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I Want the Pain to Go Away

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    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    Pain goaway!

    I went away for a couple of days and I wonder..................................................................do my friends miss me or care?? Doesn't anyone??? I have been depressed for like 7 weeks now and noone cares so I wonder what happened when I came back!! Heres what...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2011

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    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2013

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    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei 22-25, M Jan 4, 2012

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    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    autumnes autumnes 16-17, F Mar 2

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    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie 22-25 Jun 12, 2012

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    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX 31-35, F Jul 30, 2013

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    I wish people wouldn't hide behind a different picture on here. I have mine out in the open because I like being honest with people about anything and everything concerning me. Yes...
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    God why After being ignorant for thirty or so years Would you allow me to know how true love feels Then ****** it away So callously, leaving me wanting. Why after so long would you...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    Chronic pain sucks. Yes it does. Been dealing with nerve pain since 2004. I know this sounds funny butt I turn to sex. To help me get mind my mind off of the pain. It does not...
    horneybear79912 horneybear79912 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    "Mask" By, me Everyday I try to hide, behind the mask that covers my inside. A smile, a laugh, an I'm okay. Keeps them from seeing the pain I hide away. But sometimes a mask is...
    Spinningoutofcontrol Spinningoutofcontrol 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    Sometimes we say the worst thing in life is to lose what we love the most, it's to have what we love and want taken away from us, permanently. But that isn't true, there are worse...
    RA27 RA27 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    I want pain to disappear. :(
    CountryQueen623 CountryQueen623 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    fifty things.. 1. Why fifty? Because im lazy. 2. Meet me in person and you will think im cold..but its just that i dont deal well with people. If i write for a while you will...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 hr ago

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    Itd be cool to run away .. Go live in the wild and live primitive , like my ancestors xD , but im not selfish you gotta think about the pain your putting your family through...
    1492Savagery 1492Savagery 13-15, M 20 hrs ago

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    So, recently while procrastinating on one of my college assignments, I came across a YouTube video that demonstrate how Turrets Syndrome affects people in different ways through...
    joseiGuess joseiGuess 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    I love watching YouTube videos of artist painting realistic faces. It's so amazing how they make them look so alive, I wish I could draw and paint like that. I have very minimal...
    Jesuseverlasting Jesuseverlasting 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    a trial persisted with a guilty soul being prosecuted by the defense but an expert witness appeared by surprise and illuminated the struggle [exculpatory evidence] behind his eyes...
    effervescence effervescence 26-30, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    i write (too mutch)...i talk (too often) and i dream..(of too much that is beautiful) but the things i wish are not to be. they are not deserved. i want to surrender and fade...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 7 hrs ago

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    i really like sketching , 3d sketching and painting .. i am not very good in writing , but from my childhood i was not good in making friends , so i find this sketching as my...
    rocketscience08 rocketscience08 22-25, M 14 hrs ago

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    My family are driving me closer and closer to self harming and today I nearly done it but I stopped myself but I really want to just to try relieving a little bit of pain from my...
    xXxLaylaxXx xXxLaylaxXx 13-15, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Take me, ga,g me , make me your to.y pe.t , make me believ.e I am an animal, make me want strive to become a human, but not as a man but a sis.sy Sl.ut, a overdramtic, makeup...
    humanpet18 humanpet18 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    Everyone thinks they have everything figured out and that they have the entire picture. No one does and no one in this family really understands me and really listens. They just...
    nomadventurist nomadventurist 18-21, F Nov 29

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    I work out so pain is everyday for me lol.
    1492Savagery 1492Savagery 13-15, M 6 hrs ago

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    As I stood in front of the mirror I knew I would never be the same. He had changed me in more ways then one. It had only taken a few mere minutes but those minutes would change...
    jj2628 jj2628 26-30, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I completely threw away my 6th-10th grade years.... And in elementary I wanted so badly to be all grown up so I acted like it. I wish I would have been able to enjoy being young. I...
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 10 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I just want to walk away from life. Not that it's too hard or anything, but I feel like life isn't for everybody. The constant sorrow, consistent emptiness, and the...
    IzBroken IzBroken 22-25, M Dec 6

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    I have been married to my wonderful, amazing husband for almost two years now and we have been together for 5. I love him with all my heart and divorce is not an option with us...
    cowinapartyhat cowinapartyhat 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    sylvia. everyday since she betrayed me. nothing but nightmares and pain of losing my soulmate of 4 yeqr one who knew everything about u n vice versa n every dream ect. the one who...
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M Dec 1

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    i had a friend he actually made me feel special ..and he was the kind of person with whom you can share everything , every bit of ur life.. but today hes no more.. he passed away...
    spunkywiz spunkywiz 18-21, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    Hi I am 13 years old and I think I am a psychic medium. I started hearing and seeing things, especially at night. But I get scared. So my mom told me to close my eyes and say go...
    thatgirl313 thatgirl313 13-15, F 13 hrs ago

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    ~A Poem to a Quitter~ You can be anything; and all things in between Wing clipped by cold lips; warm your soul in violet flames Beauty to be boasted by bard breaks through in...
    Balaal Balaal 22-25, M Dec 1

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    Stranger to friend ... friend to stranger again We meet so many people in our journey but only those special can be the part. We never judge them by their clothes, status or...
    dezeena dezeena 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I push away every one that I love. I am so afraid of letting someone in..and I hate myself for it
    Shadowofsolitude Shadowofsolitude 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    Leave behind the tears, the pain, the hardness....cruel words when they were felt at the time needed, which was too many a time, and never cared of their damages, never cared of...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Her pain is almost too much to bear for one person. It constantly weighs her down like the ballast on a ship. Yet despite that, she keeps bailing out the boat and moving on. She...
    Delta7190 Delta7190 16-17, M Nov 27

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    My husband of 13 yrs has been living with chronic pain (testicular) for over 4 years now. The cause is due to a nerve disease. He's always been hilarious, the life of the party...
    watershed watershed 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 26

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