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I Want My First Love Back

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 18 People

    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 16-17, F Dec 26, 2013

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    I spoke to my first love again today. There was lots of tears and a lot of emotion. For some reason he reached out to me and asked to meet for Coffee, I was hesitant because seeing...
    hankpalmer hankpalmer 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    Yes, I too miss my first true love. Does anyone ever forget him or her? In my case, perhaps it was mutual love at first sight but more like recognition: I see you. I know it's the...
    Ardent1 Ardent1 61-65, M 5 Responses Oct 10

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    I remember how I first met him. I'm sure he recalls it a lot differently, though. I was 16 and doing my A Levels, I was checking out universitys perhaps too eager and I went to...
    hankpalmer hankpalmer 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    So heres my story guys. I need some feedback .I lost my virginty to my boyfriend of 1 year and 7 months. After 1 month of having had sex with me he left me. He said he was tried...
    anaisxp anaisxp 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 22

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    Did you ever feel like you look around you and feel as though you are surrounded by anger, blame, cynicism, skepticism, judgment, and competition?I want my innocence back.I want to...
    mistletoe41 mistletoe41 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    Always, honestly. Dare I say, my first love is my most thought about love. Obviously, I'll withhold names for privacy's sake. But I've known this girl for almost seven years, and...
    OdeToS OdeToS 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 3

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    My 3rd First Love lol 2012 by Chris Brown . I kind of hate that song sometimes
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Sep 26

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    It's been almost two years since my first love and I have broken up. We broke up January 22, 2013. It's getting close to that time of the year again and I've been getting anxiety...
    PriscilaGaray PriscilaGaray 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    I have had my dog Juno for the past 6years. She's moved with me, been with me through many life struggles, and has been my shadow. When I got a job forcing me to be away from home...
    rachelleigh89 rachelleigh89 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My first love lasted three years and was ended suddenly by a car wreck. Sure I probably didn't even know what love was at the time. I still keep a picture of her in my wallet...
    locoladel locoladel 16-17, T 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I would always think about my first love because he's the love of my life as of today and will always be my heart.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Oct 4

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    No one ever forgets, the touch, the feeling, what was going on around them. It's all so magical and it lasts so long. Hopefully everyone has had good memories of their first love...
    prettyg1 prettyg1 18-21, F Oct 4

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    Meeting my first love happened unexpectedly, so did the relationship, we never thought it was going to turn into such a beautiful relationship. Unfortunately just as love came...
    CoralFlo CoralFlo 18-21 Oct 4

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    I am completely lesbian but my first *love* was a guy ned Connor and we dated for almost 2 years.
    Kitry Kitry 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I just want a boyfriend more than anything right now. I'm tired of the meaningless sex and random hookups. It makes me feel cheap and it's not a good feeling. I want to love...
    markinicole markinicole 16-17, F 6 Responses Sep 30

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    I am craving a lover. Someone who will not only make love to me but who is also a amazing friend in the process. Someone who is caring and a shoulder I can lean on. I want to be...
    Winbu Winbu 16-17, M 5 Responses Sep 27

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    I long for a loving, caring woman in my life. One that would be respectful of my feelings & generosity towards her. I want a lover to be honest w/ me & enjoy our time together as...
    mo0se809 mo0se809 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 21

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    I have had a whole life of daddy and mommy issues. I recently went through a very tragic experience that has changed my life extensively. It has made me realize how insecure I am...
    avebaby avebaby 18-21, F Sep 29

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    What I want and what I need are clearly becoming two separate things. I want a guy who is kind and caring and understanding. Someone who will ask me how my day was and make sure...
    LostBoy9236 LostBoy9236 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 8

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    Well of course! Why would I "just" want a lover?
    TheEmberLeader TheEmberLeader 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Today is a hard day. The 21st of every month will always be hard. I don't want to be in this situation anymore. I'm so sorry.
    Thisismynickname Thisismynickname 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    It started as a puppy love . we were so youge and innocent noone thought it would turn to anything real we were barley 12 , People dont believe in love at first sight but when I...
    WhenLifeGoesOn WhenLifeGoesOn 16-17, F Oct 5

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    So I'm going back to middle school because that's were it all started. I was like what idk 12 yes old haha and I liked umm this guys since kinder but like I liked him on and off...
    thecatso thecatso 13-15, F Oct 9

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    Reading your stories helped me a lot knowing I'm not alone. I was best friends with her between the ages of 15 and 19. By the time I was 17 I was madly in love with her but didn't...
    JohnDoe878787 JohnDoe878787 26-30, M 21 hrs ago

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    Rappers delight. The Sugarhill gang. I remember we were at a disco. (Yes children. Clubs were called disco's back then) and the girl I really loved asked me for a dance! As I get...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Sep 27

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    Ah man I use to be in love it was the best feeling ever I mean that's what I thought. I always told him I'd be his forever "which is what the text says" then one day he woke up and...
    FindingTheRealMe FindingTheRealMe 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I have always thought about him and wondered what could have been , but I'm also a big believer in everything happens for a reason. Thinking about it still makes me smile and takes...
    FallenAngel0 FallenAngel0 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    i would do anything to be able to go back to school and get a nursing diploma and export myself out of here, somewhere colder, somewhere more prosperous ; out of the third world...
    Chulazon Chulazon 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    A nod, a quiet hello. That's all i get from people. All because I'm different. We were so different when we were young. So understanding, not caring about what others looked like...
    Ferality417 Ferality417 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wish I could go back to my childhood; back when it was summertime, I could hear people still over visiting my family (the way the voices oscillate in eruptions of laughter), the...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    Steve. Curly black hair, puppy-dog eyes, goofy laugh, and sweetness. I'd catch him just staring at me with this dreamy little half smile on his face. He liked me to sing unchained...
    niklb niklb 41-45, F 1 Response a week ago

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    its story of mine : when i was single and dont love anyone i was happy one day a boy came at my roof and hold my hand he said : I Love u Me : wat rubbish , Who r u ? Boy : i am...
    Shumsaa Shumsaa 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    its story of mine : when i was single and dont love anyone i was happy one day a boy came at my roof and hold my hand he said : I Love u Me : wat rubbish , Who r u ? Boy : i am...
    Shumsaa Shumsaa 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    After 5 long year I reunited with that guy who made my heart skips the first time... I was in 8 grade and he was in 6. Now I am working on my career and he's in 11 grade... Live...
    jasou31 jasou31 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    Chasing the sun-The wanted.
    SavedByBands SavedByBands 16-17, F Sep 26

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    Brand new- Guernica I remember my mom taking us to Dallas when I was 15. standing with his arms wrapped around me on the balcony at The Door as he sang every word of every song of...
    korifrancis korifrancis 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    I am laying down currently high and tipsy. And I just got home and my night is over.. I was with a few friends but I thought I had to babysit and turns I didn't. And while I'm...
    parjae parjae 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 27

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    Nobody loves me, nobody wants to be with me My ex bf used to tell me that he never want to get married and was not interested in serious relationship. We argued a lot because I...
    Catty212 Catty212 31-35, F 10 Responses Sep 30

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    My significant other is the first person I want to tell both good and bad news to.
    Luvhugeuptop Luvhugeuptop 46-50, M Oct 10

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    Lover, Here is a few things you need to know about me. First, I have a very bad tamper. Genetic links plus environmental spoiled. How's that sound. Second, I'm inexperience, which...
    RainSword RainSword 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    Heart attack Bye Demi loveato
    Forders2 Forders2 18-21, F Sep 25

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    "Lullabies" by Yuna or "almost lover" by A Fine Frenzy
    sabrinabuurke sabrinabuurke 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    Maroon 5 She will be loved .........
    FallenAngel0 FallenAngel0 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 26

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    My lover I want to be my best friend. Some one to help me walk in this life with me and pick me up when I fall. Someone to have my back and I will have there's. A relationship...
    SexuBio SexuBio 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 28

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