so roughly 5 years ago. I found it and eh idk thought I might as well post it.
What is this I'm feeling?
I see this kid from down the block,
playing with his puppy so innocent.
All of a sudden my stomach is a rock, Why am I smiling?
Yes, I've heard about this before, but to...
We've met and made a connection,
Without ever seeing one anothers face.
The blooming bud of a brand new friendship,
Culminated in what is termed cyber space.
We are starting a brand new journey,
Walking together on a pristine path.
Learning brand new things with each and every...
I LOVE LOVE
I love, love and it would seem
That not a moment could possibly pass
Without finding me in a wakeful dream,
Of salacious thoughts deep and vast.
I love, love and sense its lure,
Each time she stirs my lust
For the object of my wanting, sweet and pure...
I see your beauty,
I see your pain,
I see your greatness.
in your eyes, you see his eyes,
he is perfect,
he is what you want,
he is what you need.
in my eyes, I see your soul,
it's filled with strength,
it's filled with fear,
it's filled with love.
in your eyes, you disregard...
In times of trouble
when all the lights go out
and the suns replaced by night
when everything has all gone wrong
when once it was so right
when the smiles of happiness disappear
in place you shed some tears
when you were once strong, bold as brass,
you now are faced with...
..........It's in the midst of winter.The wind whistles its song.The flowers I loved and cherished,All but their memory is gone.The trees are dressed like crystalAs snowflakes fill the air.Winter has a special beautyThat is beyond compare.But the cold nips at the fingers,Puts a...
I'm surrounded by people having a good time
And I try to have a good time
At least look the part
But I'm Charlie Brown
And everyone’s speaking
And I don't understand or care
What they're saying
Because I'm in my mind somewhere
Under the sky
.......To see a world in a grain of sand, to hold what falls in your hand. To know the future, but be surprised it takes place as long ago planned. Like an artist takes his tools out to paint. A long lonely walk he takes. Down the path through the holler. Up a hill, pass the...
My Lord I seek the peace of her love,
It's completeness would me sustain,
I long to drink from her loving sweet cup,
I ask I not search in vain.
Tell me Lord, shall I ever know,
The touch of my love's caress,
Shall I taste of the nectar, so filling ... Complete,
That would flow...
Paved in apologies and intentions,
My nightmare only pauses in your pledges,
Where ignorant hope covered offense,
Scars of experience now abound.
Love"s appeal lost, the cost of what I've found.
This road to my hell,
A life love lost, choked raped tossed,
In faith"s proven...
A thousand 'likes'. A thousand comments. A thousand tweets of the same breakfast while we marvel at coincidence.
Because I matter.
Following you following me a thousand times for a thousand disciples; the next more important than the last. A favorite book/song/quote/movie...
I love the beauty of the sea
Within its depth a part of me
No better where I'd rather be
The only place that I feel free.
To breathe within its briny air
To feel its breath blow back my hair
At the blue horizon stare
That is where you'll find me there.
I hide within its shallow...
Within my mind
Point of origin returned
Alcohol may be
The relief I find
Soaking my insides
In a salty brine
But you're still blind
Why am I the one
Always left behind
finger to the trigger
Tooth to the rind
I bite the hand
I kill the...
That we may look up with demons among us.
What power to seek more than what is set before us.
What gifts to know we are set apart, the battle was won, the words were written.
What power bestowed...what power we hold.
What power we have been given, through faith,
unaccountable to the heart mad blank check reign of terror
just waiting now for the quiet to claim
just waiting for the darkness without shame
its possible that i may have gone too far
in all i wanted was just a hand to hold
lips to kiss oh so gentle
tell me i would...
Imagine a thirsty moment
Your parched throat needs relief
Now consider me your water
And splash me against your teeth
Feel my soothing coolness
Dance upon your tongue
As I dribble down your throat
From your palette which I have clung
Now take another drink of me
And swirl me in...
know how to start, or where to start.
Let's start with the first question: "Do you really want to go back to a one sided friendship?"
Do you really want to continue with the disappointment of wanting a friendship you can't have?
Do you really want to remember being cast aside...
a small hospital near Tampa Florida, it was believed that he had nothing left of any value. Later when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, they found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and given to every nurse in the...
waited for a while
I even stayed after
I walked and crawled a mile
or two but just everything doesn't matter
I can't hide my tears
my silent screams get louder
I am living all my fears
I am shouting for help no one hears
I had waisted so many years
I tried to go for change...
and if they reciprocate with love,
Pain becomes a certainty,
For all if us test the stay factor
Because all of us are terrified.
We don't want anyone to take our hearts for a test drive, but it happens. Dont worry, there's another buyer, your value has not faded.
there was no access allowed
Protecting delicate scars from the scorn of lovers past
Carefully, she found a way to infiltrate my soul with ease
My walls crumbled, my heart was hers to have and hold
Together we traversed the boundaries of the soul and flesh
There were no limits...
poetry, and any advice would be good.
You left me on a Winters night
As many often do
Hand in mine, you passed from life
As I was watching you
I sat with you for hours
Until they said I had to go
What was I supposed to do
Well that I didn’t know
I had to tell...
Waiting for a glimpse or sign
Wondering if I've lost my mind.
Wandering fields of golden grass
Worrying heat that would not pass.
While the seasons slowly turning
Watching peats eternal burning.
Wishing frost to hit the moors
With waves of waters icy shores.
Westerly the skies...
I wrote this one recently. It is the first poem I have finished in a few months.
He Reminded Me of Me Written by, err... Me. :)
I saw a boy of five today
Who reminded me of me
And though time passes in a blink
The boy did not yet see
And his mind was filled with wonder.
I wrote this some time ago about someone from very long ago. I was going through my old poems and when I came to this one, I kept reading it over and over again. The person I wrote this about doesn't have any place in my life now and I rarely think of her so, the moment has...
Crawl inside your head
Walk around for hours
Exploring thoughts unsaid
I want to taste your fear
And swim inside your eyes
Wrap up in your soul
And feel your anger rise
I want to lick your pain
Bathe in all your tears
Suffocate with memories
You’ve gathered through the...
if I could
Whenever I'm awake, nothing goes good
My family arguing and complaining
While I'm sitting back, secretly contemplating
Sadly, I have no places to run to
So I'll keep bottling it all up until my death date is due
A good and civil way to have a fight instead of getting physical….
I wrote your name on sand it got washed.
I wrote your name in air, it was blown away.
Then I wrote your name on my heart & I got Heart Attack.
God saw me hungry, he created pizza.
thoughts sending people into fright
I've been searching this tunnel for so long
Where's the light?
I feel no emotion, is that good or bad?
All I know is that I wanna leave all the drama.. Kinda like my dad
So much pain, call it a imaginary tumor
The way I act.. Call me Robin...
Thank you for spring buds you so gently tend.
Through the long winter, I waited for you
To wake sleeping angels and make them new.
Slowly they rise, like Venus from the sea
A million angels singing winters last eulogy.
Hidden hearts lured by your springtime...
I love you more with everyday
A thousand reasons; a thousand ways
A thousand words that I could say
From a thousand miles away.
I love you here; I love you now
I need to love you near somehow.
To close this gap between you and me
This thousand mile eternity.
I love your heart; I...
I met myself on the street today,
I was looking rather pale.
My eyes were red, my hair unwashed,
I didn't look too well.
I tried to find the courage,
To ask me what was wrong.
I've known myself for quite some time now,
We used to get along.
He looked at me with anger,
That's not your friend at all
They take all your secrets, And put them on a wall
They accept you just the way you are, But if you lose some weight
And wear a dress that's pretty, It might mean you could date...
bullet is all it takes
To end all the nightmares and pain
Because happiness has become impossible to obtain
I could tell you my life story dozens of times
Over and over again through my rhymes
But you'll never feel what I've felt
Through this bullshit hand I've been dealt
I was his shadow
as far as I knew
his saving grace
fate had dealt its hands
leaving him with me as a toddler
and three older brothers
this burden was too great
with a deathbed blessing he rewed
without seeming concern my hero left
I didn't understand and I felt stuck
what do we say under our breath.
what is our one wish.
I know is not to be rich.
but to not walk into our fate.
we all want to open that one gate.
some of us if not most of us.
dont want to believe un us.
or in the one who made us.
but once time comes we all wonder.
on the last...
people I loved
I carry on after the departure thinking I will see a better day
That this, someone new, is different from you in everyway
Yet I see echoes of you and I realized I have been wronged.
My mind seems to play tricks on my resolve
My abilities to etch into being a...
Walk with me on
The midnight grass
Shadows hide truth
Of our trespass.
The cloudy covered
Moon rides high
Within our arms
We hold the lie.
On the wind
The only sounding
Of our hearts
On my lips
The scarlet beckoning
Come taste the hell
Unleash our reckoning.
You did so without a single touch,
My dreams you explored to gain deaths clutch,
You may have choked me with your hands but suffer I under your spell,
You suffocated with words of discard
You tore me open...
Crushed without a single touch
a heart I gave freely
all want someone to love us
even when we least deserve it
I pushed against everything inside
to feed into that hunger
believed that love was war
and sacrifice was part of it
it took me time to see this truth
if loving you made me a casualty
this war not a war I could win
And as the day broke through
There was nothing you could do.
For of the rain now falling down
A greater value would hit the ground.
From that first dull morning ray
Started with a shard of grey.
Never thought it could evoke
Such an iron fire smoke.
But within that weapon cast...
For Faerylight, may she always shine on my heart
All this time, In the dark I lived
Lost inside looking out
Please listen to these words
My heart screams and shouts
Threadbare as the carpet I walk on
My love has gone astray
Then I felt your presence upon me
And all the...
No mountain is too steep,
to bring you out of the heap.
Just lay your cares on the ground,
and soon after you will be found.
Inside your head used to be a war,
the tears of the past is no more.
Now you can rejoice about life,
and put down that sharp knife.
Love the person you are...
a rain shower fades away in memory
and the air is thick in aftermath
drenched with memory
as we lay benith the overhang
her lace dress crisp against my cheek
i turn to say something but am
caught up by her distant looking silent revere
the notion of her hand moving along my arm...