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I Want The Bad Memories To Go Away

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 760 People

    wherethewildthingswere wherethewildthingswere 26-30, F Nov 27, 2014

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    Chasing Them Away

    They aren't all bad but some I don't want reminded of. They hurt to bad even if they are good memories.
    Openrange Openrange 41-45, M Oct 9, 2012

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    And Yet . . .

    I don't like dwelling on bad memories as much as anyone else, but I still need to learn from them. Otherwise, I might make the same mistakes over again.
    Rookie009 Rookie009 22-25, M Jan 21, 2013

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    They Made Me

    No I do not want the bad memories go away, They made me who I am today, I like to remember to know where I came from, To evaluate myself from then to now... To understand and go over my weakness and strengths... From then to now... And how I overcome my weaknesses, They are scars...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Jul 30, 2012

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    If you think about it,

    to have the unwanted memories removed would be great. No more instances when you remember something awful and all the hurt and fear comes rushing back in again. ....or would having them removed mean that we might fail to appreciate the little moments we have?
    nicoleACA nicoleACA 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 5, 2014

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    When Will I Let It Go?

    I still have resentment. I don't miss him. I don't want him back. I am positive that I made the right decision. It's the flashbacks of all the terrible fights. The awful feelings of dread. The sick feeling in my stomach when he lied. He turned into a monster when he was mad. He...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F Apr 2, 2013

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    When all those ****** memories come flooding

    back and you can't stop crying because they are all you can think of. And they just stay there, ******* with your head. They will always be there. They never go away, ******* with your mind. Flash backs, nightmares, unable to sleep at night, suddenly crying and not being able...
    tltlc tltlc 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

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    I have a bad memory that happened

    when I was a kid. I still remember when mom left me at home with a maid to work. The maid was nursing me harshly. I still remember the taste watered by very cold water. I also still remember the feeling when my back was hit by a broom stick, the scar is still there to this day...
    chitrawlndary chitrawlndary 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2013

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    some one help me cause the memory convinced

    itself to tear me apart. and it's gonna succeed before long.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2014

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    You can lock them away

    but you know it's always there, unable to escape the past. So many ways to tell it. But what's the point when all your doing is awaking it from its slumber. Best to just move on and try not to think about it.
    Mixedemotions2k Mixedemotions2k 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 27, 2014

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    In my past life I used to work with my sister's

    husband (I was shop assistant) we did business but it was not so easy we had lots of scandals, difficult times but I don't know why but it couldn't be cause for stopping my deal with him I had to be perfect: sometimes kind for costumers sometimes lier like fox. It wasn't that...
    Stevejons Stevejons 22-25, M Nov 28, 2014

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    I hate this. I struggle with depression

    but I don't have any medicine because I know I'm strong enough. But I'm not. I try to make it all better but the memories knock me down. The constant screaming in my head. The flash backs. The blown up relationships. My constant isolation. My anorexia problem. I'm nothing but...
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    JBStoner JBStoner 41-45 Nov 27, 2014

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    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

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    Boiling a pan of water may seem like the most

    innocuous activity and in fact it's something I do every day but there is the rush of bad memories that came from that. Sometimes I place my hand above the pot and get as close as I can before the hot steam of the air burns enough to make me pull my hand immediately away. It's...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 24, 2014

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    AyeTheGoodLife AyeTheGoodLife 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F Jan 9

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    lets just say 2014 was the worst year of my life. 2015 didnt start off well either. someone has taken their life cause of me.. and i still dont understand why.. im not going to go...
    Musicgamer14 Musicgamer14 13-15, M Jan 18

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    Musicgamer14 Musicgamer14 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    Want to tun away with someone. Someone who i can trust. Im planning to run away this summer. I am saving up money to get on a yrain to go to the appalachian trail so it...
    Willowrose1616 Willowrose1616 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I have a packed bag thing of stuff I might need if I want to run away in it I have -knife -clothes -pencil -drawling pad (don't judge meh) -old birthday cards to REMEBER my dad...
    BiXwolfsXbears BiXwolfsXbears 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    Who wants to run away from there home with me? I so hate my life I get replaced bullied and I'm just ******* hated so yea who wants to (must be 13-15 and in Ohio..)
    BiXwolfsXbears BiXwolfsXbears 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    Hates hearing bad news. Not only is it sad, it makes you realise that although we often think we are indestructible, we really aren't. #Sad
    SunshineAnderson13 SunshineAnderson13 22-25, F Jan 20

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    sometimes I've felt this way. I felt like I wanted to just run away escape from everything, but then common sense kicks me in the gut and reminds me how bad the world is, but it's...
    surgewaffle surgewaffle 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    He 4000 miles away haven't seen him in 9 months is it bad it annoys me when other girls complain about there boyfriend and they live 4 mins away from each other and see each other...
    alexbojan alexbojan 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I wanna leave so bad. Help!
    rachelrk0723 rachelrk0723 16-17, F Jan 11

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    I sometimes wonder what my life would be like right now if the police didnt find me when i ran away from home and i did get away. like how would i be living, where would i be, what...
    cat1024 cat1024 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I wanna run away from home. I gotta question: if I run away at 16 and then one back at 18, will I still be charged with running away?
    rachelrk0723 rachelrk0723 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 11

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    I'm nearly 22 years old, I live in a small village in Tunisia, I got my licence In LF in Language, litterature & English civilisation last year. Well my story is quite bitter...
    Ninaahj Ninaahj 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I sometimes "run away" to Venice Beach.. mostly when I need to get away from the monotony of everyday life. It's nice to be surrounded by so many different kinds of people in one...
    EchoWasNotMeantToBeSeen EchoWasNotMeantToBeSeen 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    Oh how wonderful it would be to run away with someone beside me along the way. How great it would be to explore and go on an adventure.
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    I wouldn't mind running away with someone
    FrankietheCat FrankietheCat 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    I need someone to run away with. I don't want to run alone.
    Valerieawesomeness Valerieawesomeness 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'm 18 and planning on running away within a week or 2 but want to do it with someone I live in the uk so if you are thinking the same thing plz talk to me
    tiim96 tiim96 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Yes I do... I am not happy, I don't I should have to second guess whether you like my kids, or if I am desirable. It's ok if I am not but we are married and I am completely alone...
    OrchidsNuBlu OrchidsNuBlu 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 1

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    I've been thinking of running away because I'm sick of being cooped up inside my home. I do the same routine everyday. And to top it all I have to live with my grandmother and step...
    ElectrifiedHearts ElectrifiedHearts 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Does somebody Will runaway with me? Of course not, cuz we cant Wait for someone to run away from a place, the Only one who Will be there to save you, is you
    yoursorrow yoursorrow 18-21, M Jan 4

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    I imagine it. I can see it. like a movie - what happens if I run away. going to the bank getting money. fake docs. being someone else. reckless. selfish. fearless. but it wont ever...
    mustIlikeeveryone mustIlikeeveryone 26-30 Jan 7

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    Let's runaway together. Just me and you. Far away from here.
    hernandezj hernandezj 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 17

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    Hello, i am thinking of running away, and looking for people who would like to join me. Yeah ill miss my freinds and family but i can see them later. Preffered people my age, and...
    KawaiiLettuce KawaiiLettuce 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    run away group needs somone with vehicle to help travel from east coast to west
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'm so tired of being in this house. It gets me frustrated because time flys and I'm just stuck in this house forced to do things that I don't want to do. I am forced to live in...
    Changeme8 Changeme8 18-21, F Jan 2

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    I'm lonely. I wanna runaway explore nature I wish someone wanted me I wish id have a travel buddy
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    i want to runaway asap, and i'm looking for someone to do it with. from washington state, but looking to travel somewhere else. 16f, anyone interested? I'm leaving by monday...
    Queenofnothing Queenofnothing 16-17, F Jan 9

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    anyone want to runaway and go sailing?
    columbus38 columbus38 16-17, M Jan 15

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    I hate living here in this country with these people who hate me. I hate most of my extended family, who I know would tear me apart if they ever saw me as different or "abnormal...
    Nicotab Nicotab 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    me and the love of my life want to runaway together. We need help tho we live kinda far from each other.
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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