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I Want Someone To End My Pain

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    Damn

    I feel do sad, so depressed, so tired. I don't want to live like this much longer... Idk wat now... I just want to know why I can't be semi normal and not be called a freak... But I might never know cus my heart feels like its broken..my happy emotions are all gone... Sad and...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 31, 2013

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    Just put the barrel of the gun on my temple,

    Pull the trigger, it is that simple. Release me from the pain, I'm tired of being bounded by these chains. My scars are my story, A life full of lies and sorries. I am bringing myself down, This isn't a curve, just a permanent frown.
    YoureMyDemonMyDemise YoureMyDemonMyDemise 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 12, 2014

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    Maybe Tomorrow? Whenever Someone Has Time.

    Well... To sum it up, I ******* hate my life and I want to end it. Okay in long terms here's why: First of all everyday I am yelled at to clean the house and If I take my time doing it I will be beat. I'm back handed, beat with a belt, and smacked. I cut except when I cut I scare...
    Kittylovesrainbows Kittylovesrainbows 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 20, 2013

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    I Quit

    **** it, i Quit. Which would be better, pills, a razor, or both???
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 13, 2013

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    Please Someone ! Anyone !

    I'm tired of getting told how stupid I am, how worthless I am,how dumb I am,how I'm such a big failure, how much I'm a screw up, how much I'm a waste of life, how they wished I was a good kid, how I shouldn't be me, how I am always disappointing people, always getting in trouble...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 10 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Help

    So I'm really depressed right now. I'm not finding anything interesting, I feel tired all the time, and I just wish I could be a baby again so I can't do/worry about anything negative or anyone else anymore.
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    ..Well..

    Whose up to kill them selfs at midnight central time tomorrow? I am!
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M Apr 6, 2013

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    It seems like everyday,

    I gently watch the world slip through my fingers like sand. The worst part is I don't know how to stop it. Maybe Its because I do not know how to stop the pain. Maybe all I need is that one in a lifetime chance of proving myself to someone. Proving that I have what it takes to...
    AnubisRising AnubisRising 22-25, M May 20, 2014

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    ..

    It doesn't end it keeps going you have to look at the little positive pieces you get out of it. But the pain doesn't go away. Ever remember that, just look at the little bit of happiness you have
    Druidwolf Druidwolf 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2013

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    I feel depressed but act happy i also wonder

    what the afterlife is like but really theres just so much pain i want to die but cant seem to end my own life i need someone else to do it.
    13steadybeats 13steadybeats 13-15, F 2 Responses May 19, 2014

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    It`S Gone On To Long

    all my pain. i want it to end. no one is here to help me end it. i want it to go away and leave me alone forever. i know thats not how it works. but i wish it was. life is always way to hard for me. It throws useless things my way. i never have anything to work with.
    Smartypants5 Smartypants5 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 26, 2013

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    (Sighs) Not Again!

    Well, my friends are feeling bad. So I feel bad. My friends are depressed, I'm depressed. I HATE this vicious cycle of pain. Sadness then depression and pain, then i pretend it's better but it's defiantly not. So the sadness returns, which is followed by depression and more pain...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 24, 2013

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    Please..... Just Kill Me..

    I honestly can't take it anymore.... my little brother(Dylan) calls me a waste of space, a failure and I should just kill myself.. I've been thinking lately.. maybe he's right... that I am just slowing everyone down... I cut myself.. I try to forget the words he just said.... but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 11, 2013

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    I'Ve Noticed Something :(

    I've noticed that all these ppl are happy and in love or have something to look forward too every second, every minute,every day , every week, every month etc. And I've noticed I have absolutely nothing... No one to love, no one to touch, no one to look forward to living for...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 9 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    Right now I just want someone to care enough to notice me. I want someone to notice when I'm not around and how I feel. I want someone show me that they care, that I matter to them...
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    I just want someone I can tell anything to. I know I have God and my family but sometimes, it's making me think that I just need someone that I can tell anything to preferably...
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     I only want someone to bring me flowers               to brighten my day,Sharing  chocolates to make heart aches at bayExchanging...
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    I'm broken hearted because of bad relationship with my ex girlfriend. I'm scared I'm gonna be sad for a long time. I need someone to talk to. I just want someone who's honest and...
    marcdavid20 marcdavid20 18-21, M Mar 15

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    I'm 18 right now, about to go off to college this August an still living with my parents now. I had a girlfriend 3 years ago almost now who I would have over almost every weekend...
    justinm96 justinm96 18-21, M Mar 15

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    I want someone to talk to ,I want someone to love me ,really love
    jessicatong jessicatong 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 17

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    I'm 13 and a girl and I am desperate to runaway with someone. I don't care what gender you are, I live on Long Island. I want someone between the ages of 13 and 15. Only message me...
    EagerRunaway EagerRunaway 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Guys, I've always wanted someone to control my bladder. It just sounds realllllly fun! Please reply ASAP if you want to.
    lillygirlio lillygirlio 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 9

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    I want someone to be there with me and never let go. I'm always alone, but I don't want to be anymore.
    SgtPam SgtPam 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't just mean in a romantic way. Romance is overrated in my book and I think our culture esteems romantic relationships to an unhealthy degree. (but that's a different post) I...
    writerguy331 writerguy331 36-40, M 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    I just want someone I can talk about / complain about my wife with.
    EdMichaels EdMichaels 51-55, M 4 Responses Mar 8

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    I just want someone to converse with.
    zealots201 zealots201 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    I'm confused. I just want someone i could talk to now.. :(
    EatSleepBeHappyRepeat EatSleepBeHappyRepeat 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    I'm almost 21 and still a virgin. I am a bbw, and i think because of this i hold myself back from intimacy. I honestly think I'll never be able to have a real relationship until I...
    fallingstar20 fallingstar20 18-21, F Mar 9

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    i want someone to talk too. ??
    SkylaDee SkylaDee 18-21, F 12 Responses Mar 12

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    I want someone to talk a little, anyone?
    HyperParadise HyperParadise 18-21, M Mar 18

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    I want someone to love me for who I am. Like my body, the way I laugh, the way I dance. Just like me for me
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Want Someone I Can Tell Anything To
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    I really want someone to talk to. Message me. Thanks.
    samm11 samm11 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    Username is Skittymic Want someone to talk to
    skittymic skittymic 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Want Someone I Can Tell Anything To
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    to anyone who is feeling like this it is not over you have a chance to restart every single time. whenever you feel you have reached the end remember it's just ground 0 and build...
    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I have said before I am not fond of touching or being touched, but if I do touch and embrace I mean it.. For this is something I yearn for no matter how much I know it not to be...
    PessimisticPenguin PessimisticPenguin 31-35, M 4 hrs ago

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    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M Mar 11

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    I used to think my life was filled with pain. Once upon a time, I believed that all of my problems were going to kill me. The pain of heartbreak- my boyfriend falling for somebody...
    itsaggggthang itsaggggthang 26-30, F Mar 8

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    I m mistake many thing in my life and I couldn't return something . I have to move on in my future and keep everything That I want to apologize in my soul even thought how I want...
    nimkansiri nimkansiri 22-25, F Mar 9

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