I Want My First Love Back

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 18 People

    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill
    26-30, F
    Oct 6, 2009

    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625
    18-21, F
    5 Responses May 11, 2009

    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce
    18-21, F
    Dec 26, 2013

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    Apr 20
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    mysticalexis224 mysticalexis224
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    I mean I know I asked her for rides and money a lot and I have no job but she won't talk to me. Our friend and I were telling her that the lies my ex guy friend told us were lies...
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    Why would WW leave a race of men who take care of their own, have decent jobs, empower and build up their own race of women for a race of men who PIMP them, have no integrity...
    Sheilatruelove Sheilatruelove
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    This will be a long post but I hope you bear with because this is something that’s been eating at me for a while. I fell in love with the most amazing girl I’ve ever met. The...
    Tobey94 Tobey94
    18-21, M
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    red2006 red2006
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    SaDgirl213 SaDgirl213
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    muymuyb muymuyb
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    Random thoughts of him. Kissing me out of nowhere. Pulling me. Pinning me. Leaving me weak. I can't fight it. I'm helpless under his touch, his kiss, his penetrating stare that...
    mysticalexis224 mysticalexis224
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    kk1874 kk1874
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    Where the heck are you? ??
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    Anybody left here or everyone has left...wanna chat .:)
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    I want to grow up all over again just so I could have a childhood best friend I could fall in love with later. :)
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    SnowOnFleek SnowOnFleek
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    i want to go back in time. no worries, no problem, no issues. just fun
    starnulf starnulf
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 13
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    mysticalexis224 mysticalexis224
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    I hate people I'm sadistic No one will ever want to love me I'm too crazy I wish someone was there Cause the only thing with me Are the demons in my head
    Tenshouhifuhihifuu Tenshouhifuhihifuu
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    HomelessSoul HomelessSoul
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    alinaE alinaE
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    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream
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    bimvim bimvim
    18-21, M
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    First day back in the game. Feels amazing.
    ToughKitty ToughKitty
    31-35, F
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    Thommath Thommath
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    Blt207 Blt207
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    Whom I could talk about every thing and anything but be romantic too and a male with genitalia so I could do him too and also his face should be handsome
    vivianescrooge vivianescrooge
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    2 Responses Apr 9
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    LifeSpirit LifeSpirit
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    I NEED ADVICE ASAP. (No it's not the same guy from my other story, it's a totally different one.) I lost contact with one of my long distance friends (Boyfriend at the time) about...
    Hipstercatlover Hipstercatlover
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    do you live in Utah women?
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    Booklover143 Booklover143
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    Mrsubhash Mrsubhash
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    YungFrecheaXD YungFrecheaXD
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    deleted deleted
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    BananaMouth BananaMouth
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    lifeseemstosuck lifeseemstosuck
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    Prettypsychokitteh Prettypsychokitteh
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    Don't change yourself for someone to love you. BE YOURSELF and let the right one fall for you. ;) ?????
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
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    The search goes on to find a crazy dark person like me....I'm sad
    Tenshouhifuhihifuu Tenshouhifuhihifuu
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    Tenshouhifuhihifuu Tenshouhifuhihifuu
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    Taynkbot Taynkbot
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    notAloneWithYou notAloneWithYou
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    TheGoddessB TheGoddessB
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