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I Want The Tears To Stop

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    Alone

    I wonder why it all went wrong? I sit alone and muse searching deep inside my thoughts finding nothing; no excuse I shall sit a little longer think a little more perhaps with time I shall know... for now I sit and ponder just me my thoughts alone.
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Jan 30, 2013

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    So Sad:-(:-(

    i just found another reason to why i keeping being sad for. the person i liked dosent like me and dosent care for my welfair and that person hates me so much. crying:'(so sad. cant stop crying:'( what did i do?:'( blaming self:'(
    fiestar fiestar 22-25 2 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    This literally happened today- Was in the bathroom and two younger guys were in a 'fight' (basically grabbing each other at the shirts) The one boy said something to the other...
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    I would love to stop. I'm on seroquel which increases appetite. it seems I only binge eat in the night when I am half asleep. my binge food is chocolate.
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    it's not exactly what I want to feel inside. it doesn't seems right. feel so empty
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    It's hard trying to keep your self happy when everyone els is making u feel like **** even the ones you care about..
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    How do you do this tho ?!?!
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    I have a horrible habit of pulling my hair, it's driving me crazy. I finally decided to cut it short but I'm scared!!😳
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    Everytime I get close to anyone I get hurt, I'm just an outcast now. I don't deserve
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    I just ate so much ****. I'm too smart for this. It's such a cycle, the same as self harm.
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    I need to get my randomness back on.. I've been so serious lately.. It's not gooood
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    I fell in love with the wrong person.
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    I'm still in grip of alcohol. I just hope God will help me quit this.
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    I didn't drink. I didn't smoke today. Feeling great.
    naz69 naz69 26-30, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Day 2 - Didn't drink and smoke. Next update after 5 days : )
    naz69 naz69 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Day - 3 Today was very stressful. Yet didn't drink, didn't smoke. Feeling very alive.
    naz69 naz69 26-30, M 1 day ago

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