I don't know what is wrong with me, although I bet it is the way I look. I am socially retarted!! I just want someone I can love and someone to love me back. I have always wanted to know how that feels. Everytime I hear my sisters fight with their husbands all I can think of is...
Well, *clears throat* I can't talk to women to save my life.. im freakin 20 years old for crying out loud.. I dunno I just thought it would get better for me by this time now but nothing has changed. People tell me not to think negatively, stand up straight, chin up.. you know...
sometimes, when at the bottom of my emtional pit, my passion bountyful, my anger boiling over, my creative energy at it's peek, and tears spilling over, I can feel him, I can feel love. I will be listining to a song(most likely 'When I look You in the Eyes' by the Jonas Brothers...
and I need someone I can give all my love to. It can be anyone! Please be around my age or younger! I will make you happy, and buy you things, and snuggle with you while watching movies. I feel so lonely but I'm a genuinely nice guy and I'm willing to give all that to someone...
When the truth is found
To be lies
And all the joy
Within you dies
Don't you want somebody to love?
Don't you need somebody to love?
Wouldn't you love somebody to love?
You better find somebody to love
When the garden flowers
Baby, are dead...