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I Want My First Love Back

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 16-17, F Dec 26, 2013

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    I remember how I first met him. I'm sure he recalls it a lot differently, though. I was 16 and doing my A Levels, I was checking out universitys perhaps too eager and I went to...
    hankpalmer hankpalmer 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    First 3months ‎ And my boyfriend was missing his ex. ‎ Now 9 months, and im in a whirlwind of confusion. U said u never cheated, but u did ‎ U did. U cheated...  ‎ Body...
    hateme92 hateme92 18-21, F Sep 3

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    He was not my first love. We were never together. He said he liked me and i liked him back. I still do. Its been 6 years. We never got together. Hes my first crush and the lust for...
    ninjadentistinspace ninjadentistinspace 16-17, F Sep 10

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    I can relate to these stories. I'm glad I found this site because I've only have shared my first love story with just a few people and just bits and pieces of it. It's been 40...
    LoveinthisLife LoveinthisLife 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    So heres my story guys. I need some feedback .I lost my virginty to my boyfriend of 1 year and 7 months. After 1 month of having had sex with me he left me. He said he was tried...
    anaisxp anaisxp 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    My 3rd First Love lol 2012 by Chris Brown . I kind of hate that song sometimes
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    My first love a school girl leonetry first kiss to lol
    josephkeeler josephkeeler 26-30, M Sep 10

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    My first love I got one kiss it was the world to me still go buy her house and sie on the way to the farm weld love to see that girl agen but nop
    josephkeeler josephkeeler 26-30, M Sep 3

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    I hated winter so I went west to Washington. I learned I hated all the rain so I moved south to Arizona. I learned I love the sun but cant go outside because its relentless with...
    deposit deposit 41-45, M Sep 9

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    I found this excellent quote: Who gives a duck about your first love? Give a round of applause for your second love. Your second love taught you love still exists.
    syntheticrhyme syntheticrhyme 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I pass your house and remember the past; a lifetime has gone but your presence keeps me alive; knowing you still exist keeps my heart pounding; if I'm lucky I'll catch a glimpse...
    yollayoub yollayoub 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    I just want a boyfriend more than anything right now. I'm tired of the meaningless sex and random hookups. It makes me feel cheap and it's not a good feeling. I want to love...
    markinicole markinicole 16-17, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am craving a lover. Someone who will not only make love to me but who is also a amazing friend in the process. Someone who is caring and a shoulder I can lean on. I want to be...
    Winbu Winbu 16-17, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I long for a loving, caring woman in my life. One that would be respectful of my feelings & generosity towards her. I want a lover to be honest w/ me & enjoy our time together as...
    mo0se809 mo0se809 46-50, M 2 Responses Sep 21

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    I have had a whole life of daddy and mommy issues. I recently went through a very tragic experience that has changed my life extensively. It has made me realize how insecure I am...
    avebaby avebaby 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Getting older... knowing more stuffs..seeing more stuffs. Time gives you a coin with 2 faces.. let you know what you want in life and another face is.. sometimes you just can't...
    SwanLake78 SwanLake78 36-40, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Hi everyone ! So here is my story : I was in a relationship for two years and my ex boyfriend broke up with me two weeks ago. It was awful because during this summer, we spent two...
    MagicalMystery MagicalMystery 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    I don't think I'm still in love with her but... Gah I don't know! The reason I'm missing our relationship more than usual is because I'm going through our old messages from when we...
    Parker33 Parker33 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    Rappers delight. The Sugarhill gang. I remember we were at a disco. (Yes children. Clubs were called disco's back then) and the girl I really loved asked me for a dance! As I get...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    I want a girlfriend who I can enjoy life with. Feel half empty at the moment.
    sealbeachguy sealbeachguy 36-40, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Oh. And I also want one who doesn't lie to me straight to my face and one who doesn't treat breaking my heart like it's an Olympic sport. Yes. That would be just fu.ckin grande.
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 31-35, M 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    First i need to say i'm nevergiveup99.my account was suspended by EP for no reason.i hope my old EP friends accept me as their friends :(
    nevergiveup27 nevergiveup27 16-17, M Sep 11

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    My friend and I have been best friends for 5 years now. Back in January he asked me to go out with him. I said "Yes!" and told him he was my 1st boyfriend to which he said "I am...
    LoveIsAConfusingThing LoveIsAConfusingThing 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    I have always thought about him and wondered what could have been , but I'm also a big believer in everything happens for a reason. Thinking about it still makes me smile and takes...
    FallenAngel0 FallenAngel0 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I Miss Him... He Broke Up With Me Cause He Didn't Want Me In The Crossfire Of His Gang Violence Crap... Stupid Stupid Stupid Love Of My Life. I Want To Win Him Back, Steal His...
    MelodramaticFool MelodramaticFool 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I'll only ever have one true friend... The only one who's been there for me when I felt weak, who's got my back, who's always been at my side, who never talks back at me. The...
    justicehero justicehero 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 4

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    After 5 long year I reunited with that guy who made my heart skips the first time... I was in 8 grade and he was in 6. Now I am working on my career and he's in 11 grade... Live...
    jasou31 jasou31 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    Brand new- Guernica I remember my mom taking us to Dallas when I was 15. standing with his arms wrapped around me on the balcony at The Door as he sang every word of every song of...
    korifrancis korifrancis 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I am laying down currently high and tipsy. And I just got home and my night is over.. I was with a few friends but I thought I had to babysit and turns I didn't. And while I'm...
    parjae parjae 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Nobody loves me, nobody wants to be with me My ex bf used to tell me that he never want to get married and was not interested in serious relationship. We argued a lot because I...
    Catty212 Catty212 31-35, F 9 Responses 1 day ago

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    He is dead. It was wired what happened between us. He was my first experience in intimate relations. R.I.P my 1st.
    kba85 kba85 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    You'll always be a fire I can't put out and endless love
    steelergirl43 steelergirl43 46-50, F Sep 10

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    I cant remember my firts love(platonic) im not sure how it can be possible but its true, so he was not unforgettable :)
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    I'm in love with my best friend. I'm m 17, and she's f 17. We've literally known each other our whole lives, and I can't think of anyone who is as sweet, pretty, and amazing as she...
    Mkass0724 Mkass0724 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 13

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    Lover, Here is a few things you need to know about me. First, I have a very bad tamper. Genetic links plus environmental spoiled. How's that sound. Second, I'm inexperience, which...
    RainSword RainSword 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    I don't like saying "oh no we're friends, or I like you as just a friend,"I would want my husband to be my friend first and let it turn into something more..
    jtia jtia 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 23

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    Heart attack Bye Demi loveato
    Forders2 Forders2 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    "Lullabies" by Yuna or "almost lover" by A Fine Frenzy
    sabrinabuurke sabrinabuurke 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Maroon 5 She will be loved .........
    FallenAngel0 FallenAngel0 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Chasing the sun-The wanted.
    SavedByBands SavedByBands 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    My lover I want to be my best friend. Some one to help me walk in this life with me and pick me up when I fall. Someone to have my back and I will have there's. A relationship...
    SexuBio SexuBio 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I just got back from my summer vacation and it sucks everything is different and everything us weird :/
    sowhat007 sowhat007 18-21, F Sep 1

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    I still miss Monique. She was my true love and always will be. I do not understand why it did not work out. I was just too afraid to tell her I loved her. Too concerned that...
    martinfaust martinfaust 56-60, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    I could never admit to anyone how much I miss him, especially after all the pain he put me through. But now and then I can't help but think of what it would be like if we had never...
    Bonamie22 Bonamie22 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 3

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