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I Want the Pain to Go Away

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    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2013

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    Will It Ever End

    I'm sick of myself I'm sick of my life I'm sick of letting everyone down I'm nothing but a burden. More than anything I want to be a great mom if only I could just be a wonderful mom then maybe I could find some peace some happiness, but I'm a horrible mom because of this...
    Jan 17, 2013

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    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2011

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    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie 22-25 Jun 12, 2012

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    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    Pain goaway!

    I went away for a couple of days and I wonder..................................................................do my friends miss me or care?? Doesn't anyone??? I have been depressed for like 7 weeks now and noone cares so I wonder what happened when I came back!! Heres what...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    autumnes autumnes 16-17, F Mar 2

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    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX 31-35, F Jul 30, 2013

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    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei 22-25, M Jan 4, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Honestly I would rather myself go through pain than somebody else go through pain. It's just so horrible to see something bad happen to them. It makes me think what did they do to...
    ScarM3 ScarM3 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    I wish I could just go up to someone that is in emotional pain touch them on the shoulder and tell them everything was okay. At that instant I would absorb all the pain they are...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 30

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    I hate seeing people suffer, whether if I know them or not. I can never watch someone hurt and not wish that there was something that I could do. The more that I care about someone...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T 2 Responses Oct 13

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    The pain is there simply because the relationship mattered to you. You felt an honest, passionate, authentic, deep-down LOVE for your partner. And that is a GREAT thing. That’s...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 9

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    I hate knowing that you're going through so much and i'm there helplessly listening. I wish i could do something to help you. I don't want to watch you suffer like this.
    DreamingSouls DreamingSouls 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    Definitely. I truly hate seeing others upset about something. It hurts to see them crying or ready to punch someones lights out. I am always here for anyone who would like to talk...
    AngelicMerrow AngelicMerrow 18-21, F Oct 1

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    I wish I could take all of your pain away. Before it takes you away.
    cricket2121 cricket2121 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I started cutting again I was clean for about 2 weeks and I needed to take the pain aways everything just hurts lately and I feel that nobody understands me
    vanessa1718 vanessa1718 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    My sister stresses me out and I want to take the pain away but I moved out of my house and live with my aunt and she always looks at my wrists to make sure I don't cut and my...
    vanessa1718 vanessa1718 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 1

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    "My pain may be the reason for somebody's laugh. But my laugh must never be the reason for somebody's pain".
    scarlet8 scarlet8 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    You have lost the green scent of the forests To the concrete imagery of stone That blocks every ephemeral sight Of life. When we can speak of life's impermanence Say that, '' I...
    Thethinkingthinker Thethinkingthinker 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    I laid there unconscious in my bathroom floor. I was slowly slipping away. My body grew cold, I struggled to scream but nothing would come out of my mouth. I could feel my blood...
    XxOutOfLovexX XxOutOfLovexX 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    sitting here on our phones constantly hearing the beeping of text tones we are wasting away are humanly contact paying thousands of dollars every year for our phones contracts...
    sassy19love sassy19love 13-15 3 hrs ago

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    1. I'm Dominican and Persian 😊 2. I have no kids but I totally swear my nieces and nephews are mine I spoil them crazy! lol 3. I'm a New Yorker born and raised lived in...
    denisestephanie denisestephanie 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people...
    imgreywlf imgreywlf 56-60, M 1 hr ago

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13

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    Okay so there was once this girl. Lets say her name was....Sunny. and sunny was very small and quiet so she got ignored a lot. No one in her family really paid any attention to her...
    bored25123 bored25123 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    My grandpa passed away Sunday and I miss him so much he is the last grand parent I had left!
    dwood1 dwood1 13-15, M 4 hrs ago

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    Silence 13 The boy only knows he's the 13th one, he does not care for others unlike to him. These scars he'd hidden behind cloaks of confidence does nothing much but hides is own...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 14

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    I'm scared, terrified, traumatized, and sick. I wish I had more words to add how completely humiliated and terrified I am right now. Why? WHY?! I thought I was happy now, I thought...
    GirlWithThePWSBM GirlWithThePWSBM 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I hope you all know that I love you so much but you are killing me with so much pain and illness. When I feel you and all your pain it brings me to my knees with the intensity of...
    TheBlessedOne TheBlessedOne 46-50, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Something I wrote to him, although I didn't send it. Thank you. I have a lot of things to thank you for. Thank you for showing me how to love and supposedly be "loved". Thank...
    weightingforhappiness weightingforhappiness 18-21, F Oct 2

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    Something I wrote to him, although I didn't send it. Thank you. I have a lot of things to thank you for. Thank you for showing me how to love and supposedly be "loved". Thank...
    weightingforhappiness weightingforhappiness 18-21, F Oct 2

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    Something I wrote to him, although I didn't send it. Thank you. I have a lot of things to thank you for. Thank you for showing me how to love and supposedly be "loved". Thank...
    weightingforhappiness weightingforhappiness 18-21, F Oct 2

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    I feel an ache in My Heart I gasp to breathe a breath of air and feel a hestiant sigh come out my lips, a feeling of blue and dark loneliness embrace my every thought through my...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I want to be the unique and beautiful goddess I once was. Right now, I am ugly and undesirable. I loved myself last week and the week before, but something happened this week that...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 3

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    I wish I could but I can't. And for me to say, 'Oh just hang in there, it will get better' might be taken as an insult. I'm not here to say that to anyone. Why would you believe...
    dadhereforyou dadhereforyou 51-55, M Oct 13

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    Hmmm. Nice thought on the surface. Kind of useless as it's impossible. I read something once that struck me as more thoughtful. It was about a family that would wish each other...
    niklb niklb 41-45, F Oct 14

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    I had an accident back on July 3rd 2013 and it's October 2014 and I am still trying to recover from a hematoma on my left hip/gluteal area and a slip disk on my spine . It's 16...
    4everK1ng 4everK1ng 22-25, M Oct 8

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    Pain. Pain is an interesting word. Short and beginning with a hard sound then trailing off in to a soft n. Much like the feeling associated with the word. But sometimes we stutter...
    SunlilySky SunlilySky 18-21, F Oct 8