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I Want My First Love Back

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    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 16-17, F Dec 26, 2013

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    I still miss him, 35 years later. We had a beautiful love story, but he got scared and ended it. However, it never really ended. We still talked on the phone. He said he still...
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    My first love was my first boyfriend five years ago. He was only 5'6 and I'm 5'11. I weighed 237lbs back then. I'm not going to lie, I wish he were taller but his personality made...
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    I learned to hold onto them while you have the chance. Don't be afraid to lose them, because if you are it could ruin everything. Something I also learned, is that first loves...
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    Recently, my first love has been in my dreams. And I've been thinking of him a lot too. Not sure if he's in a relationship. But I'm not sure either if I want to find out.
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    I feel like ALL of my loves have been first loves, in one way or another. And I miss them all. I could talk about the girl I loved for five years across middle school and high...
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    All throughout the two decades I have existed on this earth, I have struggled with men. All the men just seem to fade out. My father divorced my mother when I was young and ever...
    DreamCloud17 DreamCloud17 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 25

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    Yes, I confess here, I miss her. She is my first love. Due to some issues, she went away from me, but a little mention of her came today, when she favorite one of my posts I had...
    rko683 rko683 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    At Least I think He Was My " First Love " But, Cheating on someone has got to be one of the most disrespectful things you can do.
    ChattingIsNiceToo ChattingIsNiceToo 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I've always wanted a lover who is a best friend. That's where all the magic begins. I would like to meet a guy who has the same interests as me, and has a kind heart. Someone who...
    peachtree24 peachtree24 22-25, F 7 Responses Feb 21

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    Am tried of being let down or hurt by my partner am at that point were i want to love me an built strength in my heart but don't know where to start. help
    andreaAnna andreaAnna 26-30 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Jana, Twenty-seven and a half years is a long time, a very long time, but that's how long it has been since I made the stupidest mistake of my life. That's how long it has been...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Many of my EP experiences are about my lack of experiencing romantic love, but I think friendship is so much more powerful than romantic love. Romantic love often dies out but...
    LanaKane101 LanaKane101 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    I loved her so much, I'd never met her in person but she was the most amazing person I had ever spoke to. I spoke with her every day and she made me so happy. We were together...
    charliewolfie12 charliewolfie12 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Mine would be you or honey bee both by Blake Shelton. He sung them to me. Every time I listen to either one all memories of him start to flood back and I break down.
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    Today is my birthday, and my wish that I want for my birthday is for Austin Mahone to become my boyfriend.
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    though I had no idea that this would happen but still, me and my best friend started talking in August 2014, she used to and still studies with me in my class in my coaching centre...
    SyedMohammadAsjad SyedMohammadAsjad 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 21

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    I feel like im never going to receive genuine love from a girl and that scares me :( usually girls talk to me because I'm not bad looking but iv never connected with a girl on a...
    omganime omganime 18-21, M 5 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    So yeah ,still the same probleme with that girl, i think im only fasinating about her and that's why i'm having so much feeling for her , I'm sure that once i will have her (in the...
    Bigdadyy Bigdadyy 22-25, M Feb 10

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    Is Backpack the Main Cause of Back Pain in Children? (http://luv2sex.theblogpress.com/?p=4140 ) Do you know what can be the main cause of back pain in children and what can be...
    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M 6 days ago

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    I have a lover who was also my best friend. Introducing love into our friendship really changed the dynamics. My boyfriend claims that I'm still one of his best friends (overlook...
    InsaneFlowerGirl InsaneFlowerGirl 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Well, first 'girlfriend', sure. Every month for 6 months, she had a different guy. Then she told me she can't stand doing it to a guy like me, and that I deserve better. Frankly, I...
    LemStark LemStark 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 9

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    It's a struggle, but I know inner peace comes from it. Perhaps I'll never be 'happy.' I think I can be okay with that, as I have lost something that was so dear to me, but perhaps...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    it's been almost a year since we've broken up and consciously thinking about it, it still almost feels fresh. I'm not sure if I miss him, but there is this feeling that I can't get...
    toekneeow toekneeow 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    I believe I am loving her passionately. but for some reason I feel like there's an emptiness. I feel like I have to work really hard on having her make plans with me, even when...
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    My ex comes back around occasionally to do "nice" things, check on me, etc. We always end up in bed. I deserve better than this. Much much better.
    essie01 essie01 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 6

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    I see her on facebook and sometimes we text. I've loved her for 27 years,no one has ever had my attention more. I married knowing that I would never have the ability to love them...
    Blaker19 Blaker19 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I miss her so much. We broke up because we didn't get time for each other. I love her but there is no way of getting her again!
    just4u97 just4u97 16-17, M Feb 23

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    its a Saturday, I just got home from turning up with his high school friends whom I see more often than he does. I think its natural to think of him. His friends agree that what he...
    toekneeow toekneeow 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    SarahJane2O15 SarahJane2O15 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    luckyone1979 luckyone1979 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 16