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I Want The One Thing I Can't Seem To Have

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    I Want...

    YOU...and I cant seem to have you because you wont let me have you. :(
    reset reset 18-21, F May 29, 2011

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    The 1 thing I want that I cannot seem to get is to spend some time pain free.Hours would be nice but even a few minutes would be a miracle.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 17, 2011

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    It Can Hurt

    so badly. its like life taunts me with this. i want one single thing in this world more than i can possible say yet it just seems beyond my reach. everyday i ache for it more and more yet its never been mine. my heart doesn't beat without it and yet it seems so close to me. its...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M Feb 5, 2011

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    Monopolies Cause This Kind Of Problem...

    To have one person exclusively control anything is very bad... and if that person isn't bad to start with, that kind of power probably will make them bad.
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 Jun 16, 2011

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    Someone just take my hand and take me somewhere I can smile. Cause I can't do it alone. :(
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    If you can't have it maybe it's not good for you. You should try a see if there is a lesson to learn from it
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    I owe you an explanation I can't give you in fact. Suppose I never will. I could barely explain it, even though it's actually very simple... I told you I was afraid to be around...
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    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 9

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    I really can't stand it anymore. It seems like I cringe every time on of my co-workers talks, and these girls love to chit chat, nonstop, till it's time to punch the clock. I can...
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit 36-40, F Apr 10

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    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 3

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    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Mar 20

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    lemonturtle lemonturtle 13-15, F Apr 7

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