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I Want Someone To End My Pain

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    I Quit

    **** it, i Quit. Which would be better, pills, a razor, or both???
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 13, 2013

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    Please..... Just Kill Me..

    I honestly can't take it anymore.... my little brother(Dylan) calls me a waste of space, a failure and I should just kill myself.. I've been thinking lately.. maybe he's right... that I am just slowing everyone down... I cut myself.. I try to forget the words he just said.... but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 11, 2013

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    I'Ve Noticed Something :(

    I've noticed that all these ppl are happy and in love or have something to look forward too every second, every minute,every day , every week, every month etc. And I've noticed I have absolutely nothing... No one to love, no one to touch, no one to look forward to living for...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 9 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    (Sighs) Not Again!

    Well, my friends are feeling bad. So I feel bad. My friends are depressed, I'm depressed. I HATE this vicious cycle of pain. Sadness then depression and pain, then i pretend it's better but it's defiantly not. So the sadness returns, which is followed by depression and more pain...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 24, 2013

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    Damn

    I feel do sad, so depressed, so tired. I don't want to live like this much longer... Idk wat now... I just want to know why I can't be semi normal and not be called a freak... But I might never know cus my heart feels like its broken..my happy emotions are all gone... Sad and...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 31, 2013

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    Help

    So I'm really depressed right now. I'm not finding anything interesting, I feel tired all the time, and I just wish I could be a baby again so I can't do/worry about anything negative or anyone else anymore.
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    ..

    It doesn't end it keeps going you have to look at the little positive pieces you get out of it. But the pain doesn't go away. Ever remember that, just look at the little bit of happiness you have
    Druidwolf Druidwolf 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2013

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    Just put the barrel of the gun on my temple,

    Pull the trigger, it is that simple. Release me from the pain, I'm tired of being bounded by these chains. My scars are my story, A life full of lies and sorries. I am bringing myself down, This isn't a curve, just a permanent frown.
    YoureMyDemonMyDemise YoureMyDemonMyDemise 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 12, 2014

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    ..Well..

    Whose up to kill them selfs at midnight central time tomorrow? I am!
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M Apr 6, 2013

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    Please Someone ! Anyone !

    I'm tired of getting told how stupid I am, how worthless I am,how dumb I am,how I'm such a big failure, how much I'm a screw up, how much I'm a waste of life, how they wished I was a good kid, how I shouldn't be me, how I am always disappointing people, always getting in trouble...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 10 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    It seems like everyday,

    I gently watch the world slip through my fingers like sand. The worst part is I don't know how to stop it. Maybe Its because I do not know how to stop the pain. Maybe all I need is that one in a lifetime chance of proving myself to someone. Proving that I have what it takes to...
    AnubisRising AnubisRising 26-30, M May 20, 2014

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    It`S Gone On To Long

    all my pain. i want it to end. no one is here to help me end it. i want it to go away and leave me alone forever. i know thats not how it works. but i wish it was. life is always way to hard for me. It throws useless things my way. i never have anything to work with.
    Smartypants5 Smartypants5 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 26, 2013

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    Maybe Tomorrow? Whenever Someone Has Time.

    Well... To sum it up, I ******* hate my life and I want to end it. Okay in long terms here's why: First of all everyday I am yelled at to clean the house and If I take my time doing it I will be beat. I'm back handed, beat with a belt, and smacked. I cut except when I cut I scare...
    Kittylovesrainbows Kittylovesrainbows 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 20, 2013

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    Does anybody want to play a little?
    JayB1984 JayB1984 31-35, M 12 hrs ago

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    This is exactly what i want,been wanting.I find it really hard to believe that this person is real though.Id like to but,why would they?I wouldn't,if I'm honest irregardless of how...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I met someone like that once. His name was Randy. He knew I struggled with mental illnesses and rook advantage of it every moment I spent with him. He would always say I was the...
    Nmetb Nmetb 22-25, M 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    I apologize for the long bible I wrote here haha. I just need to write it all down somewhere. So.. most of my life and my childhood, I had no parents or family, like a lot another...
    ninacu ninacu 18-21, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I can't wait to find my ride or die. I want that person that I could say ANYTHING to and know they would never betray me or tell anything I said. I want to trust someone completely...
    QueenVenus QueenVenus 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I just wanna share my story with people its quite suprizing i think, well it started when i was born my mum was with me untill 1 year old she left to come to england i was living...
    VickyxD VickyxD 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I'm looking for a woman to that wants to chat with a nice attractive man. I'm a decent guy but lonely and a little attention starved. I'd love to be able to just chat with someone...
    bgood79 bgood79 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    Very bored at this time in my life, living in a new country and hardly any new friends so just want to chat with someone, tell me your life story! Snapchat is preferred :)
    agreenmaster agreenmaster 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I want someone to cuddle with
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    this is a huge turn on to me. I love the feeling of having no control of my bladder, being at the mercy of when someone will release the clamp. the intimacy of someone sliding the...
    intersexgirl intersexgirl 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I can't understand why it is so hard to connect with someone and hold someone. Just to cuddle and let her know she IS wanted, and I care about her. That she does have meaning...
    manofintegrity manofintegrity 56-60, M 5 days ago

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    I'm bored and I want someone to talk to Inbox me
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I need someone to understand. I need them to know how screwed up I am, and accept it. and I shall accept their imperfections. I want someone I can love and cherish, and tell...
    ashlenamya66359 ashlenamya66359 22-25, F 10 Responses 6 days ago

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    My name is Rebecca I am 50 and i need to talk to someone who is knowledgeable about reincarnation. In 2008 i recieved the memory of several past lives .A princess who had to deal...
    Rebeccahart1965 Rebeccahart1965 46-50, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I Want Someone I Can Tell Anything To I want someone I can tell anything to, everyday. It makes me feel good whenever I do get to open up with someone. I truly miss it. It's so...
    byeAnna byeAnna 18-21, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    Some days its hard to believe theres actually someone out there for me. Someone i could really imagine spending the rest of my life with and vice versa. Someone who i could have a...
    HarleyQuinn966 HarleyQuinn966 18-21, F 9 Responses a week ago

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    I'd like to "step off" and just end my useless life of painful failures. But I feel I can't because of duty to my sons and others who would be upset. Damn them all; I wish they...
    CallMeSal CallMeSal 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I want someone to talk to I just don't know who to talk to
    anestacia anestacia 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    so ******* close to ending it
    haileeilenenanderson haileeilenenanderson 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    I don't know why I always end up getting hurt, I always try my best to help to my best friends, and today I need them, they don't see me, even they don't tell me I 'll be with you...
    Sonjay22 Sonjay22 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 25

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    So hard to trust anyone, I'm always being judged and for what? BC I'm not what socioty wants and etc so what if I miss spell something or cant do something or I'm how everyone sees...
    SharkGirlPS4 SharkGirlPS4 22-25, F 15 Responses Jan 21

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    I am running away (I'm in Southern Ohio) but need someone with a car n someone to do it with
    Depressedteenager14 Depressedteenager14 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    I want someone who I can tell anything to and truly cares about me., about us., not just himself. someone who is afraid to lose me like I am to him. someone who'll be there and...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 20

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    Hello, I'm still new to EP but I can't wait to write more. I loving sharing with someone about my experience. You can make money with your smart phone. It's very easy! If you...
    amelia201612 amelia201612 22-25, F Jan 19

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    I wish he didn't pretend that he wanted to stay awake with me to keep me company. He says it all the time, and never ever actually stays. It's just words. That's why I just send...
    oddpodd oddpodd 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    I want someone to chat with . But i didnt get anyone i really want someone to chat in whatsapp or facebook
    JoelJoshua JoelJoshua 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 19

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    I'd Love To Have Someone Who'll Stay No Matter What,I'm The Type Who Loves Hard Deep and Am Have A Nurturing Spirit.I Tend To Put My Significant Other On A Pedestal and Put Them...
    BIGGSKEET BIGGSKEET 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 19

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