I Want My Feelings to Matter

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    Meanies

    Ever since this somebody found my papers, a paper that was due that day back to my "friend", a "friend" i see every week or so, I've been teased, I'm used to being strong, Being dyslexic, having a personality disorder, being bipolar, and everything else i have isn't a laughing...
    TruthIsYetToCome TruthIsYetToCome
    13-15, F
    Jan 17, 2013

    Live Our Own Lives

    Lives are your own. Nobody should control it.They should tell you how to dress, how to act, what religion you are, what people to hang out with. It's wrong.It's like they're taking pieces away from your puzzle.He's taking away my friends because they have piercings, or they have...
    TruthIsYetToCome TruthIsYetToCome
    13-15, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2012

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