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I Want the Pain to Go Away

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    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    Pain goaway!

    I went away for a couple of days and I wonder..................................................................do my friends miss me or care?? Doesn't anyone??? I have been depressed for like 7 weeks now and noone cares so I wonder what happened when I came back!! Heres what...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2013

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    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie 22-25 Jun 12, 2012

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    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2013

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    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    autumnes autumnes 16-17, F Mar 2, 2014

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    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2014

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    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26, 2014

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    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    I checked my reciept.

    ... And I didn't buy any of your bs
    AnyaW AnyaW 13-15 Jun 24

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    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei 22-25, M Jan 4, 2012

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    Will It Ever End

    I'm sick of myself I'm sick of my life I'm sick of letting everyone down I'm nothing but a burden. More than anything I want to be a great mom if only I could just be a wonderful mom then maybe I could find some peace some happiness, but I'm a horrible mom because of this...
    Jan 17, 2013

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    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I found this neat list in on some profiles so here's my version: [√]Smoked A Cigarette [√] Smoked A Cigar [√] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [√] Are / Been In Love...
    jenndee jenndee 36-40, F 53 mins ago

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    Ever since I was little all I've ever wanted to be was a writer my dad use to tell me he remembers me going to visit him every day after school when I was in primary school I would...
    Devilsdaughter100 Devilsdaughter100 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    It is true love and I'll never let it go. It's hard to live by loving someone who broke your heart and don't love you as much as you love him. But my heart says not to let it go...
    EleniHaru EleniHaru 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    [] Smoked A Cigarette [] Smoked A Cigar (1 puff if that counts) [X] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Have Been In Love [X] Dumped someone [X] Been Fired []Been In A Fist Fight...
    MrsRusty MrsRusty 31-35, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I feel like I'm pretty innocent. [X] Smoked A Cigarette [X] Smoked A Cigar (1 puff if that counts) [X] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Have Been In Love [X] Dumped someone...
    nicolieflowergirlie nicolieflowergirlie 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    homelessness, chronic unemployment,prison, death, or living with abusive family. bad health (that can be fixed), and a bad life. all because im on only child, im poor, and i spent...
    awesomeguy3125 awesomeguy3125 26-30, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    What I've done so far...most of which I'd do all over again 😀 [X] Smoked A Cigarette [X] Smoked A Cigar [X] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Have Been In Love [X] Dumped...
    cmyk323 cmyk323 36-40, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    What I've done so far... [X] Smoked A Cigarette(s) - In 6th grade and almost burned my home down... [X] Smoked A Cigar [ ] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Have Been In Love...
    TheOriginalSkittle TheOriginalSkittle 41-45, F 6 hrs ago

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    A letter I wrote to my boyfriend : I wish things were the way they used to be when we first met or just in the beginning of our relationship... I remember when I first started to...
    LuvLostSoul LuvLostSoul 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I feel like a dying cat. It feels painful everywhere that I just to lie down close to someone until either the pain goes away or my life is gone.
    panopticonett panopticonett 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    Saw my husband crying just broke my heart so bad </3
    MrsSalinas16 MrsSalinas16 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I am finally starting to think that the light at the end of the tunnel may not be an oncoming train, after all. I have been having back, hip and thigh pain on my left side for a...
    llevame llevame 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    "I wanna take you with me to life with no more yesterdays we can start again awake and so excited and change the way we always push we always push I'll open up and be your...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    i love being asleep.. i can do anything i want. i cant take this life. i have to keep going on and on and have nothing different happening. i hate it here.. all i do is live a...
    danielfrost1995 danielfrost1995 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    its not even about him really its that he died horribly, he said my name then choked on his own blood and died. i was there broken beside him, but its not that. its that our lives...
    chantal555 chantal555 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Vivid memories, live again! My favorite book as a child was titled "Grayling". It was a book about a Fisherman who had gone out to sea, found a distressed baby seal in the storm...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Just today.... Everything was good and amazing then they told me that they are moving away and that we can't be together anymore.. I'm in so much pain right now and it hurts and I...
    cicizzle cicizzle 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Oh Lord, I'm praying & weeping, only You know my pains. And only You know how powerfulness I've became, more so recently, and these past many years, when I've been away from You...
    MorningRose10 MorningRose10 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Hey love..., Your life is going to be a roller coaster but you're a strong girl, just keep holding on. I want you to know that everyone is beautiful in their own way and that if...
    TheMorticiansDaughter TheMorticiansDaughter 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I'm great at making friends but not great at keeping friends. I'm great at dating but I suck at relationships. I feel loved but I don't know how to give it. I lose interest in...
    LanaKane LanaKane 70+, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I know people are going to roll their eyes, and think "oh, he's just fishing to pick up women," or some variant of that. That's okay, I can't really blame them. But honestly? I...
    jdhammer84 jdhammer84 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    1)nature2)beautiful days3)occasional rainy days4)funny movies5)a walk on they levee (lakeside)6)walking the dog7)writing8)painting9)photography10)going to a place I've never been...
    hartinar hartinar 36-40, F Jul 19

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    I wish I had the power to just smile at someone and melt all their sorrows and pain away. to smile and make a person feel secure and wanted... what a great thing that would be :)
    Justine75 Justine75 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Buy pain pills and other research chemicals .We do offer discount as well to bulk buyers.Overnight shipping with a tracking number provided for your shipment (Fast,safe and...
    amazonprotiens amazonprotiens 36-40, M Jul 17

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    This was removed..putting it back.A moment this man had;a moment you see…Written in this moment is much mystery…This moment in time;I buried a part of me…I...
    nocool nocool 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 14

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