Post

I Want Me Back

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 115 People

    I Don't Know Where to Start

    I am lost. I don't know where to start or who to ask for help. I tried finding my way out. But feel that I can't find it. No body to help no body to be there for me. I am stuck in a relationship.  Where I gave up everything that made me feel proud of myself and...
    Valerie09 Valerie09 26-30, F 2 Responses May 21, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Where Are You Hiding Her??

    I want my real self back NOW!  I demand it!  I am tired of this stupid, horrible person I've become.  I can't have a normal life anymore and I think about dying each and every day.  This has to stop immediately.
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 12, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Want Me Back.....

    I'm not even sure I know who 'me' is anymore.  I do get glimpses sometimes but it's quickly lost in everyone else and what they want......god they suck the life out of me.  If I ever do get back to me I will probably go crazy for awhile!!!
    Leen138 Leen138 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Have Lost Myself

    I AM A STRANGER TO MYSELF..NO LONGER KNOW THE PERSON I GREW UP AS...OVER THE YEARS SITUATIONS/PEOPLE'S EXPECTATIONS HAVE CHANGED ME..SOME OF YOU READING MAY SAY "OH, THIS IS B.S., BUT IT IS TRUE"...I HAVE BECOME SOMEONE I DON'T KNOW..I HAVE TRIED FOR SO MANY YEARS...
    JADEDRUCKUS JADEDRUCKUS 31-35, F 3 Responses May 21, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Feel Like I'm Running In Circles

    I don't even no where to begin. Sometimes I feel so overwhelmed with everything on my plate & nobody understands ME! I don't feel good about my self for things I say or even do @ times & I feel like i cant' stop! I'm a worrier always have been, Im worried about things that are so...
    bluestars22 bluestars22 26-30, F 2 Responses May 31, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Impossible

    I wish I could have me back. But I don't think that to be possible, I've grown.... Matured and even though I'm not the same I hope I'll be a better person for it.
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F Sep 12, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Miss Myself

    i was so strong one time i did what i wanted an was happy .......but with all my problems now just wont my old life back i wanna be happy my kids are grown now but somehow i cant move on ....its like im stuck im 45 but feel much older ..............................any advice ...i...
    lgotv lgotv 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 8, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I've Never Known Who I Am

    I have honestly always been this miserable, if this is miserable, maybe this is being happy, i don't know 'cause I'm not sure what happiness is and if I've ever felt it, 'cause I can't remember a time when i was and when i was unafraid for just a minute, so alone
    jamesdean4ever jamesdean4ever 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 10, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Miss Myself So Much And Part Of Me Is Back!

    crying for over 1000 almost nonstop and it's nice to have my lovely self back more and more now.I love myself when I sing and dance freely in my room and remember nothing.The pretty me without dry tears on my face or swollen puffy eyes.Colors come back and I can think again.I...
    ludai ludai 22-25 May 14, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    That Dark Feeling..

    I had been ill for a few days,feeling quite alone,it doesn't take much for this malady  to alienate me from others,my confidence is damaged, scared of  it all ending in a moment,then slowly  i feel less ill,i feel i lost part of me,am i different?I just want to be at one...
    Petrica13 Petrica13 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Want Me Back...

    I want me back for sure. I hate the person that I am right now. Its seems that almost everyday is a damn struggle just to get through this things called "Life" I want to wake up, and actually want to do something, not just lay around the house all ******* day! I hate it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 1, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Lost And Found ...

    I'm both lost and found right now. So many aspects of my life are coming together ... good things, creative things ... Others feel as if they are drifting away ... I am in a good place though overall ... it's positive and moving forward ... but I have a feeling that 2010...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 11 Responses Dec 12, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Feel 'It' Owns 'Me'.

    You do not define me. You do not own me, I am not your home, I am not your puppet, You are not in charge. I will beat you. I will kill you. I will defeat you in every way, one day. One day you'll be gone. You will not define me. You will not own me. I will not be your home, I...
    sawneybean sawneybean 13-15, F Oct 9, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    After visiting the place that i was about to move to, i realized that i do NOT fit in that neighborhood at all. I stand out - i am of a different race and socioeconomic background...
    blue1324 blue1324 18-21 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Okay so I've been talking to this guy for a little more then 2 weeks now. We sorta had a thing back in then like 2 - 3 years ago. We hung out a couple of times but nothing ever...
    sassyjay sassyjay 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Mr. Right, you like me. You enjoy my presence. You get my humor. You get that I have a rich inner world inside me that is full of thoughts and emotions and stories and memories...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    You know that feeling when you want a boyfriend but you don't? Iv had those feelings a lot but now I'm tired of being alone and single and have been for ages, I still have feelings...
    AnotherTomboyGamer AnotherTomboyGamer 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want to write a book I don't really have any writing experience but this is the summary for what I want to write about; btw it's suppose to be kind of weird like coraline. When...
    kymphet kymphet 13-15, F 1 Response 44 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    We talk and the conversation is good but in one moment he saw the message and not reply to me more.. I already ask if I'm boring him or something and he say no, that he like text...
    maggiie maggiie 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Have a lot of free time today so getting back to all of you! Thanks for your patience:)) Anyone else feel free to message me too! :)
    Hevss Hevss 16-17, F 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I guess I've been lucky my whole life... As for having what I need. I've got a place to live, a good paying job, two vehicles ( even though my truck is possessed) and food for the...
    Kindalosing Kindalosing 26-30, M 40 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wish I could go back in time to 2000 and take a picture with my grandparents before they died so I could have a lot of memories I miss them so much
    tamaraiwannaknow tamaraiwannaknow 16-17, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Gosh ! I wish god let us go back in time aahh so theres is sooo many things I would do difrent and change them
    splashh splashh 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Last year something happened to me and I just wish I could go back and change it but it's ripping me apart knowing I can't do anything to change it
    cmdoran cmdoran 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Over the course of my life I've only met one girl who I can say that I've actually fallen in love with. That ended badly and left me feeling empty. The summer of that year I met...
    TravTru TravTru 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    More like I need to be controlled. I'm always touching and pleasuring myself. I want someone who will discipline me when I do those things when I'm not allowed. I want her to tell...
    mrfister1967 mrfister1967 46-50, M 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i seriously just want a bestfriend. someone my parents love and trust . I don't like sharing bestfriends. like if he/she's my bestfriend, then you can't say the same thing . I'll...
    xriiccii xriiccii 13-15, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want to be fed until I am overly full and slowing down. Then I want a guy to encourage me to eat even more and then just a bit more. I want to be begging to stop eating and then...
    Sugarcoatedfatty Sugarcoatedfatty 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My story I fell in love with my cousins friends years ago she was my heart she n my cousin had a relationship. I was young i was infatuated with her she took advantage of my...
    lorrai lorrai 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The great escape 4 The team continue on without Zane and Niggalactacus and mad it to entrance to the hanger room. However what they didn't know was security guards where posted...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I struggle telling people about my problems. So, I guess just writing my whole story would be better. Haha, I know it'll be pretty long. I'll just go ahead and say it: my mother...
    BookWonderer BookWonderer 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Future consequence July 17, 3:00am It was just before 3:00am and the citizens of Manhattan where in panic, they team scared into their homes frighted of the events to come...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Here's more of the book. The Shadow of Pride and Lust. ~enjoy :P Chapter Four: An Unfriendly Wager   We walked to a bar, after I denied everything that was written down in front...
    HEDinTHEclouds HEDinTHEclouds 13-15, M 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Future consequence 2 The six remaining D-warriors hid in the warehouse avoiding the windows to be seen by the police while mourning the loss of two of their friends. "This can't...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was 14 or 15 ,,I am not really sure but I believe 15 ,,,I had broke up with my girl friend (a short time later became my wife) and I was staying at Mom and Dads ,( my girlfriend...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The perfect relationship to me would be something not to serious. Something where I could do what I still wanted to do during the day but come home and just know that the person I...
    nailwire nailwire 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was about twelve or thirteen when I met my sister's friend. She was so cool and was everything I was not; pretty, thin, athletic. I wanted to be her for years. To this day I do...
    gorgeousgreeneyes gorgeousgreeneyes 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have friends, even very very close friends to be exact. But it's confusing because my mouth wont spit out the deep thoughts I want to share. I share a lot of stories, experiences...
    sukkiteiinayo sukkiteiinayo 13-15, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate feeling responsible. I want to be free. I want to feel that it's ok to make mistakes knowing that the only one I'll be hurting is myself but, that is not the case or option...
    cricketfly cricketfly 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I said something to a girl here on EP who was a good friend and she got upset and deleted her account. I didn't know she was upset because she didn't reply. I got on the next day...
    pop482999 pop482999 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I do love you. You bother me so much and I wonder about my decision to marry you sometimes because I get so irritated and want to shove you away but at the same time I love you. I...
    Elisabethkrysia Elisabethkrysia 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Awww.... I know I shouldn't ask and express in this way. But Nahhh. screw it! I really want to have a lesbian affair! You, my lovely princess. I'm imperfect so please forgive me...
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    After 17 yrs of marriage, my mother announces that she is no longer in love with my step-father and she needed some time apart to sort her feelings. But, now she wants a divorce. I...
    vexe vexe 26-30 3 Responses 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Me and my husband got married in 2004 in Switzerland and in 2005 he said that he wants to move back to his country in Australia, so after not even of one year marriage I followed...
    Mary1079 Mary1079 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The thing is, I've done it before numerous times unconsciously. But I've never been able to do it of my own account. I really want to have an OBE and walk around my apartment or...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The great escape 2 The jet soared across the skies at top speed Zane not wanting to waste anymore time to recuse his teammates. After 2hours of traveling the trio made it to...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Well, actually this is the main reason I came to this website... I have a lot in my mind, a lot going on in my life right now, and most of it are things I wouldn't want to be...
    Yasahiro Yasahiro 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm wallowing and I can't seem to find a way to feel secure and completely happy in my every day life. That's not to say that I am unhappy. I'm not. A lot of things have been going...
    LadyOfLorien LadyOfLorien 18-21, F Jul 6

    Your Response

    Cancel