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I Want Him to Be My Last First Kiss

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 166 People

    Stupid

    I wanted him to be my last first kiss more than anything. I haven't been able to give him ahrdly anything else of mine because I've made so many mistakes.. But I screwed this up too... How could I be so stupid?
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 11, 2010

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    Actually....

    He was my 1st real kiss, and he is also going to be my last, 1st kiss, or at least I hope so.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 7, 2010

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    For My Sgt... Yet Another Love Letter... I Can't Help It

    The first time I chatted with you I felt this undeniable connection but I ignored what I thought was coming from you. I knew I was ready to embark on something that would change my life more than I could ever imagine and I was not ready to go down that road. Boy did things...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 6 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    I Could Want Nothing More...

    Its the one thing i want most in this world. I want his lips to be mine and only mine and i could want no other. All the distance in between us only makes me want him more. Just the idea of that first kiss makes my heart race and soar. Its a feeling i long to have, so badly...
    tinico731 tinico731 26-30, F May 5, 2010

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    Unsure Of What Comes Next.

    I love my boyfriend of almost 2 years and he knows that, but with the stress of college starting up and going to a new place, I don't treat him the way I should. I feel horrible about some of the things I say. Once I say them, I regret it. I just wish that I knew exactly how...
    fallintomutalweirdnesswithme fallintomutalweirdnesswithme 18-21, F Aug 15, 2012

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    Whoever....

    ....takes his place, if that happens, has a lot to live up to
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 27, 2008

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    Unfortuantely....

    Well unfortunately my first kisshad already been stolen before he came along.. ANd my second, third, and fourth. Maybe more, I don't exactly remember. But I still hope he's my last kiss, the second before we both simultaneously die of the ripe old age of 100. Or at least I hope...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F Jul 2, 2011

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    I'D Give Up Everything For You

    Man I know what love feels like and I know your like your young but honestly I've been hurt so many times by different guys that I know what love should feel like.ive never ever felt like this about anyone I use to all the time talk sexual to guys never did anything just talking...
    Alwaysandforever29 Alwaysandforever29 18-21, F 2 Responses May 2, 2013

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    A Kiss To Last Forever....

    I want him to be my last first kiss, to wrap my arms around him as we lean in closely and our lips meet in a souful and passionate embrace... he's the only man that I want to kiss, and he knows exactly who he is....:)
    blackgirl71 blackgirl71 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 12, 2010

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    And I Kissed My Prince Charming....................!!!!!

     I was 14rteen when i first read Charlotte Bronte’s classic tale of love and passion Jane Eyre, it was the first romantic classic i read during my summer vacation and ever since it has been alive in my mind with all its lyrical imprints. The intensity of its characters warmed...
    snuffal snuffal 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2012

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    Voluptuous

    The simple happiness of being together. Without yearning to be with anyone else. Knowing, simply knowing. It could be so drama free. It could be so pleasant and calm and fun and silly. Eyes dancing with each other. Hands intertwining. Energy flowing. ...
    Fallflower Fallflower 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 22, 2010

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    It was with my neighbor.. My neighbor was gorgeous she was around 26-28.. i was 13... we knew each other, my parents were going out of town for few hours .. so i had to be with her...
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    Actually It wasn't the first time, but it was the first time a boy properly looked .... I was 11, it was my first term at Secondary school ( junior high to my American friends...
    Littlewetnappyboy Littlewetnappyboy 56-60, M 4 Responses Jan 24

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    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F Jan 23

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