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I Want The Bad Memories To Go Away

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    some one help me cause the memory convinced

    itself to tear me apart. and it's gonna succeed before long.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2014

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    If you think about it,

    to have the unwanted memories removed would be great. No more instances when you remember something awful and all the hurt and fear comes rushing back in again. ....or would having them removed mean that we might fail to appreciate the little moments we have?
    nicoleACA nicoleACA 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 5, 2014

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    When Will I Let It Go?

    I still have resentment. I don't miss him. I don't want him back. I am positive that I made the right decision. It's the flashbacks of all the terrible fights. The awful feelings of dread. The sick feeling in my stomach when he lied. He turned into a monster when he was mad. He...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F Apr 2, 2013

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    They Made Me

    No I do not want the bad memories go away, They made me who I am today, I like to remember to know where I came from, To evaluate myself from then to now... To understand and go over my weakness and strengths... From then to now... And how I overcome my weaknesses, They are scars...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Jul 30, 2012

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    I have a bad memory that happened

    when I was a kid. I still remember when mom left me at home with a maid to work. The maid was nursing me harshly. I still remember the taste watered by very cold water. I also still remember the feeling when my back was hit by a broom stick, the scar is still there to this day...
    chitrawlndary chitrawlndary 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2013

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    In my past life I used to work with my sister's

    husband (I was shop assistant) we did business but it was not so easy we had lots of scandals, difficult times but I don't know why but it couldn't be cause for stopping my deal with him I had to be perfect: sometimes kind for costumers sometimes lier like fox. It wasn't that...
    Stevejons Stevejons 22-25, M Nov 28, 2014

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    wherethewildthingswere wherethewildthingswere 26-30, F Nov 27, 2014

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    Chasing Them Away

    They aren't all bad but some I don't want reminded of. They hurt to bad even if they are good memories.
    Openrange Openrange 41-45, M Oct 9, 2012

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    When all those ****** memories come flooding

    back and you can't stop crying because they are all you can think of. And they just stay there, ******* with your head. They will always be there. They never go away, ******* with your mind. Flash backs, nightmares, unable to sleep at night, suddenly crying and not being able...
    tltlc tltlc 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

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    You can lock them away

    but you know it's always there, unable to escape the past. So many ways to tell it. But what's the point when all your doing is awaking it from its slumber. Best to just move on and try not to think about it.
    Mixedemotions2k Mixedemotions2k 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 27, 2014

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    JBStoner JBStoner 41-45 Nov 27, 2014

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    I hate this. I struggle with depression

    but I don't have any medicine because I know I'm strong enough. But I'm not. I try to make it all better but the memories knock me down. The constant screaming in my head. The flash backs. The blown up relationships. My constant isolation. My anorexia problem. I'm nothing but...
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    And Yet . . .

    I don't like dwelling on bad memories as much as anyone else, but I still need to learn from them. Otherwise, I might make the same mistakes over again.
    Rookie009 Rookie009 22-25, M Jan 21, 2013

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    Boiling a pan of water may seem like the most

    innocuous activity and in fact it's something I do every day but there is the rush of bad memories that came from that. Sometimes I place my hand above the pot and get as close as I can before the hot steam of the air burns enough to make me pull my hand immediately away. It's...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F Jul 24, 2014

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    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

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    i have too many. good memories and bad memories. both leave me hurting. i actually prefer the bad memories to the good ones. the good memories hurt worse
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Mar 30

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    Do you want to run away with me? I live on Long Island and I'm desperate to run away with a group. I'm 13 and a girl and there one other person coming with me (hopefully us)
    EagerRunaway EagerRunaway 13-15, F Apr 3

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    it is so bad now. i want to fly away from the world to some other life sustainable planet
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I want to run away with someone who have the same desire to live away from technology world and stay in a far far away land where there is serinity and peacefully living with...
    sexydivide sexydivide 36-40, F 7 Responses Mar 23

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    Do you want to run away with me? I live on Long Island and I'm desperate to run away with a group. I'm 13 and a girl and there one other person coming with me (hopefully us)
    EagerRunaway EagerRunaway 13-15, F Apr 3

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    Do you want to run away with me? I live on Long Island and I'm desperate to run away with a group. I'm 13 and a girl and there one other person coming with me (hopefully us)
    EagerRunaway EagerRunaway 13-15, F Apr 3

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    I want to run away....just want to say brb and go leaving everything behind just pick up and go
    lostbrokeheart lostbrokeheart 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 29

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    I don't want to fly back. I want to fly away and never look back and never return . I cannot take **** and hot pancake anymore.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F Mar 30

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    As soon as I graduate high school I am hightailing it out of here. I ******* hate America and it's a visually disgusting place {except for arizona} There are so many other...
    ApplejuiceLeeYum ApplejuiceLeeYum 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 3

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    this is my last cry for help. im done with this life if anyone from california wants to run away with me plaese message me.. i dont care who you are and please dont ask why.
    nightmarehorizons nightmarehorizons 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    Who wants to run away with me? I live in Mass. I have my license and am willing to drive a limited distance to get to ya.
    leon8ultimate8eyes leon8ultimate8eyes 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    I want to run away with a soulmate forever and being happy together. Isn't that what it matters? Just to have the feeling of the real freedom of happiness with someone else in...
    nelice nelice 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    sometimes i want to run away into the woods and live there.
    toopansy toopansy 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    If I could break away from all these painful, tangled, thorny vines... If I didn't feel so desperate to be good, correct, and everything you need... If I let go of all the memories...
    CoffeeFlavoredKisses CoffeeFlavoredKisses 46-50, F 8 Responses Mar 22

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    Starting over sounds good for me! Forget everything, become someone different. Maybe it's because i'm young, or maybe it's just because i'm tired of Maryland. I just have to see...
    Nicki617 Nicki617 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I was a silly and weak girl when I was a kid in school..Bc my home is not big or good..My parents both have normal job ! I also got bullied in school ! I think I am a poor girl...
    Farmerwork Farmerwork 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Well this is me reaching out, which I don't normally do, especially on the world wide web. My life sucks pretty bad. My parents are working me to the bone, and I cant stand this...
    Genericusrname Genericusrname 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I had to stay home today. It's bad enough I live with devil but now she's giving me scars and taking me away from my education. So happy to finally get out of here!
    lostgirl112 lostgirl112 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I want to move out and leave my life behind. I don't hate it, I just know I'd have more fun and probably a better life if I got up and left today (besides my assault charges, lol...
    fuckbitchcuntwhore fuckbitchcuntwhore 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    life is now great :) I had ran away in febraury and am still a run away with a partner. I ran upstate then together we lived in hotels for few days (nearly caught few times) so we...
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 9 Responses Mar 18

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    Hey I'm 16 and live on the east coast. I'm planning on running away to either the west coast or possible travel Europe. I've been planning for a while and I have money saved up and...
    needtotravel needtotravel 13-15, M 8 Responses Mar 22

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    Got in a fight with the devil tonight. She locked my cage even tighter! Possibly sneaking away tmr. Can't take this anymore, I want to be free. Is there anyone who could maybe take...
    lostgirl112 lostgirl112 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    Yes.. Please somebody take me to run away to see the world.. My mind always flying even when I'm at work.. Everytime I hear some songs, I always feel I should run away and see...
    heartandbrain heartandbrain 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    Am I to old to have dreams of running away still? Of leaving everyone I know here behind? After 11 years of being away I came back to this place, hoping things would be better...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 22

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    I really wana run away this summer with someone... I live in Cali and I would probably want to go to sanfransisco and just around ... If anyone can help or wants to come with, msg...
    pinapls pinapls 13-15, F Mar 23

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    I want to travel the world so yes I would run away to see the world I mean there's so many beautiful things to see why wouldn't anyone want to see the world
    GoldieLocksGrahamCrackers GoldieLocksGrahamCrackers 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I just wish if I can run away from home really away because I can't stand this life anymore I just wanna runaway from my mother my father my brothers I just can't stand it anymore...
    flife flife 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 26

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    I ******* hate my dad he moans at me for everything , my house is disgusting I just need to get away. I want to kill myself.
    Alicolette Alicolette 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 18