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I Want My First Love Back

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F Oct 6, 2009

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    My Broken Fairytale

    I was 14 years old when we met, and throug my young eyes it became the perfect modern fairytale. He lived across the street from me, but we didn't untill he began working for my father, mowing the lawn, cleaning the pool our and such. One day while my dad was asleep on the couch...
    Ksmith625 Ksmith625 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11, 2009

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    I know it's wrong. I have a boyfriend.

    I have only loved 2 people. My lewy and my James. I love James. He's my boyfriend and he means the world to me. But Lewis. There's just. Something. I don't know what. When I see him it makes my heart beat faster. But it hurts. I look for him everywhere. If James knew. He would...
    ellabruce ellabruce 16-17, F Dec 26, 2013

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    The first moment I saw him, felt a deep, passionate distain for him. It was the second day of high school, and he walked into our English class like he owned the place. He...
    missbehave1691 missbehave1691 22-25 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    There's this girl who I fell for like about two and a half year ago, I think that was the first time i feel for someone that hard. I knew she liked me and adored me but didn't know...
    natethecreator natethecreator 18-21, M Dec 27, 2014

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    No, my first love wasn't a pretty girl or a pet. My first love was the open spaces. When I was a boy, I lived on dairy farm in New Mexico. From my house on the farm I was a mere...
    extant1 extant1 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    My first love was my best friend. His home life wasn't as messed as mine, but not far from.. We were only 13. He knew I wasn't a virgin, but he was.. and i considered myself to be...
    megansunshine megansunshine 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Amazed by lonestar is the song that reminds me of my first love and she played it during our prom my senior year.
    harlemwildcatbaby harlemwildcatbaby 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    I actually thinked my first love was going to be my last love.. And nope, didnt happen.
    annaambrose annaambrose 13-15 3 Responses Jan 13

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    There's no love like your first love. So much false hope.
    JoeySavage JoeySavage 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 13

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    It is so hard to relax like I'm suppose to when I want to get back to being the person a use to be. I want to be able to run again and feel good. I was a bit overweight but I was...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    I truly don't see the point of having a lover who isn't best friend quality. I believe it should be just more than a physical activity; why not make it fun? Intimate? Playful...
    MsBree01 MsBree01 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Me and my first love broke up 3 years ago because he was leaving for the army. He only ended up going recently and before he left he told me I'd always be special to him and he...
    bellarose1106 bellarose1106 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    I am having an affair with my first love. No one knows that this is happening not even my closest dearest friends. I have no one to talk to about this and a part of me says not to...
    laluna77 laluna77 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    I've been living in the new city for 3 years now and I feel so isolated. I really want to move back and go out and see all the people round my hometown again. I also used to live...
    T055 T055 16-17, F Dec 28, 2014

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    It is so hard to find that special someone in your life. I'm looking for someone who will love me passionately. I want a man who will hold me in his arms and kiss me tenderly. I...
    lana4326 lana4326 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I want to love someone passionately and be loved in return. I've never felt this way before. I get butterflies in my stomach when I think about this. I want to love passionately...
    winnie19 winnie19 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I want a lover who is also my best friend. I want someone who be there for you when things go wrong, be by your side, and comfort you, too. I need someone who will love me and be...
    winnie19 winnie19 41-45, F Jan 5

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    Can anyone be my lover ...I want a lover..best friend quality not needed
    Prashanth76 Prashanth76 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 1

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    ^This is the craziest ****/group/whatever the **** you call this here on EP. Why the **** would someone want a lover who is also your best friend?
    SweeterThanToblerone SweeterThanToblerone 13-15, F 7 Responses Jan 12

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    Well I've met my soulmate we both agree on this. As a normal couple have a few issues with executing each other's flaws when it's only going to improve us both for better and...
    RonSims RonSims 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    It was the summer before my senior year and I was seventeen. I didn't have any friends at the time besides people I may have shared small talk with in class or at lunch at school...
    cocoagirl95 cocoagirl95 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    It's been almost three years since we first met. I still remember the day. I had been back in my home town for a few months after I'd convinced myself to stay because I'd missed it...
    minernick minernick 22-25, M Jan 3

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    I have a friend who I have known since she sat behind me in English class in high school, senior year after Christmas break in 1979. I asked her to prom and she accepted and I was...
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz 46-50 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I suppose this is equally a question as it is an experience. I need to have the experience to express in detail what happened, and what has resulted -what I've become. I need...
    CatherineGray CatherineGray 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I've never been in love but I've had a lot of crushes when i was younger. And I hadn't thought of the first girl I had a serious crush on. Actually she had a small crush on me...
    ashfaaqb ashfaaqb 18-21, M Jan 17

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    Fell on Black Days by Soundgarden. I always liked that song when I was a kid. On my first date with this guy (later my husband) this song came on the radio, we both started...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F Jan 11

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    My friend and I were relaxing in his backyard last summer one afternoon and decided to take some glamor pictures. He sat on his younger siblings swing hanging from a tree and...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    There really is no word to describe how much I want to see his face and hear his voice again. We both made mistakes, hell the week leading up to his death we were arguing like...
    Knightt15 Knightt15 18-21, F a week ago

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    If one day I saw you again I'd never want to let go again. It's one of these moments, when I'm feeling the most sentimental and am truly listening to myself is when my mind is...
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    it's been almost 2 years and I'm still not over him. I don't think I ever will be. sometimes I just want to take him back even though I know he will cheat on me and lie to me and...
    iloveyoudude iloveyoudude 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    "Gangsta's Paradise" by Coolio, featuring LV. Nothing romantic about it. That's just the way life seemed back then. [1995]
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 3 Responses Jan 13

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    We've been together since I was 16. I'm 23 now, so that makes 7 years. For being so young being with this man has molded me into who I am today. I don't know my adult life...
    QLC23 QLC23 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Part 2 we where friends before a couple. I thanked her for dropping by and I told her I was fine and that I would be out soon and she left without a worry. Ever since then my...
    josecee josecee 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Was i wrong to text this?.... You first turned down my idea of going out big for New Years. I was more than willing to pay for the hotel. But you didn't want to. Then I proposed...
    taty1123 taty1123 31-35, F Dec 31, 2014

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    I had this friend, I wouldn't exactly call him a best friend but one time in my equivalent of high school, he kissed me. We had been friends since we were born and he was the...
    Dyliar Dyliar 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 11

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    Though, treating your lover as a best friend only and forgetting the lover bit can be really aweful
    squiffels squiffels 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Continuing my last year saga, now focusing the first time I felt in love. A girl talked with me randomly, because I was drawing and she loves sketches. Just like that. I found her...
    jonnyculliere jonnyculliere 18-21, M Jan 12

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    Times like now in my life I seem to be constantly thinking about him.. Why did I fall in love? Why did I give him my time, my love, just everything I thought we would get married...
    LBNF LBNF 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My friend loves me with all his heart and he gives me all emotional support that I need when I was very sick (for about a year). He is 7 years old younger than me. I never met...
    phoebesoo phoebesoo 26-30, F 5 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I got a new friend, he awakened other feeling on me, and now I wonder if he felt the same way. Would you ask him if you were in my situation? I just don't want to make him feel...
    panda002 panda002 26-30, F 1 Response 17 mins ago

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    Reem.. She was my everything! She turned me into something. She made me what I am today, a functioning, strong person. I remember every little talk we've had. Every little...
    InnocentPigeon InnocentPigeon 70+ Dec 26, 2014

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    Female Only - Wanting that Special Person that God Sent to me to have & to hold on to for the remander of our life's on this earth, that special someone that is true to her partner...
    NakedHiker51 NakedHiker51 51-55, M 3 Responses Jan 5

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    It Was Nice When It Lasted But....All Good Things Must Come To An End Right? After A While Of Trying To Win Her Back And Failing Miserably,I Realised....Me and Her Could Never Be...
    XavierSenpai XavierSenpai 13-15, M 4 Responses Jan 8

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    This was my favorite kind of love... I want it back. Not with the same person. But I want this with someone new and adventurous.
    HalfPerfect HalfPerfect 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 8