I Want the Pain to Go Away

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 258 People

    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 2, 2014
    autumnes autumnes
    18-21, F
    Mar 2, 2014

    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy
    41-45, F
    2 Responses May 1, 2011

    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159
    18-21
    1 Response Jun 14, 2011

    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig
    16-17
    3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 15, 2012

    I would give up all of my possessions stand

    naked in front of God and Universe if only the pain would go away.HOW do I MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY??????????????
    Lunadelobos Lunadelobos
    41-45
    2 Responses Nov 23, 2015

    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie
    22-25
    Jun 12, 2012

    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 30, 2013

    It just keeps piling up

    and I can no longer cope. Most days I just look for a way out. I am worried because I think ending it may be the only way to permanently stop the pain.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    Sep 24, 2015

    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 7, 2013

    I checked my reciept.

    ... And I didn't buy any of your bs
    ObviouslyMe ObviouslyMe
    13-15
    Jun 24, 2015

    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei
    22-25, M
    Jan 4, 2012

    Will It Ever End

    I'm sick of myself I'm sick of my life I'm sick of letting everyone down I'm nothing but a burden. More than anything I want to be a great mom if only I could just be a wonderful mom then maybe I could find some peace some happiness, but I'm a horrible mom because of this...
    Jan 17, 2013

    Arghhh! I'm having pain on my hands

    and around my neck and it sucks. 😩😭
    laylaaa911 laylaaa911
    18-21, F
    Dec 18, 2015

    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2013

    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    1 Response Dec 28, 2011

    Pain goaway!

    I went away for a couple of days and I wonder..................................................................do my friends miss me or care?? Doesn't anyone??? I have been depressed for like 7 weeks now and noone cares so I wonder what happened when I came back!! Heres what...
    Peachie66 Peachie66
    13-15, F
    1 Response Feb 11, 2011

    I just hate when i spend my time on someone

    who don't give a crap about me in the end
    3505097j 3505097j
    13-15, F
    Nov 9, 2015

    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 26, 2014

    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 21, 2013
    chasingMonday chasingMonday
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jan 11
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