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I Want My First Love Back

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 18-21, F Dec 26, 2013

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    Here it is... The story of me and my first love. Currently, I am so confused about where to share my feelings and I want to thank this site for letting me release my emotions...
    ApplePamilar ApplePamilar 18-21, F 1 Response May 5

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    I have been reunited with my first love.... We met in Job Corps in the early 90. At the time I had a boyfriend. But he was always around making me laugh. Till one day he ask me to...
    alwayshisbaby73 alwayshisbaby73 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm 22. My first love was when I was 18. I am currently with a man who would do anything in his power to make me happy. What's the problem, you ask? Well, I sometimes start missing...
    axclowngirl axclowngirl 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I had my first boyfriend at 13 and I fell deeply in love with him, but my family moved across country and we couldn't see each other anymore. We kept in contact through High School...
    Sparklynina Sparklynina 36-40, F 1 Response May 8

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    I still think about the girl I thought I fell in love with in 4th grade. I liked her starting then and kept an eye on her until the end of 7th grade - literally the last day of...
    Brontide Brontide 36-40, M 1 Response May 8

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    My first love was a sweet young lady and i was a stupid shy teenager we dated and hugged and kissed and enjoyed each others company no sex it was always on my mind but during the...
    fire1a fire1a 66-70, M May 9

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    My first love...i miss not my first love or even my last of the moment, but of the one left undone, unexplored and quite possibly unrequitted as well. JC was in my life at the time...
    ursulaf ursulaf 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 22

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    Please help!!! We were together for 10 years. I was 25 when we broke up so we were just kids when we met and fell in love. Almost 2 years ago and I am still hurting. He was my...
    1loveNYC21 1loveNYC21 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    The first feeling you felt that could not be identified, what was not logical made the perfect sense right then. We tend to compare all of our experiences to the first love and...
    RestlessFlame RestlessFlame 18-21, F 23 hrs ago

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    I first met my first love when I was 12 and we both get well together .. But we never start dating or confirmed our relationship which make me so sad until now . He's popular at...
    Samnesiaa Samnesiaa 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    I have a wonderful husband, amazing children and a semi charmed life yet I always wonder what could have been. This first love of mine, we were ripped part because his family moved...
    rowtohoe rowtohoe 41-45, F 1 Response May 10

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    How to Really Avoid Back Pain When Doing Housework (http://luv2sex.theblogpress.com/?p=4272) Back pain and housework should not be one and the same! But certain chores do cause...
    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M 3 days ago

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    I still love my first love. Always have. Always will. Not sure why exactly. I feel that I love the idea that I have in my head of who he is, Rather then the man he actually is...
    whatsmystory whatsmystory 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 24

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    Pounding hearts. Unexplainable joy. Rearing jealousy. Fogging uncertainty. These are the feelings that portrayed my first love. My heart was like a little marshmallow, and you...
    Creampuffs Creampuffs 18-21 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I think I rush like everything in my life. because I feel that life is very short only. I want to go back to childhood, with no worries in the world
    keshielle keshielle 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I want to love and be loved.
    myskinsmysin myskinsmysin 36-40, M Apr 29

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    We were young; I was stupid. At 13, how was I supposed to know that falling in love doesn't always work out? All the fairy tales and stories I heard growing up told me that my...
    PorcelainDoll17 PorcelainDoll17 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    My first true love was my ex fiancé, RD. He was the first guy I got to have a real relationship with and we talked about so much and got to know each other so well while he was...
    Rhisk89 Rhisk89 22-25, F 1 Response May 9

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    So going back to college is a necessity right now. Unfortunately I can only go back next year. I don't know what to do. My first option right now is to go to be a pharmacist. It...
    hiddenjem hiddenjem 22-25, F Apr 22

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    I still love him, i can feel it. Our love story back then wasn't just an ordinary story. I can make a book for it if i want to.
    SPieterse SPieterse 18-21, F May 14

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    I want things to go back to the way they were
    Jurnee16 Jurnee16 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    I am taking it back. starting today I will not do two things first: answer any unwelcomed questions. I will not share wth envous ppl.
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F May 12

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    Each passing day feels like I'm watching a subconscious counter tick off time, as a reminder when me and my ex broke up. The road has been bumpy. Roughly nine years I made a...
    lon3lygam3r lon3lygam3r 26-30, M a week ago

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    Help me we were together 2 years and I miss him like mad.I'm thinking about taking him back but I feel he loves his gang more than he did me
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I just think that it would be easier to be completely honest with one's significant other if they were friends, at least in my case. I don't know why most guys don't like being...
    Sil833 Sil833 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I miss my girl friend with whom I fall in love at first sight ..first time I saw her when I went to see my friend and she opened the door and then I was mesmerized by her beauty...
    xRohit xRohit 31-35, M May 5

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    I am still in love with tammy keys. I miss her very much, she was the first girl I actually got to fall in love with. l ended up in prison, and she wrote me to say that she could...
    weadkeys weadkeys 46-50, M May 10

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    I often think about him it's stupid but I was young and In love it's been about 1 or more that we broke up but I still remember all plans we had for eachother turn 18 and move to...
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F May 3

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    I love him but I'm no longer in love with him. The love I have for him now is strictly platonic and I'm so happy to be able to say that. I needed to let go if I wanted to still be...
    Noridori132 Noridori132 18-21, F 1 Response May 10

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    I slowly fell in love with my best friend since the first day i met him. Recently he kissed me on the sunniest day and told me he loves me, ended his relationship and now we are...
    irdeacon irdeacon 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    With only two days space from a 3 year relationship ending, I see things so much more clearly than I allowed myself while we were dating and engaged! Almost like infra red... I...
    wayward71 wayward71 41-45, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    If I could go back in time, I would go back to the days when I was genuinely, pleasurably and happily losing weight without the pressure of society reminding me of how fat I am...
    yarazebian yarazebian 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I can barely focus in anything I do. All I do is think of him. He was gone for 18 years, and now here he is divorced, but now I am married, and we can't be together, but all I do...
    Sparklynina Sparklynina 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    And she's STILL my first and last love :)
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Passionate, 'can't live without you' love, we have that and just want each other, to have and to hold
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 23

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    Hopefully the next time around though I won't fall for my straight best friend. It was brutal enough the first time.
    ch24 ch24 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    I don't think I could ever be I'm a relationship before being friends first. ????
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 25

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    Been a few months since he broke up with me and I can't get him out of my damn mind. I just want us to be friends again so at least things would be like they used to.
    joeyc773 joeyc773 18-21 1 Response Apr 29

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