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I Want the Pain to Go Away

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    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX 31-35, F Jul 30, 2013

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    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    autumnes autumnes 16-17, F Mar 2, 2014

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    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2013

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    Will It Ever End

    I'm sick of myself I'm sick of my life I'm sick of letting everyone down I'm nothing but a burden. More than anything I want to be a great mom if only I could just be a wonderful mom then maybe I could find some peace some happiness, but I'm a horrible mom because of this...
    Jan 17, 2013

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    Pain goaway!

    I went away for a couple of days and I wonder..................................................................do my friends miss me or care?? Doesn't anyone??? I have been depressed for like 7 weeks now and noone cares so I wonder what happened when I came back!! Heres what...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26, 2014

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    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei 22-25, M Jan 4, 2012

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    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie 22-25 Jun 12, 2012

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    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2011

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    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2014

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    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    I checked my reciept.

    ... And I didn't buy any of your bs
    AnyaW AnyaW 13-15 Jun 24

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    I know it sounds weird, but I actually kinda like pain, it reminds me that I'm human, in away, I always tell myself "What if what we think is pain, isn't even bad, it's just a...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    12 month sober from what felt like the most dramatic, painful, irrecoverable 2 years and a half of my life. Yet the worst part is I could have walked away before it got out of...
    ffjpp ffjpp 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    12 month sober from what felt like the most dramatic, painful, irrecoverable 2 years and a half of my life. Yet the worst part is I could have walked away before it got out of...
    ffjpp ffjpp 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    How do I forget the image in my heart. Though now its etched with pain yet still alive. Breathtaking is my loneliness.. A piercing pain prevails in the countless hours of day and...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 12 hrs ago

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    Last night was a nightmare for me, I had a relapse, I was out with my family on a beach outing and towards the end I felt this emptiness, I missed him, the ocean reminded me of our...
    Ccutler Ccutler 36-40, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    And this morning, I did. You stayed with me, and heard me. You listened to my pain and met me with only tenderness and kind eyes. I could see your concern, but instead of running...
    TheWildling TheWildling 22-25, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Four weeks ago I experienced the extreme climax of yet another depression triggered/nervous breakdown. The month preceding that I was in what I thought was a beautiful...
    SoberingBabySteps SoberingBabySteps 31-35, M 21 hrs ago

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    Letter to my future love, Well, here I lay, it's 1:34 and I really should be sleeping, I want to sleep, I want to slumber from this numbing pain but my heart is fighting me. I...
    iamlovepeople iamlovepeople 31-35, M 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Best Friend Everyone needs a best Friend, I always wanted a Best Friend. Some people think you don't need friends, I have no family, so I need friends. People think its sick...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    The Pain Within The pain within is what brings you pain, and what brings you hurt, The pain you carry inside you, is what causes you to hurt. The pain that you hide from everyone...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    My wife left with the kids this past Sunday. This has been the longest hardest week of my life. I miss both my kids and my wife. I want to hear that tenderness in her voice that...
    misanthropic1234 misanthropic1234 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    Not because of being scared to die, I've been close enough to know that it's not frightening, the part that scares me is if I take myself out, it's going to be a creative and...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Its a wonder how I got to the point. To actually right my feelings down. To actually show my mindset and how my mind runs. I know a few who will read and judge but I don't care. I...
    Domleon27 Domleon27 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    First off I will start by saying- 1) I am a very Conscious person 2) I have strong ethics 3) I care about finding answers to my problems and like helping others with there's - if...
    nsight nsight 46-50, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I would love to be that ray of sunshine that touches your face, body and soul..Let it envelop you as it caresses your body on a balmy Summer's day..Radiate the heat when it is cold...
    sensualbeauty1 sensualbeauty1 46-50, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    This was for an old friend who was suffering from depression. I change the she to they/their so now it can be for everyone. There is always someone who will care if you just voice...
    Daniellevn Daniellevn 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I wish I were that sweet little innocent girl again with those large blue eyes that were always full of mischief and loving smiles. My long blonde pigtails flying out...
    sensualbeauty1 sensualbeauty1 46-50, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I just took a pin and made my first cut. At first I just scratched my skin, too scared of the pain. But the mark it left looked beautiful, so i made more and I started to bleed...
    julespools julespools 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Yes all angels need to read this. I was given many generous gifts by Angel Gabriel and many other angels that has come and gone in my life over the years. I did not realize just...
    TheBlessedOne TheBlessedOne 51-55, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Everybody wants hapiness nobody wants pain but you can’t have a rainbow without a little rain.
    jyjyb jyjyb 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am the youngest in my family, live with my mom and older sister who I don't get along at all. I had an alcoholic father who divorce my mom after I was born but she still let him...
    azuredawn azuredawn 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    7 Smartest Ways for a Remarkably Painless Life (http://luv2sex.theblogpress.com/?p=4339) Here are 7 healthy habits you should adopt if you want to have a painless life without...
    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M Jun 26

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    it's been a long time almost 6 years and I've always loved her no matter what we've had a lot of ups and downs and I just can't resist the feeling of care and love I have for her...
    milind3012 milind3012 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    I want to run away but not forever. I just want to see if my husband would care if I don't come home. I just want to cause him pain as he has caused me.
    SorrynotSorrynotSorry SorrynotSorrynotSorry 26-30, F Jun 24

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    Night Terrors- Allie suddenly awoke to a loud crash. After listening for several minutes & hearing nothing, she slid out of bed to investigate. Opening the bedroom door, Allie saw...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 23

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