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I Want the Pain to Go Away

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    Will It Ever End

    I'm sick of myself I'm sick of my life I'm sick of letting everyone down I'm nothing but a burden. More than anything I want to be a great mom if only I could just be a wonderful mom then maybe I could find some peace some happiness, but I'm a horrible mom because of this...
    Jan 17, 2013

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    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2013

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    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    autumnes autumnes 16-17, F Mar 2

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    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2011

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    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX 31-35, F Jul 30, 2013

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    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    Pain goaway!

    I went away for a couple of days and I wonder..................................................................do my friends miss me or care?? Doesn't anyone??? I have been depressed for like 7 weeks now and noone cares so I wonder what happened when I came back!! Heres what...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei 22-25, M Jan 4, 2012

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    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie 22-25 Jun 12, 2012

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    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    If I could, I would take all the pain in your life, you don't deserve to feel hurt- no one does. But I don't mind, as long as you are happy. You deserve to be happy after all, if...
    Error404nameunknown Error404nameunknown 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    So I need some advice...I found out a few years back that my older brother molested my sister for years before he went off to college and never lived at home again. I secretly hate...
    BJoon BJoon 26-30, M 3 Responses Jul 8

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    I think this should be the thought going through every human beings head. Instead of devoting our lives to making money and buying swimming pools and tigers on gold leashes we...
    NinaKonstantinova NinaKonstantinova 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    my dad kind of started not liking me by the time i was 12. he was always questioning me like i was doing something wrong. he would point out the flaws on my face bc puberty made me...
    enemyinthemirror enemyinthemirror 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    Ask away, no subject is too dirty!
    RocketSoldier1980 RocketSoldier1980 31-35, M 51 mins ago

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    My 30 year old daughter hates me, she posts on FB sayings on betrayal. I didn't betray her. When both my parents passed within 33 days if each other in 2910 I was to save for her...
    gnitruh gnitruh 41-45, F 2 Responses 13 mins ago

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    Remember Jesus told us of families getting broke up that they turn against each other. He told us they will kill us thinking they are doing God a service but not so they don't know...
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    The great escape 4 The team continue on without Zane and Niggalactacus and mad it to entrance to the hanger room. However what they didn't know was security guards where posted...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 6

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    I have been having a particularly hard weekend dealing with the loneliness of living with a spouse with chronic pain so I searched the web and found this site. As I read some of...
    hispainismypain hispainismypain 61-65, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    had surgery on my dominant shoulder on april 24. it was arthroscopic, had 10 incisions which were done to treat/repair 1 full thickness with a graft and two partial tears, remove...
    pdpcuffed pdpcuffed 66-70, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    [Note: This piece of writing was written during a process of understanding. I did not understand the subject and then write, I wrote and came to understand while writing.] What...
    PurpleGlassPalace PurpleGlassPalace 26-30 2 days ago

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    I had acl surgery a year ago from today and have been addicted to pain killers (morphine, hydro co, codeine) ever since and I haven't been able to put them down. The physical pain...
    Marielights Marielights 16-17, F Jun 27

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    Everyday, all the time I push away and I become more and more distant. I feel like no one notices or cares. I'm disappearing slowly from all their lives, ready to turn to a new...
    Diamondgirly Diamondgirly 18-21, F Jul 13

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    4 months I had rotator cuff surgery with a full recovery expected. Needless to say after several phydical therapy tratments and pain meds I had little to no relief. Finally after...
    fancyface19 fancyface19 46-50, F 2 days ago

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    I know that pain all too well. I had that person for 7 years of marriage, sadly, she passed away July 30th, 2013. She knew exactly when to lay her head on my chest, listing to my...
    mrniceguy1979 mrniceguy1979 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 28

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    This is just a little short story I'm working on, not really a book, but I'd like some feedback. The White Room The room was as white as paper, but as soft as a pillow when...
    flubaerm flubaerm 26-30 Jun 28

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    Well EP addicts, since I've last shared any stories on here my best friend died of an over dose. August 22nd last year. He was my very best ******* friend. And I still didn't...
    Woofy1 Woofy1 18-21, F Jul 12

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    Go Away, The pain, Breath in, Breath out, Push the pain down, Pull it out my heart, Put it in that box, Grab my tears, Mop them up, Don't cry no more, Shut of from the world, The...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jun 29

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    (Ex wasn't available... But because this **** used to be my soul mate, lets just go with it.) Ain't you just a Cheater with a capital C? You are a heartless, selfish person. I...
    HighOnMisery HighOnMisery 13-15, F Jul 9

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    So I found my aunts journals today. They were her cancer journals. She wrote in them from 2002 - 2005. She wrote down e everyday of her life with cancer. Every bit of pain she went...
    CeBeY1 CeBeY1 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Oh gosh this health issue is......a sneaky one! It hides we'll! I just had my second surgery last august which means I will be having another one sooner than later. They removed...
    PinkUnicorn26 PinkUnicorn26 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Bright colors yet to be painted everywhere.. the beige-grey walls of my spinning, humming prison cell screaming out to me, beckoning my senses in seductive whispers and commanding...
    pretender1326 pretender1326 26-30, M Jul 11

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    I look into eyes that lie, most times its me in front of a mirror... i lie to myself about being okay,about being at peace, being strong.... when does it all end.. I wondered the...
    Nichalas Nichalas 22-25, M Jul 11

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    I just found this site. Every story I read sounds like my own. My wife is the love of my life. My everything. The past two years I have seen her go from an amazingly passionate and...
    dempag dempag 41-45, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Painting allows me to escape my brain but at the same time explore parts of it I didn't even know existed. I paint with some of my favorite music blasting and it is so therapeutic...
    Affley Affley 18-21, F Jul 14

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    I wanted do it. Let me explain to you why. Back in the year of 2010 I had EVERYTHING I wanted and needed. I had caring friends, I had a positive outlook on everything, I just got...
    TheTshirt TheTshirt 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I suffer from depression. the first time i cut myslef was the night my uncle died from lung cancer. i was 12 and it was around midnjght. i had no other way to deal with the pain...
    outsidelookingin99 outsidelookingin99 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    1:Is there a boy/girl in your life? I'm single as a.......... single person 😳 2:Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? *thinking* thunk! Yes :) I forgive...
    Cozy01 Cozy01 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 28

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    I can't take being in this life I am living anymore. I am so emotionally damaged that it is physically painful. I hate having the thoughts of not wanting to live anymore. I hate...
    LostVixie LostVixie 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Author's note: I'm sorry if all this doesn't make sense. It was written to understand, and I worked through a lot writing it. It feels odd posting it but I haven't posted here in a...
    theologian theologian 18-21, M Jul 4

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