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I Want So Desperately For Things To Be Different

For all those striving for perfection in their life and with their selves. 35 People

    I Want Things To Change

    I will admit that there have been times where significant change has come in my life. Still, I want so much more to occur (good, not bad). I know in the back of my mind that in order for that to happen, I have to get out of the comfort zone and take risks. There are times when I...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Jul 24, 2012

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