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I Want the Pain to Go Away

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    Holding Hands for a Lifetime

    I wished for this a few months ago. I wished for this for a long time. Just let it go away. Don't bother the faerie. Shoo!  Please. But pain catches up to you. It does not really go away. It does not make it any less painful. It does not make it any easier to bear. Truth is, It...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses May 1, 2011

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    autumnes autumnes 16-17, F Mar 2, 2014

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    They Say Time Heals All Wounds...

    Sometimes I want to believe it, I really do... But I'm always lost in a huge mix of emotion and too busy trying to find myself. Who am I suppose to be? They say just be yourself and people will find you, but no where does it say people will find you for a while they leave. I've...
    Kazukei Kazukei 22-25, M Jan 4, 2012

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    Time Heals All Wounds?

    How many times have you heard that? Time will heal. In time you'll feel better. Well would someone be so kind to please tell me how much time. How long til the pain goes away? How many activities must I take up? How many changes must I make to my life? How long till the pain...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    Pain goaway!

    I went away for a couple of days and I wonder..................................................................do my friends miss me or care?? Doesn't anyone??? I have been depressed for like 7 weeks now and noone cares so I wonder what happened when I came back!! Heres what...
    Peachie66 Peachie66 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    Falling In Obsession

    My story is not that uncommon, but surely enough, at this moment in time, it has me feeling sad, lonely and depressed from the moment I open my eyes in the morning till I lay my head down to sleep. Keeping myself busy doesn't seem to distract me as it should and I want this pain...
    lacrimosaX lacrimosaX 31-35, F Jul 30, 2013

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    Time Doesn't Heal

    That phrase is a lie. Some say emotional abuse isn't as painful as physical or sexual, and physically, they'd be right. They forget about psychological, though. I'm broken inside, I can't trust anybody, and I'm terrified of doing something wrong, because everything was wrong to...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    Need Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I really need people to talk to. I feel so lonely and so sad. I hate the direction my life is going and I feel like it is my fault, but I know a lot of it was more circumstance. I just don't feel that way. I feel so guilty for feeling bad about things because I know a lot of...
    Snowann Snowann 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2013

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    It'S Something I'M Going Through

    I feel awful for even considering to write this. I guess that's a good way to start this off, right? My name's Terra, I'm 15 years old, I'm homeschooled, and I write stories. My dad and my mom were in an abusive relationship for 22 years total, lasting for the first 6 years of...
    AnobleLie AnobleLie 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    When Will It Stop?

    I can't even begin to explain the pain i feel every minute of every day.If you have a broken heart then you will know . It is all consuming, God please let it stop! My 8 year old asks me if im ok, what can i say but yes! I am a million miles away from even normal let alone...
    Englishgent1970 Englishgent1970 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    Constant Aching..

     I live in Denmark.. I love Denmark.. I just don't want to stay here.. I want to travel, to work abroad and experience all these faboulous things, but I don't have they money... but that's not my biggest problem.. I have previously applied for going abroad for high...
    stinepiiig stinepiiig 16-17 3 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    Physically and emotionally.

    Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26, 2014

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    My Dad

    My Dad,He passed away,Over three years ago,Like it was yesterday,I was talking to him,The pain,It hasn't gone,I miss him so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    Cease And Desist

    I WOULD DO, SAY, &, GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR. I WOULD BURN EVERY CENT I HAVE, I WOULD GIVE IT ALL TO THE OLD HOMELESS MAN WHO LIVES IN THE ALLEY DOWN THE STREET. AW, H3LL, I'D BE HOMELESS RIGHT WITH HIM, IF IT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY. AND I'VE BEEN HOMELESS BEFORE. SO...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    I wake up every day, most of the time with a

    migraine, my vision is blurry, I always either feel sick or only ok when I'm sleeping, even then it sucks because my ears are always ringing they ache, my lock jaw is so bad that it makes my teeth hurt like a *****, I can never breathe, I have random panic/anxiety attacks, my...
    livefuckingstrong livefuckingstrong 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2014

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    The Idiot Girl Who Broke Her Own Heart.

    I've been with this guy since high school. We got together in 2004 and recently I broke it off.. He had gotten me pregnant when I was a senior in high school but I lost the baby. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just assumed I was having a really heavy, painful period...
    SunnyCharlie SunnyCharlie 22-25 Jun 12, 2012

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    Everyone around me is sick, upset, can barely afford to live, and I can do nothing but watch. I feel useless. I just want to help people. I just want to see people happy...
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    When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come...
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    Aurora Borealis yesterday I fell asleep borealis in my eyes tracing all the galaxy where star and moons reside where all the world is peaceful all my troubles past and gone...
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    This pain that i have is wen i was abused by my mother , :/ just cant forget bout it , it hurts just thinking bout it , i wish i could take this pain away already , Another...
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    So stressed with work, I thought about doing it last night. can barely sleep. I'm exhausted and tired of no one seeing the pain I'm in. I've gotten good at hiding it.
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    In my room I have a picture on the wall that has provided me joy for many years. This picture shows a beautiful stream with clear water, graceful rushes along the shore and...
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    I have tried an tried again to be what he wants. I can never be. The moment I have any happiness. He has to crush it. Why do I not just go away? Six foot under cant be that bad. No...
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    I want to run from everything. All the **** that's happened to me, all the pain I've endured. It's all over whelming. I just want to cry over and over again till I can't, till I...
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