bullet is all it takes
To end all the nightmares and pain
Because happiness has become impossible to obtain
I could tell you my life story dozens of times
Over and over again through my rhymes
But you'll never feel what I've felt
Through this bullshit hand I've been dealt
I love you more with everyday
A thousand reasons; a thousand ways
A thousand words that I could say
From a thousand miles away.
I love you here; I love you now
I need to love you near somehow.
To close this gap between you and me
This thousand mile eternity.
I love your heart; I...
A good and civil way to have a fight instead of getting physical….
I wrote your name on sand it got washed.
I wrote your name in air, it was blown away.
Then I wrote your name on my heart & I got Heart Attack.
God saw me hungry, he created pizza.
The clock keeps ticking by.
Life is a bomb, when will it explode?
Take my time.
Slow it down.
What am I doing?
Time is running out.
I don't have time for this.
But the days are too slow.
I close my eyes and - 182.
The months fly by
And, I'm still stuck in an hour.
thoughts sending people into fright
I've been searching this tunnel for so long
Where's the light?
I feel no emotion, is that good or bad?
All I know is that I wanna leave all the drama.. Kinda like my dad
So much pain, call it a imaginary tumor
The way I act.. Call me Robin...
Sometimes I wished I'd have toys, other years games.
But I don't really remember when, I wished for a woman in my bed.
Maybe when I was ringing groceries, into a laser eyed counter.
Maybe the first time my car got stuck in a snowy patch in winter.
But I remember the boughs of...
want you to be
With me eternally..
Cause baby you are
The one that i need
To be my wifee
For the rest of my lifeee"
Kinda made that under the shower and imagined it in a south african accent.. Tell me what you think please, cheers.
people I loved
I carry on after the departure thinking I will see a better day
That this, someone new, is different from you in everyway
Yet I see echoes of you and I realized I have been wronged.
My mind seems to play tricks on my resolve
My abilities to etch into being a...
Crawl inside your head
Walk around for hours
Exploring thoughts unsaid
I want to taste your fear
And swim inside your eyes
Wrap up in your soul
And feel your anger rise
I want to lick your pain
Bathe in all your tears
Suffocate with memories
You’ve gathered through the...
Within my mind
Point of origin returned
Alcohol may be
The relief I find
Soaking my insides
In a salty brine
But you're still blind
Why am I the one
Always left behind
finger to the trigger
Tooth to the rind
I bite the hand
I kill the...
I wrote this one recently. It is the first poem I have finished in a few months.
He Reminded Me of Me Written by, err... Me. :)
I saw a boy of five today
Who reminded me of me
And though time passes in a blink
The boy did not yet see
And his mind was filled with wonder.
unaccountable to the heart mad blank check reign of terror
just waiting now for the quiet to claim
just waiting for the darkness without shame
its possible that i may have gone too far
in all i wanted was just a hand to hold
lips to kiss oh so gentle
tell me i would...
there was no access allowed
Protecting delicate scars from the scorn of lovers past
Carefully, she found a way to infiltrate my soul with ease
My walls crumbled, my heart was hers to have and hold
Together we traversed the boundaries of the soul and flesh
There were no limits...
In times of trouble
when all the lights go out
and the suns replaced by night
when everything has all gone wrong
when once it was so right
when the smiles of happiness disappear
in place you shed some tears
when you were once strong, bold as brass,
you now are faced with...
Smothered in life
I hear gossip from the grass
Terrorized truths are spoken
I hear gossip from the grass
While the wind whispers
Mammals rustle through the leaves
You did so without a single touch,
My dreams you explored to gain deaths clutch,
You may have choked me with your hands but suffer I under your spell,
You suffocated with words of discard
You tore me open...
Crushed without a single touch
a heart I gave freely
And as the day broke through
There was nothing you could do.
For of the rain now falling down
A greater value would hit the ground.
From that first dull morning ray
Started with a shard of grey.
Never thought it could evoke
Such an iron fire smoke.
But within that weapon cast...
The dawn cues the show to start
As my window curtains part.
To look upon the cast a story
Amidst the purple morning glory.
Seen below the morning star
Sits rows and rows of lavendar.
A yellow dot with white clouds hazy
A color script just for the daisy.
A worm that pays the...
A thousand 'likes'. A thousand comments. A thousand tweets of the same breakfast while we marvel at coincidence.
Because I matter.
Following you following me a thousand times for a thousand disciples; the next more important than the last. A favorite book/song/quote/movie...
Imagine a thirsty moment
Your parched throat needs relief
Now consider me your water
And splash me against your teeth
Feel my soothing coolness
Dance upon your tongue
As I dribble down your throat
From your palette which I have clung
Now take another drink of me
And swirl me in...
Waiting for a glimpse or sign
Wondering if I've lost my mind.
Wandering fields of golden grass
Worrying heat that would not pass.
While the seasons slowly turning
Watching peats eternal burning.
Wishing frost to hit the moors
With waves of waters icy shores.
Westerly the skies...
poetry, and any advice would be good.
You left me on a Winters night
As many often do
Hand in mine, you passed from life
As I was watching you
I sat with you for hours
Until they said I had to go
What was I supposed to do
Well that I didn’t know
I had to tell...
I wrote this some time ago about someone from very long ago. I was going through my old poems and when I came to this one, I kept reading it over and over again. The person I wrote this about doesn't have any place in my life now and I rarely think of her so, the moment has...
Paved in apologies and intentions,
My nightmare only pauses in your pledges,
Where ignorant hope covered offense,
Scars of experience now abound.
Love"s appeal lost, the cost of what I've found.
This road to my hell,
A life love lost, choked raped tossed,
In faith"s proven...
a small hospital near Tampa Florida, it was believed that he had nothing left of any value. Later when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, they found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and given to every nurse in the...
I LOVE LOVE
I love, love and it would seem
That not a moment could possibly pass
Without finding me in a wakeful dream,
Of salacious thoughts deep and vast.
I love, love and sense its lure,
Each time she stirs my lust
For the object of my wanting, sweet and pure...
I met myself on the street today,
I was looking rather pale.
My eyes were red, my hair unwashed,
I didn't look too well.
I tried to find the courage,
To ask me what was wrong.
I've known myself for quite some time now,
We used to get along.
He looked at me with anger,
My Lord I seek the peace of her love,
It's completeness would me sustain,
I long to drink from her loving sweet cup,
I ask I not search in vain.
Tell me Lord, shall I ever know,
The touch of my love's caress,
Shall I taste of the nectar, so filling ... Complete,
That would flow...
and if they reciprocate with love,
Pain becomes a certainty,
For all if us test the stay factor
Because all of us are terrified.
We don't want anyone to take our hearts for a test drive, but it happens. Dont worry, there's another buyer, your value has not faded.
the pieces I’ve given,
the hate I’ve spent.
Emptiness, my hollow breath,
the life was taken,
and given was death.
Farewell, flightless dove,
found was my hell,
lost was my love.
Fractured eyes, broken tears,
these pencil smears.
We've met and made a connection,
Without ever seeing one anothers face.
The blooming bud of a brand new friendship,
Culminated in what is termed cyber space.
We are starting a brand new journey,
Walking together on a pristine path.
Learning brand new things with each and every...
all want someone to love us
even when we least deserve it
I pushed against everything inside
to feed into that hunger
believed that love was war
and sacrifice was part of it
it took me time to see this truth
if loving you made me a casualty
this war not a war I could win
know they have scowled at me for many a choice.
Seeing my heart has a kind nature,
Yet knowing I am unable to control my wild soul's voice.
Not an angelic heart, but one of compassion.
Nor a devil's soul, but one of unabashed mischief.
Smirking and smiling with fantastic...
I was his shadow
as far as I knew
his saving grace
fate had dealt its hands
leaving him with me as a toddler
and three older brothers
this burden was too great
with a deathbed blessing he rewed
without seeming concern my hero left
I didn't understand and I felt stuck
Walk with me on
The midnight grass
Shadows hide truth
Of our trespass.
The cloudy covered
Moon rides high
Within our arms
We hold the lie.
On the wind
The only sounding
Of our hearts
On my lips
The scarlet beckoning
Come taste the hell
Unleash our reckoning.
new blog. One which I hope will be around for many more years to come.
Thank you all for your support, and for being a member of LegStyle! I have been working on making a few changes / improvements the past few days, and things are finally starting to come together...
Your light has shone down
Blazing with colour
Filling my heart and soul
Your beauty radiating out for all to see
Your love given whole heartily
Swamping my body with feelings of desire
Giving me comfort when I am lonely
Sharing your soul as I share mine with you
So keep your...
I'm surrounded by people having a good time
And I try to have a good time
At least look the part
But I'm Charlie Brown
And everyone’s speaking
And I don't understand or care
What they're saying
Because I'm in my mind somewhere
Under the sky
what do we say under our breath.
what is our one wish.
I know is not to be rich.
but to not walk into our fate.
we all want to open that one gate.
some of us if not most of us.
dont want to believe un us.
or in the one who made us.
but once time comes we all wonder.
on the last...
for reasons I don't know, I may hide behind a smile or paint on my face because thats who you expect me to be.
Do you not see the life drained from my eyes and skin? most people dream of love kids and marriage I just want to be free.
People think im a lunatic and I guess in...
I love the beauty of the sea
Within its depth a part of me
No better where I'd rather be
The only place that I feel free.
To breathe within its briny air
To feel its breath blow back my hair
At the blue horizon stare
That is where you'll find me there.
I hide within its shallow...
and anyone else who suffers from a physical disability or mental illness.
"I’m really not feeling that great,
Every day I have no idea of my fate.
I try to embrace all that I have in my life,
Through whatever is to be my strife.
But the pains in my brain,
No one can see...
Thank you for spring buds you so gently tend.
Through the long winter, I waited for you
To wake sleeping angels and make them new.
Slowly they rise, like Venus from the sea
A million angels singing winters last eulogy.
Hidden hearts lured by your springtime...