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I Want My First Love Back

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 18-21, F Dec 26, 2013

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    And that is what I do have. I was reflecting on his and my first date together, which last month was a year ago. Our first date was in July, but we made our relationship official...
    RhombusInTheSquare RhombusInTheSquare 36-40, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    if only i could turn back time...
    tulalit tulalit 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    So my first love is amazing. she is the type of girl that goes well with me... the only thing is she refuses to see it. the first time we only were able to talk through texting. i...
    mrblue717 mrblue717 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    "In Case" Pictures in my pocket Are faded from the washer I can barely just make out your face Food you saved for later In my refrigerator It's been too long since later never...
    sisiyah sisiyah 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I wish my husband was my friend, but he is not. He just stays by himself, and I never feel like he has my back. Yet he is nice to people. I am a Christian so I will just continue...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Be yourself and not something they want you to be
    civix22 civix22 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I cannot hold these thoughts on my own so I'm setting the weight of our dysfunction in the hands of strangers. I have been writing the letters I'll never ever send to you, l.i.n.e...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I used to be so flirtatious the sexual energy was just a part of personality. Of course always lady like but, I used to constantly attract the most interesting people because of it...
    GiiGi GiiGi 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am 59 years old. I am a BBW who is also an FA, although I am not into feederism. I truly love heavy men of all sizes:stocky, chubby, fat, or supersize. I so hope to one day meet...
    Bibiana554 Bibiana554 56-60, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    When I was 8 years old at summer camp, I met this girl named Gwen. She was my first true love. You see, I never found girls gross. For as long as I remember, I have always liked...
    Account1138 Account1138 36-40, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My thoughts strayed from the burdensome weight on my chest and looked back stealing glances at me memories I hate to have unpacked. I sense your judgment as though you must know...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    In the UK...a couple of weeks back...we had the hottest day on record...And my...it was hot....34.4 c I think...And since then... It's been cold...wet...windy... Overcast...and...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I miss you for the first time in a long time. I don't miss the idea of us and the many idle day dreams and lose pages of thoughts I call our story. I do not miss the man I wanted...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think I would rather **** in my hands and clap just quietly lol. She wants to get back with me. Sorry love but the damage is done. I gave my all and if it wasn't good enough then...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    I have a bachelor's degree in elementary education. A semester before I graduated I realized teaching wasn't the right career path for me for a number of reasons, including my...
    anhonestgirl anhonestgirl 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Even my own biological parents don't want me... I was fated to be a failure even from a young age....
    thecrystaltan thecrystaltan 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I was 12 and he just turned 17. We met on Facebook. I lied to him and told him I was 15 and then about a month later when he was starting to fall in love with me I told him the...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    I just want a guy that loves me enough to tell me the truth always . That isn't afraid to stand up for me . That wants to show me off to all his friends . That is proud of...
    julybeauty julybeauty 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I came across this experience and thought Wow...absolutely. A friend and a lover, what does that mean, though? My definition would go as follows. Someone you can have movie...
    AwakenEdge AwakenEdge 41-45, F 8 Responses Jul 24

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    He's my first love because he actually loved me and adored me when we were kids. I still stay in contact with him because I still love him so. He lives back at home and has a...
    gobacklike4thgrade gobacklike4thgrade 26-30, F Jul 24

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    Her name is Shannon Morgan. She was my very first love and best friend until I got married and my wife put an end to our communication. I dont know what happened to her or where...
    Lloydd111 Lloydd111 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 24

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    I'm realising that 30 years mean nothing against the spirit of a great heart. He loves me. I need to educate my soul to accept him utterly and completely into my mind. My heart is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 23

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    U & Me forever this way www.nidhisuraj.com There are so many Love Stories in this world. Few stories become so famous but few are unsaid and been buried with time. Few...
    evan003 evan003 18-21, F Jul 23

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    I want nothing more than to see your face again, to have your arms wrapped tight around my waist and to have you look into my eyes again, to look into your eyes again. What we had...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 23

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    I dreamt of my first love again. Of him confessing that he never stopped loving me. Me throwing myself into his arms. Sounds kind of desperate. I miss him and think of home very...
    lonelydinosaur lonelydinosaur 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I travel for work. Not a ton but a few days per month. I love to text and call my wife to stay connected and feel close. But, she doesn't like when I text her. She says "it's hard...
    Greyhoundguy Greyhoundguy 41-45, M 4 Responses Jul 22

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    One day I hope to get to a place where I practice loving kindness in all that I do. I want to forgive others and accept that they are not headed down the same path as me. Each...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    As I'm chopping potatoes for a potato salad I'm making for dinner I wonder if I'll ever find that lover/best friend. Someone who breezes in and drops a kiss at my temple as he...
    MyKidsAreMyWorld MyKidsAreMyWorld 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 21

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    I am still in love with my first love and we're also married.. haha
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 21

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    I learnt that letting go hurts a lot. I know she was and is my first love, she will always have a special place in my heart because she is amazing. She learnt me how to love myself...
    ssweetdisspositionn ssweetdisspositionn 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I felt complete bliss one night while gazing outside my apartment at the stars streets and ocean. My boyfriend was over that night and when we had sex i said "with love from russia...
    intergalacticgirl20 intergalacticgirl20 22-25, F Jul 18

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    I love the songs, the delorean, the plot. EVERTHING!
    buzzking buzzking 13-15, M Jul 18

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    I'm not talking about massages , im talking about when someone actually rubs your back or your sides or your hips, it's the best feeling in the world
    abby816 abby816 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    Nothing is sexier than someone doing a backbend and their bellybutton is practically begging to be touched.
    LadyWingKnight LadyWingKnight 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    I want to get my back dimples pierced😍😍. Back dimple goals right here😍:)
    SaffronJade SaffronJade 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 17

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    I want my lover to be kind an love everything about me. I want them to have a mean/sweet side. I want to be able to say and do anything and they won't look at me like I've lost my...
    BecomingBrave BecomingBrave 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    From my 4th first love.. 1.Never Tie Your Own Shoes 2.Never Buy Your Own Food 3.Being vulnerable with someone gives them access to all your pain. 4.Driving a boy crazy is easy...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Now roughly 2 years after not attending I have the chance to return to the school I dropped out of. But I am unsure if I should even pursue this endeavor again. I currently work at...
    ncwd63 ncwd63 22-25, M Jul 12

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