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I Want the Pain to Go Away

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 265 People

    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2014

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    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26, 2014

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    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    autumnes autumnes 16-17, F Mar 2, 2014

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    Pain goaway!

    I went away for a couple of days and I wonder..................................................................do my friends miss me or care?? Doesn't anyone??? I have been depressed for like 7 weeks now and noone cares so I wonder what happened when I came back!! Heres what...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2013

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    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei 22-25, M Jan 4, 2012

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    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2011

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    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie 22-25 Jun 12, 2012

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    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX 31-35, F Jul 30, 2013

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    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    My mother suffers from a lot of things. One of her legs is longer then the other so she had bad posture and her back hurts all the time. It got to the point to where it hurt so...
    WlCKED WlCKED 18-21, F Mar 22

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    Aurora Borealis yesterday I fell asleep borealis in my eyes tracing all the galaxy where star and moons reside where all the world is peaceful all my troubles past and gone...
    ellision13 ellision13 22-25, M Mar 5

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    Anything you want, ask away!
    skylarw skylarw 13-15, M Mar 13

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    Sitting here, sitting before the white light of my laptop, eyes staring into the abyss, glazing over as I look not upon it, not at the words I write, but into the vast light. I...
    thehonestgentleman thehonestgentleman 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    I am running away in a week to the mountains in northern Cali if you want to join me just message me and I will text you a meeting point.
    theshotgun theshotgun 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    We didn't get together. It was an 'almost' romance. He gave me every reason to doubt him from the start. He told me how hot other girls are, he left photos of him and his ex all...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F 22 hrs ago

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    I was never worried about my weight growing up I was always athletic and fit until I decided to try a different birth control method and gained 40lbs!! Now I'm over 200 lbs and...
    dbry09 dbry09 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I was never worried about my weight growing up I was always athletic and fit until I decided to try a different birth control method and gained 40lbs!! Now I'm over 200 lbs and...
    dbry09 dbry09 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    i love painting but it takes a lot of patience.. I prefer drawing is easiest... I've got about 3paintings and 3/4 drawings from long ago was about 17 yrs old i think.. anyway...
    mergirl123 mergirl123 18-21, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Sometimes you try very, very hard to get along with people Sometimes it just isn't meant to be. Ever have a friend like that? You try to make the friendship work but it doesn't...
    summerwind22 summerwind22 41-45, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I want to run away and have fun with someone that's as optimistic as me😈
    xteenrunawayx xteenrunawayx 13-15, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    So far lost 12kg 3months postpartum which is good I guess but keep getting into old habits ; running I love so much but get so puffed out and dizzy when done ; using my pain from...
    alone121906 alone121906 18-21 17 hrs ago

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    I've always wanted a twin sister and its not a feeling that has ever gone away and will typically make me depressed whenever i think about it which is quite a common occurrence...
    reiter99 reiter99 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

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    April fools is my favorite day most kids wait all year for Christmas I wait all year for this day I love pranks and today was the best April fools day ever m/ my friend and I...
    Urdalia4ever Urdalia4ever 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I just gaze into the mirror, staring back at my reflection. As I look into my eyes all I can see is hurt and pain, misery caused by myself and to myself, as if the life...
    lisa2047 lisa2047 13-15, F Mar 4

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    I am so lonely. I've always been lonely, but I don't think I've ever been as much as I am now. I love being alone, but it's because I can't be left alone that it makes me feel...
    BlueRio BlueRio 18-21, F Mar 2

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    I have this tendency to push a guy if i know im falling for him. I hated myself for that, i hated myself for being me. Its like im this invention made to be disastrous. So okay...
    AbstractExistence AbstractExistence 18-21 Mar 8

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    Part three Necrophilia I eventually realised that I was just a delusional idiot who waisted their time ,money and passion on men who did not think of me more than a piece of trash...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    Part three Necrophilia I eventually realised that I was just a delusional idiot who waisted their time ,money and passion on men who did not think of me more than a piece of trash...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    you seems so far away i have been waiting you so long..its seems yoi never exist in front of my eyes..i am sad knowing you never here with me..i hope you know there is someone...
    myselfhere myselfhere 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    4 years ago my brother was killed in a accident while on the way home from work. He was hit by a reversing Landover while on his motorbike and was killed instantly.The driver...
    youngwhitegirl youngwhitegirl 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    I just recently lost my father, and the love of my life is away at Army boot camp, I keep trying to push on, but it is getting really hard, I can feel myself falling back into my...
    AshAshyAshley AshAshyAshley 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    The ancient life, we are sick and killing all the things that we don't know. Lost in static, an even harder blow, to be free of the love you wash away. A lost friend is nothing but...
    SilentPossibility SilentPossibility 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR. First of all this story is 100% true even though I wish it wasn't. I got WAY more then I bargained for and if anyone has a way to possibly go back to...
    JTam2090 JTam2090 22-25, M Mar 4

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    It's the same story. Different faces, different circumstances, but at its core, nothing changes. I can see them suffer. I can see their pain. I can see it all! SO STOP TELLING ME...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 22-25, M Mar 11

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    Sometimes--I just want to run away---I want that as well:that is, to run away.Free form the non-existence that poses as an existence now.Free from the shackles that bind me and my...
    Elandra77 Elandra77 56-60 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Part three Necrophilia I eventually realised that I was just a delusional idiot who waisted their time ,money and passion on men who did not think of me more than a piece of trash...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F Mar 23

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