I Want Just Being Me To Be Enough

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    The Ugly Duckling

    Never in my life have I felt beautiful.  Even as a young child I always felt fat, ugly and akward.  I usually always feel like the fattest, most unattractive person in the room.  I can wake up in the morning and be in a great mood...until I look in the mirror and it...
    theatre4life17 theatre4life17
    18-21, F
    Jul 24, 2011

    I Just Want To Be Me

    ever since i was little my parents wanted me to be what they wanted but now i'm out of high school and i'm going to do what i want not what they want i'm not going to let them,or my wheelchair hold me back from life anymore.
    JustChrisCarter JustChrisCarter
    22-25, M
    4 Responses May 24, 2012

    The Corner Girl

    I get it, ...  why people come into your life, but then leave, sometimes abruptly, and sometimes in a very cruel and malicious manner. The sad thing is, they're ALL leaving.  At a time when I need community the most, I see myself standing alone.  I realize, it was never about...
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned
    41-45, F
    Oct 21, 2011

    Why Woman Have Bad Body Image

    [conversation overheard by the flies on the wall] man: What're you doin'? woman: just got back from the store. man: what'd you get? woman: just some stuff for the house.... man: and bathing suits, I see. (grumpy, sifting through bags) woman: well, they were on sale...
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jun 18, 2011

    Take Me As I Am

    I am far from perfect.  A girl who has her flaws.  There's a saying I have heard many times.It describes a bunch of flaws but the part that stands out to me is this part .........................if you can't handle me on my bad days then you sure as hell don't deserve me on my...
    snowberry75 snowberry75
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jul 24, 2011

    And

    I realize that with you it is and it amazes me. You amaze me.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 18, 2010

    My Life

    my dads in jail my mom left to denver my sister got in a car crashand died and my little brother died a long time ago my sister was 16 wen she died and my brother was 7 I want to die I hate my life
    vplace vplace
    13-15, F
    7 Responses Jan 21, 2012

    Not Nearly Ever....

    hmmmm, i guess finding someone that will like me for who i am is gonna be very very difficult, im a very very quiet person, and can go hours in someones company without having the need to say something, that makes me kinda a bore to be around. And it stresses me out cause, when i...
    Gaspar1111 Gaspar1111
    31-35, M
    7 Responses Jun 4, 2010

    This Is Perfect For How I Feel Right Now.

    I know I'm not a beauty queen or have a bombshell body. I may have mood swings a lot cause of all the stress over the years. However I will be loyal no matter what. I will make sure you are happy so I am happy. Yet is being me enough to make you happy. I don't want to just be...
    Tara277 Tara277
    31-35, F
    Jan 1, 2013

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