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I Want My First Love Back

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 18-21, F Dec 26, 2013

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    Where to begin. First off let me say I appreciate each and every comment and opinion, whether you believe it's best for me to move on which I've already heard a million times or I...
    Wantingtofixthepast Wantingtofixthepast 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 13

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    Experiencing love that I felt with my first love is truly rare. It has been years since he left but still I can remember the intense impact his love had on me. I dont mind...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Apr 4

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    I may not be your first love, first kiss, first sight, first date, I just want to be your last EVERYTHING.
    starr38 starr38 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 7

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    My first love...i miss not my first love or even my last of the moment, but of the one left undone, unexplored and quite possibly unrequitted as well. JC was in my life at the time...
    ursulaf ursulaf 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    In the UK and spring break has just finished and I'm lay in bed wishing I didn't have to get up and go to school. Need some encouragement to help me survive the first day back...
    philex2014 philex2014 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My first love , he was much older then i ,11 years , i was 20 he was 31 , he made me so happy and i have never been attracted to a man like him again in my life not even my...
    Desiredlove Desiredlove 51-55, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I still love my first love. Always have. Always will. Not sure why exactly. I feel that I love the idea that I have in my head of who he is, Rather then the man he actually is...
    whatsmystory whatsmystory 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    me and my first love would talk on facetime until we fell asleep and then still be connected in the morning... Memories sometimes hurt to think about because we no longer are...
    TheThinkerr TheThinkerr 13-15, F Apr 13

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    I did Marry my first love the second time around. I walked through more stop signs then they have in downtown San Francisco.
    lovlife777 lovlife777 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    As I have gotten older I know more of what I want,need. I want to love and be loved passionately. Where you can't wait to get home and see each other, hold one another. Where we...
    bedrock70 bedrock70 41-45, M 5 Responses Mar 31

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    I want a lover like my best friend. But not the same person.
    strawberrycreamcake strawberrycreamcake 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I want a lover she must be above my age
    badmind24 badmind24 22-25, M Apr 12

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    I want things to go back to the way they were
    SupermansLoisLane SupermansLoisLane 16-17, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I don't think I could ever be I'm a relationship before being friends first. ????
    cheesecake41121 cheesecake41121 16-17, F 4 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I broke up with him about 9 years ago. He was the love of my life.Lately I have been talking to his nephew. He is only 20 years old but he reminds me of my ex. His haircut, his...
    bebita16 bebita16 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    My Dad has an affair. He's been dating her for a year and maybe more. I moved to America last year for studying and I've just realized I'm losing my Dad.. When I first came here...
    whatsover whatsover 16-17, F Apr 13

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    We were young; I was stupid. At 13, how was I supposed to know that falling in love doesn't always work out? All the fairy tales and stories I heard growing up told me that my...
    PorcelainDoll17 PorcelainDoll17 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Every night I sit in front of my computer, checking my phone, all I want is to see her replies. I wait, and slowly I start to cry. Whenever I see the background of the chat room...
    CaPtJiMmY CaPtJiMmY 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 9

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    God I love you. Want you here... doesn't matter where. So long as I could touch... a fingertip to that spot just above your t-shirt in the middle where i think it's your...
    SvveetKiester SvveetKiester 41-45, F 1 Response 42 mins ago

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    I was in the third grade when I met her. Her name was shauntel and she was really pretty, but really quiet. I was part of this dumb group of fake friends at the time also who kinda...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 29

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    So going back to college is a necessity right now. Unfortunately I can only go back next year. I don't know what to do. My first option right now is to go to be a pharmacist. It...
    hiddenjem hiddenjem 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    True love is a gift and I want you guys to know that..I had my first ever love and he was everything to me but he disappeared on me but you can only cry for so long ...why did he...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    I met him when i was twelve by accident on Facebook. Don't remember who spoke to who first but one of us added the other on Facebook by accident and upon answering the typical 'Do...
    darrygyles darrygyles 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    It's more than 5 years now and when ever I think about her I feel sad. She gave me my first kiss and was one of the first girls to ever be interested in me. Sometimes we talk. And...
    Garafan Garafan 22-25, M Apr 4

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    I miss him but it's hard to move on am I right like I mean seriously it's harder than it looks I mean I want someone new I think I know the person but then I want him why can't it...
    sunzoshi99 sunzoshi99 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    We took in two kittens just under five years ago as they needed a home and they came to live with us as soon as they were old enough to leave their mom. They quickly became part of...
    davidy1976 davidy1976 36-40 Mar 26

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    One of my biggest regrets so far in life is pushing him away. All he ever wanted to do was love me, & all I ever did was hurt him. All because I thought I was doing what was right...
    Leanne95 Leanne95 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Maybe there is somebody out there for me. Maybe there isn't. Maybe there is, but we wouldn't ever get a chance. There are infinite possibilities in this world and I am both anxious...
    heymarie heymarie 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 17

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    I dont just want a realtionship they can hold you back. I also want a best friend that I can sleep with, hustle with, travel with, make love too, shop with, club with, and live...
    Nobullshyt Nobullshyt 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 17

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    Passionate, 'can't live without you' love, we have that and just want each other, to have and to hold
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 days ago

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    Shauntel was quiet, kinda depressing tbh. She always looked so fragile and anorexic looking too, which is why I always worried about her because she RARELY smiled and always looked...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 29

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    When i finally got to experience him in the way i have been dreaming of for all these years, i discovered that not only is he appealing to my eyes but he is the most wonderful...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Apr 11

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    Hopefully the next time around though I won't fall for my straight best friend. It was brutal enough the first time.
    ch24 ch24 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    always miss my 1st love .....
    onetouchforever onetouchforever 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 27

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    I wanna just breakdown so bad. every time I see you I cry. my parents wanna check me into a long term facility because I tried to hang myself and I cut my arms a lot. I'm sorry for...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Mar 29

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    "Don't believe the bridge between you and me could ever be washed away. . ." She is Home. She's my heart. My life, my love, and my one and only. Now, if only we could be...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 30

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    I met him in high school, and even though for the most part he treated me like ****, he always gave me just enough 'love' or kindness to keep me holding on. Once we were older...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 8

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    It was so in love with her....and i miss her so much. biggest mistake ever, letting her go.
    TopNotchGuy TopNotchGuy 41-45, M 4 Responses Apr 9

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