I Want Peace In My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 127 People

    I Will Not Let Him Make Me Sick...

    Thanks for taking out the recycling, he said. Ha. For a decade now I've been doing the dishes, shopping, bill paying, child care, cooking, laundry, cleaning, garbage, vacuuming, home repairs, everything. And it's thanks for doing the recycling. He wants me to say "Oh, I know you...
    noworse noworse
    41-45
    Feb 15, 2011

    I Want.

    To be able to take a deep breath without feeling my heart flutter in my throat To sleep.... For a long time. To not have to want to sleep for a long time. To be able to go anywhere I damn well please without shaking, sweating, dizziness, tingling...
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 4, 2009

    Tiptoeing

    Tiptoeing around words, feelings, thoughts, needing to share. No one to talk to. Isn't that odd, considering I'm married? Isn't that why we get married; to have a friend, confidant, someone to share our most personal feelings with? A comrade in this battle called life. Thing is...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 24, 2013

    What to Do Without Being a Bad Guy.

    My wife and I have been married for 8 years.  We have been together for 9.  My wife was involved in a car accident and suffered damage to her spine and nervous system. 4 years after we were married, the pain became unbearable for her.  She left her job (at 34...
    jsd3ct jsd3ct
    36-40
    1 Response Oct 10, 2008

    I'll Have Peace Please And No Substitutes....

    I have decided that I HATE drama. I don't just hate it, I am allergic! I break out in panic attacks, sweats, and the sudden desire to vacate the premisis.  There has been fighting in my life since before I was born. In fact I was born with bruises from the knock down, drag out...
    btrflysfound btrflysfound
    41-45
    Aug 30, 2011

    Oops

    Thought that said "a piece" sorry...
    KeeleyKool KeeleyKool
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 6, 2013

    Peace For Me!

    she rarely if ever backed me on anything and i still want her. I helped her, her boys, her friend, her fmily, whatever needed i could give her. but, she kept staying with and going out wth those that robbed from her, left her for me to find with her screaming for me to find her...
    chinkyaku chinkyaku
    41-45, M
    1 Response Jan 21, 2010

    Acknowledgement of a Need

    I want peace in my life because it is necessary to my existence. I married a person very different (on the surface) to the person I am (in part). He is a lovely, caring person but one who is very active and 'hyper'. I prefer the quietness of silence and peaceful...
    GailHarris GailHarris
    51-55, F
    1 Response Dec 5, 2007

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