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I Want Me Back

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    I Don't Know Where to Start

    I am lost. I don't know where to start or who to ask for help. I tried finding my way out. But feel that I can't find it. No body to help no body to be there for me. I am stuck in a relationship.  Where I gave up everything that made me feel proud of myself and...
    Valerie09 Valerie09 26-30, F 2 Responses May 21, 2009

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    I Feel Like I'm Running In Circles

    I don't even no where to begin. Sometimes I feel so overwhelmed with everything on my plate & nobody understands ME! I don't feel good about my self for things I say or even do @ times & I feel like i cant' stop! I'm a worrier always have been, Im worried about things that are so...
    bluestars22 bluestars22 26-30, F 2 Responses May 31, 2011

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    Lost And Found ...

    I'm both lost and found right now. So many aspects of my life are coming together ... good things, creative things ... Others feel as if they are drifting away ... I am in a good place though overall ... it's positive and moving forward ... but I have a feeling that 2010...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 11 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Impossible

    I wish I could have me back. But I don't think that to be possible, I've grown.... Matured and even though I'm not the same I hope I'll be a better person for it.
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F Sep 12, 2009

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    I Want Me Back...

    I want me back for sure. I hate the person that I am right now. Its seems that almost everyday is a damn struggle just to get through this things called "Life" I want to wake up, and actually want to do something, not just lay around the house all ******* day! I hate it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 1, 2009

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    That Dark Feeling..

    I had been ill for a few days,feeling quite alone,it doesn't take much for this malady  to alienate me from others,my confidence is damaged, scared of  it all ending in a moment,then slowly  i feel less ill,i feel i lost part of me,am i different?I just want to be at one...
    Petrica13 Petrica13 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2012

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    I've Never Known Who I Am

    I have honestly always been this miserable, if this is miserable, maybe this is being happy, i don't know 'cause I'm not sure what happiness is and if I've ever felt it, 'cause I can't remember a time when i was and when i was unafraid for just a minute, so alone
    jamesdean4ever jamesdean4ever 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 10, 2011

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    I Want Me Back.....

    I'm not even sure I know who 'me' is anymore.  I do get glimpses sometimes but it's quickly lost in everyone else and what they want......god they suck the life out of me.  If I ever do get back to me I will probably go crazy for awhile!!!
    Leen138 Leen138 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2009

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    Where Are You Hiding Her??

    I want my real self back NOW!  I demand it!  I am tired of this stupid, horrible person I've become.  I can't have a normal life anymore and I think about dying each and every day.  This has to stop immediately.
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    I Miss Myself So Much And Part Of Me Is Back!

    crying for over 1000 almost nonstop and it's nice to have my lovely self back more and more now.I love myself when I sing and dance freely in my room and remember nothing.The pretty me without dry tears on my face or swollen puffy eyes.Colors come back and I can think again.I...
    ludai ludai 22-25 May 14, 2012

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    I Have Lost Myself

    I AM A STRANGER TO MYSELF..NO LONGER KNOW THE PERSON I GREW UP AS...OVER THE YEARS SITUATIONS/PEOPLE'S EXPECTATIONS HAVE CHANGED ME..SOME OF YOU READING MAY SAY "OH, THIS IS B.S., BUT IT IS TRUE"...I HAVE BECOME SOMEONE I DON'T KNOW..I HAVE TRIED FOR SO MANY YEARS...
    JADEDRUCKUS JADEDRUCKUS 31-35, F 3 Responses May 21, 2009

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    I Miss Myself

    i was so strong one time i did what i wanted an was happy .......but with all my problems now just wont my old life back i wanna be happy my kids are grown now but somehow i cant move on ....its like im stuck im 45 but feel much older ..............................any advice ...i...
    lgotv lgotv 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 8, 2010

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    I Feel 'It' Owns 'Me'.

    You do not define me. You do not own me, I am not your home, I am not your puppet, You are not in charge. I will beat you. I will kill you. I will defeat you in every way, one day. One day you'll be gone. You will not define me. You will not own me. I will not be your home, I...
    sawneybean sawneybean 13-15, F Oct 9, 2013

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    What you did is unforgivable. You living with that guilt is not good enough for me. I want you to feel the same pain I do every time I look at your face. I want you to hurt knowing...
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    yes i would surely like to go back in time and discover what wrong i have done that i am going through all this. i want to know whom i have hurted that my fate is hurting me so...
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    I've always had this dream to live in the forest, be away from everything, live off the land, not be worried about the soul crushing day-to-day drabble of life. Be able to work of...
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    For the past few years the urge to impregnate has been grown stronger and stronger. I've always used condoms or held back my seed despite many attempts to extract the precious...
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    So who is stopping you ??? just me, no one is stopping me or pulling me back. we may have not chosen ever turn on my life, but we always have a choice . i just want to move...
    amazingmike amazingmike 26-30, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Yeah well I met him like 3 months back and we were the best of friends since then. I had a break up with my bf back then n this guy was like always there for me after that. I...
    callmeLys callmeLys 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    I have no kids but over the past few years the urge to impregnate has been growing stronger and stronger each year. I've always worn condoms or simply held back my seed despite the...
    Glenville1978 Glenville1978 36-40, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I dream about it everyday. My simple wedding. Not inviting too many people. As long as it's me, him and my baby girl there. Oh and a few close friends. And his family, not so much...
    Singlemother78 Singlemother78 31-35, F 8 hrs ago

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    I want a lover, a beloved, a sweet heart. I want a lover who is my best friend, a lover who i can trust, a lover who will always be there through thick and thin. I want a lover who...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 21 mins ago

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    Before my birth my Mom was told no heartbeat can be found ,your child has died and we need to remove the fetus ,,Mom said no ,,,I want my Mom and her friends to pray ,,they did...
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    Tip: when you are looking for a companion, do not worry about whether he/she likes you. Only worry about how he/she makes you feel. Stop trying to make everyone like you and...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I have someone like this in my life. My best friend. She's loving and kind. Straight forward and honest. I know that whatever I say, she would not judge me negatively, but will...
    SpanishRose10 SpanishRose10 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    When I was in high school I wanted to be an old school gypsy. The ones that set up camps everywhere they went, a caravan made up of horse drawn vargos (Gypsy wagons). I was in love...
    Harlequingal93 Harlequingal93 18-21, F 53 mins ago

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    More and more people are suffering from sore and aching back pains, and many do not know how to find relief. Fortunately, there are some sure means for alleviating pain in your...
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    I started my first guitar lesson today and omg! I wanted to cry :'( cause I'm having a hard time to strum and all. I Wish I could find someone who could teach me in actual. Though...
    Moonembracingthesun Moonembracingthesun 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    I want to get past my illnesses and issues so that I can make a difference in this world...I want to feel free.
    xNihilityx xNihilityx 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I want to be able to take that one girl on a unbelievable first date and call her mine I want to be able to have that one special person I can talk to and be myself around but I...
    bisexuallover15 bisexuallover15 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    Have you ever wanted to travel but can't muster the courage to go somewhere new. Does it scare you that you'll loose all the love you've built over time if you leave. Are you...
    Girl50CoP Girl50CoP 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Im young and college is right around the corner, I just want that relationship that I can hold onto for the ride. I wouldn't mind an online relationship or anything. I just want...
    joiii joiii 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    It is difficult living life when it is controlled by aches and discomfort of back pain. This article will provide you with some tips and techniques to help manage your pain. Look...
    greensdrinksnews greensdrinksnews 26-30, M Dec 4

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    I had been best friends with Shelley since we were five until we were 17, and I always had a thing for her oldest brother . He was tall and handsome with blonde hair and green eyes...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F Dec 5

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    The hunt It's been about three weeks since Zephyr came home to his family in London. Since his visit he's been catching up with his eight younger brothers and sisters, his close...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I want to tell you everything I feel. But circumstance prevents that. I want to tell you that I love you more than anything. That if given the chance I can show you that I am...
    ImJustJen ImJustJen 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have been married to my wonderful, amazing husband for almost two years now and we have been together for 5. I love him with all my heart and divorce is not an option with us...
    cowinapartyhat cowinapartyhat 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    53 outrageous but honest thoughts that go through most people's minds when someone doesnt text them back for a couple days! 1. OMG hes ignoring me 2. What a player 3. Probably...
    Mandycandi3 Mandycandi3 18-21 1 Response Dec 2

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    I want a tattoo and have set a date of mothers day. While the pain from child birth is still somewhat fresh I want to do it so maybe it wont hurt as bad as that did LMAO. Anyways...
    snowbabe3 snowbabe3 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    It all started with a simple glance. In the beginning of the year I'm sitting in Health and I'm a signed a spot I look around the room and see the back if this extremely cute guy...
    IsabellaLynn77 IsabellaLynn77 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I moved away from my hometown in 2008 after graduating college. I moved from a small city which is pretty much a big town in Oklahoma to a major city in North Carolina, roughly 12...
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    We used to be friends, we used to spend hours just talking even though he had a girlfriend I fell for him, I never told him so we remained friends through the years I left home got...
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