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I Want the Pain to Go Away

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    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2013

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    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    autumnes autumnes 16-17, F Mar 2

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    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie 22-25 Jun 12, 2012

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    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2011

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    Will It Ever End

    I'm sick of myself I'm sick of my life I'm sick of letting everyone down I'm nothing but a burden. More than anything I want to be a great mom if only I could just be a wonderful mom then maybe I could find some peace some happiness, but I'm a horrible mom because of this...
    Jan 17, 2013

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    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX 31-35, F Jul 30, 2013

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    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei 22-25, M Jan 4, 2012

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    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    How I wish I could. :( It's been almost a week the first time I joined on EP and since then, I started knowing numerous experiences of people (that captured my heart) coming from...
    MissPurple912 MissPurple912 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 24

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    Hi, I have always had this feeling of wanting to help others the best way I can. I always plan that when I get older i will do lots of charities and volunteer at animal shelters...
    musicgirl102 musicgirl102 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I am too inarticulate to ever be capable of telling someone just how much they are worth to me. I can say 'I love you', but my face won't shape the words the same way my mouth does...
    typedwriter typedwriter 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I have so many friends that are experiencing hardships and trials right now. I hate to see any of them go through this pain and torment. I would carry your pain for you if I could...
    kittyluv78 kittyluv78 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    My friend Graeme has been friends with a kid named Justin since first grade. Recently they've had a bit of a falling out. Justin is the most arrogant person you've ever met, and...
    hatandboots10 hatandboots10 13-15, F Mar 27

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    Some nice people here that wants to help me?
    trinemh trinemh 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 1

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    My intensions are uneasy and shallow. My kisses were the underlining hints of pain that lingered on his mouth. I undress to expose the wounds of my past and present, only to...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    I want to find my princess...she'll be my world I'll treat her like a queen I'll protect her from the evil world I'll wipe her tears away and try my hardest to take her pain away...
    Skittlesluvsrainbows Skittlesluvsrainbows 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    I don’t want normal and easy and simple. I want painful, difficult, devastating, life-changing, extraordinary love. The kind that aches when he’s far away, that makes oxygen...
    AwkwardnessCentral AwkwardnessCentral 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    ***Post of the Day*** Find out more at: www.facebook.com/FavorUponYou It's funny - I'm actually a #Muslim! The term used to conjure up images of backward Bedouin Arabs living far...
    FavorUponYou FavorUponYou 22-25, M 5 hrs ago

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    ***Post of the Day*** Find out more at: www.facebook.com/FavorUponYou It's funny - I'm actually a #Muslim! The term used to conjure up images of backward Bedouin Arabs living far...
    FavorUponYou FavorUponYou 22-25, M 5 hrs ago

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    This month I thought I might be lucky,as I normally get pms and pain for a week before it even starts.Well...it turns out,my period is at least 10 days late (no,I'm not pregnant...
    SparklyRain SparklyRain 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    For those that has this issue, we will learn the hard way that this is the last thing we will want to do. Admitting this is one thing, but when you push away that person who can...
    Trainedheart Trainedheart 26-30, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Hi.....I'm amo,male In gender. Everything that's happening to me lately I'm the one who has caused it,I come from a wealthy family but these people don't show me love or talk about...
    AmocMellow AmocMellow 16-17 1 hr ago

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    Not as much as the girl in this picture though 😂 when I saw this pic I thought '****. They're not ugly on girls' so yesh I want about 15 MAJORITY ARE SMALL and they all have...
    suzannah98 suzannah98 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    This is a story on how my world become undone. Sorry if it long. I met a guy name Nicky on a game call World of Warcraft. While some of you might say it was doom for failure, I...
    Angela0312 Angela0312 26-30 Apr 11

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    Through early morning fog I see visions of the things to be the pains that are withheld for me I realize and I can see... That suicide is painless it brings on many changes and I...
    Greywlf Greywlf 56-60, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Once Again Love I was a Reiki master, also conducting courses in Emotional Intelligence , for approximately ten years. Moreover, I was a happy wife and mother, living and...
    Sarita07 Sarita07 51-55, F Mar 26

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    since few days i want to say this to you........ you are in my destiny and whatever comes this one thing is not going to change because i am not sacred this time.............i can...
    destinygirl22 destinygirl22 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I am writing this experience because of the guilt, shame, and pain I feel about pushing someone away... If you can relate to this, please comment... I could use your support... I...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    Distress call part 3 Dylan and Juanda where still sitting around in the cave thinking about their current situation. But every once in a while Dylan would look and at Juanda and...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    The hunt2 11:00am Location: Breakneck Ridge trail. Cynthia, Sam and Dean along with the four D-warriors made their way back to the came site carrying with them the three...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 16 hrs ago

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    I met someone about 4 months ago. I was single for almost two years. I dated someone for about 7. It was intense and unhealthy, and although I have moved on,I wont lie sometimes...
    allthebeautifulthings allthebeautifulthings 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    It's awful. Unbelievably awful. It's like going through all your days with this ache inside you. This pain that won't go away. It's basically equivalent to having horrific cramps...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Apr 9

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    She passed away around 3 months ago now,i just turned 18 last month,my first birthday without her,the birthday by which i'm defined as an adult.I was abused by my father as a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    only 15... so ******* young to be so ******* depressed i feel like i was born in the wrong time what happened to me? i was so innocent a couple of months ago so happy, why me? what...
    Differentisgood Differentisgood 13-15, F 11 hrs ago

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    I definitely have to go away for a while. Cool things down I need loving But I'm not getting it
    CoolDad59 CoolDad59 51-55, M 11 hrs ago

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    UPDATE ! My "issue " From The Other day had been fixed . Talked about it politely told him how it made me feel , not just hey I'm a nymp but the emotional side of it ..... He...
    Briinx Briinx 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Today is the one month anniversary since my daughter passed away suddenly. I'm still in shock...
    FavoriteGardenia FavoriteGardenia 51-55, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I'm not a touchscreen, get your hands away from me. Most of the time i'm just not on the mood.
    juliegreen2 juliegreen2 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I just would like to Just be with a guy just once before I give up the lifestyle . then I can just walk away from it all.
    Robs83 Robs83 26-30, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    If I go on a carb-free diet for a week, how much would I lose? I plan to look smaller after spring break. What do I have to stay away from?
    RocketShoes445 RocketShoes445 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    ~Everyone has wounds, some just cope with them better~ The pain is in everyone, some just find a way to replace it. I have become an expert in this. I am sensitive. Actually, I...
    insanitycuresboredom insanitycuresboredom 22-25, F Mar 21

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    Hi there, Here is a poem I have taken from my personal journal. I would like to share it with you. This poem is about a prolonged, painful breakup about a year and a half ago.. I...
    snowpetal snowpetal 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Wearing a heavy book bag has finally caught up to me. Since I moved off campus, I have to bring all my books with me for the day, and it gets pretty heavy but I'm use to it. The...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    When I look into his eyes, I see all the beautiful things he is. Staring into his eyes for me is travelling to a distant kingdom where only he and I can play and no one else may...
    ladypirate108 ladypirate108 18-21, F 5 days ago

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