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I Want My First Love Back

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 4 Responses May 11, 2009

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    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 16-17, F Dec 26, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Our stories are unbelievably similar. My first love and I met online when I was 17 and he was 21. My dad finally agreed he could come visit me and I've loved him since. He moved...
    cosmocolors cosmocolors 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    I do not miss him because I loved him so much. I miss him because he was my friend for the formative years. Plus he's the first person I have ever loved and cared for deeply...
    jaylow13 jaylow13 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I was 16 when I found my first love, from the moment I laid eyes in him I knew he was the one. He was kind of shy, happy sweet funny and very attractive. He wasnt all mr romantic...
    angelskyanderson angelskyanderson 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    We met up the other day for coffee. I had brought my best mate as I had to give him a ride somewhere. We were catching up and everything was going great. We all went for a walk...
    Cossie227 Cossie227 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    I was 18 living in Africa, one of my closest friends and i were walking back from school, he ask me if I would please stop by with him at his friend's house just for a minute. It...
    evolvinggirl evolvinggirl 31-35, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    It's hard to just walk away from a person you've spent five almost six years of your life with. There's been so many firsts with that person.. So many memories. But what if things...
    tayf tayf 18-21, F Aug 11

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    Why is it tht this one song brings back all these feelings i have for him i miss him sooo much even tho it was a long distance Relationship we had plans that we were gonna meet...
    desitor desitor 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    Every once in a while, I fantasize about my first love. I didn't realize he was my first love for a long time. One day I became aware of it after seeing his face in my mind over...
    Emojinoid Emojinoid 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    I met my "first love" at the age of fourteen. Let's call him N. He was sixteen at the time. I was head-over-heels in LOVE (or, what I thought was love) with this kid. I gave him my...
    Ferpaderp Ferpaderp 18-21, M Aug 8

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    I recently lost my place and that place was what I called my home what my family and I called home me my girlfriend my little brother and my pets. But now it's all gone now we are...
    whisperingcampaign whisperingcampaign 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Okay let me start by saying I'm 19 and I am in a relationship with a beautiful girl who is 17. We live on the same block and have been dating two weeks after met a year ago. We've...
    djwdjw19 djwdjw19 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    I want to go backTo our hideaway in the woodsTo the sky being a comforting shade of gray with a slither of orange trying to escapeTo walking the streets at midnight, pretending it...
    dannygirl89 dannygirl89 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I really don't want to go back to school. I want nothing to do with school. The people and the work.
    lshidonil lshidonil 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    I have so much love to give and I just want to love with all I got. I want to love like there's a no tomorrow. Hope I will get the chance to love someone like that one day.
    wanderingheart237 wanderingheart237 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    Hi, my name is Aazim. I am 19, and am Muslim. as I am sure you can tell from my topic, I want to love again. the girl I loved left me a month after I proposed. I am from North...
    DracovNasser DracovNasser 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    She's the only one I truly love :'( I don't care how young I am. I don't care what I have yet to experience :'( it won't matter :'( I am not attracted to girls anymore :'( they're...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    I just got back from my summer vacation and it sucks everything is different and everything us weird :/
    sowhat007 sowhat007 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I was an awkward Asian freshman in college. Into video games and not really good at opening up with people... great combination right? I met her by chance. It felt like fate. My...
    IBrokeHerTrust IBrokeHerTrust 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    No post has been more confusing or time consuming to write than this one. I've written about my ex-boyfriend before and if you look back at my stories I'm sure you'll notice the...
    belovely belovely 16-17, F Aug 17

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    I could sit here for hours and write about him, but what would that do? It would give me a sense of nostalgia and a surge of depression that would leave me in tears for the rest of...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F Aug 22

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    We were only 17, it was just a bit of fun at first & she was already in a relationship with another guy. He was abusive and she was looking for someone to protect her and take her...
    URSTILLTHEONLYONE URSTILLTHEONLYONE 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 3

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    After 12 years I have reconciled with my first real love, and the father of my oldest child. We both have remarried and had children with other people. We went through a horrible...
    907dreamer 907dreamer 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    So last fall was my first semester at college (I go to county college). In my basic freshman class (foundations for sucess) I met this great kid. I ended up getting feelings for...
    Jamielr13 Jamielr13 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    In 1991, I met a girl in another province when I was 16. We stayed in touch by writing letters back and forth regularly for about a year. We were close friends and she met up with...
    countryboy204 countryboy204 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I forgot about you last night.. ..for the first time in a long time I did I was caught up in these drinks they keep Making a amazing conversation with this guy named Tremaine...
    BeautynBrains4 BeautynBrains4 18-21, F a week ago

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    I met him when I was 14. I was the the shy girl, who mostly kept to herself. He brought me out of my shell. When I was around him I felt like a completely different person. I met...
    aspennlynn aspennlynn 16-17, F 15 hrs ago

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    So my ex girlfriend is back in my life. We have a college class together. We've been talking and it's been real nice catching up. I secretly miss her, but I don't know if she feels...
    SIRROM88 SIRROM88 18-21, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I had a boyfriend a couple weeks ago I was with him for almost a month I still don't understand why he left me I cry all the time about it I truly loved him with every piece of me...
    baileyzook baileyzook 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    She was the girl I had my first long term relationship with. She was the girl that made me know what love was. She was very friendly and beautiful. The cutest, jolliest and most...
    ccdawgg ccdawgg 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 10

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    I was with my ex-boyfriend for two years. We've been broken up since May 20th. Sometimes I feel good. But nights like tonight I feel like the wound is freshly sliced. I regret so...
    tryingtobehappy123 tryingtobehappy123 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I know I probably don’t cross your mind much anymore but I hope someday you see something that reminds you of me and the things we use to spend hours talking about at night and...
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F Aug 20

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    When watching TheWineKone for the first time in six years, it reminded me of Youtube's old layout. DEN I GOT ALL SAD So eventually I thought, "Hey. Why not create some kind of...
    PopcornLadder PopcornLadder 26-30, M Aug 22

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    I wish I could - "go home", I mean. *Like some days, I would just about sell the eyes out of my head to be able to get the hell out of here, and go back to the US. ( My husband...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 1

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    I remember New Year's Eve about four years ago, I went to her house for a party. We had an incredible relationship between us, but we lived a little too far to make it labeled as...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    First off. None of you know how old I am, and won't tell you. So if you wanna say something to me just leave. Okay so two years ago I met a boy and I had a huge crush on him, and...
    ciciyoshi ciciyoshi 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 10

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    Life is getting worse everyday it is like if the situation push me to make a decitions that I can't control anymore I wish I can go back on time and do it all over but that is no a...
    esoj80 esoj80 31-35, M Aug 13

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    I’ve been trying to figure out how to write this for a month now. Every time I start, I always get off track or start to sound a little depressing. Although I suppose that’s...
    jphegan jphegan 18-21, M Aug 15

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    I've been sleeping with an acquaintance for the last month. He stays the whole night, sometimes at my place, sometimes at his. We can be rough and nasty, or sweet and tender. He...
    HippyDippyTrippy HippyDippyTrippy 31-35, F 7 Responses Aug 18

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    I would love to go backpacking taking picture of how beautiful the world is and how many places there are, run a blog about my experiences. But everything is manage with money...
    stellahh stellahh 18-21, F Aug 14

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    I miss your big ****, inside me, ******* on me or in me, when you spank me and talk nasty to me. I love you too as my partner and friend and miss you so much! How can I show you...
    rubysmom rubysmom 51-55, F 4 Responses Aug 16

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    I don't want to just meet someone I am attracted to and be in a relationship with them right away. I want to get to know the person and be friends with them first. Why? Because you...
    ConfidentSpeaker ConfidentSpeaker 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 21

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    I still love you. But I'll keep it to myself. I really want to talk to you again, but I know you don't want to remember me.
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I never experience love until I turned 23. I had plenty of girlfriends throughout the years...but never love. I would say it but I didn't feel it till she came into my life. I met...
    ebah22 ebah22 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I don't know why I'm thinking about him again, but all of sudden, I just become sad. There was so many things I wanted to tell him before he left me, but I can't find any other way...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 6

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