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I Want My First Love Back

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    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 18-21, F Dec 26, 2013

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    I wish I could go back and be there for little me. Just be the one to hug her and tell her everything is okay.
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    daniel888932 daniel888932 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Hello here goes, I'm 50 years old,going through a divorce, my wife and I had nothing in common, marry in haste,repent at leasure, that's what they say and in my case it couldn't be...
    deg1965 deg1965 46-50, M 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    I really want to text him right now, but I know that would be stupid so I'm writing this instead. I've been constantly distracting myself, here goes another one. It stings a little...
    captivating23 captivating23 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I feel like that that no one wants to love me I don't know why I'm a good guy I've never hit a woman or cheated but it seems like women just don't want a nice guy
    Vickinlondon Vickinlondon 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 27

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    I think I need to explain my whole situation. I'm a part of a group of three. Me, another guy, and a girl. I've known the guy for a few years but we were never very close before...
    pkmncq pkmncq 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 27

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    ssweetdisspositionn ssweetdisspositionn 18-21, F 23 Responses Aug 26

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    So I met my last girlfriend in late 2010. She had moved to my high school and we soon became close friends. After a couple months we decided to become a couple. We were inseparable...
    eman9523 eman9523 18-21, M Aug 25

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    I don't know if I'm in love. I have been with this girl for the past 3 years. I don't know what is love. I don't know if I love her. What is love supposed to feel like...
    macbooklover123 macbooklover123 36-40, M 3 Responses Aug 25

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    berniefree berniefree 46-50, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    .....long long time ago. I'd had a crush on him for such a long time. We'd pass in the street and i'd get that fluttery feeling....he would occasionally smile at me.....but....I...
    sillysoo sillysoo 46-50, F Aug 25

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    this reminds me of their wooden tables::I was searching and longing for answers. i enjoyed drinking starbucks coffee and studying and reading deep books. i was simple on the...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F Aug 23

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    I want to be able to laugh with them, be my goofy self with them, and know all of the little things that makes them so lovable. I think relationships die when you stop asking...
    mehear mehear 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    "Poor girl, please don't be ashamed of the way you are. You're not the only one. People who've had their guts ripped out by life, a time or two, are different. Like you. You talk...
    SensualPassionbbw SensualPassionbbw 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    We met in 2011 and I knew I loved her but we broke up after a year only three weeks ago we got back together and I miss her still being that she is so far away
    RedShiftBrady RedShiftBrady 18-21 1 Response Aug 21

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    He was my brother's best friend. I met him when I was around 8 and he was 12. He was the first person I really felt a connection with. Of course I had other crushes that meant...
    unfaiir unfaiir 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    I broke up with my girlfriend two months ago. I say "broke up" but it's more like "escaped from". She was abusive and I tried to leave her multiple times but couldn't get away...
    ECH0o ECH0o 16-17, T 2 Responses Aug 21

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    She is not a good person, she knows, because if she were a good person then she would not be leaning into this boy. If she were a good person, she wouldn’t let him wrap his arm...
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    charicealpaca charicealpaca 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Love me like my father didn't love my mother
    Jessicaliners Jessicaliners 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    Back to the time when I enjoyed my work. Where I had mates. Where people actually said 'Good Morning'. Where it was possible to have a laugh and do something inspiring that helped...
    cazt2015 cazt2015 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I'm not QUITE crazy enough to actively look for a lover in a place like this, but I may as well share the fact that I sincerely want one. I hope to find a wife who is pure, kind...
    anon8369 anon8369 31-35, M 3 Responses Aug 17

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    love is a wonderful feeling,am living the life i meant for me.thanks to dr faust a spell caster i met here..my love life is back..thanks Faust..if u are having issues in any issues...
    rosemyers rosemyers 51-55, F Aug 17

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    love is a wonderful feeling,am living the life i meant for me.thanks to dr faust a spell caster i meant here..my love life is back..thanks Faust..if u are having issues in any...
    rosemyers rosemyers 51-55, F Aug 17

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    BreakingTheRules BreakingTheRules 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    well, my lover has been my friend for like 3 years, we weren't tgat close but as we started getting closer he yurned from a friend to a best friend. after no time i fell madly in...
    Faten99 Faten99 13-15, F Aug 14

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    ...inspired by TS's "this love." i want to love people and reach out like i did in my mid 20s.
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F Aug 13

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