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I Want My First Love Back

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 18-21, F Dec 26, 2013

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    I wish I could go back in time where I was a little girl so I don't have to worry about high school or homework And just stay there forever because life sucks my family fights...
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    i actually had one.. we were together going on 4 years in june.. and he basically chose another female over me.. like how does that even work after all this time ? i feel so lost...
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    I wrote this letter to my first love yesterday and sent it. "Hello, it's me! (cue tune to Adele song here). haha :) I just returned from 18 days in Nepal.. 18 days with barely...
    gravity1 gravity1 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    That's all I want is real love... More than anything, I just want to get it right with someone who's just as tired of getting it wrong as I am...
    wvcountrylady wvcountrylady 56-60, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    When I do, I wish I could have the wasted years back and the money. I think that would be an excellent trade off. lol.
    TW8NY TW8NY 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    He's the first person who made me experience how love actually feels. He made me a better person than I was before I met him and he was my inspiration. I owe him and I can't...
    Genesol Genesol 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    The photographer in Paris, Cedo, was very friendly and enveloping in his attention. Having sex with him was a great pleasure. Finding a guy who wants friendship as well as to be...
    Ducostrinity Ducostrinity 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I've been around almost 40yrs. And I've never missed anyone before. Never knew who my first real love was. Until December 18, 2014. I ****** up and hurt the only woman I loved more...
    Grimmfk Grimmfk 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    School starts tomorrow... I don't want to go back!!!
    melchua99 melchua99 16-17, F Jan 31

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    OK well to start off I'm dating this guy.we have been dating going on 8 months.he's in the army so we don't get to see each other all the time..that's OK keeps are relationship new...
    lilfish lilfish 26-30, F Jan 31

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    If you love somebody, care about them, show interest in their business, say 'I love you' as many time as possible, never be jealous, easily forget the mistakes of the beloved one...
    Tourion Tourion 22-25, M Jan 30

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    I learned age does not matter if you love them and I also learned don't lie to your boyfriend
    aby2015 aby2015 13-15, F Jan 30

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    I want pet names, intimacy. I want him to tell me he loves me. I want kisses and eye contact. I want that passion, emotion, love, freedom, beauty... When it is all over with, we...
    MandyWhat MandyWhat 26-30 3 Responses Jan 30

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    i learned that you cannot make someone return what you feel. that remaining loyal to someone who didn't care about you was not something that gained you anything more than...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Jan 29

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    I've always been passed up for someone else I'm tired of it I just want to fall in love with a woman and her to fall in love with me and for that woman to be my other half and...
    Yasirmallick Yasirmallick 16-17, M Jan 29

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    solostance solostance 31-35, T 1 Response Jan 28

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    I want a lover that can be emotionally connected to me, to have a amazing chemistry with me, but to be able to be goofy and laugh. someone that doesn't take themselves too serious...
    looking4chemistry looking4chemistry 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 28

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    It's been 20 years since we parted ways. I've been married for 19 years. I spent the first 7 years of my marriage not even realizing how much I loved my husband until he came...
    ADixie4You2Know ADixie4You2Know 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    Yes i still love her a lot,how can i forget her she was the first love of my life i will never forget her.She has a special place in my heart and no one else can take that place...
    Roadguy Roadguy 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    My first love is my current girlfriend. There's something about helping her out during her days of depression that sparked our love for each other. Then I knew she desperately...
    DrapesOnFire DrapesOnFire 22-25, F Jan 27

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    We met in high school at 17 and we are still together. As such a young couple we were inseparable and became quickly involved in each other's lives.....We'll be married 10 years...
    RDELLA RDELLA 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I ALREADY LOVE IN YOU YOUR BEAUTY BUT I AM ONLY BEGINNING TO LOVE IN YOU THAT WHICH IS ETERNAL AND EVER PRECIOUS. YOUR HEART, YOUE SOUL. BEAUTY ONE COULD GET TO KNOW AND FALL IN...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 27

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    I want to be the one that you fall helplessly inlove with forever. The one you grab hold of when you go to bed and take into your dreams. I wanna be the one that knows the shape of...
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    TinselCookie607 TinselCookie607 18-21, M Jan 27

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 26

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    We just met, but we're in love! And I want to be her best friend...
    Pauly1904 Pauly1904 41-45, M 3 Responses Jan 26

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    hopelesslyromantic hopelesslyromantic 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 26

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    Im like a back stabbing people magnet. Just love them to pieces and I cant seem to get enough of their bullshit, yum.
    imme163 imme163 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 25

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