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I Want My First Love Back

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    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 16-17, F Dec 26, 2013

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    Our stories are unbelievably similar. My first love and I met online when I was 17 and he was 21. My dad finally agreed he could come visit me and I've loved him since. He moved...
    cosmocolors cosmocolors 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    I do not miss him because I loved him so much. I miss him because he was my friend for the formative years. Plus he's the first person I have ever loved and cared for deeply...
    jaylow13 jaylow13 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    First 3months ‎ And my boyfriend was missing his ex. ‎ Now 9 months, and im in a whirlwind of confusion. U said u never cheated, but u did ‎ U did. U cheated...  ‎ Body...
    hateme92 hateme92 18-21, F Sep 3

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    I was 18 living in Africa, one of my closest friends and i were walking back from school, he ask me if I would please stop by with him at his friend's house just for a minute. It...
    evolvinggirl evolvinggirl 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 24

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    He was not my first love. We were never together. He said he liked me and i liked him back. I still do. Its been 6 years. We never got together. Hes my first crush and the lust for...
    ninjadentistinspace ninjadentistinspace 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I can relate to these stories. I'm glad I found this site because I've only have shared my first love story with just a few people and just bits and pieces of it. It's been 40...
    LoveinthisLife LoveinthisLife 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I want to go backTo our hideaway in the woodsTo the sky being a comforting shade of gray with a slither of orange trying to escapeTo walking the streets at midnight, pretending it...
    dannygirl89 dannygirl89 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I recently lost my place and that place was what I called my home what my family and I called home me my girlfriend my little brother and my pets. But now it's all gone now we are...
    whisperingcampaign whisperingcampaign 26-30, F Aug 25

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    Okay let me start by saying I'm 19 and I am in a relationship with a beautiful girl who is 17. We live on the same block and have been dating two weeks after met a year ago. We've...
    djwdjw19 djwdjw19 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    My first love a school girl leonetry first kiss to lol
    josephkeeler josephkeeler 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    My first love I got one kiss it was the world to me still go buy her house and sie on the way to the farm weld love to see that girl agen but nop
    josephkeeler josephkeeler 26-30, M Sep 3

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    I hated winter so I went west to Washington. I learned I hated all the rain so I moved south to Arizona. I learned I love the sun but cant go outside because its relentless with...
    deposit deposit 41-45, M a week ago

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    I found this excellent quote: Who gives a duck about your first love? Give a round of applause for your second love. Your second love taught you love still exists.
    syntheticrhyme syntheticrhyme 46-50, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Hi, my name is Aazim. I am 19, and am Muslim. as I am sure you can tell from my topic, I want to love again. the girl I loved left me a month after I proposed. I am from North...
    DracovNasser DracovNasser 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    She's the only one I truly love :'( I don't care how young I am. I don't care what I have yet to experience :'( it won't matter :'( I am not attracted to girls anymore :'( they're...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M Aug 30

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    My wife wants a urgent divorce I can't cope? I was caught in a spa with her very good friend and I did not say I was going there with her ( don't look good at all ) When my wife...
    uncleginge uncleginge 26-30, M 9 hrs ago

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    I was an awkward Asian freshman in college. Into video games and not really good at opening up with people... great combination right? I met her by chance. It felt like fate. My...
    IBrokeHerTrust IBrokeHerTrust 18-21, M Aug 31

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    Hi everyone ! So here is my story : I was in a relationship for two years and my ex boyfriend broke up with me two weeks ago. It was awful because during this summer, we spent two...
    MagicalMystery MagicalMystery 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    No post has been more confusing or time consuming to write than this one. I've written about my ex-boyfriend before and if you look back at my stories I'm sure you'll notice the...
    belovely belovely 16-17, F Aug 17

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    I don't think I'm still in love with her but... Gah I don't know! The reason I'm missing our relationship more than usual is because I'm going through our old messages from when we...
    Parker33 Parker33 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I could sit here for hours and write about him, but what would that do? It would give me a sense of nostalgia and a surge of depression that would leave me in tears for the rest of...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F Aug 22

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    In 1991, I met a girl in another province when I was 16. We stayed in touch by writing letters back and forth regularly for about a year. We were close friends and she met up with...
    countryboy204 countryboy204 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I forgot about you last night.. ..for the first time in a long time I did I was caught up in these drinks they keep Making a amazing conversation with this guy named Tremaine...
    BeautynBrains4 BeautynBrains4 18-21, F Aug 24

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    I met him when I was 14. I was the the shy girl, who mostly kept to herself. He brought me out of my shell. When I was around him I felt like a completely different person. I met...
    aspennlynn aspennlynn 16-17, F Aug 31

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    So my ex girlfriend is back in my life. We have a college class together. We've been talking and it's been real nice catching up. I secretly miss her, but I don't know if she feels...
    SIRROM88 SIRROM88 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 27

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    I was with my ex-boyfriend for two years. We've been broken up since May 20th. Sometimes I feel good. But nights like tonight I feel like the wound is freshly sliced. I regret so...
    tryingtobehappy123 tryingtobehappy123 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I know I probably don’t cross your mind much anymore but I hope someday you see something that reminds you of me and the things we use to spend hours talking about at night and...
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F Aug 20

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    When watching TheWineKone for the first time in six years, it reminded me of Youtube's old layout. DEN I GOT ALL SAD So eventually I thought, "Hey. Why not create some kind of...
    PopcornLadder PopcornLadder 26-30, M Aug 22

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    First i need to say i'm nevergiveup99.my account was suspended by EP for no reason.i hope my old EP friends accept me as their friends :(
    nevergiveup27 nevergiveup27 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    My friend and I have been best friends for 5 years now. Back in January he asked me to go out with him. I said "Yes!" and told him he was my 1st boyfriend to which he said "I am...
    LoveIsAConfusingThing LoveIsAConfusingThing 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've been sleeping with an acquaintance for the last month. He stays the whole night, sometimes at my place, sometimes at his. We can be rough and nasty, or sweet and tender. He...
    HippyDippyTrippy HippyDippyTrippy 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 18

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    I Miss Him... He Broke Up With Me Cause He Didn't Want Me In The Crossfire Of His Gang Violence Crap... Stupid Stupid Stupid Love Of My Life. I Want To Win Him Back, Steal His...
    MelodramaticFool MelodramaticFool 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I miss your big ****, inside me, ******* on me or in me, when you spank me and talk nasty to me. I love you too as my partner and friend and miss you so much! How can I show you...
    rubysmom rubysmom 51-55, F 4 Responses Aug 16

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    I don't want to just meet someone I am attracted to and be in a relationship with them right away. I want to get to know the person and be friends with them first. Why? Because you...
    ConfidentSpeaker ConfidentSpeaker 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 21

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    I still love you. But I'll keep it to myself. I really want to talk to you again, but I know you don't want to remember me.
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I never experience love until I turned 23. I had plenty of girlfriends throughout the years...but never love. I would say it but I didn't feel it till she came into my life. I met...
    ebah22 ebah22 22-25, M Aug 26

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    I'll only ever have one true friend... The only one who's been there for me when I felt weak, who's got my back, who's always been at my side, who never talks back at me. The...
    justicehero justicehero 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 4

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    He is dead. It was wired what happened between us. He was my first experience in intimate relations. R.I.P my 1st.
    kba85 kba85 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    You'll always be a fire I can't put out and endless love
    steelergirl43 steelergirl43 46-50, F 6 days ago

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    I cant remember my firts love(platonic) im not sure how it can be possible but its true, so he was not unforgettable :)
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm in love with my best friend. I'm m 17, and she's f 17. We've literally known each other our whole lives, and I can't think of anyone who is as sweet, pretty, and amazing as she...
    Mkass0724 Mkass0724 18-21, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    It was always my home and yet I was taken from my home when my mom was pregnant with me and had to give birth to me in a weird place and I'm not going to go into details. I was...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Aug 20

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    Would it be considered love if him/her was never really yours? I've been in love with this one girl since I was 8. We were best friends. We were both very small so we both were...
    Beauty98 Beauty98 16-17, F Aug 22

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    That's not love that's something beyond my understanding love dosent hurt
    lastcall33 lastcall33 31-35, F Aug 23

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