.  For now though, I just hold on to an unattainable dream.  Being content with a wonderful friendship that...
    DrewBerry DrewBerry
    46-50, F
    9 Responses Apr 14, 2008

    Only A Dream

    I want him so bad! I want to feel his arms around me and my arms around him. I want to feel his warmth against my body. He's much older than me I love his thick strong arms, his hybrid burly - beer gut belly, and the subtle lines of wisdom that crease his face. I love his...
    lemonyellowpie lemonyellowpie
    18-21, F
    Nov 9, 2011

    I Want the Whole Package!

    not just 'some' of him. Not even going to touch on 'THAT package'( no pun intended! lol )....... because more importantly, I want to feel all that he IS. And feel it, KNOWING its REAL coming from him.  I struggle so often trying to 'figure' him and *us* out.  I cant...
    SweetHoney SweetHoney
    46-50
    Apr 9, 2008

    This is probably the first time I've ever

    wanted to be with someone this bad, the first time I've ever had this feeling where whenever I see or think of him I just smile and feel happy. When I talk to him it feels like all the **** in my life just disappears and nothing matters.
    Tabithaaa Tabithaaa
    16-17, F
    Feb 5, 2014

    I Like Him, But Does He Like Me?

    So there's this guy...and i really like him and i think he like's me but i'm not sure. i mean anytime i look over at him i see him stairing at me and then he look's away really fast, is that i sign he like's me? he's in my art class and i just want him to make a move! he's soo...
    JayDay JayDay
    13-15, F
    Mar 11, 2012

    He has someone else..

    . Someone better than me Someone he'd rather have than me A girl who I hope makes him smile A girl who I hope holds him close A girl who I hope tells him how amazing he is A girl that treats him like he deserves He has someone else. I can't have him.
    HaloTheNevermind HaloTheNevermind
    13-15, F
    Jan 1

    His strong chest, how tall he is,

    his deep blue eyes, and his gorgeous dark hair. He's everything I could possibly want in a man but he's taken and it will never happen. I wonder if he knows how hot I am for him. I wonder if he's flattered... I wish I could touch him.
    angelique422 angelique422
    26-30, F
    Sep 6, 2015

    It is hard to express how my life has changed

    since meeting such a man. I am always thinking of him. So surreal and in such a dramatic way. I concentrate on the mere mental image of him during my lonely nights in bed and chaotic days at work. I submerge myself in the fantasy of drowning him in the waves of an unforgettable...
    CosabellaBeauty CosabellaBeauty
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 20, 2014

    I look at your face, I memorize every detail

    and each line. I remember the curve of your lips, the sweetness of your smile, the strength and the vein pattern of your gentle hands, although it's been a while. I can hear your voice in my head, I can feel your breath upon me as I lay wanting u in my bed...
    BeyondGreenEyes BeyondGreenEyes
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 3, 2015

    Him, wanting Him to be next to me kissing my

    neck, breathing his naughtiness inside my ear while his hands slightly touch my chest. HIM! he who I crave who I desire who I would give it all to, but in the end it will be always a wanting
    howlergirl18 howlergirl18
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 16

    I miss him so much. I just want him back.

    I feel like everything in the world would be ok if he came back to me. He is the only thing I can think about right now. I don't know what happened to make him leave. I don't want anyone else..I just want things to be ok again..
    starfire3800 starfire3800
    18-21, F
    Jan 7

    God Yes...

    With every fiber of my being.. I ache and long for his touch.. To feel his breath on my lips, his fingers caressing my skin..  To know what it feels like to be in his arms.. To fall asleep on his chest.. To have him as my lover.. My imagination runs wild and my heart beats...
    CaliGirl3 CaliGirl3
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 10, 2009

    I Need His Touch

    I fel so attracted to him. He's the only guy I truly want. I want him to touch me, kiss me, love me... As if that could happen. ****. I need him
    balletlover13 balletlover13
    13-15, F
    Dec 1, 2012

    I want you in my thoughts.

    Consuming me. Making me forget who I am and how I'm supposed to act. I want you to take me away from my normal life and show me the possibilities of something new, something exciting, something I've never had. ***** down my walls and let me become yours. Your toy, your...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 6, 2015

    I want him to want me

    as badly as I want him. I think and feel like he does, but I've been wrong.
    SeanaO SeanaO
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 23, 2014

    ugh I was doing so fine ,

    I didnt even think about how much I cared about him , until someone mentioned our song , and I just don't know . I just feel so sad and I can't stop crying , I feel so sad . I've never been good enough for anyone , but I thought we'd be different . I thought that maybe we'd last...
    saddisaturs saddisaturs
    13-15, F
    Jun 19, 2015

    My Writer

    I can't describe how much I want him.  How much I need him.  Just how much I am aching for him and his touch. I am craving him, like a drug.  His hands upon me, his lips on mine, his tongue exploring me.  My tongue exploring him.  His mind is...
    CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten
    31-35, F
    25 Responses Jan 17, 2009

    My World Shaker

    As if by divine fate, we met...for what I knew wasn't the first time in our many lives. I flew thousands of miles, shaking solidly as the plane touched down. The first touch and kiss melded us together spiritually. For seven days, I was the centre of his soul, we connected in...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 11, 2008

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