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I Want the Pain to Go Away

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    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie 22-25 Jun 12, 2012

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    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2014

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    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX 31-35, F Jul 30, 2013

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    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei 22-25, M Jan 4, 2012

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    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2013

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    Pain goaway!

    I went away for a couple of days and I wonder..................................................................do my friends miss me or care?? Doesn't anyone??? I have been depressed for like 7 weeks now and noone cares so I wonder what happened when I came back!! Heres what...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26, 2014

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    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2011

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    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    autumnes autumnes 16-17, F Mar 2, 2014

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    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    Then I learned people have to follow their own path. Got to let people work through their pain. Love them but cant save them
    NewBeginnings5 NewBeginnings5 22-25 2 days ago

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    I was lost and you held out your hand. Eagerly I took it, and fell in step with you. Slowly without realisation, I soaked you in. Your smell, your touch, your thoughts. I saw the...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F Jan 13

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    I want to run away from home in the summer . Im just going to pack a bag and leave for a month or a few weeks . If you want to join message me , will eat you if i have to or use...
    LocoSaulteaux LocoSaulteaux 13-15, M 34 mins ago

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    "Scenar Therapy" helped my 14 year old daughter. 70% less pain and able to lead a normal life again. :)
    adsgsdfghert adsgsdfghert 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Its so strange to not feel yet at the same time to feel. To not feel the normal feelings towards ppl. Yet to feel so much pain in ur souls that all u can think of is a way to stop...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F Jan 6

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    My best friend, from age about 16 to 21, although I have known him for my entire life; died this past Friday. I have been trying to think of if I should write about it or not...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    Do you know the feeling that you need to be strong when around your family and also maybe friends even if you worried or sad... That you can't show it? I have crps and have had...
    kristhy kristhy 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have a new life, my life changed on the 10th January 2010. Your life can change too - here is how: This group may currently only have a few members, but the content is visible...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm not sure what to do anymore. My husband has two slipped discs and sciatica and I'm slowly losing patience and compassion for him. We have been married for almost 10 years and...
    freckledlady freckledlady 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am writing this incase anyone else finds themselves in a similar situation . . . Please do not worry about me, I have been free of this relationship for 7 years now. I am a lot...
    elimarie7 elimarie7 31-35, F Dec 31, 2014

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    I am writing this incase anyone else finds themselves in a similar situation . . . Please do not worry about me, I have been free of this relationship for 7 years now. I am a lot...
    elimarie7 elimarie7 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I hate to be selfish, I want it all back i want the pain to go away i want the people i care about to stop dying. I want my friends to not be dead. I want my dad to be in jail and...
    littlered95 littlered95 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Okay I made a friend this year and we really love One Direction. We are now raising money because it's so expensive. But my mom doesn't like the fact that I nearly know her. And...
    AngelsAgainstUs AngelsAgainstUs 16-17, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I feel like the world is against me for reasons I don't know, I may hide behind a smile or paint on my face because thats who you expect me to be. Do you not see the life drained...
    Bubbalicious93 Bubbalicious93 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    It been a long hard year. A very stressful year. A very painful and mundane year. The new year was approaching and I knew I needed a change, a fresh start, a new beginning, and...
    desire2bebald desire2bebald 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 17

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    Today i read something online doing some personal research about people feeling unloved and it mentioned how those who grew up in homes where their parent(s) didn't show them any...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    Is this a poem, i have had some people say it is and then others say it isn't and i am really confused Molestation Just because it isn’t rape doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt...
    mylife1998 mylife1998 16-17, F Dec 30, 2014

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    The clouds move slow, the heart beats fast, a bit faster this time, the trees sing a soothing song, so close, so far, if you ever feel alone, listen to my voice, a voice inside...
    nottoofarnottooclose nottoofarnottooclose 22-25, F Jan 16

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    I like it when pretty girls have sharp, stabbing pains knifing them in the pot of the stomach and forces them bent over clutching the stomach in pain. Are you a girl? Did the pain...
    TheStomachCreeper TheStomachCreeper 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 9

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    I'm in constant physical and emotional pain. I have constant aches and pains, especially in my lower back, and it radiates down my legs. It's horrible. I'm also an emotional roller...
    classAteam classAteam 16-17, F Jan 17

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    I have an urgent need to forgive myself for something I did in high school. For years I've been very harsh with myself about this mistake and I've been telling myself that what I...
    NamelessNomad NamelessNomad 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Hi! I've been married for 16 yrs to a man who has suffered chronic pain for 32yrs of his 44yrs of life. We now have 2 children 8 and almost 5. There are days like today I want to...
    mariahswind mariahswind 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    You have to think of pushing someone away, as literally pushing them out of a door. It's harder to push, than to not push. Pushing is blunt, bold force. You've been pushing them...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Haunted Place - Star of India ADDRESS: 1492 North Harbor Drive San Diego, California 92101 LOCATION: The Star of India sailing ship is docked at the Maritime Museum of San...
    timothyc31 timothyc31 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    The clouds fell lightly He saw tears in the eyes Of his mother, Fears in the lines That seemed to smother slightly Her once gentle face, Once gentle like no other; But the day it...
    mbubu mbubu 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I've never been happy to be here and even as a child never saw the point of it all. But still worked everyday to further my career, I'm a very successful mechanic an have done so...
    Pleaseletmebestone Pleaseletmebestone 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Nothing last forever. Neither the good times nor the bad one. One has to live life with challenges and obstacle. But what keeps us going is our positive attitude. We should not...
    dezeena dezeena 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I worry about dad and my duster ever since you left us so untimely. Mom the family is broken up. I blame dad a lot . Sis doesn't like talking about your death ... But I can't get...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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