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I Want the Pain to Go Away

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 260 People

    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2013

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    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    autumnes autumnes 18-21, F Mar 2, 2014

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    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie 22-25 Jun 12, 2012

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    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei 22-25, M Jan 4, 2012

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    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26, 2014

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    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2013

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    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    I checked my reciept.

    ... And I didn't buy any of your bs
    ObviouslyMe ObviouslyMe 13-15 Jun 24

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    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2014

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    Pain goaway!

    I went away for a couple of days and I wonder..................................................................do my friends miss me or care?? Doesn't anyone??? I have been depressed for like 7 weeks now and noone cares so I wonder what happened when I came back!! Heres what...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2011

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    Will It Ever End

    I'm sick of myself I'm sick of my life I'm sick of letting everyone down I'm nothing but a burden. More than anything I want to be a great mom if only I could just be a wonderful mom then maybe I could find some peace some happiness, but I'm a horrible mom because of this...
    Jan 17, 2013

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    I am definitely in need of a good gunging. I am willing to take pretty much any sort of gunge, food, mud, paint etc so long as it doesn't stain or leave a lingering smell. I am...
    barefootben barefootben 31-35, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I am definitely in need of a good gunging. I am willing to take pretty much any sort of gunge, food, mud, paint etc so long as it doesn't stain or leave a lingering smell. I am...
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    Bosch, the wayfarer,wondering how much symbolism you can put into a painting
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    I am okay. and I don't mean it in a dishonest way, or telling you what you want to hear so I don't need to explain myself. I am okay,happy and relaxed typing this. I have finally...
    kiki2016 kiki2016 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    Our brain reacts for emotional pain as same as physical pain. people can comfort your physical pain but for emotional pain its only you comfort for your self. But there is an...
    bak4u bak4u 26-30, M 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Fed up with life, some times I want to run away from all this stressful life, I can't express pain outside and that silently killing me inside of me. I don't know, whom to blame...
    bak4u bak4u 26-30, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I want to kill myself. I don't want to talk about it. I don't want help. I sure as hell don't want to read about how everything is going to get better or how everything happens for...
    SplitGivanni SplitGivanni 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    a message i sent to a girl that is having despair and wanting to die:: "no, sweetie, i don't judge you. i understand it's probably just become an obsession to ease your pain or...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    Ok. I want to just talk about how horrible this rubs me the wrong way. When older women or women in general tear young girls down for having children. I've seen older women call...
    DeIuxedEdition DeIuxedEdition 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    If you still care about me don't ever let me know. If you don't care for me anymore don't ever let me know. I rather keep you in my memories where you are always kind and sweet. I...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hey, if you're reading this and you have an advice or an opinion I'll be glad to read it because I'm looking for that one advice or quote that will get me through this. Where to...
    American19 American19 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    This world is in pain and I have so many great people in my life new and old who have their own stories of trials ,pain difficulties and moral hurdles. It's interesting that people...
    niceguycursed niceguycursed 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    Someone please stop this pain.. Right now id rather be ******* dead.. I don't want to struggle to breathe anymore.. I'm done, I'm over it... I give up.... But I need to be strong...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Living with a person who has chronic pain means that for the rest of my marriage my pain never counts. I don't count, and I find this incredibly lonely. I am my only sounding...
    Suffocating1 Suffocating1 41-45 6 days ago

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    I do not even really need understanding. I just need to get something out and this is where I purge. Probably best not to reply or comment because often times after I have an...
    IPleadthe5th IPleadthe5th 41-45 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't like to push people away. but I have done it before. sometimes I have to be apart from people I love and when I really need them the most. It's because I'm afraid. I'm...
    evewalter evewalter 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Hello and welcome to my second post. Those who already know me know I hate god and that is true. What a lot of people don't know is that for 40 years I was a warrior and defender...
    DGA2000 DGA2000 61-65 2 Responses a week ago

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    In reply to the following ep question: EP Link I felt the OP deserved a little more recognition and support for the stuff he's going through. Leave an encouraging message if you've...
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M a week ago