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I Want the Pain to Go Away

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    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2014

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    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie 22-25 Jun 12, 2012

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    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei 22-25, M Jan 4, 2012

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    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2011

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    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26, 2014

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    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX 31-35, F Jul 30, 2013

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    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2013

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    autumnes autumnes 16-17, F Mar 2, 2014

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    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    Pain goaway!

    I went away for a couple of days and I wonder..................................................................do my friends miss me or care?? Doesn't anyone??? I have been depressed for like 7 weeks now and noone cares so I wonder what happened when I came back!! Heres what...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    I wish I can take someone's pain away even if I have to feel it myself. I would most likely die of a heart attack though. I just want to be able to take away the people's pain even...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M Apr 22

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    I wish I could take all your nightmares away...all your bad memories and feelings...you don't deserve that....I wish I'd feel all your pain for you...switch places...so you could...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M Apr 11

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    I wish i could take these two and remove the fear and pains of there young live away..... My wife and i love them dearly. There great kids in my book. They know where to turn if...
    ImHungry2 ImHungry2 51-55, M Apr 13

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    I care too much. That's my greatest power and my biggest weakness. I really hate seeing and knowing that people are suffering. I wish that I could take it all away. And wars, I...
    supernerd22 supernerd22 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 23

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    0.77. I remember that Google was mentioned on "60 minutes" 0.78. I am not afraid of dogs 1. "As good as it gets" - it was an interesting movie 2. Sometimes my keyboard-playing are...
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    Please stop carving your wrist I know you're sad, maybe pissed But this won't take the pain away Make it through tonight for a brighter day Please find a new way to cope And don't...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 13

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    She took all the pain away.
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 13-15, M 4 Responses Apr 13

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    Everyone wants happiness; no one wants pain, but you can't have a rainbow without a little rain.
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 9

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    He is everything to me and I cannot see him in pain. We live apart and I cannot be there for him. If I were, I'd take him in my arms and let him know he's cared for. I can't make...
    KuriosityKills KuriosityKills 31-35, F 14 hrs ago

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    Story time!- My best friend who was my cousin growing up was the closest person to me, I loved her so dearly. She had a younger sister by two years, who had social problems and was...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    It's like I've forgotten how to breathe, how can I forget? How can I forgive, I sit here with fogged mind a storm that's ready to hail, so much emotion to do what with? I cannot...
    traceyannmay traceyannmay 22-25, F 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I feel like it comes whenever it wants. It takes control of my mind, body, and soul. sometimes i feel as if nothing could bring me back. I can see the changes in myself. I no...
    AmazinglyDorkalicious AmazinglyDorkalicious 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Pain factor Pain is like a fire. Instead of cringing and crying in it's heat, look up. It is also throwing light on everything around you. It shows you the truth without the veil...
    xtaldart xtaldart 31-35, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I just finished cutting I hadn't done it in a while, I usually do it on my inner thighs, stomach, or under my breasts so no one can see. But my preferred area is the arms, I like...
    Bellalargo Bellalargo 31-35, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I think the worst type of pain is emotional pain, I can deal with a broken bone but a broken heart has no healing time, the scar may not be visible but it's there and it's deep. I...
    traceyannmay traceyannmay 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    I like in Canada and I'm 13 and I want to run away this summer I want to live on the streets or a abandon house and be free if you want to msg me
    moonlight2002 moonlight2002 13-15, T 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I really just want to leave my old life behind, and run far away to start a new life, where no one knows me and or my name. Where i can be a different person, to do different. I...
    Tyfly Tyfly 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I lost my talent. It was misery. I was an expert in misery, writing to strangers worldwide giving advice and flawlessly understanding their situations and what they could do about...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 6 hrs ago

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    I love dressing as a girl. It's a f*tish of mine, but it also makes me feel good in a non-***ual way too. I identify as male, but I still find myself wanting to dress like a girl...
    WalterStuart22 WalterStuart22 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    First i must say i don't know if vampires are real. maybe , maybe not. bit i want to believe that they truly exist. I have an experience from wenn i was not even 8 years old, it is...
    sundina sundina 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Place your hand over your heart. Do you feel it? That is called purpose. You’re alive for a reason so don’t ever give up. The person who completes suicide, dies once. Those...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F Apr 19

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    I have finished school and I want a career as an actor. I have recently looked on a bunch of actors websites and they all want resumes. The only work I have done is a lead role...
    JewStar4Life JewStar4Life 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I wish my life wasn't so painful, I wish it wasn't this complicated, I wish he still talked to me, I wish she still cared, I wish they still wanted me, I've been shut out of so...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 4 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I Will Give You My Heart You can have my heart it's yours as long as you keep it new and never abuse If you ever leave me Things may change along the way Shall I miss you...
    ApacheKuruk ApacheKuruk 46-50, M Apr 17

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    1. Do any of your parents like any of the music you like? Yeah, my dad likes Christian mainstream music and he likes Mariah Carey's Christmas cd. My mom likes Celine Dion, and a...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Apr 21

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    I am NOT who i wanna BE . I wish I never exist. I don't want to be who I am. I just nee to forget life . I want to run away and be with my friends . I just want something good to...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I have pleaded a million time to my family to live with them coz I'm not safe at Webb house and the next door neighbour and my support worker are humiliating me and violating me...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 7

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