Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Want Someone To End My Pain

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 169 People

    Maybe Tomorrow? Whenever Someone Has Time.

    Well... To sum it up, I ******* hate my life and I want to end it. Okay in long terms here's why: First of all everyday I am yelled at to clean the house and If I take my time doing it I will be beat. I'm back handed, beat with a belt, and smacked. I cut except when I cut I scare...
    Kittylovesrainbows Kittylovesrainbows 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 20, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    (Sighs) Not Again!

    Well, my friends are feeling bad. So I feel bad. My friends are depressed, I'm depressed. I HATE this vicious cycle of pain. Sadness then depression and pain, then i pretend it's better but it's defiantly not. So the sadness returns, which is followed by depression and more pain...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 24, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Damn

    I feel do sad, so depressed, so tired. I don't want to live like this much longer... Idk wat now... I just want to know why I can't be semi normal and not be called a freak... But I might never know cus my heart feels like its broken..my happy emotions are all gone... Sad and...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 31, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Just put the barrel of the gun on my temple,

    Pull the trigger, it is that simple. Release me from the pain, I'm tired of being bounded by these chains. My scars are my story, A life full of lies and sorries. I am bringing myself down, This isn't a curve, just a permanent frown.
    YoureMyDemonMyDemise YoureMyDemonMyDemise 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 12, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Please Someone ! Anyone !

    I'm tired of getting told how stupid I am, how worthless I am,how dumb I am,how I'm such a big failure, how much I'm a screw up, how much I'm a waste of life, how they wished I was a good kid, how I shouldn't be me, how I am always disappointing people, always getting in trouble...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 10 Responses Jan 17, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I feel depressed but act happy i also wonder

    what the afterlife is like but really theres just so much pain i want to die but cant seem to end my own life i need someone else to do it.
    13steadybeats 13steadybeats 13-15, F 2 Responses May 19, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It seems like everyday,

    I gently watch the world slip through my fingers like sand. The worst part is I don't know how to stop it. Maybe Its because I do not know how to stop the pain. Maybe all I need is that one in a lifetime chance of proving myself to someone. Proving that I have what it takes to...
    AnubisRising AnubisRising 22-25, M May 20, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Help

    So I'm really depressed right now. I'm not finding anything interesting, I feel tired all the time, and I just wish I could be a baby again so I can't do/worry about anything negative or anyone else anymore.
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    ..Well..

    Whose up to kill them selfs at midnight central time tomorrow? I am!
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M Apr 6, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Please..... Just Kill Me..

    I honestly can't take it anymore.... my little brother(Dylan) calls me a waste of space, a failure and I should just kill myself.. I've been thinking lately.. maybe he's right... that I am just slowing everyone down... I cut myself.. I try to forget the words he just said.... but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 11, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'Ve Noticed Something :(

    I've noticed that all these ppl are happy and in love or have something to look forward too every second, every minute,every day , every week, every month etc. And I've noticed I have absolutely nothing... No one to love, no one to touch, no one to look forward to living for...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 9 Responses Feb 3, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Quit

    **** it, i Quit. Which would be better, pills, a razor, or both???
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 13, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    ..

    It doesn't end it keeps going you have to look at the little positive pieces you get out of it. But the pain doesn't go away. Ever remember that, just look at the little bit of happiness you have
    Druidwolf Druidwolf 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It`S Gone On To Long

    all my pain. i want it to end. no one is here to help me end it. i want it to go away and leave me alone forever. i know thats not how it works. but i wish it was. life is always way to hard for me. It throws useless things my way. i never have anything to work with.
    Smartypants5 Smartypants5 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 26, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I want someone to talk to me about anything and not only for one time. Im tired of having conversations that start good but at the end we don't have anything else to talk about.
    Mikaela1920 Mikaela1920 16-17 3 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just want someone to love me for who I am completely with no hesitation. Someone that makes me there whole world. Someone that cares about me and always knows how to make me feel...
    Brokenheart06 Brokenheart06 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want someone to love me as a person. I'm very beautiful and attractive and it's hard to find someone who will love me. I want that special someone to love me as I am.
    winnie19 winnie19 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want Someone who actually cares, someone who doesn't judge. money doesn't matter, only we matter Only we see each others eyes, only we know each others secrets, someone that I...
    1Freeyourself1 1Freeyourself1 18-21, M Jan 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want someone who cares about what I have to say. I want someone I can tell everything without feeling judged.
    MagicEyes95 MagicEyes95 22-25, F 14 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want someone I can talk too whom I can trust cause I have been cheated on and hurt n I'm finding it hard trust someone again but hope there will be someone whose is there far me
    harpsingh harpsingh 26-30, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I always want someone to tell me "I Love You." I always hear guys tell me I love you whom I've never met. I always hear the words " I Love You" from my parents. I really would like...
    winnie19 winnie19 41-45, F Jan 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Sometimes I just want someone to talk to. Someone who I don't know that is open minded. I don't really care what is talked about. Anything will do. I love listening to what...
    4Rae 4Rae 18-21, F 11 Responses Jan 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want someone to message me and just tell me their story. I will listen. I have always loved stories, it's how I learn, through listening and reading. I want to learn something...
    HandsomePrince1 HandsomePrince1 16-17, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    lol I want someone cool, chill, funny, understandable, honest, and sweet 💕
    Legendgirl112 Legendgirl112 16-17, F 11 Responses Dec 31, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    bored... just want someone to chat or rp..
    domman469 domman469 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    please inbox me.I have nothing to do and I! want someone to talk to
    thegirlenemie thegirlenemie 13-15, F Jan 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just want someone I can talk to without being judged
    Yoloswag2211 Yoloswag2211 16-17, M 4 Responses Jan 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want someone that belongs with me so bad < 3
    rosejonescr rosejonescr 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Im a little crazy, but I want someone to love me the way I am.
    rosejonescr rosejonescr 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just moved a ways from my hometown and I feel like I'm alone. I don't know anyone here and I haven't made any friends yet. I just want someone I can trust.
    katcantdance katcantdance 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want someone whom I can share those moments and those secrets which I want to tell world ....
    saurabh1993 saurabh1993 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    like a friend, gender doesn't matter. preferably 13+ ... though. I miss talking with my friends, who've turned into really horrible people now. some of my friends forgotten about...
    clol5sos clol5sos 13-15, F 6 Responses Jan 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just want someone like a close friend but i have'nt found anyone from Pakistan here on this site.. Everyone's from US, UK, Canada, Australia etc..
    MrImperfect MrImperfect 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want someone I can talk about my boyfriend and cousin about. I have people to talk about certain things about but not real anything serious I can't tell my boyfriend about my...
    cutedimplesxx cutedimplesxx 13-15, F 7 Responses Jan 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Honestly, at this point I don't care. I just want someone 13-17..
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Although I have a friend who always tell me that he understands me but Im not really sure that he really understands!! Actually I highly doubt anyone can understand me but I still...
    rainsnducks rainsnducks 18-21, F Jan 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i know that i am young but i fear being alone, that no one will love me. i want someone to love that will love me, i don't like being alone. i have my family but that's not the...
    anneloves anneloves 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm bored and want someone to talk to me taylormarielove
    taylormarie0606 taylormarie0606 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wish I had a friend I could tell anything and everything to and they won't judge me or tell anyone else that I don't want know! I want someone I can tell all my secrets to!
    Sarahkathryn23 Sarahkathryn23 16-17, F 8 Responses Jan 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    seriously just want someone to talk to, vent to, and get advice from! anyone looking for a friend hit me up! im always willing to talk :)
    saraah16 saraah16 22-25, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Well this is a first so lately I was kinda looking for forums or blogs that I can join and just say out my thoughts... Well a lot has been happening lately and I find it hard to...
    ellesaratoubi ellesaratoubi 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel like all i do nowadays is annoy everybody I talk to. Im doing nothing productive with my life. I probably wont ever find a job even after i take these classes. Nobody really...
    cat1024 cat1024 18-21, M 1 Response 40 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The beauty of anonymity. You don't know me, or my location, so you can do nothing to foil this. Everything I say here will lead to nothing, which is precisely the point. Ironically...
    TheZEEMan TheZEEMan 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Can We Break Free From the Fear of Missing Out? ------------------------------------------------------ Here’s a test you might enjoy: rate these scenarios on a number scale...
    AllStarcrushNate AllStarcrushNate 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    (Painting attached.) What do you think? This painting should be finished by tomorrow or later tonight. It's always the fine last minute touches to bring it altogether. " My...
    beautifulbutterfly2 beautifulbutterfly2 22-25, F 19 Responses 22 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I guess..I thought I had someone like that,maybe I did but things ended with that person lol..anyways..I miss having someone I could tell almost anything too,that wouldnt be...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 31, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel