I'm not crying my eyes out everyday but I am quite sad and lonely on a daily basis.
Today, I had to take my mother to wash clothes at a laundromat and I always tell her to just...
I let's start by saying that I have my own set of beliefs and standards and as I outline some things I believe you will be either very much in agreement, or very much against what...
im 20 female, and just want people to ask me anything.. im bored. i will answer all.. it may take some time!
and i DO have a boyfriend. who i DO love.
Lonely nights cold days wondering when things will change holding on to the past keeping regrets I hope I last I'm sorry for disappointing you I love you all and heres the proof...
What do you think about when the party stops
when the people are gone and the lights are turned off
where does your mind go to when its alone
does it creep into your danger zone...
I wish I had a sugar daddy. I bearly make enough money to pay rent and get by. But I want to be able to buy new clothes and go out to dinners and look absolutely stunning
yes im bitter and bitter ill stay I never want to think again it feel so good to be so bad but i feel Im only getting sad I'm not sorry for the pain I caused you deserved it I did...
The past year should have been one of the best in my life - It wasn't!
I have to admit that I am a bit of a free thinker - what I believe about life, people and how we are meant...
Feeling the slight roughness of your palms sliding on my skin
The warmth grows in each place
The pores underneath arch
Longering for your touch to be prolonged...
Let's start by getting a few things clear: I don't believe in spending my life stuck in an endless routine of going to work day after day just to pay the lousy bills.
Well here I am, back again and updating this topic. I have had a couple of weeks to give more thought to my life - am I happy with it at the moment?...... No!
I feel restricted. My...
close to sunset and a chill wind starts
but the light that warms my soul comes from her eyes
enticed out of sleeping memory by
this falling shaft of sunlight in my...
Life's just a lie, at birth you begin to die, as you start a downhill slide.
As I've grown older, emotions get colder, as I consider when I will die.
They see my frown, and more...
My honest personality has left people baffled. I just don't hide how I'm feeling unless I'm in a bad mood. Some people don't like that because it can come off as insulting, weird...
"oceans of silence"
her eyes are oceans of silence
let me drift there for a lifetime of moments without care
let me know what its like to drown in sweet beauty
let me live the...
She would of been named Lilith.
Her middle name would of been Sky, or dreamer, or maybe even Rave
Something that was just so us
Something that made everyone smile
She would of had...
I like to be happy, I like making people happy. I like laughing and cracking jokes, and in return see the smiles on the faces of others. I try to be good and ignore the bad parts...
natural light falls with
such beauty through the autumn leaves
sets the heart ablaze with reminiscence and wishes
the day filled with brilliant color and life...
You have lost the green scent of the forests
To the concrete imagery of stone
That blocks every ephemeral sight
When we can speak of life's impermanence
in a world
in a world where i could have been anything
i choose to be nothing
in all the years leading up to that point
through all the roles i had imagined
the desires i had...
You have everything, but nothing at all.
If you felt alone, you'd surely fall.
As darkness consumes me, you turn your blind eye,
Never before did I feel more lonely in my life.
Let's leave no words unspoken, all our hopes and believes are broken, scattered
The world is a rough place, everyone is in a tough spot, no place for the soft and shattered
I deleted a few of my "songs" i wrote off the top of my head and decided to sit down and put more effort into a song..
Please leave feedback <3
My Mind ~ akaShaun
Title: Saved By An Angel.
when that angel came into my life.
The haze and the rain,
when she flew down to me.
The most purest of hearts,
the most stunning...
I just found out that my grandfather has brain cancer and has a few weeks to live. I met him a little less than a month ago and we've only seen eachother three times. He's one of...
Life is funny and sad at the same time. I experience much in my life. I lost kids. I went to war. I see my best friends killed but there are good things about it to. Things that...
When people see good they expect good and I don't want to live up to anyone's expectations💋
So you want to be a hero
But will you die just to save a life
And If you want to be famous
Are you wiling to pay the price
Fire in the streets,
burning bright with raging heat
Billowing smoke shadows the horizon,
as the bodies burn at my tired feet
The lifeless all around
as I walk this weary road...
Anger by akaShaun.. Just wrote this.. Opinions?
I feel like its me against the world
The anxiety just made me hurl
These struggles, I will survive
Or maybe that's just another...
October 21st 2014
Do you ever just sit down and think. Do you ever just sit down and think how pathetic yet how beautiful life can be?.
Do you ever think what is the reason behind...
If you've got nothing to do
I guess I can tell you story or two
And if you're quite bored ill make it three
All about love, oh silly me
Falling and crashing
Kicking and thrashing...
It's been a difficult week. We lost two family members and a friend I've known since high school. Life is short and as a friend once said to me, "Tomorrow is promised to no one...
Life seems like a game of basketball. Times when you are only running back and forth with your mates and hoping one of your them pass you the ball and you make a 3.
Or you could...
She sat by the windowsill staring out into the trees that swayed in the light fall breeze. She wondered to her self how life had passed by so quickly. As she began to focus on the...
My life was a wreck for a long time - I was overweight, had no friends, had 5 surgeries on my feet from the age of 15-17, was on antidepressants and other pills for 4 years. Then...
Some say I'm weird some say I'm an anomaly
Whatever you wanna call me, doesn't really define me
All I know is it takes a real person to grow a spine and be me
Teens nowadays just...