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I Want Someone To End My Pain

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    (Sighs) Not Again!

    Well, my friends are feeling bad. So I feel bad. My friends are depressed, I'm depressed. I HATE this vicious cycle of pain. Sadness then depression and pain, then i pretend it's better but it's defiantly not. So the sadness returns, which is followed by depression and more pain...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 24, 2013

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    I'Ve Noticed Something :(

    I've noticed that all these ppl are happy and in love or have something to look forward too every second, every minute,every day , every week, every month etc. And I've noticed I have absolutely nothing... No one to love, no one to touch, no one to look forward to living for...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 9 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    ..Well..

    Whose up to kill them selfs at midnight central time tomorrow? I am!
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M Apr 6, 2013

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    It seems like everyday,

    I gently watch the world slip through my fingers like sand. The worst part is I don't know how to stop it. Maybe Its because I do not know how to stop the pain. Maybe all I need is that one in a lifetime chance of proving myself to someone. Proving that I have what it takes to...
    AnubisRising AnubisRising 22-25, M May 20

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    Please Someone ! Anyone !

    I'm tired of getting told how stupid I am, how worthless I am,how dumb I am,how I'm such a big failure, how much I'm a screw up, how much I'm a waste of life, how they wished I was a good kid, how I shouldn't be me, how I am always disappointing people, always getting in trouble...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 10 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Help

    So I'm really depressed right now. I'm not finding anything interesting, I feel tired all the time, and I just wish I could be a baby again so I can't do/worry about anything negative or anyone else anymore.
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    Damn

    I feel do sad, so depressed, so tired. I don't want to live like this much longer... Idk wat now... I just want to know why I can't be semi normal and not be called a freak... But I might never know cus my heart feels like its broken..my happy emotions are all gone... Sad and...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 31, 2013

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    It`S Gone On To Long

    all my pain. i want it to end. no one is here to help me end it. i want it to go away and leave me alone forever. i know thats not how it works. but i wish it was. life is always way to hard for me. It throws useless things my way. i never have anything to work with.
    Smartypants5 Smartypants5 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 26, 2013

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    ..

    It doesn't end it keeps going you have to look at the little positive pieces you get out of it. But the pain doesn't go away. Ever remember that, just look at the little bit of happiness you have
    Druidwolf Druidwolf 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2013

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    I Quit

    **** it, i Quit. Which would be better, pills, a razor, or both???
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 13, 2013

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    Please..... Just Kill Me..

    I honestly can't take it anymore.... my little brother(Dylan) calls me a waste of space, a failure and I should just kill myself.. I've been thinking lately.. maybe he's right... that I am just slowing everyone down... I cut myself.. I try to forget the words he just said.... but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 11, 2013

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    Just put the barrel of the gun on my temple,

    Pull the trigger, it is that simple. Release me from the pain, I'm tired of being bounded by these chains. My scars are my story, A life full of lies and sorries. I am bringing myself down, This isn't a curve, just a permanent frown.
    YoureMyDemonMyDemise YoureMyDemonMyDemise 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 12

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    I feel depressed but act happy i also wonder

    what the afterlife is like but really theres just so much pain i want to die but cant seem to end my own life i need someone else to do it.
    13steadybeats 13steadybeats 13-15, F 2 Responses May 19

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    Maybe Tomorrow? Whenever Someone Has Time.

    Well... To sum it up, I ******* hate my life and I want to end it. Okay in long terms here's why: First of all everyday I am yelled at to clean the house and If I take my time doing it I will be beat. I'm back handed, beat with a belt, and smacked. I cut except when I cut I scare...
    Kittylovesrainbows Kittylovesrainbows 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 20, 2013

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    I want someone to care and listen to me, whole heartedly. I want someone thatll check in on me every once in a while and make me feel like im at least cared for. My friends...
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    She looks at her self in the mirror...looking at the person looking back, once a friend now a stranger. "What happened to you, where did you go?" she asks the person in the mirror...
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    I just want to talk to someone. I am Ivan, I'm 25. Currently, I am going through some rough times. I just want someone to talk to. I am easy going. I rarely get angry. I love...
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    i want someone to talk to me im alone,can please someone talk to me i want to share lot's and lot's of things.So please msg me and feel free to talk,i dont mind if you share your...
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    I always wanted someone to care about me , I give them all the attention and loving I have but they just throw it away like garbage , for once I want someone to care about me the...
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    I just want someone that can relate to me and not waste time with small talk. I don't want sad faces and pity, I just want someone who understand and listens
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    I want a guy that I can be best friends with. I want someone who I can message anytime of the day. I want a friend who will care about me and support me. I want a friend who will...
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    I feel like it's not a hard thing to ask for. I want someone to want me and not want to let me go.
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    oh god please talk to me, im tired if wanting to talk to her, yeah i knoe pathetic, but ive practically been avoiding, and lately ive wanted nothing more than to just talk to her...
    Idioticnerd Idioticnerd 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    I just want someone I can tell everything to, someone who will really care about me and what I have to say. I hate keeping everything inside!
    courtalicious courtalicious 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    here lies the paradox. i want someone to really know me but i will never trust enough to allow myself to be vulnerable enough for this to happen.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    Want someone I can chat about pretty much anything about. I like Anime, Manga, reading, playjng video games and more. I am NOT single and I am not interested in a fling, booty...
    Amami Amami 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    Ii Reallii Want Someone Who Can Understand Me.. A Bestie ? Anyone ?
    PrincessTiia PrincessTiia 13-15, F 7 Responses Nov 20

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    I guess i just want someone who knows me better than I know me... I had that and i lost it like i lose everything
    paigedecker33 paigedecker33 13-15, F 6 Responses Nov 21

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    I'm not 14 I'm 16 but I live in the UK and want someone
    hdorrington hdorrington 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    I'm very up and down. Just everywhere really I try to trick my self in to being up. It doesn't happen as i would like it. Nothing goes along the lines i would like them to be set...
    firebird3142 firebird3142 16-17, M 2 Responses Nov 30

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    God I want to discover the world so bad. I just want someone to be there with me :/
    thisISalessa thisISalessa 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    I want someone to take a hose and fill me up with water I wanna be full and ready to pop
    Rmey1801 Rmey1801 13-15, M Dec 8

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    I am so bored and I want someone to talk to and be friends with ☺️
    relapsing14 relapsing14 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    i want someone i can tell anything too a mum would be good
    14Chelsea 14Chelsea 16-17, M 9 Responses 4 days ago

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    Yes, and get to know each other, have phone calls. Just wanting someone I can rely on! Never really had anyone like that.
    Dagymislife Dagymislife 13-15, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am SO BORED! PLEASE, someone love me...😄
    GreenManley GreenManley 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    who wants to talk? im here bored
    herejustlivinglife herejustlivinglife 22-25, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I got bad grades for once in my life and have not heard the end of it. My mom yells at me and tells me i am a useless, ungrateful spoilt brat. She even yelled the F word at me. She...
    MayIToo MayIToo 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I pull out this cold hard blade And paint the most beautiful painting you have ever seen I drag this brush across my wrist Painting in silver but it quickly changes to red It...
    NathanielShu NathanielShu 13-15, M Nov 29

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    At 22 I've had my heart broken so many times that I'm not sure if I'll ever be loved in return..I've met somebody I really like and click with more than anyone I've met before, but...
    smokentokes smokentokes 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    I'm crying in so much pain and my mum or dad can't even ask me how I am of say anything to make me feel better... I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so upset.
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    Going to concerts, seeing movies at the theaters, sharing laughs and time together... I wish I could find that special someone with good morning and good night texts that never end...
    SamB17 SamB17 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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