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I Want My First Love Back

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 18 People

    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 18-21, F Dec 26, 2013

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Where to begin. First off let me say I appreciate each and every comment and opinion, whether you believe it's best for me to move on which I've already heard a million times or I...
    Wantingtofixthepast Wantingtofixthepast 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Experiencing love that I felt with my first love is truly rare. It has been years since he left but still I can remember the intense impact his love had on me. I dont mind...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Apr 4

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    I may not be your first love, first kiss, first sight, first date, I just want to be your last EVERYTHING.
    starr38 starr38 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 7

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    I want a Lover that won't drive me crazy,..... Well first things first, divorce,..( due to a series of very, very unfortunate events, the marriage that is) .......then I...
    PrettyOldSoul PrettyOldSoul 41-45, F 16 Responses Mar 23

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    Want to Avoid Back Pain? Then Never Wear These Shoes (http://luv2sex.theblogpress.com/?p=4173) Want to avoid back pain? Could your shoes be the reason you have back pain? Read...
    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M Mar 20

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    me and my first love would talk on facetime until we fell asleep and then still be connected in the morning... Memories sometimes hurt to think about because we no longer are...
    TheThinkerr TheThinkerr 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I did Marry my first love the second time around. I walked through more stop signs then they have in downtown San Francisco.
    lovlife777 lovlife777 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    These things may have many things in common and many differences, but I have to agree that these beautiful things have a similar end. It may end as "Happily Ever After" but what...
    sunlight61 sunlight61 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    As I have gotten older I know more of what I want,need. I want to love and be loved passionately. Where you can't wait to get home and see each other, hold one another. Where we...
    bedrock70 bedrock70 41-45, M 4 Responses Mar 31

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    I want a lover who can be here for me forever,understand me,like my best friend.who will never let me worry about being abandoned.it is such a romantic and beautiful dream.
    lesliechen lesliechen 22-25, F 9 Responses Mar 24

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    I want a lover like my best friend. But not the same person.
    strawberrycreamcake strawberrycreamcake 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I want a lover she must be above my age
    badmind24 badmind24 22-25, M a week ago

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    I met him when i was twelve by accident on Facebook. Don't remember who spoke to who first but one of us added the other on Facebook by accident and upon answering the typical 'Do...
    darrygyles darrygyles 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    my ex boyfriend and i were bestfriends for years after we broke up. in fact it was like we never broke up although we moved on with separate partners. truth is we still love each...
    evasweet evasweet 22-25, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I broke up with him about 9 years ago. He was the love of my life.Lately I have been talking to his nephew. He is only 20 years old but he reminds me of my ex. His haircut, his...
    bebita16 bebita16 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    My Dad has an affair. He's been dating her for a year and maybe more. I moved to America last year for studying and I've just realized I'm losing my Dad.. When I first came here...
    whatsover whatsover 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I met my soul mate in college and the bond and love between us was incrediable. We both were madly in love and were inseparable. We both are middle eastern I had lots of Suitor ad...
    MelodyMoon MelodyMoon 46-50, F Mar 23

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    Every night I sit in front of my computer, checking my phone, all I want is to see her replies. I wait, and slowly I start to cry. Whenever I see the background of the chat room...
    CaPtJiMmY CaPtJiMmY 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 9

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    I keep thinking of my boyfriend. He and I have been together for 4 years. We started dating our junior year of high school. Our relationship hasn’t grown much since we began...
    DreamCloud17 DreamCloud17 18-21, F Mar 23

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    ??"love will lead you back, someday i just know that love will lead you back to my arms...where you belong..."??- it happened when i got separated and he just got married...
    sexydivide sexydivide 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I was in the third grade when I met her. Her name was shauntel and she was really pretty, but really quiet. I was part of this dumb group of fake friends at the time also who kinda...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 29

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    i have done my love marriage 3 years ago and i have a baby but i am not happy in this relstionship ....
    123reshu90 123reshu90 22-25, F 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Well what can I say... :( So, there was this one girl that i fell madly in love with. We even shared Whatsapp numbers to keep in touch. She was my dream girl... We did everything...
    ossiboy ossiboy 31-35, M Mar 24

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    True love is a gift and I want you guys to know that..I had my first ever love and he was everything to me but he disappeared on me but you can only cry for so long ...why did he...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    It's more than 5 years now and when ever I think about her I feel sad. She gave me my first kiss and was one of the first girls to ever be interested in me. Sometimes we talk. And...
    Garafan Garafan 22-25, M Apr 4

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    I miss him but it's hard to move on am I right like I mean seriously it's harder than it looks I mean I want someone new I think I know the person but then I want him why can't it...
    sunzoshi99 sunzoshi99 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's been about 2 years since I've talked to him last. Even 2 years ago when we talked, it was just polite dribble. Anyway, I'm not sure if I ever loved him. I do know that he is...
    cowellowl cowellowl 22-25 Mar 22

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    We took in two kittens just under five years ago as they needed a home and they came to live with us as soon as they were old enough to leave their mom. They quickly became part of...
    davidy1976 davidy1976 36-40 Mar 26

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    One of my biggest regrets so far in life is pushing him away. All he ever wanted to do was love me, & all I ever did was hurt him. All because I thought I was doing what was right...
    Leanne95 Leanne95 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Maybe there is somebody out there for me. Maybe there isn't. Maybe there is, but we wouldn't ever get a chance. There are infinite possibilities in this world and I am both anxious...
    heymarie heymarie 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I dont just want a realtionship they can hold you back. I also want a best friend that I can sleep with, hustle with, travel with, make love too, shop with, club with, and live...
    Nobullshyt Nobullshyt 18-21, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    Why does EP keep trying to force my Experience? The title is a lie for me, but EP keeps pushing my story into this section. I would accept love but know it won't happen and my...
    Perspicares Perspicares 61-65, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    We are all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you have been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different...
    Changeling79 Changeling79 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Shauntel was quiet, kinda depressing tbh. She always looked so fragile and anorexic looking too, which is why I always worried about her because she RARELY smiled and always looked...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 29

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    When i finally got to experience him in the way i have been dreaming of for all these years, i discovered that not only is he appealing to my eyes but he is the most wonderful...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Apr 11

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    always miss my 1st love .....
    onetouchforever onetouchforever 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 27

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    I wanna just breakdown so bad. every time I see you I cry. my parents wanna check me into a long term facility because I tried to hang myself and I cut my arms a lot. I'm sorry for...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Mar 29

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    "Don't believe the bridge between you and me could ever be washed away. . ." She is Home. She's my heart. My life, my love, and my one and only. Now, if only we could be...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 30

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