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I Want My First Love Back

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 16-17, F Dec 26, 2013

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 4 Responses May 11, 2009

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    Our stories are unbelievably similar. My first love and I met online when I was 17 and he was 21. My dad finally agreed he could come visit me and I've loved him since. He moved...
    cosmocolors cosmocolors 26-30, F 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    It was not my first relationship, but he is always known as my first love. We met while we were working together in high school. He took my friend to the prom, but from there, we...
    mysterywoman69 mysterywoman69 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I do not miss him because I loved him so much. I miss him because he was my friend for the formative years. Plus he's the first person I have ever loved and cared for deeply...
    jaylow13 jaylow13 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    My first love, my first everything, was 35 years ago. We were best friends for three years and then dated exclusive for 5 years. He was five years older than I was. He was...
    SpringOwl SpringOwl 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    I was 16 when I found my first love, from the moment I laid eyes in him I knew he was the one. He was kind of shy, happy sweet funny and very attractive. He wasnt all mr romantic...
    angelskyanderson angelskyanderson 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    What would it be like to gaze into your honey glazed eyes and feel your hands press on my back as I taste your lips? What would it feel like to be injected deeply by you and feel...
    honestyreality honestyreality 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    We met up the other day for coffee. I had brought my best mate as I had to give him a ride somewhere. We were catching up and everything was going great. We all went for a walk...
    Cossie227 Cossie227 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    It's hard to just walk away from a person you've spent five almost six years of your life with. There's been so many firsts with that person.. So many memories. But what if things...
    tayf tayf 18-21, F Aug 11

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    I haven't been on here for a while, but I feel the need to really write out my feelings. Two weeks ago I came back home to the Bahamas for a year. I was pretty excited on coming...
    rainee12 rainee12 13-15, F Jul 28

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    It has been a while since i wrote about what i do in this life. You see as i love all people around me at ep or around the world. they don't love me and i am not like need to have...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Jul 31

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    I still love that person.i wrote a post last month or something.got loads of help and advice.and my craving to hear his voice or see him has reduced.but still I can't forget him...
    Naina94 Naina94 18-21, F Jul 28

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    Why is it tht this one song brings back all these feelings i have for him i miss him sooo much even tho it was a long distance Relationship we had plans that we were gonna meet...
    desitor desitor 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    Every once in a while, I fantasize about my first love. I didn't realize he was my first love for a long time. One day I became aware of it after seeing his face in my mind over...
    Emojinoid Emojinoid 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    I met my "first love" at the age of fourteen. Let's call him N. He was sixteen at the time. I was head-over-heels in LOVE (or, what I thought was love) with this kid. I gave him my...
    Ferpaderp Ferpaderp 18-21, M Aug 8

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    Okay let me start by saying I'm 19 and I am in a relationship with a beautiful girl who is 17. We live on the same block and have been dating two weeks after met a year ago. We've...
    djwdjw19 djwdjw19 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I want to go backTo our hideaway in the woodsTo the sky being a comforting shade of gray with a slither of orange trying to escapeTo walking the streets at midnight, pretending it...
    dannygirl89 dannygirl89 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    What's wrong with me? I try and I try but my best just isn't good enough. I tried to be one of those guys that used women but it just wasn't me. It ate up inside to behave like...
    SignalSarge SignalSarge 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 27

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    I really don't want to go back to school. I want nothing to do with school. The people and the work.
    lshidonil lshidonil 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    He loves us!๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ™ We need too love back! Who is a Christian and agrees!๐Ÿ“–๐Ÿ™
    Zebra123456 Zebra123456 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    i wonder what it feels like to be with a guy who admires you for who you are..who looks at you from across the room and all he wants to do is pick u up and hug you.. i want to hold...
    Myah29 Myah29 26-30, F Jul 30

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    i want a lover like my dream girl i love u very much but who is she i d'nt know if u so response me............
    vinayloveboy vinayloveboy 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    I have so much love to give and I just want to love with all I got. I want to love like there's a no tomorrow. Hope I will get the chance to love someone like that one day.
    wanderingheart237 wanderingheart237 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    Hi, my name is Aazim. I am 19, and am Muslim. as I am sure you can tell from my topic, I want to love again. the girl I loved left me a month after I proposed. I am from North...
    DracovNasser DracovNasser 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I could sit here for hours and write about him, but what would that do? It would give me a sense of nostalgia and a surge of depression that would leave me in tears for the rest of...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    When watching TheWineKone for the first time in six years, it reminded me of Youtube's old layout. DEN I GOT ALL SAD So eventually I thought, "Hey. Why not create some kind of...
    PopcornLadder PopcornLadder 26-30, M 6 hrs ago

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    Would it be considered love if him/her was never really yours? I've been in love with this one girl since I was 8. We were best friends. We were both very small so we both were...
    Beauty98 Beauty98 16-17, F 10 hrs ago

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    No post has been more confusing or time consuming to write than this one. I've written about my ex-boyfriend before and if you look back at my stories I'm sure you'll notice the...
    belovely belovely 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Passion is such a great word. i really wanna be loved by passion and love passionately too. id love to passionate s... too. we can kiss and make love in every where...
    berealistic81 berealistic81 26-30, M 11 hrs ago

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jul 22

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    We were only 17, it was just a bit of fun at first & she was already in a relationship with another guy. He was abusive and she was looking for someone to protect her and take her...
    URSTILLTHEONLYONE URSTILLTHEONLYONE 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 3

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    After 12 years I have reconciled with my first real love, and the father of my oldest child. We both have remarried and had children with other people. We went through a horrible...
    907dreamer 907dreamer 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    So last fall was my first semester at college (I go to county college). In my basic freshman class (foundations for sucess) I met this great kid. I ended up getting feelings for...
    Jamielr13 Jamielr13 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    In 1991, I met a girl in another province when I was 16. We stayed in touch by writing letters back and forth regularly for about a year. We were close friends and she met up with...
    countryboy204 countryboy204 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I had a boyfriend a couple weeks ago I was with him for almost a month I still don't understand why he left me I cry all the time about it I truly loved him with every piece of me...
    baileyzook baileyzook 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    So I have a dilemma. It's a little nsfw though. I met this guy and we hit it off. He's my best friend in this tiny town that I live in. We joke all day and can spend hours nonstop...
    sylbi sylbi 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 30

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    She was the girl I had my first long term relationship with. She was the girl that made me know what love was. She was very friendly and beautiful. The cutest, jolliest and most...
    ccdawgg ccdawgg 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 10

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    I was with my ex-boyfriend for two years. We've been broken up since May 20th. Sometimes I feel good. But nights like tonight I feel like the wound is freshly sliced. I regret so...
    tryingtobehappy123 tryingtobehappy123 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I know I probably donโ€™t cross your mind much anymore but I hope someday you see something that reminds you of me and the things we use to spend hours talking about at night and...
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I would LOVE to go back to college. I was looking at different options tonight with a friend of mine but he informed me that I may not be smart enough at this age to go back.I kind...
    Chicgeekgal Chicgeekgal 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    I wish I could - "go home", I mean. *Like some days, I would just about sell the eyes out of my head to be able to get the hell out of here, and go back to the US. ( My husband...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent 41-45, F 6 Responses Aug 1

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    I remember New Year's Eve about four years ago, I went to her house for a party. We had an incredible relationship between us, but we lived a little too far to make it labeled as...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    First off. None of you know how old I am, and won't tell you. So if you wanna say something to me just leave. Okay so two years ago I met a boy and I had a huge crush on him, and...
    ciciyoshi ciciyoshi 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 10

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    Life is getting worse everyday it is like if the situation push me to make a decitions that I can't control anymore I wish I can go back on time and do it all over but that is no a...
    esoj80 esoj80 31-35, M Aug 13

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    Iโ€™ve been trying to figure out how to write this for a month now. Every time I start, I always get off track or start to sound a little depressing. Although I suppose thatโ€™s...
    jphegan jphegan 18-21, M a week ago

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