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I Want the Pain to Go Away

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    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2013

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    Pain goaway!

    I went away for a couple of days and I wonder..................................................................do my friends miss me or care?? Doesn't anyone??? I have been depressed for like 7 weeks now and noone cares so I wonder what happened when I came back!! Heres what...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2011

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    Will It Ever End

    I'm sick of myself I'm sick of my life I'm sick of letting everyone down I'm nothing but a burden. More than anything I want to be a great mom if only I could just be a wonderful mom then maybe I could find some peace some happiness, but I'm a horrible mom because of this...
    Jan 17, 2013

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    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei 22-25, M Jan 4, 2012

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    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX 31-35, F Jul 30, 2013

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    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie 22-25 Jun 12, 2012

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    A few years ago, even being as young as I am, I noticed a correlation in my life. I began to in my mind see, that bad things would happen to my family and loved ones while I was...
    NothingSpecialJustMe421 NothingSpecialJustMe421 16-17, F Sep 3

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    She dances methodically through her life to a rythem that's become familiar and a dance that's become expected.  She often thinks of her mistakes and feels the weight of regret...
    MamaKat27 MamaKat27 41-45, F Sep 1

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    People have different reasons why they go on a road trip and travel to whatever the wind would lead them. Mine is that... i wanna feel free because when i feel free, all the...
    LAithought LAithought 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 16

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    Cant. Respect marriage too much. And dont want pain in lovers. Or shame from infidelity.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    I want run away from everything and everyone. I want to leave in a quiet, peaceful place, read books, go out alone, drink coffee, listen to good music, be in bed all day, and be...
    bar206 bar206 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    So...this is part 2... I decided that nobody is going to hire me, and I go to an old employer, over an hour away, and they will take me back... so, I get ready to move. (There...
    cozyuptothefire cozyuptothefire 51-55, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    ***Puppet*** A Puppet. Controlled with wires and strings. Opens its mouth when others tell it to sing. A chiseled smile and painted eyes; Built out of other's wicked lies...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    It was in the June of 2013 that the lab results came back and they were dire, my mother had Leukemia, in the final stages. Because mama's heart was too frail, she was not a...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I savor each word from song wondering what more there is out there in this life, when all I can feel lately is this agonizing loneliness and suffering I feel each day. I imagine...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    We had dated for over 2 years and had one of those relationships that just was natural and easy both sexually and romantically. Always were surprising each other with different...
    Anon1134 Anon1134 22-25 1 hr ago

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    I started talking to a woman online, and she seemed pretty intelligent. After a while, we met, and she was basically what I had pictured, but she had the most devilish laugh I'd...
    cozyuptothefire cozyuptothefire 51-55, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    omg feelong pain... stiff neck and right eye pain :( leeling like nauseated thinking bout this pain
    toughqueen toughqueen 22-25, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Been reading about this leaf/extract-stuff from Asia, and it seems to be a pretty good source of relief for people with anxiety, or pain, or opiate/heroin addiction even. There...
    TtotheD TtotheD 56-60, M 2 hrs ago

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    A Go Fund Me page has been set up, but it doesn't really seem as if the people who know me even want to take a look at it - it's like they don't care.I am looking for $250 to cover...
    cosmicdear cosmicdear 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    I'm in my 20's and I've lived in the same area my whole life. My family is all really close, and I'm very familiar with the people and places around here. Recently, I've been...
    RayvenJ RayvenJ 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    Hello guys! 😊 im new to here and now i'm wondering what brought me here? And you know what i guess loneliness.. Sometimes i feel like no one understands me or listens to me...
    Gitamomo Gitamomo 18-21, F 5 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    My heart, my mind and all the bones in my body long to go on an adventure. I want maps to be painted on the backs of my hands, and street signs to be printed in the reflection of...
    brittionfaith brittionfaith 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    I got dumped two months ago but we talked about getting back together on and off. I finally realized it is not going to happen. He wants to stay single but he is interested in...
    wonderful892 wonderful892 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Mine was three months ago. I never took guys seriously but I gave him a chance. He was my first love. I thought being determined, strong, and independent would save me from...
    wonderful892 wonderful892 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I don't want to push people away but I'm afraid I'll hurt them either way
    InternetKid905 InternetKid905 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    This sounds so stupid, like if your ill, go doctors and get better right? But I'm actually petrified. I've had a large array of symptoms over the past couple of years ranging from...
    AsherMae AsherMae 18-21, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Didn't Have a Chance This confusion will not cease, You've broken me in many ways. Will I ever get any peace? Have you got nothing at all to say? Did you think you were doing...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    1. I love to paint 2. I love making jewelry 3. I am addicted to Ebay 4. I love Pinterest 5. I love documentaries 6. I am a good cook 7. I am addicted to Popsicles 8. I love...
    LetMeBeYourFemme LetMeBeYourFemme 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    (continued from part two...) She slowly made her was across the academy, when the biggest sharp pain of them all hit, forcing her to let out a scream. The babies are kicking hard...
    ChloePawson ChloePawson 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I read something sad today from a friend who is now in a similar situation as i was this time last year and my heart goes out to her. As it was a time when i myself felt so very...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    The fashion where the pain from symptomatic joints responds to biomechanical stressors is frequently The crucial element to localization and causation. Pain that is definitely even...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    A 2007 evaluate of 13 scientific studies observed proof for the efficacy of hypnosis within the reduction of pain in some problems, although the amount of sufferers enrolled from...
    Khadijah062yu Khadijah062yu 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    My whole life's been thunders and storm. Every night i cry myself to bed wishing that tomorrow will not come. I fear the day where all the scene of the wicked are actively working...
    whyfeelpain whyfeelpain 22-25 4 days ago

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    (JUSt a warning, this is quite TMI and fairly gross. :-) Yeah mine are just terrible. One period in particular was just horrendous. I was at home, second day of period (which is so...
    humblyhoo humblyhoo 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    It makes me really sad to see people interpreting human suffering and especially this suffering which stems from violent acts (sexual abuse, abuse, inflicting harm on someone else...
    PhuckEverything PhuckEverything 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    Paraplegia, the loss of feeling and voluntary motor control immediately after significant spinal cord destruction, can be accompanied by girdle pain at the extent on the spinal...
    Freddieqk2494 Freddieqk2494 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    The ambitions of the program are to incorporate Floridians of any age with disabilities in all of the Section of Well beingR17;s applications and routines for overall health...
    Freddieqk2494 Freddieqk2494 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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