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I Want the Pain to Go Away

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 267 People

    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2013

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    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei 22-25, M Jan 4, 2012

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    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX 31-35, F Jul 30, 2013

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    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    Pain goaway!

    I went away for a couple of days and I wonder..................................................................do my friends miss me or care?? Doesn't anyone??? I have been depressed for like 7 weeks now and noone cares so I wonder what happened when I came back!! Heres what...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie 22-25 Jun 12, 2012

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    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2011

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    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26, 2014

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    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2014

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    autumnes autumnes 16-17, F Mar 2, 2014

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    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    I wish I can take someone's pain away even if I have to feel it myself. I would most likely die of a heart attack though. I just want to be able to take away the people's pain even...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M Apr 22

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    I care too much. That's my greatest power and my biggest weakness. I really hate seeing and knowing that people are suffering. I wish that I could take it all away. And wars, I...
    supernerd22 supernerd22 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 23

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    0.77. I remember that Google was mentioned on "60 minutes" 0.78. I am not afraid of dogs 1. "As good as it gets" - it was an interesting movie 2. Sometimes my keyboard-playing are...
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M Apr 29

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    I have felt the worst pain I've ever felt. How could this be more painful than anything else I've ever experienced in my life?.. More painful than my dad having a mini-stroke...
    MissNexp MissNexp 26-30, F May 10

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    Just another stage,... pretty hurts shine the line on the whats worse. Perfection is a disease of the nation. Its the soul that needs a surgery. Blonder hair, bigger chest. Just...
    MangaIsLoveMangaIsLife MangaIsLoveMangaIsLife 13-15 5 days ago

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    i love paintings specially nature type i am not much of painter but do sometimes love nature a lot i learnt no matter how many times you paint nature you cant paint its...
    Mdesires Mdesires 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    I always thank military staff for their contributions to making my world a safer place. Always in the form of a simple "Thank you for your service." I'm not trying to make a big...
    DisappearIntoSilence DisappearIntoSilence 31-35, F 6 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I feel like events from my past are consuming me and most of the time I feel like I'm going crazy. I've been depressed for a while,it started two years ago. For Middle School I...
    YOdawgaga YOdawgaga 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    I love Massachusetts, it'll always have a place in my heart. When I took a road trip to Tennessee two years back, I saw how different it was. Everyone was so friendly. Strangers...
    molliee151 molliee151 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Seeking to make a run away group of pokemon trainers. Must have pokemon games. It will be our entertainment and our source of money i found way of making money by trading...
    Eve34 Eve34 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I HATE GOD! What has God ever done for me? I’ve never killed anyone. I’ve never raped anyone. I’ve never robbed a bank or stolen a car. Yeah – I’ve hurt a few...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm 25 weeks pregnant and have decided that once this buba is out I most definitely want another tattoo!! I have two one which says "from pain comes strength" and "one life, one...
    luciew86 luciew86 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I've been running this week and in so much pain. But I need to lose this weight before summer! Since I'm so depressed I stay inside all the tune and don't do anything bc I don't...
    Butterflyyana Butterflyyana 16-17, F 1 Response 42 mins ago

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    I am in love with a married woman whom I deeply admire and want to desperately spend the rest of my life with. We both are pretty much of the same age. Let me tell about this...
    super36 super36 36-40, M Apr 22

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    The painkillers themselves do the job ...it is just the side effects that cause you to have to take more pills !
    darren0007 darren0007 56-60, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I wish everything and everyone would stop for two seconds and just go away. I'm tired... I'm so tired of this life's bullshit; this world's bullshit. I want it all to stop. The...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F a week ago

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    Honestly, I'm regret for being born. All I've ever received for this world is pains.
    BellerMoo BellerMoo 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    I was planning on leaving my wife for another woman. I've been working up to it but it's hard. Now the OW is fed up and wants out because sh just can't do this anymore. I get it...
    DocHoliday78 DocHoliday78 36-40, M 6 hrs ago

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    My pregnant sister is about to move back to her polygomas fling with a bipolar woman and in my opinion a malevolent childish no good man. They're both double my sister's age. They...
    Nickbailes Nickbailes 16-17, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    It’s been said that most people who take their own life don’t leave notes explaining why they felt it necessary to leave this place. Not one for stylish trends I decided this...
    layllah layllah 36-40, F 2 Responses May 11

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    If u wanna run away and be a gamer msg me
    Eve34 Eve34 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    My Greek grandmother who is very dear to me passed away four years ago in 2011 and I wasn't beside her when she passed away I was in Bournemouth and away from her but when I heard...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 23

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    I was 34 when my Dad died, we always expected he'd go with a heart attack, but it was unexpected and very quick cancer that eventually took him from us.He was feeling unwell with...
    PendleMajick PendleMajick 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    1) I'm a risk taker 2) I'm a good listener for people who need someone to talk to =) 3) I'm over 75 percent Sicilian and Irish. 4) I don't tolerate drama 5) turimisu cake is my...
    PartyGuy21 PartyGuy21 18-21, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    take me away from here.. take me somewhere where love ia like breathing.. i dont care where we go, as long as i'm there with you.. -john legend-
    wittyweeta wittyweeta 31-35 13 hrs ago

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    My best friend and I planned to spend the afternoon together. I spent the whole day waiting for her to finish school and then I texted her asking her when she'll get to my house...
    yarazebian yarazebian 13-15, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I always know when my period comes because of the pain. It's pain that hurts but isn't at the stage where I'm thinking "I can't deal with this anymore". It's like an alarm clock...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Apr 25

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