i was born and christened into the Roman Catholic church as a baby, and i attended church until i was about 18 or so, but then i kinda lost interest in it all, but i still loved and believed in God, no matter what, and i still do till this day!!!
What is it that you want?
Why do you want there to be a God? And which God? Does it matter? Is it that all you want is for something infinite to love you? Or do you want there to specifically be the Christian Church's version of God: Male, Separate from creation, Rational...
...there is a God and an afterlife. Some people have a really hard time in life and have terrible things happen to them. It would be nice to know that there is a place where they can be relieved of any pain and finally be happy and live in peace.
Unfortunately this want will never come true, and that's OK with me.
The reason I want there to be a God is for all the same reasons that Christians give as to why to not trust us Atheists. But they are actually the ones who get a "free pass"
Because if there was a...