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I Want My First Love Back

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 16-17, F Dec 26, 2013

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    This was so many years ago. The very moment I saw him I knew. I also felt this would change my life as I knew it. and it did. We married, then not long after, we divorced. after...
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    Cheerqueen01 Cheerqueen01 18-21, F Nov 9

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    It's been years since I left you, But the pain is still there, I've been living my life, Pretending that I don't care.. That the happiness I thought I gave you was never enough...
    Harmony242 Harmony242 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I wish I could go back in time to my adolescence, only armed with all the experience and wisdom I have now. First time round I was too full of fear and self loathing to allow...
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    I guess the person that needs me most is me. I don't want to abandon myself anymore. I want to not judge myself anymore either. I want to see my limitations and instead of cringing...
    liveurbestlifenow liveurbestlifenow 31-35, F 18 hrs ago

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    isnt that what the basis of any kind of relationship is?- friendship?! well, at least to me it is. before being a bf/ Gf it's important to first be good friends. one looks for...
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    Mine is "I Knew I Loved You" by Savage Garden. Can't listen to it anymore