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I Want The Tears To Stop

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    I wonder why it all went wrong? I sit alone and muse searching deep inside my thoughts finding nothing; no excuse I shall sit a little longer think a little more perhaps with time I shall know... for now I sit and ponder just me my thoughts alone.
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Jan 30, 2013

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    So Sad:-(:-(

    i just found another reason to why i keeping being sad for. the person i liked dosent like me and dosent care for my welfair and that person hates me so much. crying:'(so sad. cant stop crying:'( what did i do?:'( blaming self:'(
    fiestar fiestar 22-25 2 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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