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I Want My First Love Back

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 18-21, F Dec 26, 2013

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    LOL for sure ;) i love to see when people s happy make me smile...and good night from thailand :) everyone
    onceft onceft 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Letter to my future love, Hello sweet guy, I hope you had an amazing day, mine was crazy busy as could be expected with the promotion I just got. Praise God though, I wouldn't...
    iamlovepeople iamlovepeople 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It's been 10 years for me. I am married to a great man and have 2 beautiful boys. My ex and I dated for 18 months when we were 17/18 and broke up because he began a lifestyle I...
    Stricken1016 Stricken1016 26-30 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I never thought I'd ever want to be a part of this group. Well then, I want to go back to the last 12 years of my life, so my life will be worth living at present and everything...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    i have always cared for others. i have never been cared for back. i want to finally be in love and be loved the way a relationship should be
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    i miss my first time when i miss her then i really get sad ,,,, i don't no but its good for both of us after seperation
    shujakhan14 shujakhan14 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I want to love and appreciate my body and mind the way that they are and not beat myself up over my flaws.
    mohawkmom mohawkmom 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Women with back dimples are so incredibly cute!!!
    pepiniux pepiniux 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    READ before adding or messaging me -Stop messaging me if you are over the age 25.... -If you are searching for a girlfriend I'm not ready to be one -If you don't have something...
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I know that I'm only 13 but I think I have fallin in love before. It's just that when I did I got heartbroken! Ever since then it's been hard for me to trust any guys. Like are you...
    Disappointed01 Disappointed01 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I met him while in training. My mind was set on finishing training and not finding love. I made that clear to him.... I actually told him I had a significant other back at home and...
    inhouston832 inhouston832 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I still believe that you will end up living in the world that you will create, where 1. your dominance should only reach up to 75%, and the rest 25% be the results of your...
    lovegentle lovegentle 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    my boyfriend has cheated on me, we have been together since May 14. I forgived him, because people make mistakes once, but I dont love him anymore. I like him but since the cheat...
    marcia15 marcia15 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My lover is my best friend, but it is a mess. Where to begin, and it will be a bit lengthy. I will call him D and we met when we were 11. It has been the same bond since we first...
    dfclifton55 dfclifton55 56-60, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I guess my first Love would be my Mom and I do miss her so much, she was a wonderful woman, and so special to so many, hard not to shed a tear as I type this.
    phunguy13 phunguy13 56-60, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Not lovers, but more than friends I bet that in childhood you had many friends, boys or girls, it doesn't matter, you were playing and laughing without worrying that...
    RosaryLaCroix RosaryLaCroix 18-21, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I want a love for more than a lifetime. I want a love that stretches across time and never stops.
    TheGirlYouNeverKnew TheGirlYouNeverKnew 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My first love i was with for god knows how many years and i had pretty deep feelings for her but on our anniversary i made a great dinner and she never showed. i ended up going to...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    It was a long lasting infatuation. Everything about him was golden, carrying a certain warmth. His hair, his eyes, his smile. The way he held me close, his breath tickling my ear...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 61-65, M Jun 22

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    I really don't even know how to express this. This is something I have never felt before, I never even thought it was something that I could even feel. I feel like I'm stuck. I...
    TaintedBlueberry TaintedBlueberry 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I luv intelligent witty conversations, the back and forth banter like a tennis match with someone who inspires me to be the best I can. Someone who doesn't criticize but can see...
    SadDancer SadDancer 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    I miss him. I miss my besfriend. We we're together for five years. And in the end I left you. Maybe it's because I never took the time to mourn you instead I was too busy trying to...
    Hamyamyak Hamyamyak 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    I want to learn you I want to learn with you I want to learn from you ............................................ I'm an African girl, who is really tall, slim and black. I love...
    ottam23 ottam23 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I want to be someone i can call my friend.Who is also my lover/partner.Who truly gets who i am on the inside.I don't want something that would fail.I want to be with someone until...
    punkglampire punkglampire 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 19

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    We are still in love despite of the long 14 years that we have not seen each other. No communication at all. It's like nothing happened. We're still the same us! We are the...
    ShadowNash ShadowNash 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    It seems so hard to be in a real, genuine relationship these days. Some people want a short,quick relationship where they can leave whenever they want. I want to have someone who...
    MyInsideLife MyInsideLife 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 18

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    2 Inspiration songs at the moment ... Start Again by Conrad Sewell. So I guess I'm gonna let you go But you get to keep a little bit of my soul So I guess I'm gonna write you...
    koh72 koh72 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 17

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    A month ago today we met again. Spent a few hours together and it was bliss again! I really loved spending that time with you it was so good. It was like time just stood still for...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Jun 17

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    My boyfriend is my best friend it took us years to get together but when I look back on things the wait was totally worth it I wouldn't change a thing
    LipsOfAnAngel89 LipsOfAnAngel89 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 17

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    I really miss having someone special in my life, I've never felt love from someone that wasn't my family or friends. I want to be kissed and held and made love to. Just all that...
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 10 Responses Jun 17

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    I love giving them and receive them or foot massage too
    bandit5320 bandit5320 31-35, M Jun 17

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    Interesting article ... LOVE seems to come when you least expect it because real love doesn't respond well to planning. In my own circle of friends, there's the unbearably...
    koh72 koh72 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 16

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    DeeperOur love is surface level - sweet, affectionate, romantic. Many long for what we share, how we are together, the comfortable companionship and obvious care we have for one...
    livelaughlovedream3 livelaughlovedream3 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 16

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    Married my first girlfriend based on sex vs real love I care about her but not like I should. I was clueless about relationships as a lot of cases here on EP. I married for status...
    midlifeknot midlifeknot 36-40, M Jun 15

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    Anyone like to go backpacking, hiking or trail running?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 14

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    I have been married for almost 23 years and feel so stuck in a dead relationship. I did promise to love, ect until death do us part, but the person that I made that promise to is...
    Jellybean70 Jellybean70 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    I always feel liked I love way more than I am actually loved, and to be honest I just want to feel mutual love. =(. Just once. Even if it aint forever
    FFPower FFPower 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 14

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    My best friend and i used to treat each other like "lovers" even though we were both straight. We were always encouraging each other, always had each other's back, and we treated...
    BitterSweet101 BitterSweet101 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 11

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