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I Want the Pain to Go Away

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    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2011

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    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei 22-25, M Jan 4, 2012

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    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie 22-25 Jun 12, 2012

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    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    Will It Ever End

    I'm sick of myself I'm sick of my life I'm sick of letting everyone down I'm nothing but a burden. More than anything I want to be a great mom if only I could just be a wonderful mom then maybe I could find some peace some happiness, but I'm a horrible mom because of this...
    Jan 17, 2013

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    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    Pain goaway!

    I went away for a couple of days and I wonder..................................................................do my friends miss me or care?? Doesn't anyone??? I have been depressed for like 7 weeks now and noone cares so I wonder what happened when I came back!! Heres what...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2013

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    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX 31-35, F Jul 30, 2013

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    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    How nice would that be if we all shared a common bond and weren't afraid to be ourselves !
    SoulInfluence SoulInfluence 22-25, M Aug 13

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    She dances methodically through her life to a rythem that's become familiar and a dance that's become expected.  She often thinks of her mistakes and feels the weight of regret...
    MamaKat27 MamaKat27 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    People have different reasons why they go on a road trip and travel to whatever the wind would lead them. Mine is that... i wanna feel free because when i feel free, all the...
    LAithought LAithought 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 16

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    Hi, my name is evaleigh and I am new to this site. I just have a lot going on in mind right now, and I wanted to type it all out. I am a 16 year old teenager currently living in...
    evaleigh evaleigh 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 8

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    Cant. Respect marriage too much. And dont want pain in lovers. Or shame from infidelity.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    It makes me really sad to see people interpreting human suffering and especially this suffering which stems from violent acts (sexual abuse, abuse, inflicting harm on someone else...
    PhuckEverything PhuckEverything 26-30, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    (continued from part two...) She slowly made her was across the academy, when the biggest sharp pain of them all hit, forcing her to let out a scream. The babies are kicking hard...
    ChloePawson ChloePawson 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I read something sad today from a friend who is now in a similar situation as i was this time last year and my heart goes out to her. As it was a time when i myself felt so very...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Sometimes I Dont To Be In This World Anymore. I Just Want To Run Away And Not Having To deal With All My Problems. What Should I Do When Im In This Situation??
    yolo2013 yolo2013 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    (JUSt a warning, this is quite TMI and fairly gross. :-) Yeah mine are just terrible. One period in particular was just horrendous. I was at home, second day of period (which is so...
    humblyhoo humblyhoo 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    Two weeks ago a good friend kissed me after almost two years of skinny love. We spent the whole night together, holding hands, making out, talking, laughing and smiling. The way he...
    burgerqueen37 burgerqueen37 18-21, F 7 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    So I had 2 shoulder surgeries one month apart. First surgery was for taking care of a shoulder impingement and tighten my shoulder which could pop out of its socket. Then...
    yodasl yodasl 41-45, M Aug 8

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    Have you ever just want to give up and end the pain cause I have and right now I wish I could END this pain I'm Sure no one will notice cause after all growing up I never had no...
    mollyBae mollyBae 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    I can walk away from everyone and everything, I can end the road right now and right here. It's so easy for me just to jump off a bridge or stab myself in the heart, Iv always...
    AriaDream AriaDream 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    Write more about this experience (optional)I'm a 38 year old guy. I look and act younger. At 35 I fell in love and got my new love-after dating 3 months-preganant. things moved...
    allarevessels allarevessels 36-40, M Aug 11

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    Write more about this experience (optional)I'm a 38 year old guy. I look and act younger. At 35 I fell in love and got my new love-after dating 3 months-preganant. things moved...
    allarevessels allarevessels 36-40, M Aug 11

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    Write more about this experience (optional)I'm a 38 year old guy. I look and act younger. At 35 I fell in love and got my new love-after dating 3 months-preganant. things moved...
    allarevessels allarevessels 36-40, M Aug 11

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    I’ve been trying to figure out how to write this for a month now. Every time I start, I always get off track or start to sound a little depressing. Although I suppose that’s...
    jphegan jphegan 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    I've given up a few times.. Still have the scars on my wrist to prove it and the papers from the hospital from the one time I tried to od on pain medicine, I've battled with...
    FoxyRose FoxyRose 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    (continued from part one...) She entered the cafeteria, the pressure of the babies and her need to wee constantly building up inside her belly. She went straight for the bathroom...
    ChloePawson ChloePawson 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    I really want to join a commune. I have had a documentary on Dancing Rabbit since I was like 8 and I've watched it a million times. I've always been interested in living off the...
    rjschuler rjschuler 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    Material things never mattered to me because I'm not materialistic . I don't believe money makes you happy . All these things don't matter to me . Small things have always been...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F Aug 6

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    The question on how to help others always bothered me. I don't have much myself and for that reason giving money away just isn't doable for me. A few months ago our church asked...
    AnomalousEarthling AnomalousEarthling 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    She woke up as usual before going for the bus (she catches the same bus to our academy). The babies started to kick and she felt the first sharp pain hit, then another a couple of...
    ChloePawson ChloePawson 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    1. I have many interests that no one shares 2. I am WAAAYYY too attached to my dog 3. I hate my legs 4. I spend all of my down time watching Netflix 5. I am an artist, striving to...
    amazingcuzitis amazingcuzitis 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Photo Safari I want to find one or two other photography interested persons, hop in the car and just cruise. Cross a couple of states, maybe get so far that we have to overnight...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 23 hrs ago

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    I know this sounds pathetic, but honestly idk where else to turn to. Its been almost 4 months since my ex left me and I'm still a basket case. I try therapy, smoking, alcohol, but...
    Jlime29 Jlime29 18-21, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    He did this to me, it will heal but my heart won't. I refused to make the same mistake and the pain cost greatly
    NoraWilliams NoraWilliams 13-15, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Most people my age go to Austin purely for 6th street, but that's not where my intentions are. I want to road trip to see forests, to see the beauty of the earth. To lay on a beach...
    VeinsOfMisanthrope VeinsOfMisanthrope 18-21, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Mr. Wilson thought Dennis was a pain in the arse.
    flipper1966 flipper1966 56-60, M 11 hrs ago

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    [X] Smoked A Cigarette [X] Smoked A Cigar [X ] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Are / Been In Love [X] Dumped someone [] Been Fired [] Been In A Fist Fight [] Had A...
    kitticat007 kitticat007 31-35, F 8 hrs ago

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    The gates have permanently been shut. I never wanted to take this drastic measure. I selected the option to not have anyone not in my circle to not be able to email me. I am tired...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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