I Want Me Back

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 106 People

    Lost And Found ...

    I'm both lost and found right now. So many aspects of my life are coming together ... good things, creative things ... Others feel as if they are drifting away ... I am in a good place though overall ... it's positive and moving forward ... but I have a feeling that 2010...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss
    51-55, F
    11 Responses Dec 12, 2009

    I Miss Myself

    i was so strong one time i did what i wanted an was happy .......but with all my problems now just wont my old life back i wanna be happy my kids are grown now but somehow i cant move on ....its like im stuck im 45 but feel much older ..............................any advice ...i...
    lgotv lgotv
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Aug 8, 2010

    Where Are You Hiding Her??

    I want my real self back NOW!  I demand it!  I am tired of this stupid, horrible person I've become.  I can't have a normal life anymore and I think about dying each and every day.  This has to stop immediately.
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Dec 12, 2009

    I Feel Like I'm Running In Circles

    I don't even no where to begin. Sometimes I feel so overwhelmed with everything on my plate & nobody understands ME! I don't feel good about my self for things I say or even do @ times & I feel like i cant' stop! I'm a worrier always have been, Im worried about things that are so...
    bluestars22 bluestars22
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 31, 2011

    I Miss Myself So Much And Part Of Me Is Back!

    crying for over 1000 almost nonstop and it's nice to have my lovely self back more and more now.I love myself when I sing and dance freely in my room and remember nothing.The pretty me without dry tears on my face or swollen puffy eyes.Colors come back and I can think again.I...
    ludai ludai
    22-25
    May 14, 2012

    I Have Lost Myself

    I AM A STRANGER TO MYSELF..NO LONGER KNOW THE PERSON I GREW UP AS...OVER THE YEARS SITUATIONS/PEOPLE'S EXPECTATIONS HAVE CHANGED ME..SOME OF YOU READING MAY SAY "OH, THIS IS B.S., BUT IT IS TRUE"...I HAVE BECOME SOMEONE I DON'T KNOW..I HAVE TRIED FOR SO MANY YEARS...
    JADEDRUCKUS JADEDRUCKUS
    31-35, F
    3 Responses May 21, 2009

    I Don't Know Where to Start

    I am lost. I don't know where to start or who to ask for help. I tried finding my way out. But feel that I can't find it. No body to help no body to be there for me. I am stuck in a relationship.  Where I gave up everything that made me feel proud of myself and...
    Valerie09 Valerie09
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 21, 2009

    I Feel 'It' Owns 'Me'.

    You do not define me. You do not own me, I am not your home, I am not your puppet, You are not in charge. I will beat you. I will kill you. I will defeat you in every way, one day. One day you'll be gone. You will not define me. You will not own me. I will not be your home, I...
    sawneybean sawneybean
    16-17, F
    Oct 9, 2013

    I Want Me Back...

    I want me back for sure. I hate the person that I am right now. Its seems that almost everyday is a damn struggle just to get through this things called "Life" I want to wake up, and actually want to do something, not just lay around the house all ******* day! I hate it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Sep 1, 2009

    Impossible

    I wish I could have me back. But I don't think that to be possible, I've grown.... Matured and even though I'm not the same I hope I'll be a better person for it.
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart
    18-21, F
    Sep 12, 2009

    That Dark Feeling..

    I had been ill for a few days,feeling quite alone,it doesn't take much for this malady  to alienate me from others,my confidence is damaged, scared of  it all ending in a moment,then slowly  i feel less ill,i feel i lost part of me,am i different?I just want to be at one...
    Petrica13 Petrica13
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jan 31, 2012

    I've Never Known Who I Am

    I have honestly always been this miserable, if this is miserable, maybe this is being happy, i don't know 'cause I'm not sure what happiness is and if I've ever felt it, 'cause I can't remember a time when i was and when i was unafraid for just a minute, so alone
    jamesdean4ever jamesdean4ever
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 10, 2011

    I Want Me Back.....

    I'm not even sure I know who 'me' is anymore.  I do get glimpses sometimes but it's quickly lost in everyone else and what they want......god they suck the life out of me.  If I ever do get back to me I will probably go crazy for awhile!!!
    Leen138 Leen138
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 1, 2009

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