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I Want The One Thing I Can't Seem To Have

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    I Want...

    YOU...and I cant seem to have you because you wont let me have you. :(
    reset reset 18-21, F May 29, 2011

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    Monopolies Cause This Kind Of Problem...

    To have one person exclusively control anything is very bad... and if that person isn't bad to start with, that kind of power probably will make them bad.
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 Jun 16, 2011

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    It Can Hurt

    so badly. its like life taunts me with this. i want one single thing in this world more than i can possible say yet it just seems beyond my reach. everyday i ache for it more and more yet its never been mine. my heart doesn't beat without it and yet it seems so close to me. its...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M Feb 5, 2011

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    #1

    The 1 thing I want that I cannot seem to get is to spend some time pain free.Hours would be nice but even a few minutes would be a miracle.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 17, 2011

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    It's 3:16 A.M and I just can't sleep.
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    every time I clean of up, I promise it will stay that way, but it never does! uughhh and i have kids, too! enuff said.....
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 day ago

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    I'm so freaking tired and my eyes sting. I yawn and put my head in the pillow and sleep just does not want to come. I rode about 55km today - maybe 30miles? I feel good but sore...
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    My entire life I've been known as the 'doormat' - the one that everyone can happily take advantage of. And the worst part is: I let it slide. I forgive them, even when I really...
    Tinkiez Tinkiez 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    if I don't say the words. it doesn't mean that they are not there. I just want them to land with you the way that I intend for them to. I am sorry that I often say them like two...
    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld 36-40, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    This is my dilema and the most obvious is that it is NOT a dilema but the feelings I have makes everything feel so wrong. I in a sense do know the person I am inlove with, but I...
    LoveUnite LoveUnite 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Here is what happens to me when I try to sleep. We'll get one thing out of the way, my mind just started associating night sleep with death once my mom died. Now with that out of...
    Shamandora Shamandora 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Well actually that's not true I tend to express myself openly. I am very upset with my mother. She considers us stating the fact that we very much want to go to school us arguing...
    blahblahblahxoxo blahblahblahxoxo 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I can never say I've been truly happy...ever...I've known this since I was a kid...I've had happy times but I have never been happy for a week straight with no complaints.I use to...
    Gottawannaneedtotalk Gottawannaneedtotalk 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    This is not about me but this is my experience that does bother me. So my husband's business partner just broke up with his girlfriend. I used to go out with her sometimes but I...
    VogueChloe VogueChloe 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    The the thing with boyfriends' mothers. Oh my God they are so irritating. I'm tired of being lectured. I'm quiet and not a back talker and just nod and says yes or no, and say a...
    reginarose reginarose 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Tejaschick Tejaschick 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    We shouldn’t be together. Culturally, we are so diverse. Age, we are a decade apart. Location, across the world from one another. Relationship, too complicated to explain. But...
    MyHeart4You MyHeart4You 46-50, F Aug 20

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    Everyday I face a new wave of challenges that drag me down where I can then be met with returning currents that bring back old insecurities and weaknesses. I like to think that I'm...
    pressurecooker pressurecooker 16-17, F Aug 20

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    As a follow up, my ex got out of jail. And immediately following his release, he started with the incessant calling. Sending cards and poems and love letters everyday. I had a PFA...
    blackbeautygirl51 blackbeautygirl51 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I never knew how much kindness could hurt. I can be cold and untrusting. I've been hurt in the past. But when I'm with him I never worry about being hurt or used. I have never...
    Zahria Zahria 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    SHOUTOUT TO JENNIFER GARNER
    1shoOmae1 1shoOmae1 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    OK, here is the first place I'm saying this, I have never talked about my love before. I'm madly in love with someone who is dead. I'm not going to share her name or anything here...
    lionheartr lionheartr 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I've been in that position I in before. it sucks it really does.
    Jose020 Jose020 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I have had a crush on this guy for quite a while now... he helps me out with all my problems. He is the nicest guy ever!! We have a lot in common but the things we don't have in...
    miyahwoods10144 miyahwoods10144 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    sherriexyz sherriexyz 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I'm madly in love with someone who is married. We have a long history together, and we work together. he's told me he will never leave his eife, but the chemistry between us has...
    SweetSassafrass SweetSassafrass 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I'm madly in love with someone that's overaged. so unless I move to a state where it's legal *cough* JAPAN *cough *cough
    Thtguywitglasses Thtguywitglasses 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    I'm in love with my friends boyfriend she has everything and I have nothing.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 17

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    Everything was amazing.. I really thought he was the one.. And I love him so much, I don't even understand how I love someone so much, it's weird, the first time I ever talked to...
    erxnio erxnio 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I haven't quite processed my emotions for him yet and I don't want to because I think understanding their depth might make matters worse. He's taken we've been through this my...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F Aug 17

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    am I? or is of obsession? or do I really even care, anymore? idk? my moods change so much! right now, I'd say....nah, I'm over it. I'm fine, and then something triggers n awakens...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 Response Aug 17

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    Pedro1202 Pedro1202 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 16

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    Deep Depression Has Become My Best Friend As Of Lately,Loneliness Has Been Overwhelming. Simply Because, I Can't Be Myself.. I Have All Of These Deeply Rooted Feelings Wantings and...
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    gaziraisa gaziraisa 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    There is someone I care about about there. I Think about him a lot. About being with him. About how much he deserves kindness in the face of some pretty unkind people. About unkind...
    notthis78 notthis78 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 15

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