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I Want Someone To End My Pain

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    It`S Gone On To Long

    all my pain. i want it to end. no one is here to help me end it. i want it to go away and leave me alone forever. i know thats not how it works. but i wish it was. life is always way to hard for me. It throws useless things my way. i never have anything to work with.
    Smartypants5 Smartypants5 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 26, 2013

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    Help

    So I'm really depressed right now. I'm not finding anything interesting, I feel tired all the time, and I just wish I could be a baby again so I can't do/worry about anything negative or anyone else anymore.
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    Please..... Just Kill Me..

    I honestly can't take it anymore.... my little brother(Dylan) calls me a waste of space, a failure and I should just kill myself.. I've been thinking lately.. maybe he's right... that I am just slowing everyone down... I cut myself.. I try to forget the words he just said.... but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 11, 2013

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    I Quit

    **** it, i Quit. Which would be better, pills, a razor, or both???
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 13, 2013

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    (Sighs) Not Again!

    Well, my friends are feeling bad. So I feel bad. My friends are depressed, I'm depressed. I HATE this vicious cycle of pain. Sadness then depression and pain, then i pretend it's better but it's defiantly not. So the sadness returns, which is followed by depression and more pain...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 24, 2013

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    ..Well..

    Whose up to kill them selfs at midnight central time tomorrow? I am!
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M Apr 6, 2013

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    It seems like everyday,

    I gently watch the world slip through my fingers like sand. The worst part is I don't know how to stop it. Maybe Its because I do not know how to stop the pain. Maybe all I need is that one in a lifetime chance of proving myself to someone. Proving that I have what it takes to...
    AnubisRising AnubisRising 22-25, M May 20

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    Damn

    I feel do sad, so depressed, so tired. I don't want to live like this much longer... Idk wat now... I just want to know why I can't be semi normal and not be called a freak... But I might never know cus my heart feels like its broken..my happy emotions are all gone... Sad and...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 31, 2013

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    Just put the barrel of the gun on my temple,

    Pull the trigger, it is that simple. Release me from the pain, I'm tired of being bounded by these chains. My scars are my story, A life full of lies and sorries. I am bringing myself down, This isn't a curve, just a permanent frown.
    scarredbutrelentless scarredbutrelentless 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 12

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    I feel depressed but act happy i also wonder

    what the afterlife is like but really theres just so much pain i want to die but cant seem to end my own life i need someone else to do it.
    13steadybeats 13steadybeats 13-15, F 2 Responses May 19

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    Please Someone ! Anyone !

    I'm tired of getting told how stupid I am, how worthless I am,how dumb I am,how I'm such a big failure, how much I'm a screw up, how much I'm a waste of life, how they wished I was a good kid, how I shouldn't be me, how I am always disappointing people, always getting in trouble...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 10 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Maybe Tomorrow? Whenever Someone Has Time.

    Well... To sum it up, I ******* hate my life and I want to end it. Okay in long terms here's why: First of all everyday I am yelled at to clean the house and If I take my time doing it I will be beat. I'm back handed, beat with a belt, and smacked. I cut except when I cut I scare...
    Kittylovesrainbows Kittylovesrainbows 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 20, 2013

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    I'Ve Noticed Something :(

    I've noticed that all these ppl are happy and in love or have something to look forward too every second, every minute,every day , every week, every month etc. And I've noticed I have absolutely nothing... No one to love, no one to touch, no one to look forward to living for...
    MichaelsWorld MichaelsWorld 18-21, M 9 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    ..

    It doesn't end it keeps going you have to look at the little positive pieces you get out of it. But the pain doesn't go away. Ever remember that, just look at the little bit of happiness you have
    Druidwolf Druidwolf 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2013

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