I Want Him to Be My Last First Kiss

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    I Could Want Nothing More...

    Its the one thing i want most in this world. I want his lips to be mine and only mine and i could want no other. All the distance in between us only makes me want him more. Just the idea of that first kiss makes my heart race and soar. Its a feeling i long to have, so badly...
    tinico731 tinico731
    26-30, F
    May 5, 2010

    I'D Give Up Everything For You

    Man I know what love feels like and I know your like your young but honestly I've been hurt so many times by different guys that I know what love should feel like.ive never ever felt like this about anyone I use to all the time talk sexual to guys never did anything just talking...
    Alwaysandforever29 Alwaysandforever29
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 2, 2013

    Actually....

    He was my 1st real kiss, and he is also going to be my last, 1st kiss, or at least I hope so.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 7, 2010

    And I Kissed My Prince Charming....................!!!!!

     I was 14rteen when i first read Charlotte Bronte’s classic tale of love and passion Jane Eyre, it was the first romantic classic i read during my summer vacation and ever since it has been alive in my mind with all its lyrical imprints. The intensity of its characters warmed...
    snuffal snuffal
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 21, 2012

    Voluptuous

    The simple happiness of being together. Without yearning to be with anyone else. Knowing, simply knowing. It could be so drama free. It could be so pleasant and calm and fun and silly. Eyes dancing with each other. Hands intertwining. Energy flowing. ...
    Fallflower Fallflower
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 22, 2010

    Whoever....

    ....takes his place, if that happens, has a lot to live up to
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 27, 2008

    Stupid

    I wanted him to be my last first kiss more than anything. I haven't been able to give him ahrdly anything else of mine because I've made so many mistakes.. But I screwed this up too... How could I be so stupid?
    Amay408 Amay408
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 11, 2010

    A Kiss To Last Forever....

    I want him to be my last first kiss, to wrap my arms around him as we lean in closely and our lips meet in a souful and passionate embrace... he's the only man that I want to kiss, and he knows exactly who he is....:)
    blackgirl71 blackgirl71
    41-45, F
    Aug 12, 2010

    Unsure Of What Comes Next.

    I love my boyfriend of almost 2 years and he knows that, but with the stress of college starting up and going to a new place, I don't treat him the way I should. I feel horrible about some of the things I say. Once I say them, I regret it. I just wish that I knew exactly how...
    fallintomutalweirdnesswithme fallintomutalweirdnesswithme
    18-21, F
    Aug 15, 2012

    Unfortuantely....

    Well unfortunately my first kisshad already been stolen before he came along.. ANd my second, third, and fourth. Maybe more, I don't exactly remember. But I still hope he's my last kiss, the second before we both simultaneously die of the ripe old age of 100. Or at least I hope...
    Veronica4 Veronica4
    18-21, F
    Jul 2, 2011

    For My Sgt... Yet Another Love Letter... I Can't Help It

    The first time I chatted with you I felt this undeniable connection but I ignored what I thought was coming from you. I knew I was ready to embark on something that would change my life more than I could ever imagine and I was not ready to go down that road. Boy did things...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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