I'm surrounded by people having a good time
And I try to have a good time
At least look the part
But I'm Charlie Brown
And everyone’s speaking
And I don't understand or care
What they're saying
Because I'm in my mind somewhere
Under the sky
How long will this last
You start pacing
Dry mouth is what you begin tasting
Breathing gets heavy
You start shaking
Your palms are sweaty
Unnecessary noise you begin making
All to distract yourself
From this strange mental health
You just learned entirely
About how you...
I wrote it a few months ago when I was struck silly with infatuation for a guy. Totally over it now but I do like what I've written.
Your lips brush against mine
Two share the same breath
I feel your kiss
Travel the highway of my nerves
To my fingertips
rest in peace
If I should die while Im awake
I hope the ones I love are safe
Should I be paranoid waiting for karma to get me ?
Or should I ride like billy the kid letting my weapons protect me
I see death peek from every corner
I embrace the horror cause the life of...
I love you more with everyday
A thousand reasons; a thousand ways
A thousand words that I could say
From a thousand miles away.
I love you here; I love you now
I need to love you near somehow.
To close this gap between you and me
This thousand mile eternity.
I love your heart; I...
where 3 lives cross
The vertex at right angle to two,
Each acutely aware of the other
I calculate the distance between points.
I bisect the measure and fall short.
This is the geometry of the heart
One finite solution to a problem so clear.
I love the beauty of the sea
Within its depth a part of me
No better where I'd rather be
The only place that I feel free.
To breathe within its briny air
To feel its breath blow back my hair
At the blue horizon stare
That is where you'll find me there.
I hide within its shallow...
A thousand 'likes'. A thousand comments. A thousand tweets of the same breakfast while we marvel at coincidence.
Because I matter.
Following you following me a thousand times for a thousand disciples; the next more important than the last. A favorite book/song/quote/movie...
We've met and made a connection,
Without ever seeing one anothers face.
The blooming bud of a brand new friendship,
Culminated in what is termed cyber space.
We are starting a brand new journey,
Walking together on a pristine path.
Learning brand new things with each and every...
Waiting for a glimpse or sign
Wondering if I've lost my mind.
Wandering fields of golden grass
Worrying heat that would not pass.
While the seasons slowly turning
Watching peats eternal burning.
Wishing frost to hit the moors
With waves of waters icy shores.
Westerly the skies...
Sometimes I wished I'd have toys, other years games.
But I don't really remember when, I wished for a woman in my bed.
Maybe when I was ringing groceries, into a laser eyed counter.
Maybe the first time my car got stuck in a snowy patch in winter.
But I remember the boughs of...
A bird's call alerts me get up quick, breakfast is near
The second hand quietly ticks as I try to make sense of each passing hour
Why this uncertainty, every gram of strength I greedily devour
The darkness back outside brings relief as the curtains are drawn one by...
I wrote this some time ago about someone from very long ago. I was going through my old poems and when I came to this one, I kept reading it over and over again. The person I wrote this about doesn't have any place in my life now and I rarely think of her so, the moment has...
I wrote this November 2012. .
From Heaven To Hell, And back again:
Flat notes flowing in the symphonic.
Flowing on the notes of our Duality.
The Beautiful Chaos.
Negative and Positive Charged...
you can see everyone breathing while you drown
Pain constricts my lungs like a snake
Unable to utter a sound
Sucking out the air I intake
I've learned not to take painless breaths for granted
Any breath could be my last
Chest burning as if they were branded
Only if a...
I LOVE LOVE
I love, love and it would seem
That not a moment could possibly pass
Without finding me in a wakeful dream,
Of salacious thoughts deep and vast.
I love, love and sense its lure,
Each time she stirs my lust
For the object of my wanting, sweet and pure...
and spark of emotion, imagination shot down by realties grasp on minds so wrapped in a flakey gooeyness ignorances are made to be seen being purged and weened from a life once lived or the remnance clinging from cliff to cliff I must play a riff that might express this list of...
/ Flick a razor and paint with red/ Illustrate injustices/ And everything unsaid/ Apologies won't undo/ The deeds that drove me to the edge/ Their echoes bounce like badly written cheques/ while I whisper Adieu
My power of will conquers all because I know,
I know and I choose to be believe,
My strength knows no bounds.
Immortality is what my soul screams,
So too is the very nature of life,
Everything falls into balance,
The light shall always prevail.
while trying to get over a huge crush.
Every time you ask how I am
My world crashes
I could grasp your hand
Let you feel my pulse
Drumming out words I refuse to speak
In a breath of honesty or foolhardy courage
I'll bare my soul to you
I say I...
while younger in my late teens. again completed 2012.
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Let's pretend for a moment.
Pretend that you listened and reread
each and every letter I've sent.
Just composed letters, that made words.
and a brain tacked and...
poem on it:
people find me still
searching for answer
just being a dancer
my release, my thrill
wordless in connection
I find myself
loving, caring to perfection
in dance, point of intersection
a change in directions
hate these predilections!
a rain shower fades away in memory
and the air is thick in aftermath
drenched with memory
as we lay benith the overhang
her lace dress crisp against my cheek
i turn to say something but am
caught up by her distant looking silent revere
the notion of her hand moving along my arm...
For Faerylight, may she always shine on my heart
All this time, In the dark I lived
Lost inside looking out
Please listen to these words
My heart screams and shouts
Threadbare as the carpet I walk on
My love has gone astray
Then I felt your presence upon me
And all the...
Walk with me on
The midnight grass
Shadows hide truth
Of our trespass.
The cloudy covered
Moon rides high
Within our arms
We hold the lie.
On the wind
The only sounding
Of our hearts
On my lips
The scarlet beckoning
Come taste the hell
Unleash our reckoning.
I wrote this one recently. It is the first poem I have finished in a few months.
He Reminded Me of Me Written by, err... Me. :)
I saw a boy of five today
Who reminded me of me
And though time passes in a blink
The boy did not yet see
And his mind was filled with wonder.
The test is positive
Life again changed again
Help please can't do this
9 months go by
A clueless mother
With feet and arms that move
With crying long night
Wants to go...
in 2012 I finished it.
All rights reserved CarlieTM.
A world of words.
You may think I'm crazy, mayhap depressed. yes, more than a little hasty, more than a little lost, crazy to think... maybe.
I am a little closed off, just a tad on the brink of sane,
pen hits paper, a...
but you've never answered and dear god you're about as sick as cancer. I see nothing but death when I hear your name if I don't believe I bring shsme, but I'm not one to curse your name, and God I've been awaiting a reply and god I've opened up my eye's you wouldn't believe me...
I met myself on the street today,
I was looking rather pale.
My eyes were red, my hair unwashed,
I didn't look too well.
I tried to find the courage,
To ask me what was wrong.
I've known myself for quite some time now,
We used to get along.
He looked at me with anger,
Within my mind
Point of origin returned
Alcohol may be
The relief I find
Soaking my insides
In a salty brine
But you're still blind
Why am I the one
Always left behind
finger to the trigger
Tooth to the rind
I bite the hand
I kill the...
The dawn cues the show to start
As my window curtains part.
To look upon the cast a story
Amidst the purple morning glory.
Seen below the morning star
Sits rows and rows of lavendar.
A yellow dot with white clouds hazy
A color script just for the daisy.
A worm that pays the...
but gave me a glimpse of the future through his eyes.
You looked at me
and held my eyes
Yours crinkled when
My world stopped
Which was weird --
because I was
My lips are sealed,
But my thoughts are loud.
Replays of memories going on inside my head,
As I write out my sadness through this led.
I'm happier nowadays,
But I don't forget the nights where I didn't even know if I'd get fed..
Praying to this sky, hoping someone's listening...
I have my heart in my hand.
It is stiffened and dead,
All dirtied and covered in sand,
And unbearably cold and as heavy as lead.
A moment ago it just jostled and flew
Away from my chest, it was screaming in pain.
Reeling back and forth spouting nonsense and disdain...
.......To see a world in a grain of sand, to hold what falls in your hand. To know the future, but be surprised it takes place as long ago planned. Like an artist takes his tools out to paint. A long lonely walk he takes. Down the path through the holler. Up a hill, pass the...
wear purpleWith a red hat which doesn't go, and doesn't suit me.And I shall sit down on the pavement when I'm tiredAnd gobble up samples in shops and press alarm bellsAnd run my stick along the public railingsAnd make up for the sobriety of my youth.I shall go out in my slippers...
we might get married one day.. 'til you get to know each other and things get boring... the relationship becomes a chore, love sex and more, constantly making decisions together and you're not sure how you really feel... the flow. so you ride the waves and next thing you know...
Old memories bite
My knees hit the floor before my feet
Hands folded, dry eyes waiting for answers
Clocks ticking away
You are my cancer
There's no need to pray
Love is deadly
May the Grim play his vinyl
Taken when least ready
Love is a trial
and clench into a fist
My eyes closed thinking I've taken enough of this guys sh#t
My fist moves in the wind my opponent cries out
I see blood coming out his nose and his mouth
Then my heart began race thrilled by the fear on his face
As he fell I jumped on top...