Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Want The Bad Memories To Go Away

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 877 People

    wherethewildthingswere wherethewildthingswere 26-30, F Nov 27, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    You can lock them away

    but you know it's always there, unable to escape the past. So many ways to tell it. But what's the point when all your doing is awaking it from its slumber. Best to just move on and try not to think about it.
    Mixedemotions2k Mixedemotions2k 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 27, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I hate this. I struggle with depression

    but I don't have any medicine because I know I'm strong enough. But I'm not. I try to make it all better but the memories knock me down. The constant screaming in my head. The flash backs. The blown up relationships. My constant isolation. My anorexia problem. I'm nothing but...
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm so tired of remembering all of the stuff I

    tried so hard to forget, I can't do this anymore, I complain I need someone to talk to but then I just push them away. I don't trust anyone to know what I really think
    IwillBePretty4U IwillBePretty4U 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 21

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I have a bad memory that happened

    when I was a kid. I still remember when mom left me at home with a maid to work. The maid was nursing me harshly. I still remember the taste watered by very cold water. I also still remember the feeling when my back was hit by a broom stick, the scar is still there to this day...
    chitrawlndary chitrawlndary 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Chasing Them Away

    They aren't all bad but some I don't want reminded of. They hurt to bad even if they are good memories.
    Openrange Openrange 41-45, M Oct 9, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    They Made Me

    No I do not want the bad memories go away, They made me who I am today, I like to remember to know where I came from, To evaluate myself from then to now... To understand and go over my weakness and strengths... From then to now... And how I overcome my weaknesses, They are scars...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    some one help me cause the memory convinced

    itself to tear me apart. and it's gonna succeed before long.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    In my past life I used to work with my sister's

    husband (I was shop assistant) we did business but it was not so easy we had lots of scandals, difficult times but I don't know why but it couldn't be cause for stopping my deal with him I had to be perfect: sometimes kind for costumers sometimes lier like fox. It wasn't that...
    Stevejons Stevejons 22-25, M Nov 28, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    And Yet . . .

    I don't like dwelling on bad memories as much as anyone else, but I still need to learn from them. Otherwise, I might make the same mistakes over again.
    Rookie009 Rookie009 22-25, M Jan 21, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I just want to forget all those memories

    and finally move on. If there's any short cut to this I will take it.
    Asereht Asereht 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    JBStoner JBStoner 41-45 Nov 27, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    When all those ****** memories come flooding

    back and you can't stop crying because they are all you can think of. And they just stay there, ******* with your head. They will always be there. They never go away, ******* with your mind. Flash backs, nightmares, unable to sleep at night, suddenly crying and not being able...
    tltlc tltlc 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    If you think about it,

    to have the unwanted memories removed would be great. No more instances when you remember something awful and all the hurt and fear comes rushing back in again. ....or would having them removed mean that we might fail to appreciate the little moments we have?
    nicoleACA nicoleACA 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 5, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    But they never really fade,

    do they? Everything I want to forget I remember, and everything I need to remember, I forget. The memories never actually go away, the nightmares never actually cease...they only slow down. Which is okay, but the problem is that every day is just another bad memory.
    KyrBella KyrBella 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 13

    Your Response

    Cancel

    When Will I Let It Go?

    I still have resentment. I don't miss him. I don't want him back. I am positive that I made the right decision. It's the flashbacks of all the terrible fights. The awful feelings of dread. The sick feeling in my stomach when he lied. He turned into a monster when he was mad. He...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I want them to go away

    but they keep closing in on me And when I try to fight them they take me down and I cut my self
    jeniffer200 jeniffer200 13-15, F 1 Response May 14

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I wish they never came back.

    ..They were repressed for a reason... The most...Disturbing one tho...I finally told my best friend. After remembering for 2 months. I was 7 at the time, my dad is a boy scout leader and a bunch of the scouts were staying at my house before going on a campout. And one scout...
    ForeverOnMyGuard ForeverOnMyGuard 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 13

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I am 15 and have been contemplating running away. I live in a small town in Nebraska, U.S. Anyone have any tips?
    HunterandFisher HunterandFisher 13-15, M 13 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I need someone in the Los Angeles area of California to run away with me (: I need a little time off of the stress . If you're willing to run away with me just send me a message...
    uhborshun uhborshun 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am 53 years old.... I hate my life ...my kids who are older hate me... My job sucks.... I even think the people hate me there. My ex hates me.... I am tired of working my butt...
    Magickay Magickay 51-55, F 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This has always been a feeling inside
    NoUsernameInserted NoUsernameInserted 18-21, F 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wish I could take the plane to wherever. Not because I do not like where I am, I honestly and truly do. I have even gotten used to the bad weather. I just want to discover and...
    jxmiin jxmiin 13-15, F 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Oh yeah! I really wanna run away and see entire Europe but not alone at all. I want my bestbud, the 'Panda-with-bangs' (yup! that's what I call her) to join me. We would together...
    PluralizezEverythings PluralizezEverythings 22-25, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    am looking for a runaway buddy I have the supplies and money to do so I live in the Florida stpete area I hate living here I am a loyal friendly person I would love for It to be...
    Wyattb741 Wyattb741 13-15, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i am looking for a run away buddy I live in the Florida area am looking to leave either today or sometime next week being here is just to I much I don't know of who I am is really...
    Wyattb741 Wyattb741 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wish I could just start all over and not have the past haunt me everyday ...
    dqtxx1 dqtxx1 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel like the pressures of life and to follow the same path of college to career to retire are becoming overwhelming. I feel depressed and alone, and I want to change the course...
    lifeisturmoil lifeisturmoil 18-21, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    To many things are raining down on me. Somewhere I have turned loose so much negativity that it is back ten fold. If it werent for the family that i would be devastating, I would...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I would love to travel the world and meet lots of new people from all different cultures ?
    AJChappers AJChappers 18-21, M 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love Natgeo images and seeing videos of explorations from different parts of the world it just makes me cringe and want to travel everywhere
    civix22 civix22 18-21, M 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i want it to be like papertowns. just dissapear into the wonders of the world and have an amazing journey with someone else or alot of people. messege me if your interested please...
    iwannarunawaynow iwannarunawaynow 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I would love to have someone to run away with in the non romantic way where it will all be crazy adventures
    Emileny30 Emileny30 16-17, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel like I'm in a cage of disapproval. I want to be my own person and experience the world more.
    simplycece simplycece 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I always see the missing people signs and i always hope some day that will be me missing and hoping people will never find me. Someday that might be true.
    BloodyVictim BloodyVictim 16-17, F 4 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Some days it's just a vague feeling inside that something is missing. Other days those feelings manifest themselves into dreams of leaving all the unhappiness behind and hitting...
    AwfullyLonely AwfullyLonely 51-55, M 5 Responses Jul 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    my method of dealing is to take all the bad memories and make them...good or leave them at a good point and disgard the rest that happened. its weird but works for me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The urge is so great. I want to go to sleep and never wake up again. I don't want to be me. This person who has this life that I have. I don't want to be a part of the bad...
    Whatinthellwasithinking Whatinthellwasithinking 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    After seeing the movie "Paper Towns" I have wanted to create my own little mystery. I would like to pack my bags and head out on a journey that would change my life. Meeting new...
    lalucy70 lalucy70 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want to run away and see the world which is going newhamptons UK to see my lovely boyfriend and he's my world so I guess that counts :)
    jessythekittenx jessythekittenx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Everyone wants to run away at some point in their lives. They're just too scared to act upon it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    and get away from it all. I want to be happy again.
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M Jul 23

    Your Response

    Cancel